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    1. The Golden Oracle, Me and Littlezoe arranging our next meeting.

      by , 05-25-2012 at 10:55 PM (My Dream Records)
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      Dream #1 The Golden Oracle.


      Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

      Im walking down a dirt rocky trail like the one in the picture. I see two huge statues, and begin walking closer towards them stopping right at the middle. The one on the left says to me...

      "Is your heart as pure as gold?"

      "Well i am certainly not perfect, but i would say so yes."

      "You can pass on one condition."

      "Yea what is it?"

      "You must glow the colour gold before passing thru here."



      "Uh...glow gold uh?"

      I start trying to focus my mind on glowing the colour gold and end up just feeling my vibrational energy.

      "I can't do it on command though!"

      (One on the right talking)

      "Then you cannot pass thru here. Only the one who's heart is pure and full of gold."

      I start thinking hard about how i am able to pass thru the middle i try to walk closer, but they warn me that i will most certainly perish if i do so.
      I try and focus my energy again on glowing gold, still nothing. I finally ask them where is this place located, and how can i return here?

      (They both say)

      "We are where you are. In the alternate world that you have created for us."

      Wait a minute...it hits me, and i realize that this is a dream. I start glowing gold and tell them i am the master of this world!



      I tell them..

      "Whoever wishes to fight me, must be at the highest level of their being. And their aura must be full of gold. Let no man or woman pass thru here, unless those requirments are met."

      (Both of them talking)




      "As you wish Master."

      I walk thru and feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.



      4:30 - 4:45 am. Did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.



      Dream #2 Me and Littlezoe arranging our next meeting.

      Im walking thru a huge forest just like the one in the picture. You can hear birds chirping and singing, and even certain animals in the forest too. I hear someone whistling in the distance, i look around but see no one. All of a sudden i spot a girl who looked to be in her late teens or early twenties. She was sitting atop a tall tree, on a branch. She seem familiar, but i still can't quite make her out. Her eyes were colourful and brown from the sun, She had long jet black hair, and fair complexioned. She wore a Blue short sleeve t shirt, and some black pants with some white sneakers.

      I begin asking her why she is whistling, she says to me..

      "Im trying to call the hawk to me."

      "Hmm, the hawk uh? Certainly the hawk must be your guide if you are seeking for him or her."

      We begin talking more about animals, and spiritual stuff. We start jumping around thru the trees, leaping higher and higher in the air. I become lucid, and notice that...its Littlezoe!

      I tell her does she know how to shapeshift yet, and we both jump down from the trees, and start running. I feel myself shapeshifting into a wolf, i noticed that Zoe shapeshifted into a wolf too. We start running thru the huge forest leaping thru bushes and just chasing eachother thru the huge forest. We end up back at this house, and are seated in a room.

      We start talking about our next meeting and how we plan on finding Lucy together.
      The dream fades and i wake up.

      Updated 05-25-2012 at 11:24 PM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , memorable
    2. A night of epic proportions

      by , 05-20-2012 at 08:47 PM (My Dream Records)
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      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dream person
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      Dream #1 Underground hangout.

      Im underground at some hangout spot with a bunch of other people.


      There is a guy who is trying to pick on other people there. I walk over to the guy and ask him..

      "Whats with you and bullying people? You wanna bully somebody bully me."
      The guy looks around and then looks back at me like im crazy or something. He tries to swing at me, I become lucid and starting evading his punches towards me laughing at the same time. I finally grab his arm and snap it, picking him up and tossing him across the room. Everybody is laughing at the guy, and im just standing shaking my head at the dude.



      Dream #2 O, Auron, And Me. Take on the mother of all Vampires.

      Im with Auron and O, and we are in some warehouse or factory. O is telling me and Auron about taking out the Mother of all Vampires, and are we down to take her out.

      (Oneironaut talking)

      "Look yall, this chic is not to be taken lightly. If you down, then lets get this shit taken care of!"

      (Auron talking)

      "Hell yea im down!"

      "Oh i never back down from a challenge."

      We start getting ready and head out this door to enter this huge room.

      The vampire chic is bathing in this round shape tub i guess that what it was. And she turns around and starts hissing at us.


      (Oneironaut talking)

      "Out the tub, You got company."

      She hisses at O, and jumps out of the round shape tub and tries to pounce on O. He takes two blades out and slices at her. Auron has two pistols shooting at her, i shapeshift into freddy krueger and start running towards her slashing at her. Her wounds heal quickly and Auron says..

      (Auron talking)

      "Hey this shit ain't working with her!"

      She starts laughing and says..

      (Vampire chic talking)

      "I am the Mother of all vampires, you three have no idea what you are up against!"

      I run at her again trying to slash her she guts me with her nails, picks me up, and tosses me against a pipe and it busts. O then throws some sort of liquid on her that burns her. Auron runs up to her with a katana and slices off her arm. She spits out some sort of acid at Auron, but he avoids it. O starts tossing more of these small round glass containers filled with liquid that seems to be burning her. She teleports, and grabs Auron and throws him into a wall. He fades away after that. I finally get up, and teleport towards her, but she picks me up by my neck and tries to stab me with her nails. O runs up behind her and tries to stab her, but she grabs the blade and bends it, and screams at him with a very loud piercing scream.

      O covers his ears and she smacks him across the room. He goes flying in some pool she was bathing in earlier when we arrived. She now says to me..

      "If it was my wish to kill you..i would have done it already. I enjoy toying with you more."

      (She licks her lips moaning)

      "Fuck you....you, you..blood sucking whore."

      She starts moaning and raises her arms up about to stab me with her nails. O tosses another liquid container at her and she starts screaming and drops me. I shapeshifted back into myself, badly hurt now. Her last words to us were..

      "We shall meet again. This time, i will kill YOU!!!"

      (She laughs and turns into a bat and flies away)

      O is hurt pretty bad, but tells me that we need to be prepared for her next time.
      The dream fades, and i wake up.
    3. Nightmare? I am the Nightmare!

      by , 05-17-2012 at 05:19 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


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      Dream #1 Recurring Nightmare of mine.

      Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:


      Im in a hallway walking with agirl who reminds me of Jessica Simpson. She is cute, and starts tellling me about her favorite songs that she has downloaded into her celphone. Im listening to her, but im also starting to become a bit creeped out by what is laying at the end of the hallway. The Jessica Simpson looking girl kept talking away not paying any attention to what im looking at, So i point at the end of the hall and she says..

      "Oh my God! Thats a dead body laying there in the middle of that hallway!"

      She starts dialing on her celphone calling an ambulance and walking away further and further because her reception was bad of something like that. So im now feeling a bit uncomfortable just standing there in the hallway like this, so i decide to walk away when i hear my name being called in the distance.

      "Q."

      I turn around.





