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    1. The Smell of Blood In The Fancy Hallway

      by , 01-02-2016 at 10:36 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      02.01.2016
      The Smell of Blood In The Fancy Hallway (DILD)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Iím transitioning into a dream somehow, maybe through DEILD when I set an alarm to wake me up. The first immersive sensation that Iím experiencing is the smell of blood. And itís so overwhelming, I couldnít help but wonder whatís really going on. I didnít feel it translated in waking life, even though the smell was potent, and I realized Iím inside a fancy castle-esque hallway.

      Itís grandiose in size, and seems to be highly maintained in spite of the smell of blood engulfing the area. The main attraction of this hallway is the black and white checkered tiling thatís about three or so feet in width. The external tiling from that is your simple dirty vanilla color thatís just as clean as the checkered region.

      I navigate the hallway, quickly glancing over the sections with fancy chandeliers, and the bright little speckles or yellow light with a subtle presence of orange for the rim lighting. I noticed diagonally to the right of me, a female wearing a red dress is trying to get some other male entity off her body. They were grappling her shoulders, and she managed to push them off, and somehow comes to my path as if she knew I was already there.

      She gets closer to me, and she has an uncanny visage that Iím trying to figure out who she could be an amalgam of. I paid attention to my breathing for a moment, and felt at ease with her, but she still looks like the perfect stranger, and yet the moment she was next to me, itís like there was this invisible veneer that diluted whatever feelings of anxiety I had along with the smell of blood that was so dominant.

      I donít think it was an infatuation with her, but more of a camaraderie type of relationship with her that could easily bleed into romantic undertones. Sheís folding her arms together, and hands her hands near her cleavage, and sheís looking up at me with this distinct smile that also seems to be recovering from the previous attack from the male entity that looks like those Las Plagas monks from Resident Evil 4.

      Sheís trying to ease her breathing a bit, and I told her that I thought she was Ada at first glance. I didnít know what I meant by professing ďAda,Ē at first, and presumed later that I meant Ada from the Resident Evil series. Her red dress was pretty interesting even though I couldnít absorb a lot of detail in it. But, I could tell that it mostly entailed of a mťlange of lingerie near her breasts, and silk for the rest of it; mostly the leg region.


      We had a quick conversation where I initiated with a question, and I canít remember what it was in particular, but I do know her response emotionally was being perplexed as to why I would presume such a thing. Weíre running towards the nearest exit, which is literally straight ahead, and the dream transitions to where walking through muddy water thatís thigh deep.

      In front of us is this large brown mountain, and thereís a cave entrance with an uphill to it that eventually looks like stairs made out of stone, or the natural material from the mountain itself. There are a few people inside trying to get us into the cave to escape whatever it is. But for some reason, weíre having a few problems.

      As weíre on our way, some person is shouting from the background of how Shia LaBeouf is needed for something, and the more this is professed, the more I see the person doing this is actually him to some extent. However, this could just be a misinterpretation as the individual was far away from us.

      Some other points:

      - There was mentioning of Fallout to some extent as well.

      While Iím trying to navigate the muddy waters, I lose sight of the person that was following me, but I had a feeling she was still with me. At least, she was probably behind me trying to fight through the streaming water. I donít know what weíre doing together, but this person seems oddly familiar, and I canít help but feel we planned out an adventure like this in the first place.


    2. Almost Late for Class, 3-headed red dragon, Staged False Killing

      by , 06-11-2012 at 11:29 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      06.11.2012
      Almost Late for Class (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I have a schedule in my hand, but it takes me a few times to even read it properly. It seems I was just headed out to go to my next class, and from what I read, I had to go to a different section where I needed my bicycle to get there early.

      It feels like I'm driving a car, but I'm still riding the bicycle. When I reach an intersection, I have a hard time trying to decide if I should take the late to go left, or take the lane that allows me to go forward or left.

      There was some girl riding a bicycle too in front of me, and she's riding it a little bit slower than I am, which irritates me because I'm trying to rush to the next class. She's wearing a Tye-dye shirt with a mix of turquoise and light green, a female's sports shorts, and your basic running shoes I guess.

      I think someone, probably her friend, is telling her that someone behind her is waiting for her to make a choice, and she turns to the right to talk to her friend, probably to see who's behind her with her peripheral vision as well.

      But by the time she moves over, I'm already ahead of her someone, guess I was too impatient with her. Anyway, I put my bicycle somewhere, but I don't think I locked it because it all felt so rushed.

      I examine the inside of the building, and there are quite a few people in here. I look at my schedule, which I'm still have a little bit of a difficulty reading properly, but I believe the room I had to go to was "8o" or "80...." something like that.

      I look around the section that has rooms related to the number "8," so I check quickly for the ones with "o" or "0," and I find the room that says "80" I believe. Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm not near that section anymore, and I'm asking a lady who is probably in her 50-60s if I'm in the right class.

      She tells me yes, but she said I looked at my schedule wrong, and this class is the one I have to go to AFTER I've gone to the other one.

      Sigh......


      I forget if I even thanked her for telling me that, I was in such a rush, and now that I have to go BACK because the class I have to go to before this one was in the same building as the one before it.

      I don't know how I reach there so quickly, but I get there somehow. I go inside the room, and there aren't a lot of people inside. There's maybe 2-3 lights on in the room, and 1-2 of them are dim a little faded.

      The tile flooring is white, and I saw some reflection from the light on a few of them as well. I look around to find the teacher, but I'm seeing most people who look like my age.

      But since it was maybe 7-10 people in the room, it didn't take that long to find the teacher. I look around a little more, and find 1 or 2 people are looking at me weird.

      Maybe they were looking since we see each other often, or maybe something was wrong with my looks, I wasn't sure. I can't remember talking to the teacher though, it seemed that he/she wasn't even here, and that students were just finding their own seats and waiting.

      As I head to find a seat of my own, I see one person having his arms over his head resting face-plant on the desk. Then as I'm sitting down, I realize I have no pants on.

      It seems I'm only wearing a short black dress that is only long enough to cover my private parts, barely. So I had to cover them as I'm bending down, and I tried not to embarrass myself by shrugging off the fact that I only have a long black dress on.

