Linkzelda's Dream Journal

12.22.2012

Prison Camp and Dying for the First Time (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Just a mere nap, and I have this crazy experience, damn, it felt like it was at least a 10 minute dream, or even more. It felt so condensed, a lot of gaps in between, but those parts I recalled had huge significance in my overall experience.

And I died, which is a first thing, and I was in prison, so obviously, my feelings of being trapped is related to how I feel about people in general and the image I'm trying to sustain, but knowing that trying to do so might actually send me into deeper and more difficult tasks to get out of.

I was meditating, and what a perfect dream to signify that I'm trying to get out of, my thoughts and attachments of life.......And to finally reach freedom in this dream was so amazing, until a small ad hoc of soldiers shot me down like I was nothing.

Now on to the dream. There's a lot of sexual references here, but there wasn't anything sexual, just a lot of representations of how I conceptualize certain things, and the mere mentioning of that representation isn't going to be a bother, except the death of course, or it could be a joy to some sadists.

So, let's go on with the dream.

I'm on the run, I don't know where I am, but I do have a weird connection to this place and the nooks and crannies of a few specific areas. It's like a dungeon, and I'm constantly finding myself going up stairs, random hallways, reaching upper levels where there's natural sun light, but never going too far into the light.

My mind is mixed at this point, so many interchanging thoughts at once ranging from the fear of possibly being found out, captured, and recieving a more cruel punishment for endorsing the escape of other prisoners. I felt I had obligations, but at the same time I felt I needed to engage in this neutrality of trying to help others or save myself.

I needed other people to find ways to know more about the large Prison/Dungeon Camp I'm in, and the gargantuan size of this area, the many areas within it, all too much for one person to even conceptualize possible escape tactics for freedom.

There's too many things going on at once that it's hard to keep track off and make it into a cohesive and comprehensible chain of events. I remember someone in a black latex suit, a female, probably resembling Catwoman, that I would end up helping or trying to avoid.

Her role in this was temporary, and I feel I also met Robin as well, but his purpose fades away quickly. There are guards coming after us, and I remember that each time that I run, I end up going to a specific set of stairs that leads me to a myriad of paths that I can take.

I also noticed that there are anal toys laid of on the right side about 2 feet away from double doors consisting of dark red colors with 4 rectangles going vertical formed as if they were split from a bigger rectangle on the door.

Seeing the anal toys kind of bothered me, and I won't go into full description of what they looked like. I remember running up stairs that are made of concrete or some kind of gray marble materials with a red carpet in the middle of the stairs going all the way up and down the areas of this huge prison camp.

When I go through the double doors, random things happen. I remember falling down a deep ditch, feeling perfectly fine, and them climbing my way up to get to more doors to have to choose randomly.

Basically, the whole dream was full backtracking and pinpointing important locations and adding on to the mental map I had in my mind. It involved a lot of practice, a lot of trail and error, but I eventually learned the nooks and crannies and found myself at higher places in less time than I thought.

Then I tried helping a few random people escape, and when I tried to escape, I felt I needed to go back to the prison to help more people.

I don't know why, but I just felt I had to be responsible for saving some people. I keep using that area with the double doors and the anal toys randomly placed 2 feet away from the doors as the major reference point because I know anything beyond those doors is has subjective outcomes.

I eventually meet an old man who I'm confused as to whether or not I'm helping him, or he's helping me. Anyway, after escaping guards inside the large building, I head outside and find an Asian man is coming inside the base.

The electrical wired fence opens, and my perception of it opening or closing is a bit skewed. It looks like it's opening, and the old man dashes for the gate as the Asian man goes through it; he's wearing a gray hoodie, and he looks like he's in his mid 20s.

I can feel the electricity surging in my hands for a while, but I took my hands off the fence quickly and dashed a bit to avoid it completely closing in on me and possibly shocking me.

I follow the old man while looking both ways on the highway.

The cars are kind of going slow at the moment, and I head to the left side of the highway where the rough part of the part is. I see a vehicle that crashed for a while now, and decided I should hide there , but I wanted to catch up to the old man.