      The bloody body is just standing there staring at me from a distance. I just froze standing there. It starts walking towards me and i feel like i want to wake myself up, because i knew it was a dream in a way.. but was not completely sure. (Sounds wierd i know) but at the same time i felt like the dead body wanted to tell me something but what? It starts getting closer to me, to the point i can smell the dead odor reeking thru the damp bloody body bag. I almost gag, but hold it together. We are now face to face and i try not to stare to hard at her for some reason whenver i exert my eyes to the floor, she would say..

      "LOOK AT ME!"

      (In a very harsh demanding tone)

      I look back up at her and feel a bit terrified she is reaching her arm out to me but i close my eyes and wake up. Damn..im such a punk! Lol


      4:45 - 4:55 am. Did some intense subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


      WILD Dream #2 Unfinished Business.


      Im now walking to an upstairs hallway to find two girls at the far end of the hallway. I pause for a second and start to ask myself..

      "How did i end up here? And what am i suppose to be doing?"

      BINGO! I hit lucidity right here and start walking down the hallway. I ask both of the twin girls where can i find IT the clown, they look at eachother and smile and grab eachothers hand and start walking me down a darker more creepier part of the hallway. They look at eachother laughing and look at me and both say at the same time..

      "Hehe. Don't be afraid...you are the nightmare remember?"

      I get this sinister grin on my face and say..

      "Oooh yea, i am are'nt i? (laughing crazy)

      (The little girls start laughing)


      Nightmare, I am the Nightmare!

      I shapeshift myself into Candyman, and start roaming thru the shadowy dark hallways yelling at the top of my lungs...

      "IIIIIIT! COME OUT, AND FACE THE MONSTER OF YOUR DREAMS! I AM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!" (Laughing like a mainac)
      It is very silent, you can hear a pin drop it is so quiet. My mind is racing with a million thoughts on how i want to take this clown out. I walking and getting very impatient. Wait a min...i got it! Hehehe i can find that clown at the circus. (Laughing)


      Final dream: Clowns worst nightmare



      I am now at some creepy looking carnival there is weird circus music going off and i have only one thing on my mind..
      MURDER THE CLOWN!
      I start killing clowns and finding other victims nearby. Innocent victims i tell them to run, as i have no intentions of hurting them. All of a sudden.. i hear a very familier laugh.



      "Soo you want to see me?"

      "You got balls of steel to show up you know that?"

      He laughs and we exchange unfriendly words to one another.

      "Well, i hope you had your last meal. Because its time to DIE!!!"

      I run at him with my hook raised in the air about to gut him like a fish. He teleports and starts laughing. I get pissed and start tearing the place apart. There are other clowns he sends at me, i fight them all off killing off his pawns with my bloody hook. I even send bees and flies to his clowns and start laughing.

      "Stop sending all of your damn foot soidiers at me and face me you damn coward!"

      He starts laughing teleporting again as im trying to swipe at him. Then it finally hits me, i need to try and manipulate the surroundings. (Something i rarely do in dreams) my energy is pulsating and everything gets slower i hear my heartbeating. I see him teleporting and try and sense his energy he appears left, right, behind me, in front of me. I try and read him like a chess board and finally strike at him like a cobra!

      I like him in my arms he is screaming now like a little girl saying...

      "Noooo, please let me gooo!"

      (I laugh like a maniac)

      "You had your time to play clown, but playtime is over..."

      (Laughing again)

      I raise my arm and jam my hook right into his left eye. Then i take my hook and jam it up his nostrils goin further and further until i hear a crunching sound. It gets quiet, blood is spewing out of his face and all over the place he falls face first to the ground.

      (Laughing like a maniac)

      "Yes, yes, YES! I AM THE NIGHTMARE!!!"

      (Laughing again)

      It starts thundering and raining, and i feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


      Notes: I have finally killed that damn clown that has tormented me as a child! I feel like i can take on anything now. =D That clown use to haunt me every single night! Now that the tables have been turned...i should pay Jason Vorhees a visit next...
    4. School for advanced dreamers.

      by , 05-10-2012 at 04:39 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Enjoy reading my dreams.


      Drank 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep last night. I also did plenty of subconscious training. And here is what i got!


      Dream #1 Lessons of Spirituality.

      Im in a school classroom, sitting down at a desk. And there is this Arab lady who is the teacher, explaining to us about our beliefs. She is talking to us about past lives, rebirth, deities, the afterlife, and different roles that we all carry in our waking life.

      Dream #2 Whats your dream ability?

      Im now in another classroom and there is this teacher who reminds me of David Beckham. He is asking us, what is our favorite abilities, and would we like to show and tell. This one black dude gets up from his desk, and starts telling people to try and guess his ability.

      One girl who was white with blond hair said..

      (Blond hair girl)

      "You must be good with weapons!"

      She said it in such a cheerful tone smiling as she said it. Lol

      (Black dude talking)

      "Lol. Na, i can create fire with my hands though."

      The whole class starts cheering and clapping. I notice this girl who was in front blew at his fire and turned it into ice.

      (Black dude talking)

      "Yo, why did you just do that!?"

      (Ice chic talking)

      "Aw..chill out man...besides..you looked like you needed a cool down hot stuff."

      The ice chic looked pretty good, she had long grey hair, and pale skin, with a silver sports bra on and a whole bunch of different tattoos on her body. She had silver pants and long knee high black frankenstein boots on.

      The two got into a bit of a back and forth heavy flirt kinda argument. I remember the black dude saying something like..

      (Black dude talking)

      "You probably could'nt handle my hot stuff any way Icy."

      (Ice chic talking)

      "Talk is cheap chili pepper, you wanna go suck on a popsicle?"

      (Teacher talking)

      "Alright you two thats enough break it up, break it up.

      Who else here would like to go up?"

      I raise my hand up.

      "Ah! Ok, how about you then."

      I get up from my desk and shapeshift into The Thing, and everybody is cheering and clapping.
      I shapeshift into Some hot supermodel (I think it was Brooklyn Decker or Marissa Miller) One of the girls whistles at me. I shapeshift into Freddy Krueger and lick my tongue out and the class goes crazy laughing as i start wriggling my claws with him.

      The teacher says ok, ok thats enough. I shapeshift into Natalia and give the teacher the middle finger and sit back down. The class laughs and the teacher says to me something like..

      (Teacher talking)

      "Ok mr show off. You wanna show how good you are? Lets see how you do in the sparring class hm?"

      5:15 - 5:30 am Did plenty of subconscious training. Went back to bed and did a WILD.


      Dream #3 The Dreamprofessor Gives a Lesson In A$$ Whupping!

      Im in what looks like a gym, and this one dude turned into a giant black ogre drooling and looked as big as King Kong! He was literally destroying any and everybody who came in his path. I started glowing gold, and my shirt ripped off of me. My pants became more of a looser fit on me, and my ponytail was now just my long golden hair draped to my shoulders. My glasses broke apart, and i casually walked over to the beast whistling the entire time.

      The gym now looks like a arena. There are people in the stands watch cheering. The sky is orange, and looks like doomsday almost. The beast is growling and drool is dripping from his mouth. He stands there looking down at me. Im now 6 feet away from him just staring at the beast. He growls at me, i smell his stench..the rotten breath is enough to make anyone vomit.