      And my hair was probably cut as well.

      I guess I spent the rest of the dream waiting for the teacher like the other students, or maybe he/she was there already....not sure.

      _________________________
      06.11.2012
      Facing Albert Wesker (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I think I'm playing Resident Evil 5, but I'm not sure if I'm the one actually pulling the trigger of various weapons, or the game controller.

      I assume it's Resident Evil 4 because I see Chris Redfield and Sheva Alomar, and I'm controlling them as well. I wasn't cognizant of Sheva's presence until later on in the fight.

      Albert Wesker seems to be after Chris, and both are inside a fairly dark house. There's a way out, but Wesker is walking so slow, just to make himself look scarier, that he's blocking the way out. After letting him get close to Chris, I press the buttons to dodge Wesker's attack. I get out of the area, and Wesker continues following me.

      Now Chris is at some offshore military base, and then I realize there's an option for Sheva to "wait" or "follow" Chris. By now, I guess I'm just playing a video game in the dream. I move Chris to a dead-end so he can turn around and start shooting Wesker with a pistol.



      Wesker takes a few hits, and he starts to get closer, and I make a dash past him, and the game prompts me to dodge his attacks again, which I do with ease. I go to the other side, turn around, and keep doing that a few times.

      Then Wesker starts to form into something even more dangerous. He just looks weird, certain body parts more bulged out than others, but I keep shooting him, this time, with a Sniper Rifle.

      It seems to work a few times, but after more shots, either I'm horrible at aiming, or he's immune to these types of gunshots.

      I try to calm down and keep shooting, but now he transformed into something completely different. He turns into a 3 headed red dragon.

      Wow.

      One head looked like a horribly drawn cartoon dragon head, and the other two looked very realistic and 3D. I believe the cartoon head was in the middle or on the right (left looking from my view).

      I really don't know what to do anymore except to keep shooting with whatever I have, and to make sure Sheva is getting damaged either, because if she's gone, game over for me too...at least that's the logic I believed in this dream.

      This 3-headed red dragon is impervious to my weapon's bullets, and after a few seconds are trying to dodge it's attacks, along with making sure Sheva is okay as well, it starts to float.

      But it's not that type of floating that leads to flying, it's floating like it's some kind of jet machine or something. I wonder why it needs to be floating, but it seems it's doing that so it can activate the turret contained in one of the heads.

      Ummmmmm......


      It starts shooting sporadically at us, and Sheva takes a few hits, and I could tell because through the HUD Screen, her health was a yellow, and I didn't have any First Aids to help her get healed to Green Level.

      When everything seemed hopeless, someone comes to the left manages to inflict pain to the dragon with their weapon. Chris' face was looking at the ground crouching a little, because I thought I would die since I can't find a way to kill this thing.

      The same person who came in to save us was Jill Valentine. Her outfit was a mix of her wearing the cap from her B.S.A.A. outfit from the Spencer's State episode and the rest of her body was covered with the outfit she wore when she boards the Queen Zenobia.


      The outfit on the right is the one she wore, and the cap is probably what she wore as well on the left, but I'm starting to believe she wore the blue beret instead.


      I don't know how I was able to quickly tell it was Jill, but her presence makes the fight less difficulty. I believe another person came to help kill this dragon as well, but I couldn't see their visage.

      All I remember is that they were clothed with a very bright red outfit, most likely a dress, so it had to be a female, or a cross-dresser, but I high doubt the latter was possible.

      That's all I remember.
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      06.11.2012
      Staged False Killing (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      At first, it didn't make sense, but after everything was being analyzed again, these people were very clever in staging a false murder.

      I can't remember all the details, but most of the dream took place inside of a house. I guess it was a party or a hang-out of some kind, and after a while, a few people had to go already.

      Now for a huge dream shift, because I can't remember why it feels like I'm watching a movie where they explain everything. Apparently, those same people who had to leave early, they were the same people who staged the false murder. They stained the pillow from a bed with some red substance to imitate the look of blood, and did all sorts of clever things.

      That's all I remember.
    3. Long Road, Mall, Chemistry Final Exam, Laundromat Closed Down...

      by , 05-08-2012 at 10:20 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      I took a nap today, and took 51 milligrams of Melatonin too before hand. Not much of a difference, at least for me. Guess I should've saved that for tonight instead of sleeping for most of the day.


      05.08.2012
      Long Road (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I believe I'm riding my bicycle on a very long road. It's afternoon time, no surprise there, seeing as I'm sleeping during the day. There's a lot of construction going on, which makes me have to shift to left and right lanes a lot.

      I remember going down some mini hill with some sand, and it seems there was a person's footprints on it, and that kind of bothered me for a few seconds before I went down the hill. I presumed it must've been a construction worker walking when there wasn't as much traffic to go down the hill.

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      05.08.2012
      Mall (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm inside a mall, and the overall setting is blue, or turquoise if you want to be precise. There's this black female in a red dress that appears as I'm getting closer to one of the stores, and she asks me a question, but I'm not planning to go into any store.

      This leaves her in an awkward position, and her smile slowly turns into a neutral form, and goes back into the store. She wasn't mad at me or anything, just in an awkward position.

      _________________________
      05.08.2012
      Chemistry Final Exam (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      This dream is kind of funny because when I woke up from the alarm from the afternoon nap, as I was drifting to sleep, the dream sort of came just like that, but I wasn't aware.


      I'm sitting down, taking an exam for Chemistry, I'm assuming it's my final exam since I took it today.

      I'm sitting at a different seat than I was in waking life, which was supposed to be near the upper regions at a column of seats for left handers, but I'm shifted to the bottom left side of columns for left handers.

      I'm sitting next to a girl, can't really remember the facial details and all that, and a few people are asking the professor a few questions before they take the exam. The professor was exactly like the one I had in waking life, and she was wearing something that was light pink as a shirt or a vest over a shirt.

      Some questions were about theories, but I can't remember what exactly, and most of them weren't even related to the course work, but I wasn't even bothered to do a reality check. I was just too worried that I'm taking an exam.