I saw soldiers coming up, and as I'm trying to play things off like I'm a normal citizen, things start getting hectic. I turn to the right to get a peek of the soldiers, they were wearing dark gray uniforms, and they're holding to old rifles that look like they were from U.S. Civil War times.

A random soldier starts screaming, and everything goes in slow motion for me. I turn my face to see what's going on, when in fact the soldier is screaming in a foreign language while pointing at me. I become shocked, and I tried to run, but it's too late.

The soldiers, at least 10 of them, shot me right where I was standing. I immediately drop on the floor with no control whatesoever, and I remember being dragged immediately by someone, and that's all I remember.

09.22.2012

RE4 Garradors + Wearing Iron Boots (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside an area where there's at least one Garrador in the room.

To describe Garradors in RE4, they are blind beings infected with Las Plagas, and they listen mostly to sound.

So if you make some abrupt noises like running, shooting, things of that nature, these things will CHARGE at you with their long claws and possibly impale your face, gut, or completely slash in an continuous X formation until you head is cut off....OR, they impale your head, lift you up, and them pierce your gut.

Not exactly someone you want to hug.

Spoiler for 18+, See what a Garrador can do to you...:

Almost every room that I would go to in this dream would have a dark red carpet in the middle, and it was one of the few things that really stood out in this dungeon type of environment that mostly had shades of gray on the walls, floors, and ceilings. Another noticeable feature was the fire torches that would be contained by some metal object that would light the room a bit.

It seems the Garrador I'm facing is moving in slow motion, because I don't remember him impaling me whatsoever. I'm able to dodge his moves with ease, and each time he tries to strike at me, he mostly gets his long claw stuck on the wall from impaling it, which gives me ample time to go up to it and stab its back.

Its back had a glowing object, like a heart if you will, though it's slightly different than in the game where its weakness on its back that you can shoot off is really just an exposed interior part of the Las Plagas in it. I noticed that eventually, I'm at a dead end because both doors to go back to previous rooms and to the next are completely locked down, at least, that's what I thought at the time.

The left door, which would've lead me to the previous room, was chained up in all directions, but I could still see what was inside the door through the small rectangular hole on top. The same hole had 3 mini bars going vertically, structured lik a prison cell. The whole environment in this dream itself has a Medieval vibe to it, and as I'm killing Garradors that keep coming one at a time, I noticed a particular sound my feet was making.

I wondered why the Garradors were able to hear me without me doing much, until the same clanking and pounding sound finally came to awareness. I started to move slower, but was still able to dodge the Garradors' attacks, probably because I made the whole environment and entities in it operate in slow motion. It felt weird though, having these dangerous monsters look easy with this slow motion ability.

I looked down on the shoes that I'm wearing, and then noticed I've been wearing Iron Boots, the Twilight Princess model, most of the time during this dream shift. So I had an "Ooooooh" moment and jumped to make them magically disappear, kind of like the animation Link does when you take off the Iron boots.

While I was jumping, I noticed I took the dream body of Link from Skyward Sword, though he had a mix of Twilight Princess' model of link with a darker blonde hair. It seems he was twirling for a few seconds mid-air after jumping. The Garrador in the room couldn't hear me so easily, since I'm now able to take lighter steps.

I can't remember what happens next.

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09.22.2012

Hey! Wake up! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm resting on the floor, dream eyes closed, someone is on top of me and shakes me a bit to try and wake me up. I get annoyed, and for some reason, I had this sort of implanted memory. Maybe it's from a previous dream I can't recall, but whatever it is the person trying to wake me up is saying, I thought it was absurd.

Wow, a dream character takes the effort to try and wake me up, and yet I still think what they're saying is crazy. *facepalm*

After I grumbled about a few things related to whatever it is, I realized it was something about shared dreaming. Then I went to sleep.

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09.22.2012

Want Sex? Sure (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside somewhere, the atmosphere is light yellow, and it feels weird. Anyway, there are two women who ask me if I wanted to have sex, and I said,

"Sure."

And I said that in a passive manner, like it was boring or something....


WhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?