      But i held my breath breathing calm. He roars and raises his right arm about to bash me. I quickly dodge the smash, and jump on top of his head i pluck what little pieces of hair he has on his head and he begins noticing and tries scratching his head. I jump off and land on the ground, leaping right at his stomach and punched him right in his navel. The beast falls backwards...and lands on his back.

      I jump on top of him, standing on the giant beast stomach. I look down at him as he catches his last breath and passes out. The crowd cheers, and i do my victory pose and wake up.


      Final dream: The desert.

      Me and a friend i know, are walking across the desert. She falls in the sand and i ask her if she would like me to carry her, because she seem exhausted. I carry her our clothes are somewhat torn, and it seems like we have been starnded for hours or possibly days. We are searching for some treasure and we find keys, hidden in this chest exposed in the sand. We find other precious monuments that we were looking for. We celebrate and hug and start grabbing all of the items we find, and i wake up.
    5. Pushing the limits in my dreams.

      by , 05-09-2012 at 10:11 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes


      Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.


      I drink 3 cups of Good Earth Tea for sleep last night. I certainly recommend this tea to anyone out there, who wants great recall and vivid dreams. It has Valerian root as the main ingredient, and Valerian root is a very powerful supplement that can certainly aid in a very restful sleep, and has a very relaxing feel to it when you drink it. It has a very minty taste to it, and i drink it every other night to help me re enter dreams, or to look for specific people. Anyway, i am not yet familier with how to post pictures on my entries yet..soo once again the name of the tea is..

      Good Earth Tea For Sleep.


      Now...for the good stuff.


      Dream #1 What makes a dream seem real?

      Im walking down a alley, its daytime and the area looks almost European in a way. I notice two Catholic Nuns walking to a nearby church. I don't follow them, but i notice a house that seems familiar to me. I walk in and notice a White lady with red hair who looks to be in her mid 30's. She is in the kitchen putting something in the oven. I ask her..

      "What makes a dream seem real. The people you interact with? Or the places of the dream..hm?

      "Well how about i show you?"

      I nod my head rubbing my totem. She takes me to a downstairs basement, the stairs are spiral shaped, and she is talking to me about how she brings people here often, to conduct experiments herself.

      "How long have you been studying dreams?"

      "Every since i was a teenager. I wanted to be a teacher, but just don't like waking up some mornings."

      "You could try teaching night classes?"

      "I've thought about it, but i always procrastinate things."

      "I see."

      She shows me these different jars of herbs and sleep sedations and different books. I mention to her about wanting to be able to navigate my dreams more proficently, and be able to share more dreams with people. She says to me..

      "Certainly, you seem like a very skilled an experienced dreamer. Why on earth, would you possibly need my help?"

      "Truth is, i don't possess all the skills needed to be considered the best. Why sure, i have knowledge of the dreams, the dream characters and so forth. But i want to be able to go further and beyond the dream it self. So, are you gonna teach me? Or do i have to go somewhere else and learn?"

      She gives me a look and agrees. Im now seated in a chair, she hands me a glass of water, and a gold pill, and tells me to count to 10 after i take it. I take the gold pill and drink the water, and fall asleep in the chair. I hear a robin singing outside and feel my eyes getting heavy, i close them and begin counting.

      1....2....3....4....5....6....7....8....9....10


      Dream #2 Samina shows me her new friend.


      I awake in some chair at a house with a bunch of little kids playing board games. I see little boys and little girls all laughing and playing with one another. I spot Samina outside playing tag with another little girl.

      "Hi Samina."

      (Samina talking)

      "Dreamprofesser!"

      She runs up to me and gives me a hug.

      "How ya been?"

      "Good. I want you to meet my new friend, she came all the way from Egypt."

      "Wow! all the way from Egypt huh? Well its nice to meet you uh...

      (Samina's friend talking)

      "Cleo. Its short for Cleopatra."

      Ah, Cleo. Thats a pretty name for such a pretty princess."

      (Cleo talking)

      "Thank you."

      I sit down on this chair, and watch as Samina and Cleo tag play with eachother. It is evening time, and its a bit windy in this backyard. I begin thinking about my childhood when i was little, such a simple time it was. I hear my Edith Piaf music goin off in the background and i wake up.


      5:25 - 5:45 AM. I did plenty of subconscious training and fell back asleep.


      Dream #3 Smooth escape from some goons.


      Im running down a back alley wearing my usual attire. (Like the one im wearing in my profile pic) Im jumping over fences and shooting at some men in suits chasing me. I go thru this side of a building and begin running thru a night club and try looking for a bathroom. I find the mens bathroom, and look in the mirror and shapeshift into a white male who is in a Chef uniform.

      The men come looking in the bathroom and im washing my hands and they are looking around.

      "Whats the matter? You guys uh..looking for someone?"

      (One of the men talking)

      "Its none of your business. Now why don't you go cook or something and make yourself useful!"

      I hold both of my hands up and say..

      "Whoa whoa easy there buddy. Take it easy ok?"
      I walk out of the bathroom looking around the club and find a backdoor exit and shapeshift back into my regular self. and start walking down the dark street whistling with one hand in my pocket and the other one flipping my coin.


      Dream #4 A night ruined by Natalia.







      Im in a bed making out with this beautiful woman who looks like shes either french or some other European background.

      Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content:


      I hear a knock at the door. I get up to answer it, Its Natalia.

      "Getting your dick wet huh? C'mon get dress, we gotta go see about that business i was telling you about the other night."

      "Aw, c'mon not tonight can it wait?"

      "Noo. Now get dress, c'mon chop chop!" (She claps her hands)

      I get dressed, and kiss the woman and she waves at me and i head out the door.


      The way Natalia deals with things.


      Im standing by a door in some mans house, watching Natalia smack around some heavy set half ass naked white dude. He is on the ground on his back shaking his head, holding his arm out extended to Natalia saying..

      (Man talking)

      "I...i...i told you i did'nt see anything! Please im sorry, i got a family here!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"

      Starts hitting him with a leather belt and the man is screaming in pain and has welts all over him.

      (Natalia talking)

      "Turn around."

      (Man talking)

      "Please im sorry. I told you don't know anything please please please!!!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Turn...the Fuck...AROUND!"

      (Man talking)

      (Crying and pleading)

      "No no no, please please please!!!"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Oh you think im fucking playing!? I said turn your ass around goddammit!"

      WARNING!!!
      The Following Details Contain Extremely Graphic Nature, and Strong Acts Of Violence.
      Parental Discretion is Advised.
      Spoiler for Disturbing details of punishment:


      I shake my head. And she hands me a a huge folder with pictures of different people in it, and tells me to take it with me. I nod my head and feel the dream closing in on me..and i wake up.

      Updated 05-09-2012 at 11:47 PM by 54142

      Categories
      lucid , false awakening , memorable , side notes
    6. The way i operate, The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

      by , 05-08-2012 at 10:18 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now, you know what to do.