      I looked down at the sheet to see a random question before quickly looking up to see the professor talk about a few things on the large screen in front of class. There was a girl who finished her exam, and she got up to ask the professor if GPA matters for her major to apply for research.

      The teacher said, "No," since she was was a Socioeconomic major, some thing along those words.

      I can't remember much after that.

      _________________________
      05.08.2012
      Laundromat Closed Down (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm inside a Laundromat, and it resembles the one near my area. It's shut down, and I don't know why I'm inside of it, there are no lights turned on or anything. There were some clothes in the dryers, but not a lot.

      There were two females I believe with me, and they were wondering if the place was closed down as well, and then we all went outside. I think I asked one of them where I could find another laundromat, and they said something with the name "wood," can't remember unfortunately.

      I acknowledge their response, and I can't remember what I did after.

      Updated 05-08-2012 at 10:43 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid
    4. Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress, I'm The END, Short Seats

      by , 03-31-2012 at 02:57 AM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.30.2012
      Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress, I'm The END, Short Seats (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I took a nap that ended up being a little bit too late to take one.

      Dream 1: Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress

      I'm starting out in an awkward position to conceal myself in this dream. This dream had a few resets and moments where I was close to being caught.

      I remember being side a fancy area with gray tiling and gray brick walls, and there's red carpet in the middle of every path to walk on. I hear a man talking about something to some guards, but I can't remember what exactly.

      I had to be really careful of the guards, because they had some weird formation that apparently preventing them from having gaps whenever they turned their back at me.

      I remember there being some reset in the dream when I was caught because I underestimated the guards.

      Here's something new, most of them were blonde females in red latex outfits. I don't know if I should be afraid of them, or fantasize their amazing bodies in this dream, but they looked like serious business.

      After the guy is done talking, I put myself against the wall, slowly moving to the left to see that he's this close from me, but because the area I'm in an area for things to be hung up as decorations, he doesn't bother going through the mini-hallway.

      I see what's near the hall way, and I head outside to the door to the right of me quickly before the guards turned out.

      I think there was another instance where I was hiding in the mini-hallway again, but this time, I was leaning at the right side to see the guards and the guy interacting with each other.

      Since they were closer to the exit, that meant I could hide on the other side.

      The area that's next to the mini-hallway I was in was formatted into a square, so there would be guards at each corner, but since they all gathered to listen to what that guy was declaring, I quickly went to the left side of the square hallway.

      I see the blonde females in red latex suits move the opposite direction, and I quickly leave out to the door.

      Somewhere along in those moments, there was one female who got closer to where I was hiding inside the mini-hall way with decorations and red carpet.

      She actually came into the small room, and instead of staying there and making her tell the other guards, I quickly dash towards her, grabbed her neck, held it really tight, and then stabbed her in her stomach.



      I didn't pull the dagger/knife out, I was still holding onto her neck, and slowly helped her descend to the ground. I believe she had brown hair, the type that had a shine to it, and her face was sort of pure with a light apricot skin tone to it.

      She was wearing a red dress, not a latex suit. But because I was worried that someone might've heard the dagger penetrating through her, and her coughing blood once, I didn't bother to ask who she was before she really died.

      She was completely different from the guards, she didn't have any weapons or anything, she just came in at the wrong time. I look her dead body, gazing at her cold and blank stare at me. She still has her mouth opened, and there's blood dripping out to the side.

      Her skin tone started to become even more pale, and her arms are spread out. I couldn't do anything but leave the area.

      If you want to talk to me, and make yourself less likely to be killed or injured, at least don't wear the same color as the other female guards!

      Why am I killing people so recklessly in these dreams?

      Dream 2: I'm The END, Escape from Bicycle


      The title may be a little confusing, but I was "The End", I'm sure I was because even though things were in third perspective, I could feel myself being him.

      He's basically this old guy who is supposed to be remarkable with sniper weapons and hiding overall in Metal Gear Solid 3, and if you managed to get him to cough up some items, you can get the camouflage that has the best percentage to conceal yourself in the game I believe.

      I'm in some desert area, and there's a guard base. Since I'm using the camouflage of his that can alter to most environments, I didn't have to worry about guards finding me.

      There's wide and big light brown tiling format I'm on that matched the sand's color.

      I was prone (still in third person perspective), and there's a guard in front of me. I'm near his feet, I ponder if I should grab them and make him trip, but I decided to quickly stand up and grab the back of his neck.

      I could feel how hard "The End" was choking this person from behind, I can feel the vibrations and the guard having no chance against him.

      The guard falls to the floor, and then I find myself shifting consciousness somewhere else. The dream shifts to where I'm trying to escape an area full of guards and tanks with machine guns and turrets attached at weird parts of them.

      There's a set of bicycles lined up at a bicycle rack, and most people are trying to escape, but none of the bicycles are moving, something is locking them.

      It seems that the guards didn't care I was there anymore, because they're busy running for their lives as well. I was in a large and dark garage, probably where they stored their weapons and vehicles.

      It opens up, and a guard that looks like a soldier in desert gear is getting on a bicycle, waiting for the garage door to open up. I see there's a bicycle next to him, and as he heads out, I quickly rush to it.



      The bicycle was blue I think, and one of those with the curved metal handles at the ends. I'm trying to pedal, but I have to pedal too much, and it's not really going fast to compensate the effort I'm giving it.

      I tried shifting gears so that it would be a little harder to pedal, but it would not go faster. While I'm riding awkwardly, there's some person to the left of me trying to get on a bicycle, but he can't ride it because it's locked somehow.

      He asks himself, "What the hell is going on?"

      I don't know if he was asking me, because I was too busy trying to escape whatever it is I'm running from.

      Dream 3: Short seats At Lunch

      I'm waiting at one of the lines at a random school, and I take a while on what I want to buy, even though I had enough to eat on my tray. I go to the cashier, but I can't remember paying for anything.

      I sit near these group of people, mostly females, and the seating is really awkward, the seating was really low for comfortable eating.

      I basically sit there feeling like a dimwit, trying to come up with a way to make myself seem normal around these people.



      Updated 03-31-2012 at 03:04 AM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid
    5. Bicycle Problem, Danny Phantom and Big Gorilla, Weird Question, Sinoblak, Meeps

      by , 02-25-2012 at 06:46 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      02.25.2012
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1: Bicycle Problem

      I was riding my bicycle within Texas A&M University. I'm near the intersection, and I most likely was just leaving the West Campus. The Walk Sign was on, so I started to ride my bicycle, and then, it just stops operating on me.




      Since the Walk Sign has a timer, I immediately got off the bike and was carrying it so that I wouldn't stall traffic if the timer was close to 0.

      I get to the other side of the sidewalk,and I'm pretty pissed off that this bicycle was getting worse and worse. I look below the bicycle, and see that the chain completely split off and disconnected itself from the bicycle, there was no way I was going to be able to fix this bicycle this time.

      As I'm busy being engrossed with this bicycle's breakdown, I feel someone is behind me. I turn around and see this female with bleached blonde hair.

      I think she was wearing a blue shirt or maybe even Tye-dye shirt (thank you Alyzarin for the clarification )
      , and was wearing jeans that made the sides of her hips more defined.



      It felt like I was blocking her way, and I apologized to her for that, and she said that it's okay and moved along her way.

      Then I think the dream shifts to where I'm talking to my father, and he says that the money I've been given for in college is my money, and that I should do what I think it's right with it
      (I don't know why I didn't catch that, my father is being more accepting of how I handle money in waking life, but still tries to be serious at times because he thinks I'm just reckless with it for some odd reason).

      Then the dream shifts to where I'm getting new bicycle that allows me to go way faster because of its structure, and brakes are way more efficient compared to the one I had before.

      Then parts of the bicycle starts to come off, but I managed to re-attach it with ease. There were some DCs around when I was fixing it, but I didn't pay too much attention to them. However, there was some child DC that was looking at the bicycle.

      It seemed he like he was 13 years old or so, and he looked like he wanted to pass through where I was blocking him. I told him he can just go around to the other side, and he does, and I forget about him.

      Dream 2: Danny Phantom and Big Gorilla

      I'm inside some random place, and I go into this room that looks pretty fancy. It has nice flooring, bookshelves all over, and all sorts of things to make it look like a fancy private study room or office.

      Then I slowly peek through this black void to the left of me, and see some really big Gorilla monster with red eyes. I quickly go back to the room, wondering if it saw me. I move back a little and turn around and find it slowly getting closer to me.

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      I try to hide under the desk, but it keeps coming after me. Then I was in that "TO HELL WITH THIS" kind of mood and ran quickly, dodging the lasers it was shooting from its eyes most likely.

      I barely managed to dodge them, and I go deeper into the black void that sent me to the small cave base it was in before, and I go beyond that to another black void, and apparently this monster is what you have to defeat to get a lot of gold (9,999 was the highest I guess).

      I see some valuable stuff that looked like diamonds and grab them and go to another black void. I see some DBZ characters getting ready to teleport their way out, and I try to quickly get to them before they disappeared, but I was too late. I'm thinking in my mind that I'm probably screwed because this Gorilla monster was going to get me.

      As soon as the Gorilla starts to shoot more lasers from its eyes again (probably) a DC that looks like Danny Phantom comes in out of nowhere to take the hit. Apparently the laser makes you turn older.



      Danny had a mustache and a goatee and was doing some random things I can't really remember.

      Dream 3: Weird Answer to Lecture Problem

      A teacher was asking a class a pretty tricky question in class, she was mentioning something that seemed to relate to Biology, and the answer ended up being "Lungs."

      I was confused by this, and that's all I remember.



      I think her mentioning the answer "Lungs" was probably a way for me to do an Nose plug RC to see if I could breathe, but again, I blindly pass off the chance to become lucids.

      I decided to attempt a WILD, but then the dreams after this attempt ended up being non-lucid. However, I did feel a lot of sensations, now that I think about it, I could've done MANY reality checks....MANY. These dreams probably didn't start in this order.

      I hear my mouth moving, feeling certain objects, etc. And dang it! I couldn't meet Alyzarin! I can't wait to sleep early tonight though, since I'll have lots of sleep time Sunday.

      I feel like I met Sinoblak, and the next dream after that, I know for sure I was meeting Meeps. But I didn't meet Alyzarin But I did meet an Asian woman that was a bit shy, but I don't know if Alyzarin is Asian or not. If so, then this shared dreaming is almost working.

      I felt a lot of conflict between meeting Meeps and the Asian woman though, I'll have a better description

      Dream 4: Meeting Sinoblak in Laboratory

      The vividness of this dream was crazy, most likely because I slept for another 2-2.55 hours (7-9:55AM I believe) after staying up for a WBTB from 5:30 AM or so to 7 AM.

      The environment is weird for this one. It was like being in a House, but also having half of a laboratory in it.

      Apparently the person I met in this dream was Sinoblak, I tried to get her to talk a little bit to me, but she looked a little shy at first. I saw one of the professors I had in my Intro to Biochemistry Course.

      Let's call her Glass
      (since this this dream involved a lot of fragile things). She's a dirty blonde haired professor, and she's around probably her 30-40s. The dream portrayed her image with accurate features. She was the type of woman to conceal some things, even though as a woman so close to middle-age, I had an attraction to her.

      The way she had glasses, and how she would stutter in front of class almost excited me in a twisted way. I knew she was an intelligent woman, and apparently she was known to be condescending towards students sometimes. She looks like your typical nerdy woman, but her body was so enticing to me.

      Anyway, before I get too deep with that odd liking of her that I have..

      It's just that the dreams I've had made me more sexually aware of certain people I've met. My recall is okay, it's typical for me to remember dreams where I felt I was lucid because in all my lucids, I can keep a pretty decent check of certain events and chain them together...still have lingering images of meeting Sinoblak.

      "Glass" was wearing a red sweater, concealing her wonderful body, and she was wearing Khaki pants, and her legs and her ass were so perfect. It was kind of cute seeing her in a red sweater, and have her lower regions so defined in the right areas, despite her age being around 30-40.