      Notes: I drink 2 cups of Good Earth Tea For Sleep before bed last night. I listened to some very calm and slow and relaxing songs while preparing my subconscious to give me the kinds of dreams that i want. So here is what my subconscious gave me.


      Dream #1 New York City.

      Im with 3 guys, (one Black one Latino and the other Italian) We are somewhere what looks like New York city. Its day time and its raining, we are in a car talking about some ways of getting information from this guy making big money. We start going over plans of how to set him up and get all his money or something like that. Dream switches

      Dream #2 How I do Business.

      Im in a pool hall talking with a bunch of latino guys about arranging a deal with one of my men. One of the men agrees and we shake hands and play pool.


      Natalia.

      Im in a hotel room with Natalia. She is wearing her typical mafioso suit, with her hair in a ponytail, and wearing her black high heels, smoking her cigarette. It is night time, and we are in a bedroom and shes in a chair telling me to try and figure out what the guy likes in women, and use that to our advantage. Im sitting on the side of the bed thinking this out.


      Mirror Subconscious Training.


      Im in a bathroom rubbing my hawk coin totem staring in the mirror thinking of a form i am goin to project as for the mission.


      Natalia the Bo$$.


      Im walking with Natalia down a sidewalk holding a briefcase. Its daytime and a little overcast and cloudy out. Im projected as what i believe to be a Italian woman. Im wearing dark shades, a gray and black striped suit, my hair is in a bun, and im wearing dark black high heels, I look like Carla Gugino. Me and Natalia enter this building, It looks like some corporate building. We start walking up these stairs and head down a long hallway looking for some guy.

      We enter a room to find this Italian guy sitting in his chair looking at something on his computer.

      (Italian guy talking)

      "Natalia, its been a long time sweetheart how ya been huh?"

      (Natalia)

      "Been doing good. This here is my partner, don't bother asking for her name, she has many."

      (Italian guy talking)

      "Oh, i see. Well have a seat ladies."

      (Italian guy talking)

      "So uh..what can i do for ya?"

      (Natalia talking)

      "Show em whats in the briefcase."

      I stand up and set the briefcase on the desk, to show him a briefcase full of money. Natalia ask him if he can gives us the goods, because we have a big operation on our hands.
      He leads us to another door, that leads down to a basement. We see a rack full of different guns. we take a few of them and start heading out. Dream switches


      Dream #3 The Way I Operate.

      Im in what looks like a club and im projected as myself sitting at the table with my henchmen. Im explaining to them about how we can build our empire with the right heads. And that we need to keep our noses and our asses clean. (Don't know what i meant by that lol)

      We are joking and just conversating, and the dream fades.


      5:30 - 5:50 am. I listened to a few of my slow songs, and did plenty of subconscious training.


      Dream #4 The water fountain, and talking with my female subconscious self.

      Im in Casino playing at the slot machines and decide to head outside to get some fresh air.

      I notice this one girl who was standing near a huge water fountain Throwing coins in the water.








      She looked mixed with black and latin or possibly black and indian or i could be possibly waaay off! Lol, But she looked beautiful. She was a light complexioned, and wearing a long white and pink dress with some black strappy sandals with pink toenail polish. I walked over to her rubbing my hawk coin.

      I stand beside her and i stare at the clear water with all silver coins in the fountain.

      (Young lady talking)

      "Mmm. I love the water, its so calm and relaxing just to stand near it."

      "Yes, it is."

      I look at her, watching her take her hand and glide it across the side of her face moving the hair out of her pretty face.

      "Are'nt you gonna throw your coin in there too? Lol, Or you just gonna stand there rubbing it?"

      "Hah, na. My mom gave me this coin years ago. I keep it more as a sacred item you know?"

      "Oooh. Well thats nice. So is your mom still around?"

      "Oh yea. She is alive and well and in good health."

      I ask her why is she out here alone. She mentions that she just came out of a bad relationship, and she just wants to clear her mind of any negativity. We talk for what seemed like hours about family, and friendships and all the good stuff.

      "Are you in a relationship?"

      Oh no. I been single for 3 years now."

      "Wow. 3 years? Your a handsome guy though, why are you still single?"

      "Im waiting for the right Woman this time. Don't want to make another mistake."

      She nods and tells me that sometimes our company is the best when we our left alone with only our thoughts. We stand near the calm water fountain just looking at eachother smiling. I ask her if she would like one of my totems.

      I dig in my pocket to find my 2nd coin and give it to her. She thanks me, and we start talking some more by the water. The dream fades and i wake up.


      Note: Im beginning to notice that, im becoming in tune with various parts of my subconscious mind. The first dream im clearly able to maintain control of my DCs and my environment. Even though not lucid. My dream had a little bit of everything in it, even though i was not lucid. I still think i am able to become lucid by listening to certain songs. I may have to experiment with various songs tonight to see what i can cue in or trigger lucidity at. Overall, im very happy with my recall, and the theme of my different dreams.

    7. Fearless Hitman, TOTM, And Showdown at Xiaoyu's.

      by , 05-05-2012 at 08:52 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now enjoy my dreams, and make yourself comfortable.


      Dream #1 Fearless Hitman.

      Im sitting around a round table with a group of mafioso bosses. One of the men Who looks like Steven Seagal, ask me if im willing to take out the biggest known crime syndicate in town. I tell them sure i can take care of that problem for them.

      Im now on some rooftop looking thru a scope of a sniper rifle. The sun is shining and it is a calm afternoon. I spot a man walking out of a hotel He looks like he is some italian dude. He is heavy set and wearing a white suit, with 4 henchmen walking on the side of him there is a limo he is walking to. I squeeze the trigger hitting the man with right between the eyes. The men look around, but i am smooth and walk away off of the rooftop down some stairs and change my all black gear that i had on, including black gloves, black skull cap you name it. I stuff it all in a dumpster.

      I am now wearing baggy blue jeans, a white t shirt, white sneakers my hair is down and i put a white baseball cap on, and put my glasses on. I get to a payphone and make the call to my boss and tell him..
      "Looks like he is gonna be gone for a looong time."
      The man laughs on the other end, and the dream fades and i wake up.


      4:30 - 4:40 Am. Did plenty of intense subconscious training, and went back to bed.

      Dream #2 Such a beautiful body. (TOTM)

      Im in a mall walking around and notice a white lady who looked to be, 30 or 40 years old. She looked very attractive, reminded me of Julia Roberts. I sat down at the bench next to her, And reached in my pocket to grab my hawk coin totem. Im rubbing and playing with it thru my knuckles and say..
      "Such a beautiful body you have."
      I smile thinking about the TOTM. I open my arms and let my self emerge with her.
      "Wha..what are you doin!?"
      "Sssh, hush now. This real be quick and painless i assure you sweetheart."
      "Nooooo!"