      The pants did look a bit tight on her, but I'm sure she was comfortable with it.

      Sinoblak
      (or at least the picture on her avatar that the dream presents to me into an entity) has something in a Ziploc bag. It looks like a Petri Dish is inside of it. I ask her what it is, and I'm not sure if Sinoblak is the one talking or "Glass," but I'm informed that the sample Petri Dish was Gonorrhea.



      I know there was another name for it, but all I remember for this one is Gonorrhea. Sinoblak started opening the bag, and I'm signaling to her "Nononononononono" while waving my hands to the sides.

      But she wasn't afraid or anything, she just took the Petri sample right out of the bag. I take the sample, then I realize I better get some gloves.

      I'm still in this half-house, half-laboratory setting, so I go inside the house, and the glove boxes are on top of a bar like shelf (as in to serve alcohol).

      I quickly put them on and basically said that it's time to get this thing started. Apparently Sinoblak couldn't see the sample of the Gonorrhea in the Petri Dish. What I saw in the Petri Dish before I used the microscope were several orange dots grouped together, so I wondered why Sinoblak couldn't see them with human eyes.

      I takes me a while to coordinate the Microscope, but I eventually see the object zoomed in.

      It looks pretty random, the colors that I think that were apparent were green and orange, and I move the base around and used the fine adjustment knob to get a little more clarity. I told Sinoblak that I finally found what she was looking for.

      I believe she goes and checks by looking through the microscope. She fiddles around with it by alternating the magnification lens, then I realized that she used the highest objective lens. I checked to see if the lens broke, and was worried that she probably broke them.

      I look through the microscope, and yeah, it's broken. Sinoblak talks to me for once, and she sounds like a typical American female doing so. She said that "Glass" was inside her office, so I decided to switch the broke Microscope with a new one inside some cabinets underneath.

      After that, I can't remember anything else. The dream shifts however to where I'm at a lecture room. The stairs leading to several seats to pick from left and right were covered in a dark blue with a few mix of colors type of carpet flooring.

      By this time, I don't think I have any hunches of Sinoblak being around, but I see "Glass" in her red sweater again.
      (I bet that she wanted to get my attention with the red sweater...lady in red..)

      I didn't pay attention to her that much this time, I saw two DCs sitting together that look oddly familar in waking life. Let's call the girl "J-Lisa" and the guy "Jero."

      I think the area I'm in was probably a review for Chemistry, since I saw some sheet that increase in pressure and increase in volume equaled something that I can't remember.

      What happened next in that dream was too boring for me to even talk about, I was just glad to see that I probably Met Sinoblak non-lucidily.

      Now to talk about my ecounter with Meeps and an Asian Woman.

      Dream 5: Meeting Meeps and Asian Woman

      My recall for this one may be a little shorter, but describing the sensations I felt in this dream might be the most of the content of this dream. I find myself feeling people's energy, or at least trying.

      I believe the dream starts out with me sitting on a lab table somewhere, and a blonde girl who looks like the partner I had for a Biochemistry presentation on Eldepryl turns her face and smiles at me. I take a moment to look at her for a while, and she retains her smile for a little longer, and I smile back to her.

      She turns back to looking at something. I can't remember much after that. The dream shifts to where I see another blonde, and she has her arms positioned to where one was balancing her face and the other was supported the other arm.

      It looked kind of like Meeps, I'm sure it was Meeps, it felt like Meeps. We didn't do much, except that I was listening to her talk about something. Then I see a short video clip in my mind of her snowboarding.

      She was doing something pretty dangerous while snowboarding, she was going off a snowy ramp, and it looked like she was going to fall flat on the snow because there wasn't a ramp to stabilize her descent back to the snow. She lands safely, and I think she immediately disconnects her snowboard from her feet and starts walking.



      Then the dream shifts (I'm having a lot of shifts because I can't recall things in between), and I meet this Asian woman standing there depressed. I'm not sure if it was a certain someone I was looking for, or just a random DC. I come near her, and I'm kind of hesitant in socializing with her.

      Some things happen in between the dream that I can't recall too well, but I think the Asian woman finally cheers up and says "I love you!!!" when I asked her if she loved me (I think I asked her that).

      She hugs me, and I could feel her warmth, then I saw Meeps. She looked sad, I think she was jealous of what happened with me and the Asian girl. I tried to go to her to do something. I honestly don't know what I could've done.

      I don't remember what I did to cheer her up, but I went back to the Asian lady. She started to become more vibrant I believe. Her hair started to get more curlier, and I believe she was wearing a red jacket (the one with a furry feel to it, but not animal fur).



      I remember me hugging her by her waist, and we were going down the stairs carefully together. She took one step, I took one step, and we continue doing this.

      I can't remember much after that. Lol, I've been saying that loosely, I should be glad I remembered these experiences, and the senses from them helped a lot with recall too.

      Thanks Kaomea. But darn it, I'm sad that I couldn't see Alyzarin. Oh well, next time.

      Updated 02-25-2012 at 11:57 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    6. Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?, Random Black Girl Typing on Computer

      by , 02-19-2012 at 05:10 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      02.19.2012
      Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?, Random Black Girl Typing on Computer (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm even more motivated in finding Kaomea now after a few events that she was able to relate to. I slept pretty late, so I couldn't get a good description of the dreams I remember, but there have been strange things going on.

      The first dream, before I slept, I tried to do a MILD by repeating that I would meet Kaomea in a lucid dream several times. I should've done it again when I did a WBTB when I set the alarm to wake me up around 3:45 AM, but I just dozed off.

      And I don't think I even had any dreams when I slept again, it was until later on in the morning at maybe 6-8 AM where I started to see the first dream I could recall.

      But now I'm more motivated in finding her, and hopefully do some things to help know that I'm looking for her. She knows I'm trying to find her, but now I'm going to get serious.

      I'm going to try to do the Astral energy thing (sounds a bit too ambitious since I've only had 2-3 OBEs or so throughtout the months of being on this forum), but I won't say specifically what I'll do with the energy with Kaomea if I meet her (false entities of myself might confuse her).

      This feels like a romantic adventure lol, maybe it might fail because....never mind, I shouldn't think that.

      Dream 1: Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?

      I was on Facebook, and I see some lady's profile picture on the Homescreen post some status that said "Ake", and several people liked it. The girl was wearing a red dress, and she was smiling.




      I couldn't tell if it was similar to Kaomea's red dress on her avatar, but she was doing that pose where girls would have one hand on their hips and lean to the side, and I think she cropped the picture since the picture was taken with someone.

      Wow this is hard..-red-dress-190x300.jpg

      There was one person that I knew in real life that liked her status, and her name is Mehak. Then someone commented on her status, but I couldn't remember what she said. Then I think the Kaomea look-a-like (somewhat), said something about "divorced" or "happy divorced."

      Then I think she added another comment that her "
      Ake" status was actually a spelling error, and she typed the status as "Make*." (yes with the star at the side to)

      The next thing I did, I'm not so sure, but I look on the top left of her Facebook Wall Page, and I saw a cropped picture of a random ocean. I could see the waves and all of that.

      I think she was using the "Timeline" feature.

      I would like to think that was Kaomea, but I do admit I was on Facebook for a few minutes before going to sleep, so it was most likely a day association for that, but again, this dream happened later on in the morning, and after the WBTB, so whatever I actually dreamed was forgotten, so maybe it was a new dream created out of my intent from the Mantra.

      I even decided to listen to Hymn for the Missing by Red before I slept as well, kind of to get into the mood of what I wanted to show her. She'll know what I'm talking about, if I can get consistent dreams with her.



      Also, I'm eradicating the mentality that I have to go into her head or something, that's just too crazy, I should think of it was just as a MEETING to her subconscious, like her "house" (I got the shift in mentality from a shared dreaming thread somewhere in this forum that a person posted....makes things a lot easier now).

      I told my mind that I would meet her in the dream plane, but I think I just used that I would meet her in a lucid dream instead, I felt a little....eh nvm...too much rambling.

      Dream 2: Random Black Girl Typing on Computer

      There was this overweight black girl typing on the computer, I don't know if she was on Facebook or anything, but she was drinking a Berry drink on the right of the screen I'm watching her.

      Wow this is hard..-img_3531.jpg

      She looked like she was enjoying it and smiling, and I saw a few quick flashes of her Facebook wall, but it was just a bunch of useless information that didn't make sense to me.



      Updated 02-19-2012 at 05:24 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid
    7. Hiding and Shooting Guards, In Store, Ada Wong (Lady in Red), House party, Sensui, MGS2 again..

      by , 01-17-2012 at 03:34 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      17.01.2012

      NON-DREAM
      DREAM LUCID


      I started to remember more dreams as I was typing the first 3.

      Dream 1:

      I'm inside some area where there are several mini-water thanks. The whole setting has a brown color to it with shades of black etc. I think the floor had a little water on it.

      There were these guards that looked similar to the ones you see in MGS2 when you get to the part where you're in Arsenal Gear.

      The poll to rule them all....-tengu.jpg

      I think I'm spectating what's happening or playing as the person. I try to shoot some guards, and I think a few die from the bullets, but then it gets harder to shoot them.

      I tried going for head shots on them, but somehow the bullets didn't work, probably because they had those helmets, but it should've worked either way because in the actual game their armor wasn't an issue at all.

      There were a few times where the guards would alert that there's an intruder, and I would shoot a few of them before they made a final report to HQ. Then one guard manages to succeed to call more backup.

      I can't remember what else I was doing in the dream.

      Dream 2:

      I'm inside of a store and I'm running inside and then I as I'm running, I do a dive shot to the floor because I'm hiding from some random DC eating a piece of cheddar cheese or something (the thing they were eating looked dark yellow/ light orange).

      Then I think I go back outside and head for a vehicle to go into, the whole setting was set at night.

      All I remember for that one.

      Dream 3:

      I'm playing Resident Evil 4 again, and I'm still not sure if I was playing as Ada Wong(she wears a long red dress) or actually am her. I do know that I was playing Separate Ways though.



      I started out in the village and normally you start out near the church where you're trying to help Leon not get over killed by the zombies coming inside the house he's locked himself in.

      I run a little bit near to the right to a location where all zombies would come in one at a time
      (I think it's an actual method called the Spartan method or something that you could use as Leon so you won't get raped by zombies), and I see the chainsaw guy come a bit too early. He comes after me and I try shooting him with the Chicago Typewriter, which should've killed him easily, but he just keeps coming after me.



      The poll to rule them all....-image101.jpg

      (Never in my mind did I think that if I shot him in the knee instead, I could've done a fan kick and do more damage than the shit damage the Chicago Typewriter was unleashing in this dream).

      He gets close to me and he starts cutting Ada Wong's head off slowly with his axe, of course Ada is trying to resist, and I even get to shoot the guy one more time before he chops all of her head off.

      I didn't see a game over though, it just restarted by itself. I'm back in the village and I decided to run like hell to the entrance to get to the village, and then turn around and just started to shoot all of the zombies. The Chainsaw guy (Dr. Salvador) is running incredibly fast compared to the actual game.

      He's just running like a retard towards me, and he's not even holding the chainsaw right, he's holding it like a sword I think when he's running
      (if he kept it up, he'd probably cut himself off).

      I aim the gun at him, but I can't remember what happened next.

      Ada Wong...lady in red....the signs are getting more obvious now for me.

      Dream 4:

      I'm inside a house and the house across from me is having their music on really loud. Some DC said they were playing Muslim music.

      Dream 5:

      I see Toguro at 85% of his power (in the English dub of Yu Yu Hakusho) and Sensui in his Sacred Energy Armor. The dream was a bit random, it involved helping Sensui kill Toguro, and then he would be facing me I think.

      The poll to rule them all....-toguro_finger.jpgThe poll to rule them all....-shinobu_armor_1.jpg

      Toguro was about to shoot someone, probably me, I don't know, but Sensui is right behind him.