      I feel myself emerged with hers and feel a slight tingle thruout my entire midsection. I laugh and look on the ground to notice my hawk coin totem has dropped on the ground. I walk hearing my heels tap against the floor as it echoes when i walk. I pick it up, and begin flipping my hawk coin totem in the air, whistling the entire time.


      Grow Juggernault grow! (TOTM)

      Im still walking thru the mall, and try and find my favorite childhood toy. I stop around and look for a toy store, and find nothing. I grow impatient and decide to summon my favorite childhood toy. I take both my hands and use my mental strength to summon a toy Juggernault. Nothing. I begin getting frustrated and finally yell..
      "WOULD MY TOY JUGGERNAULT APPEAR BEFORE ME NOW!!!"

      look around and see nothing. Im walking around looking and notice a toy Juggernault standing right in the center of the mall. I smile and command that Juggernault grow, raising both my arms up as i say.

      "Grow Juggernault grow, grow Juggernault grow!"
      It did not grow until i begin stomping my heels on the ground. Noticing, each time i did so..it grew. I continued stomping on the floor as the Juggernault toy grew in size. I laughed said..
      "Grow bigger Juggernault, and do thy bidding!"
      The toy Juggernault grew to an incredible stature, And it begin crushing stores and everything begin to become chaotic!

      I noticed that the dream started to look a bit unstable and i was looking for my hawk coin totem to rub, and decided to try and rub my hands but the dream had already begin to fade, and i woke up.


      6:27 - 6:45 Am. Did a alot of reality checks with my totem. And plenty of subconscious training.

      Dream #3 Showdown at Xiaoyu's.


      Im at a chinese restaurant. And there is this black dude there causing some problems to this asian lady.
      (The black man talking)

      "WHERE IS XIAOYU!? WHERE IS SHE!?"

      (The asian lady talking)

      "I DON'T KNOW!"

      I stare at the man from my table, looking at him making sure he does not threaten the woman. he starts to pound at a nearby table, and gets mad breaking it as he pounds it.
      I stand up and say something simiar to Bruce lee's quote from enter the dragon.
      "The table, does not strike back."
      (The black man talking)

      "What!? What did you just say!?"

      "Only a fool such as yourself, thinks he is stronger than any and everyone he threatens.
      Well fight me."
      The man looks at me with a shocked look and takes up my challenge.
      I tell him let us fight outside in the back alley, he agrees. I take off a white suit shirt i was wearing and take my glasses off and give them to one of the asian women who watched nearby. I am now bare chested and wearing black dress pants and some black shiny dress shoes.

      I get in my stance, and so does the black dude who is wearing a black dojo karate uniform. He makes his 1st move and i counter every strike that he throws in my direction.
      To make it quick, i glow gold and take both my fist and strike directly toward the guys forehead. He falls backwards and looks knocked outcold. Everybody cheers and i end up the hero. They end up calling the cops on the man and a ambulance.

      Meanwhile im putting my shirt on, and noticing a beautiful Asian chic approaching me.
      (Asian girl talking)

      "Heres your shirt and glasses."

      "Thanks."

      "Im Xiaoyu."

      "Ah, so your the young lady that man has been looking for. You mind telling me why he was looking for you?"

      "Its a looong story."

      She laughs, and i laugh then i wake up.


      Notes: Glad i got a good amount of sleep to finally complete both TOTM. My recall has been great so far, gonna try and keep my sleep pattern the same over the next few days.
    8. Fly far away crow, Pain is pleasure, And Samina's next lesson.

      by , 05-02-2012 at 11:12 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dream person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! Now grab you a snack, and enjoy reading my dreams.


      Dream #1 Fly far away crow.

      Im in a spanish neighborhood fighting with some latin dudes about something. One of my old homies from Cali was with me and he told me in spanish to fly away and go someplace safe. I looked at him and told him, Gracias compadre. (Thank you partner)
      "Go go, just fly far away from here i got your back homes"
      I begin running and felt myself shapeshift into my crow form. I started cawing and flying thru the air, looking for a place to land. I find a nearby fruitstand abandoned, i see a latin man walk away from the fruitstand. I hop up onto the Papaya fruits, take my beak and peck away at the Papayas. I hear the man coming back out and try and get one last peck at the juicy nector of the fruit.
      "Hey you pesky crow get outta here!"
      He takes a broom and try swatting at me. He misses me, and i laugh at him cawing and flying up to his roof. He stands there just looking at me.
      i glance back at the man cawing at him.





      Notes: This was the closest song i could find to the music of this next scene of the dream.

      I decide to fly off into a store, the doors were left open and there was some salsa music playing. I walk in casually pacing back and forth nodding my head and cawing to the music. A latin woman was laughing at me saying something in spanish i believe it was..(Look at that dancing crow) A man who i believed owned the store got up and tried throwing his shoe at me. He missed, and i cawed at him continuing to dance to this salsa music. Lol, The lady kept laughing and saying something in spanish about me dancing to the salsa music. Finally the latin man gets up with one shoe on and the other off, and picks up a stick, and started walking towards me. I begin running and hopping away with my little bird legs and cawing.

      I flew atop a aisle of can goods, just taking my beak and pecking at the cans as they fell off the shelves. Salsa music still playing im nodding my head and cawing the entire time.
      The man tries stepping over the can goods, but i fly over to another aisle and begin pecking at more cans as they roll over in his direction. The man tries hopping over the cans but slips in some juice that managed to spill from my mischievious pecks st the cans. The woman literally falls out her chair laughing at what just happened. Meanwhile i fly out of the store cawing looking to create more havoc.

      I fly over to some urban community, and some nearby kids thought that it would be funny to start throwing rocks and shit at me. I get hit by one of the rocks, as i did not see it coming..and fly off into a nearby tree. Injured a bit, i rest and wake up from that dream.


      4:45 - 4:55 am. Did subconscious training. And plenty of reality checks with my totem.


      Dream #2 Pain is pleasure.

      Im in the kitchen at my auntie L's house fixing me some snacks. It was a family gathering and everyone was dancing and having a good time. My aunt L wanted me to dance and i told her amybe in a bit, im about to eat. I noticed a older black dude slipping something into one of my cousins drink. I look at him with a fierce cold spine chilling look of stone.
      "What the fuck do you think you are doing"!? "Kill that damn music!" The music stops.
      I walk up to the man. "I asked you a question, what the fuck are you doing!?"
      "Oh was uh..uh..just playing."
      "Do i look fucking stupid or somethin to you!? Wha..what you tryna be a comedian or something?"


      WARNING!!!
      THE FOLLOWING DETAILS MAY BE EXTREMELY GRAPHIC IN NATURE, AND CONTAINS AN EXTREMELY HIGH DEGREE AMOUNT OF VIOLENCE, AND MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN. PARENTAL DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

      Spoiler for Very Violent Nature:



      That was enough to wake me up.


      7:25 - 7:35 am. Subconscious training.


      Final dream: Samina"s next lesson.

      Im at my 2nd home in the basement looking thru my dream records. I hear my doorbell ring, i walk upstairs and answer the door.
      "Hi Dreamprofesser."
      "Well hello Samina, how are you doing today"?
      "Good. Um, i just thought i come over today so you can teach me some more new abilties."
      "Sure, sure come in sweetheart."
      She sets her hello kitty bookbag on the couch in the living room, and we walk downstairs to the basement. Samina is wearing a long sleeve black and white Looney tunes shirt, with some black pants, and black and white converse sneakers. Her hair is curly and in a long ponytail. We get downstairs in the basement and i ask her how is her mom doing.
      "She's doing good, just resting up a bit".

      "Good. Well ready to get started on your next lesson?"
      "YAY!"
      She is sitting down on a little stool holding both her arms up smiling.
      "Great let me grab your records and start seeing your next lesson."
      "Okey dokey, looks like shapeshifting and your usage of totems is next Samina."
      "YES!!!!"
      She takes her little fist and pumps it into the air. I walk over to my desk and grab her some totems from dresser drawer. I pull out marbles, Jacks, dices, chess pieces, a toy dolphin and a few other items.
      "K, which one of these do you want to choose for your next totem?"
      "Mmm i want that clear marble with the stars in it."
      "Excellent choice Samina."
      She nods and i place it in her hand. I head back to my desk and have a seat.
      "Ok Samina, whenever your ready."
      She nods. She takes her fingers and draws a mirror in the air, i observe and staring. She now makes a huge square shaped mirror and looks at herself in the mirror. She talks to the mirror telling the mirror she wants to become a grown up version of herself. I look and nod my head, she now tells the mirror she wants to become Dreamprofesser.


      She now transforms into me wearing my suit attire. She even has my deep base voice! She says..

      Spoiler for Dreamprofesser's secret fetish:



      "Mkay thats not funny Samina, turn into someone else."
      She laughs, and turns into Wonder woman and starts flexing in the mirror.
      "Very good Samina, very good."
      She transforms back into herself and i clap my hands and start grading her.
      "You did very good Samina, im really proud of you."
      "Thank you Dreamprofesser. I want to be as good as you!"
      "Aww thank you Samina, that means alot to me." I hug her and tell her that she is really advancing and that she is a very smart little girl. I grade her in my dream records and walk her upstairs and tell her to come see me again soon when she wants to learn something else. She hugs me and i let her out the door. The dream fades and i wake up.


      Notes: Im happy that my recall is finally back! I hope that i can become more lucid like this often to continue sharing dreams with others here on DV.

      My DC Samina has been a recurring character. She looks to be 7 or 9 and looks arab or possibly indian. She is a very intelligent DC, and i obviously want to train her for various reasons.

      Im hoping she can make it more easier for me to navigate thru dreams faster, and help me to seach for different people. =D
    9. The ugly, and the beautiful side, of my Subconscious.

      by , 04-27-2012 at 03:12 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! enjoy as always.

      WARNING!!!
      THE FOLLOWING DREAM CONTAINS EXTREMELY GRAPHIC NATURE, AND VERY DISTURBING DETAILS, THAT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN.
      PARENTAL DISCRETION IS ADVISED.........



      Dream #1 The ugly side of my subconscious.


      Spoiler for 18+ Only:



      I am shapeshifted back into my regular form. I walk down the dark hallway looking for the little boy finally finding him balled up in the corner crying. I look at the boy and get down on both knees and tell the boy im sorry you had to hear that and see what you seen. I apologize for my nature of handling that, Sometimes i can get a bit angry when someone harms an innocent child, or hurt anyone for that matter. The little boy mentions to me, that he understands, and he was only frightened by the noises he heard in the halls. I grab him by the hand and we walk the the dark hallway. "Tell me, if you could go anywhere in the world, or do anything your heart desires...what would you want to do?" He mentions go flying in a world full of candy.

      Quite typical of little kids. I hear my beethoven music in the distance and give him my hawk coin totem. "Here take this, i will be your guide, and come to protect you if you are ever in danger ok?" He nods his head. I lead him thru a door full of candy and i wake up.

      Dream #2 The beautiful side of my Subconscious.





      Im in a casino around a blackjack table rubbing my hawk coin totem. The song Miguel sure thing is playing in the background. A few women are near me saying..
      "Goodluck handsome, we will be waiting for your by the bar."
      Im nodding my head rubbing my hawk coin totem. Im on a hot streak and cash in my winnings. I head over to the bar to see two beautiful women (Don't know their nationality) they looked arab or indian or possibly island carribean. One of the women was wearing a long red dress with beautiful shiny black mules and a french pedicure on her toes. The other woman was wearing a long sleeve purple sweater and some black jeans with some black flats and had a very exotic look to her face.

      I buy the women drinks and we head back to my place, where i am dancing with them and we end up having a threesome together. Thats all i can remember and i wake up and record the dream.

      Notes: My 1st dream clearly shows my protective nature to protect the innocent. It also shows my ugly nature when extremely pissed off.

      My 2nd dream clearly shows how sweet and charming i can be to those i care about around me. Overall i am fairly happy with my recall, and my dreams.

    10. Little Red Riding Hood.

      by , 04-22-2012 at 08:48 PM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream characters talking
      Purple means possible shared dreaming person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! You know what to do.

      Dream #1 Little Red Riding hood.


      Im in my 2nd home fixing me something to eat, when i notice that im in my kitchen and it looks a bit odd. 1st of all i don't live here anymore..so why am i here in the 1st place? My doorbell rings before i even have time to question how i got here. I go answer the door, and what do ya know..ITS LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD!?
      "Excuse me but can you please help me escape from these men who have accused me of murder?"
      Uh..your wanted for murder..and...you want me to help you?
      "Mmhm."
      She nods her head so innocently, as if what she is saying is ok. Hmm...ok, i'll help you.
      "YAY!"
      Mkay, follow me. I lead her downstairs to my basement and tell her to go in the back and put on some fresh attire and i'll take care of the rest. I look in the mirror rubbing my multiplying hawk coin totem.
      "What are you doing?"
      Im goin to project as you and lead them on a chase.
      "Wow really?" You can do that???
      I can do anything in this world.

      Getting prepared.

      Im now putting on little Red Riding Hood's robe, And looking at myself in the mirror. Fully transformed into her now, I head to my back room in the utility closet and strap myself with guns and knives. Ok you stay down here in this basement ok? If anything happens to me, and i don't return back here in a hour, i want you to take this celphone and push the number 6 you got it?
      "Why number 6?"
      Because that stands for N, and N stands for Natalia.
      "Ooh ok."

      Dream #2 The chase.