      I don't know what else happened but Sensui was talking to me about a group of people called "Naturalist" or something like that?

      Dream 6:

      I'm Snake again from MGS2 in his outfit when he used the alias Pliskin. I think I'm from the tanker level, the first level I believe, and I had to shoot some guards from above. Then someone tells me that those guards need to stay alive.

      The poll to rule them all....-mgs2_01.jpg

      So I had to dash towards the guards that fell onto ground level who were above and inject some kind of reviving aid to wake them up before they died. I had to inject them quick because in my mind there was a timer somewhere on the syringe I was using, so the injections weren't really accurate, I even saw a small black hole when I took the syringe out of one guard.



      I immediately go to the far right end of the ship and hide in a cardboard box, but then it turns into a towel, so I quickly had to move my body to cover my whole body. Then I saw a towel to the left of me and covered myself even more.

      As the guards were waking up, some lady who looks like a girl I knew in my AP Government class, let's call her "Dian" I think she was doing some kind of fancy dance flinging her wrists smoothly in front of them, and as they were recovering, they're wondering what the hell is going on.

      Dream 7:

      My father is saying that I should get familiar with the terms my friends are using and says "Boatski." I knew something was wrong here and asked him, "Don't you mean Broski?" And then he has that expression that said "Ooooh" and laughs in embarrassment.

      He leaves, and I see a Blackberry Phone with some small yellow objects attached with clear tape on the bottom. (I guess he was trying to make a Boat out of a Blackberry?)


      Updated 01-17-2012 at 06:05 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid
    8. Premonition, Possibly saw KAOMEA in a dream??!?!?, Remembered only a small part of another dream....

      by , 01-14-2012 at 02:22 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      14.01.2012
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1:

      I remember this dream very clearly because I woke up without the alarm ringing (then I realized I woke up to it before, but turned it off and slept without trying to recall any possible dreams and setting up the Mouse Plugin for the LucidScribe))...I guess in a way, my mind was probably telling me that I wasn't testing the FIELD method.

      But of course, this dream had it's own horrible and twisted side to it, I found a side to me (an emerging personality of myself as I engage in this dream) that seemed to not care about the well being of a DC who claims that he is responsible for what's occurring in the dream.

      But when I woke up, I didn't immediately open my eyes, in fact, I could've done a DEILD, but I decided to open them anyway.

      There was this meeting I somehow set up at my University (because I see a few familiar DCs that go there). I believe it was a meeting that I had in mind to hopefully in waking life recruit more tester's for IAmCoder's LucidScribe Program.



      (I had the thought before I slept that I would be able to ask my Biochemistry adviser to consider this as a sleeping research opportunity for other eager college students trying to get experience with doing certain things overall).

      But before the DC that took the role of Coder (he was sort of dirty blonde (his hair) in this dream, but I don't know Coder's actual hair color).

      I was sitting on the right side of this huge room, while there were a decent amount of people overall. The people I was sitting with are ones who are already into lucid dreaming.

      I think one person the DC mentions ignores the music and sound around him, and the DC that is acting like Coder here I believe says that he uses his ability (not Coder, the DC who ignores the sound) to induce lucid dreaming. And few other people raise their hands on whether or not they lucid dream as well.

      There were just a few who raise their hands, it was a few on one side and a few on one corner, etc.

      Then I start to see other DCs leaving, and I could hear some girl talking to her friend talking about me, but whispering. I think they were talking about how I was a part of them. I was a bit concerned because there were a lot of people who came to this meeting, and only a few remained.



      It was as if I was labeled as from kind of freak or visionary because we were talking about dreaming. I could only look down on the floor in disappointment, I couldn't bear looking up and seeing the people's reactions on what I was interested in giving them an opportunity on.

      Then one black girl who looks exactly like the one I met at my University,
      (and even in another dream where she said her name was Simone I believe, (but I don't know if I said it right when I met her IRL)) screams out my name I believe. I'm not sure why, but as she's leaving with the other people, she's near me and just looking at me.

      For a split second there, I looked into her eyes, she looked disappointed.

      (And in waking life, I knew she liked me and wanted to do more to me because of her tendency to over-react at me simply greeting her with a hand-shake; but I don't have any interest in this woman though, it's just a dream beforehand that helped me remember her name when she appeared in real life, and I'm not sure if Simone was her real name like I said before in this dream).

      I stare at her, and I'm still wondering why these people are leaving, and then I ignored her and stared at the ground again in sadness even.

      She goes up to the exit (you have to go up a few levels of these wide steps) and complains about something about signing up, but not actually doing the test runs.

      After everyone leaves, there is this random DC that I still assume is Coder or someone, and I apologize to him about what happened. He has that expression that said "It's all right" and eventually left.

      I leave the place too, and suddenly I'm in a cafeteria, and the disappointment was still retained in my mind of not being able to look at people after they thought that the DC explaining about dreams was something that we shouldn't have done or that it's just all some kind of hoax.

      I ignore the urge to look at people and went to get something to eat. I had a plate in my hand with cut up pieces of chicken breast that was coated with flour that was already fried.

      Quantum Physics and the Nature of Dreamscaping-fried-chicken.jpg

      (You know how that if you're lost outside and there are people around you, sometimes you want to take out your phone or smartphone and look at it and pretend you're texting to avoid looking stupid because you don't know where you are going? Yeah it was kind of like that in this dream, except the plate of chicken breasts in my hand was my "smartphone," so to speak. )

      Apparently the same girl Simone I mentioned earlier, I probably had a dream fragment before in the same dream of hanging around with her and her friends, so maybe that's why things were awkward when I was in the cafeteria/dining hall.

      As I try to find a seat, I see some girls talking to each other, and there are a few seats vacant, but I didn't want to sit there because I thought they probably wouldn't want me there after the little dream meeting they went to.
      (In this dream, I assumed everyone knew about everyone leaving after the dream speech the DC gave; so I thought everyone would hate me and label me as the freak).