      Im walking thru this village, holding little Red Riding Hood's basket. and there are wanted posters of little Red Riding Hood all over the place. I walk into a nearby store to buy some stuff. This heavy set woman who looks russian or german looked at me, then looked up at the wanted poster on her wall. I smile innocently and ask her, "how much does this candy cost?" Lol The woman looks at me folding her arms and looks at her telephone and begin dialing. Not wanting to stick around any further to see whats goin to happen, i run out of the store. There are a bunch of men staring at me and talking to eachother whispering. I yell at everybody.. "COME AND GET ME!" And stick my tongue out and give everyone the middle finger. I begin running, I lead the men on a little foot chase and run thru this entire village, jumping over fruitstands, running under vegetable stands, and hopping over cars. I begin shooting at everyone who was chasing me then continue running.

      I now lead the almost entire village thru a dark foggy forest, where you can hear frogs, owls, crickets, and other little sounds. I hide behind a tree and shapeshift into a rabbit and hide somewhere in a bush. I can hear the people chattering to eachother, saying things like.. "Where did she go? She was just here a minute ago?" Im hidden in the bushes as the rabbit and now flee thru another exit of the forest and shapeshift back into myself. I get to a payphone and tell little Red Riding Hood im on my way. I walk thru a door and mentally tell myself that i will be back at my 2nd home when i walk thru this door. I walk thru it and see little Red Riding Hood eating a bowl of cereal. Watching cartoons. I laugh and say.."Well i see you made yourself comfortable. She giggles and runs up to me and gives me a hug. "So do you mind telling me why you killed those men?" She looks down, "im sure you have a reason?"

      "I don't want to talk about it."
      "Alright." But just remember who saved your butt, and gave you a place to stay. "You up here eating my Cap'n Crunch cereal and watching cartoons." Just remembered who helped you. I walk over to my files and records and sit down at a table sorting thru stuff.
      She starts explaining to me about how she is really a agent, and not really little Red Riding Hood. She mentions her real name to me (I forget what it was) and tells me that she is actually 18 years old. I tell her that me and Natalia can give her a place to lay low for awhile til things cool down. She thanks me, and i call Natalia on my celphone to let her know that im gonna need her assistance. The dream ends and i wake up.

      Notes: Im fairly happy with my recall from last night. (Even though i went to bed at 3:30 am) Im surprised i was able to remember so much...though i only wish i could've remember Little Red Riding Hoods real name. But overall im fairly happy with what i got.
    11. 1st Shared dream lesson, a dream within a dream, training a dream character. (old dream) 03/05/11/

      by , 04-16-2012 at 07:33 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Blue means lucid
      Red means dream character talking
      Purple means possible shared dream person
      Green means notes

      You know the drill. As always, enjoy!

      Dream #1 Walking down the highway.

      Im walking down a highway on the sidewalk, a bunch of cars are passing me by. I noticed a billboard with a list of movies. (i forgot the list of movies that were listed)

      Dream #2 Paper or plastic?

      Im now in a supermarket,with this elderly russian man. He looked to be in his 40's or 50's. I was helping him shop for things such as Pickles, eggs, bread, milk, and prunes. The casier looks at us and says...paper or plastic? Plastic (i say)

      Dream #3 Dream cue from the Hawk.

      Im riding a motorcycle (don't have one in real life) holding a yellow flag racing against other people. (im guessing we had to set the flag down at some random location) I hear a high pitch whistle and look up at the sky, ITS A HAWK! I stop in the middle of the road and i noticed, im all alone. I look up at this sign, posted on a billboard it read...(FOR LET HE WHO HAS EYES SEE, AND LET HE WHO HAS EARS HEAR. MY CALL WILL AWAKEN THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO SEEK THE TRUTH) Hmm..I reach in my pocket and pull out my totem. I look around how did i get here? what did i do a hour ago??? Ah, im asleep in my bed right now! Im rubbing my totem, the dream snaps in focus. Im focused, i put it back in my pocket and decide its time to have some fun.

      Having fun with mirrors.

      I take my finger, and make a mirror in the air in front of me. i turn around for 5 seconds and say when i turn around, i expect to see my female subconscious self. When i turned back around, it was a huge square shaped mirror. I noticed that i am no longer a male, but i am now in fact, my female counterpart. I am still my complexion, caramel skin, i have long curly hair, full lips, a slight slant to my eyes, my eyes are bigger and more of a hazel colour. With C cup breast and a bit of a curvy waist, i am now wearing a pink dress and black strappy sandals, a toe ring with a french pedicure on my feet. I look very beautiful i say to myself. I now summon a purse to put my totem inside, just in case i need to stabilize the dream a bit more. I dive thru the mirror and end up at some bar.

      Dream #4 Heads or tails? Pick one.

      I walk into a bar. This bikerman looks at me, i give him a dirty look. I walk up to the bar ask for a glass of wine. I spot my cousin drinking at the bar, i get up and walk over to him. Mind if i join you? Sure. Whats your name? (I try and change the subject) Don't you know who i am? Uh...nope sorry you don't look familiar. I tell him, what if i told you that with one flip of a coin, i can snap your mind into a different world. I would say you been drinking a lil bit too much of that wine baby. (I reach in my purse) I pull out my hawk coin totem. Heads? or tails? (i ask him) Lol tellin you girl that alcohol getting to yo head. I will say this one more time. Heads? or tails? Aight aight i'll play along. Heads. I flip it in the air and catch it, then look at it and show him. It landed tails. Hey wait a min...why am i in a bar? Come with me. ( i take my glass of wine with me) I take him in the mens bathroom. I sat my purse on the sink. Do you know why we are in here? Uh...no. Why are we in here? Because it is time for you to go to sleep. Huh? I slipped something in your drink while you were looking at my coin. In exactly 1 min, you will be passed out. and when you wake back up, i will explain it to you in another form got it? Wha what? WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!? Relax. you about to go into a different layer with me. (He passes out on the floor) I look in my purse and take this white pill and drink my wine. I look in my purse to find my celphone and set my beethoven music to go off in 60 mins I set it on the bathroom sink and fall backwards to the floor.

      Dream #4 A dream within a dream.

      I now wake up in my 2nd home. I look around for my cousin r. R, you in here??? I walk into the bathroom and say alright when i stick my arm thru this mirror, im gonna pull out my cousin r. I take my right arm and stick it thru the mirror and pull my cousin thru it. I just had a dream that some girl with curly hair was talking to me at a bar, and..showed you this? (I hold the coin up) Yea, just like that. Wait min..how did i just get here? Because i pulled you here, and this is still a dream by the way. Whoa whoa whoa, what do you mean still a dream? Like i said your still dreaming. Na man, thats impossible! Tell me then, why are we standing here at my old house then, instead of my current house hm? I i..i don't know. C'mon, its time for your 1st lesson. Here (i hand him my totem) Look at it. Now when you wake up in the real world, im gonna test you to see if you will remember how it looked. Stare at it until It is imprinted in you brain. Yo, im dreaming!? I nod my head. Relax though..because you are getting overly excited. I can't believe im dreaming!!! (He starts fading away) I knew that was gonna happen. (I fall backwards)

      Final dream: Your just a projection of my subconscious.

      I wake up in the previous dream on the bathroom floor. I get up and notice, im my female projection of myself. I project back into my normal self and grab my celphone and notice i have 5 mins of lucid dreamtime remaining. I exit the bathroom and talk to random dream characters about their abilities One young boy says he can manipulate the weather. This one man said he can eat 500 slices of pizza. I then notice a interesting looking young lady who was attractive. I asked her what her abilities were, and that if she showed me something interesting, i would hire her for my next dream job. We were in a gas station, she was looking for some chips. I said you can do anything just make it unique ok? She nods. Oh, so your not much of a talker i see. well, what if i told you that your just a projection of my subconscious. I don't care. You mean you don't mind being created by me? No not at all. In fact im I want the job watch this. She begins telepathically moving everything around in the store. Not bad, not bad. (i say) Alright let me ask you a question. Ahem, whats the easiest way for me to become lucid in dreams? Pay attention to your surroundings. Oh and also try a start re entering your old homes, so you can remember how you got there in the 1st place too. And aslo if someone wants to fight you, that should increase your lucidity more. Thanx. Whats your name? Roselyn.

      Hmm..Roselyn. Ok, you got the job! (Right here i here my beethoven alarm goin off) I wake up and record the dream.

      Notes: Did wbtb at 5:30 am. I did my reality check with my totem for about 15 mins and headed back to bed. I woke from this dream at 7:45 am. could not fall back asleep cause of a job i had at that time. had to be there at 9:30 am. Oh and my cousin ended up remembering a dream of being in a bathroom with a woman with curly hair. hehe wonder if he knows that was me. Shapeshifted as her that whole time. Ah, me and my dreaming abilities.
    12. The Vanessa Hudgens experiment (old dream) 02/26/11/

      by , 04-14-2012 at 04:52 AM (My Dream Records)
      Black means non lucid
      Orange means semi lucid
      Red means dream characters
      Blue means lucid
      Purple means possible shared dream person
      Green means notes

      Got it? Great! now as always, sit back relax, kick off your shoes, grab a snack or something and enjoy dreams!

      Dream #1 The Vanessa Hudgens experiment part 1 (Rated PG 13)

      Im in my old 2nd home watching something on t.v, when i hear a woman in the bathroom singing??? i ignore it and decide to fall asleep on the couch. I now awaken in a abandoned old shack, dusty old furniture and mices and rats crawling all over the place. I get up dust myself off, and head outside where it is night time, to notice this black bald headed dude (who looks like R.kelly) having sex with some woman against a car. I decide to not become a peeping tom, well because that would just be considered weird. I now walk to a apartment complex where there are two mexican men talking about something i forget what it was.

      Dream #2 The Vanessa Hudgens experiment part 2 ( Rated PG 13)

      Im now in a backyard it is sunny out and there is a party or something. there is a different mixture of people and everbody is having a good time. I reach in my pocket to grab my hawk coin totem and reality check with it, wait a min...how did i end up here??? Fully aware and lucid im walking around looking for dreamman9380. I grab my celphone and call him, great no answer. I over two guys talking about they hid something in a room, my curiousity grew and i walked closer to the guys they were two hispanic males sitting on a apartment balcony. They both looked at me and i walked a different direction pretending to head somewhere else but i stayed nearby. These guys seem suspicious and i sensed that they had something to do with my friend dreamman9380. I decided to take measures into my own hands, I overheard Vanessa Hudgens voice somewhere and teleported there immediately. She was in a recording studio singing. I looked at her and said let us become one and the same..(that last quote echoed) and my energy emerged with hers. I was now projected as Vanessa Hudgens.


      I felt the dream fading and rubbed my hands together and looked at my surroundings focusing on all the little things around me. I was wearing some black heels a black dress and my hair was down straight. Still projected as her i decided to teleport back to that previous location seduce one of the guys into that room where something was hidden. I walked up to them twirling my hair chewing some gum, and said...you fellas in for a little fun? they looked at eachother and nodded. We now enter the inside of the house and i notice there is door with a lock on it. The men look at me and say.. there ain't nothing in there for you sweetheart. Well can you show me whats in there??? exposing a little skin i got his attention. Ok but just a peep thats it. Wow...what do you keep in here? A little bit of everything mostly guns he whispers. Ooh, can you show me where you keep them?
      Uhhh, i don't think thats a good idea, pleeeease? I notice his partner heading towards a bathroom and shuts the door. Ok ok, but im just gonna let you see it thats all. He reachesin this drawer and pulls out a variety of different toys. This gun here is called a 9MM this gun is called a revolver, and this one is called..do you have any silencers? Uhh yea yea i got one right here. Can i see how it feels? Now i can't let you hold it sweetheart because its loaded, and well..Turn the safety on. He gives me a look like he is almost afraid to do it, Your not afraid of litte ol me now are you? walking closer to him leaning up against him. He presses his lips together and makes his final decision. Alright, but no funny shit! He puts the safety on. I hold the silencer in my hands, wow...this feels really good. You know, you look really sexy with that gun in your hands you know that? I strike poses for him. I point it at him POW! I pretend to shoot him. He jumps, and i giggle. Ok real funny k give it back now. Aww you afraid im gonna shoot you? i turn the safety off. Where is it? Where is what i i i don't know what your talking about? The file, WHERE THE FUCK IS THE FILE!? In there! He points to a nearby dresser i walk sideways still aiming the gun in his direction. I dig thru the files looking up at him in here? Mmhmm. Come over here and get it. (He looks down afraid to look at me) I SAID GET THE FUCK OVER HERE AND COME GET IT!!! Ok ok ok! And hurry up, i don't have all day!

      Here its all there. I grab it then hear the bathroom door opening. This better be it! I look at it and see my friends name on it. Yep thats him alright. I run out the back door and immediately start running down the fire escape. there are a bunch of spiral stairs and some intense action music is playing ih the background. I hear the men yelling and run down a nearby alley, I stop and take off the heels as they are hurting my feet. i leave them by a green dumpster and continue running until i notice my friend dreamman9380!
      Hey over here i yell! he stops and turns around walks up to me, we are on a sidewalk somewhere. Whoa wait a min..your Vanessa Hudgens right??? I give him a confused look forgetting im still projected as her. Hang on....(i project back as my normal self) Whoa...Q??? How the hell you just do that? I hand him his file, i can't exlain right now. I make a portal, head somewhere safe and lock that up ok? I don't understand? I can't explain just GO!! (i push him thru the portal) I dive thru with him as we end up at some building.

      Where are we? I don't know, but you better hide that file somewhere. Thanks Q. No problem man, you just make sure you put that file up somewhere A.S.A.P. Ok, i will. I nod my head and get a good look at everything around me. the dream fades, and i wake up

      My friend Dreamman9380 had problems remembering his dreams over the past few years. During 2011, I made a promise to him that i will do my best to help him remember his dreams more. I often share dreams with him and a few others, but this was the 1st time i helped him recover from a long dry spell. What was in that file? To this day im still wondering myself, and perhaps it holds the key, to him remembering his dreams.