      Then I think I turn back to see what else I can get to eat, and then this random DC who is pretty wide in size and is pretty big (as in a little fat). But his gray hoodie kind of concealed any revealing skin, and it just made him look wide.



      He gets out a gun and I panic, but he puts it back to say he's not here to kill me I believe. Then the dream scene is me in a room with some random DC who looks like he's a black male, but somehow forms into this hot black female chick who is bald.

      I think I even touched her to feel her beautiful curves, but there wasn't any sexual I did to her. Then the DC with the gray hoodie said something about how he's causing all of the bad luck I'm having in the dream, and that I had to kill him so that it can end because his bad luck will pass on to me??? I told him that I couldn't do it so quickly, and said that he should at least enjoy something before his inevitable death.

      (I think that's why the hot black chick came up, but I'm not going to assume)

      (That part almost felt like an MGS3 moment where Naked Snake had to kill The Boss in the final mission; basically him killing her would be he would be the one to carry on the pain of war, etc.)

      (Wait if you're the one with the bad luck, why would I kill you to have your bad luck pass on to me? Of course, no logic in my head to do a reality check in this dream sadly, I just felt emotions and senses, and I didn't even have that mindset to where I knew was dreaming either).

      Then the dream scene changes to where I'm near the exit for everyone to leave, but they haven't all gotten up as yet. The DC in the gray hoodie is probably wearing something else, but I didn't pay attention to that. I was maybe 1-2 feet away from him, and I have a gun in my hand.

      Quantum Physics and the Nature of Dreamscaping-2028534-gangster-silhouette-gun-isolated.jpg

      I waited for the bell to ring, and I was patiently waiting for it too, and once it did, BANG. I shot him straight in the head. The few seconds I had being in front of him, I could see him face go from life to nothingness so quickly.

      It was as if he was suffocating even though it was a head shot. His eyes just have this cold stare to them, it was just too weird. I think I even smirked (a part of me did, probably because I felt the bad luck would end killing him).

      The DC drops and I immediately turn around to hide the gun in the jacket I was wearing. I walk casually to make sure no one saw the gun in my hand and wouldn't assume I killed him.

      I go outside and I see a lady maybe in her 40-50s that looks like a blonde, and she looks like some kind of security guard (I think she had "State Trooper" on the back of her uniform).



      She looks at me for a while and then looks away, but not in a suspicious manner. It was that look that you see when people are busy packing up stuff, and they take a little break and look around at people near them. But she was blonde, and of course, was only paying attention to me for those few seconds before going back to what she was doing.

      In the mean time, I tried to put the gun inside my jacket without looking for an inside pocket (because I was scared someone would find it suspicious of me doing that with a hyper expression on my face).

      Eventually I got irritated and just put the side of the jacket to my side (I'm still wearing it though) very hard so the gun won't slip out. I walk quickly pass the blonde DC state trooper or whatever, then I had a thought that I should go back to where I killed him.

      So I did (it was pretty instantaneous to be precise) and I see him resting there lifeless, and I conjure up this facade that I'm so shocked at what happened.

      I believe I put my hands on my face as if I was going to scream "OH MY GOD" or something like that.

      I see a DC near the body shocked at the body, and I conform to her being shocked as well and then turned back. I see the blonde DC again, but she isn't looking at me. She was probably less suspicious of me, or maybe it was just me being paranoid overall.

      I can't remember what I did next in the dream.

      Dream 2:

      I'm not sure I had this dream before or after the one I had an okay recall on above. But it's short, but I thought it's best to write down anyway.

      So I'm outside and I am doing some running in an environment with high grass that was probably knee level. I'm doing a sprint and then a dive for cover to crawl under something. Then I think the dream repeats and I'm running again, but before I dive, there's an anthill.

      (probably the response I made that I hoped there aren't any anthills near the couple making love in the "Do you have a fetish?" thread on NoDaniel's post about an Outdoor fetish).

      http://www.dreamviews.com/f16/do-you...ml#post1805834<-----------

      Then I stand up quickly, but looking on my right side of my peripheral vision, I knew that I shouldn't move too quickly. I think I had in mind that there was a monster in Resident Evil 4 that was blind, but could hear really well and charge after you with its claws. (Garrador is the name of it actually).



      I'm not sure if that was the case then, but when I moved a little faster, I hear it's scream. I was shit scared, so I just force myself to jump higher than this tall beast's height and let it swing the air instead of my face (hahaha).

      Then a menu comes up like in a Metal Gear Solid game where you would choose an item/weapon. I decided to go with the Body Armor in MGS2 that would reduce damage you take by half I believe.


      I couldn't cover to the other side (the jump I did was as if you were to do a cheat where you character can float insanely high). So I had to drop down to see this beast again, but it dissapears before I land completely to the surface.

      Then I'm walking in this weird new dream scene where everything is up at the sky. The floor was probably made of white stone or something, and the stairs or more like ramps rather than actual steps.

      Quantum Physics and the Nature of Dreamscaping-sky-cities-castle-sky.jpg

      When I go up to the white stoned ramp, I see a DC on the bottom level (I'm not that far from being on the bottom level actually, just started to go up the ramp).

      She was wearing a red dress, and I think she's coming after me, but not in a creepy "I'm going to kill you way." It was more of a slow walk and wanting to introduce herself to me.
      (at first I thought it was just a random DC, but then I thought of Kaomea as I'm typing this because I remember her avatar of her bending down with a red dress; then again, I don't know if that's her in real life in the previous avatar or her succubus form ).





      But I can't remember what happened next after that, my image is a little hazy (like I could see the outline and colors of the DC like her arms, legs, dress, hair etc., but not her eyes).

      And another dream before all of these other dreams, I couldn't remember too much on it.

      Dream 3:

      I can't recall much of this dream I knew I had before the other ones other than the fact that I was with my mother and father and we were headed somewhere. We were in this place with a few DCs.

      Blah, crap recall for that one, but it's best to jot it down anyway.

      My recall looks like it's on PMS or something, one day I'm recalling several dreams, the other just one, and then going back to recalling senses again. But what am I complaining for?






      Updated 01-14-2012 at 03:21 PM by 47756

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable