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    1. 10.07.2012 - 6 x dreams and some bad sleep (menthol?)

      by , 07-11-2012 at 12:51 PM
      Date: 10/07/2012
      Place: My bed
      Time of getting into bed: 12.26am


      Waking thoughts in black
      Non lucid dreams in blue
      Lucid dreams in red

      Dream 1 - non lucid 3.57am
      I am in a dark room, a young lad has got his small baby with him, and he is smoking weed near him. I try to tell him to stop, but he claims he is hooked. Some other things happened which I cannot remember, then for some reason I am hiding the drugs for him, or from him. It is a HUGE bag of weed, like a shopping bag full, and I'm trying to stuff it into my hoodie pocket, with haste. A baseball cap features heavily in this dream - it is red and blue, but I can't remember why.

      Dream 2 - non lucid

      I am with my mum and dad, we have taken my 2 nephews to a public play area. At one point there are lots of other kids that we are looking after too,
      possibly the kid from the previous dream??? but essentially we are just there with my nephews. We have fun pushing them down a slide, but are carefully watching the younger one as he is only a baby. Suddenly I realise there is S stood next to me.S is an old friend who I recently stopped talking to for a number of reasons. There is currently some issue with us in RL. I am shocked to see her, but she is here with her nephew too. We both see each other but ignore each other, which suits me fine. I remember in the dream she was wearing sparkly pink ballet style shoes. She is alone - apart from the kid - and I even think she was smoking a cigarette. I am shocked to see her because recently she told me she was leaving the country. I decide to just enjoy myself, and have fun with the family. Me and my sister (the mother of my nephews) start to do a silly synchronized dance. We go to sit down and eat dinner in this place, and it turns out she's sat on the table next to us. I talk loudly with the family so she can hear. While eating, I tell my nephews I can teach them to hit a ball with a baseball bat if they like.

      The dream suddenly changes to us being in the middle of a lush, green field. It's huge, beautiful and sunny. The grass is long and soft, there are hedges breaking up the fields and some clumps of trees every now and again. We all have bats and tennis balls, and I try to teach the kids how to hit a ball. The older one hits it really well, and we all cheer and congratulate him, the younger one just throws it and it goes into the corner of the field. We have our dog with us, a springer spaniel. My mum has a dog, but not a springer spaniel, we have never had one. It doesn't want to get the ball because it is too far away and we laugh at this. Lazy dog! In the end it goes because I tell it to, several times.

      Dream 3 - non lucid
      I am in a building. It seems to be like a block of flats, with corridors lined with doors - the corridors are outside. I am walking along the corridors, it is all grey and red brick. The windows are a bit dusty. I get to a corridor where there are around 4 or 5 men, mostly in their 50's lined up against a wall. Although all the men look totally different (one is fat, one is african american, one has glasses etc) all the men have some limbs missing, and some are on crutches. They claim they are part of a team, and their leader (an army-general type man with all his limps) tells me to get in line too. He is a bit bossy and mean. The team however, are friendly and like having a laugh, they share anecdotes and get told of for it. The tell me the black guy lost his legs while trying to kill a famous person, he seems a bit miffed he didn't kill him but proud of the attempt.

      I am in the same place as the previous dream. This could have even been a different dream, but as its in the same place and the army general dude is still there, I'll say it was the same dream.
      I am with 2 older guys, and we are sat on the floor and each have a little jar and some other bits. The jars are like sweet jars, but tiny - the size of a golf ball. We are doing some sort of experiment, watched closely by the general guy. We fill the little jars with water and wait, and each of us grows a jelly-like red bubble or ball in the jar. A bit like those magic toys that grow in water from when I was a kid. The general is satisfied, but I believe it's not the end, so I keep on watering my jar. I see more, smaller balls appear, lots of them. The general tells me to stop, but I want to prove there is more. To hurry it up, I stick my finger into the jar to swirl the water. The jar breaks, and I cut my finger, getting blood everywhere. This ruins the experiment. The general is angry, he starts to tell me off, but I shout back, telling him it's his fault that the lighting out here is inadequate, and it's too dim to see properly. The other 2 guys just watch with dumb looks on their faces.

      Dream 4 - non lucid
      A man comes up to me, claiming he is psychic, and can make me think whatever he wants. I don't believe him, as I don't believe in psychics and mediums etc. He follows me round, annoying me, telling me that my favorite movie star is Keanu Reeves. I tell him it's not, it's Denzel Washington. He insists it is Reeves, and I get angry, determined not to think it is Reeves and keep shouting DENZEL! This goes on for some time, and eventually I manage to get away, relieved. As I walk away, I realise I don't like Denzel Washington at all, and that was the name the psychic said he could make me think was my favourite. I feel stupid but a little in awe that he was really a psychic.

      Dream 4 - non lucid - 5.53
      I watched the film 'God bless America' a few nights ago, and this dream was largely based on that.
      I am sat with the man from God bless America. With us are 4 girls, 3 of them are made up with lots of makeup, the other is fat and ugly. We tell them we are going to kill them, and they are scared. The man then pulls out his gun, and shoots them one by one, telling them each time he does the reasons for killing them (which are something along the lines of 'You're fake / you're spoilt / etc - like the movie) I get blood on my sneakers and at first I'm pissed, but then I realise I'm going to die too, so it doesn't really matter. The man then turns to shoot me, and I welcome it, pointing to my chest and smiling. He shoots me 3 times. At first, I feel nothing, but I lie down and wait for death happily. The man shoots himself. Suddenly, I feel a really weird feeling in my chest, I struggle to breathe but am happy I'm dying. It get's really intense, and soon my heartbeat is shooting through the roof, I'm really struggling to breathe now and I start to panic. I see the fat girl that was shot was only wounded, and she get's up and runs out of the building, falling as she goes. I suddenly feel bad for what I have done, and start to feel the life just flow out of me. Eventually, all my life goes, and I die- actually I wake up.



      This was weird, I woke up, with a crazy fast heartbeat and breathing really fast. I decide to get up and get some water, when I remember the menthol thread. I was supposed to take 3 lozenges on a WBTB! I decide to do it now, and munch down a lozenge. It's not nice, but I stick another in to get it over and done with. They are sticky but they crunch up quite well. However my mouth waters like mad, and burns. I'm ok, but then start to feel a bit bleugh. I swallow it all, and it's all stuck to my teeth. I get some water from the fridge downstairs, to wash it down but the ice cold water with the menthol sends my mouth into overdrive! And it's pretty intense! I can't stand the thought of the third lozenge, so I just decide to go and sleep. Laying down, I wonder how much menthol I've had, and how much is still on my teeth. LOL. I start to think I'll never sleep, but I must drift off. After what I think is around 5 minutes of sleeping, I'm jolted awake. This is not a normal wakening, I actually jump awake. I go to sleep, and feel a little uneasy, but nothing too bad. It happens again, and again. In fact, for maybe the first hour, my sleep is terrible - I'm continually waking and jittery. I can see how the menthol helps become lucid, as soon as I enter dreams I wake up with a start - and sometimes don't fully wake so I could carry on dreaming. Possible DIELDS? However I'm too on edge to WILD or DIELD, and eventually fall to sleep.


      Dream 5 - non lucid - 9.11am
      I am I am back in my childhood garden, with my mum. My mum is washing the dog, a small, white terrier which has gotten dirty. It's kind of cute and fluffy with big eyes. We had lots of dogs growing up, but never one like this!After the dog is clean she goes indoors and I stay out, I start cleaning some dried mud from my shoes (could have been wellies) and it drops onto the floor, mixing with the water left over from washing the dog, to create a big muddy mess. I glance down, and the dog is rolling in the mud, now completely filthy again. So I wash the dog again, this time, I take off it's cape. It appears the dog was wearing a cape, made of it's own fur, and is naked underneath. The cape unclips from it's collar. I decide to hang the cape on the washing line so it dries faster, and doesn't get dirty again. My mum comes out and complains about the cape, telling me to leave it on, but I insist it is better on the line.

      Again, this next part takes place in a similar way to the previous, so I presume it is the same dream, however there is a full lapse between the two.
      I am still in the garden of my childhood home, but this time I am teaching my mum how to correctly hold my hamster. My hamster is brown. I used to have a brown hamster when I was about 10. She gets the hang of it, but I keep having to catch it because it's fast. It starts pooing on her, and I tell her to put it down but she starts squeezing the hamster tight, I start telling her no, and trying to stop her but she won't. In the end I grab it off her, rather annoyed. She seems to think she has done nothing wrong.

      Dream 6 - non lucid
      Along with a group of other people I don't know, I am an undercover agent. We are secretly investigating a school, which is selling the children. When we get there the school is in bad shape, the windows are smashed and there is glass everywhere. The building is crumbling and looks abandoned, several young children are playing in the field outside which has many hazards. We approach the teacher, a weird looking old man, who tells us we can pick any child we like. I am disgusted. He tells us he even has green children! We begin to walk away, because this is too much to comprehend and we are very angry. However me and another man get a child each; I get a green one. He is small, skinny and has a big head. His whole body is light green. He is only small, 8 or 9 yrs? He clings around my neck and won't let go, but seems happy to come with me. I am driving us all home, staying quiet because I am really angry. The green boy still hangs around my neck. He asks me if I'm his new daddy, and this makes me cry. I suddenly feel very determined to look after this boy.
    2. 9.7.2012 - 5 non lucid dreams.

      by , 07-10-2012 at 01:35 PM
      Date: 09/07/2012
      Place: My bed
      Time of getting into bed: 12.05am
      Consumed 2 x Menthol sweets right before bed
      B6 100mg before bed


      Waking thoughts in black
      Non lucid dreams in blue
      Lucid dreams in red


      Ok, so I am pretty tired, but not exhausted. I lay to sleep and feel the sleepy onset, but something keeps me awake. I feel a little weird, nothing major, but as I fall asleep I'm sure I have strange thoughts sliding through my head. My first reaction is that I'm catching myself as I start dreaming, which I often do when WILDing, but this should be NREM cycle. Eventually I sleep, and I'm woken every 5 minutes by a feeling of fear. I'm not sure why. At one point I open my eyes in fright with a sudden jump, and really feel like I'm having a nightmare - but I don't recall any dreams. Eventually I sleep for good.

      Dream 1 - 2.23am
      I am in a room, which is kind of dark, and I'm helping a vet. The vet is friendly, but I honestly don't recall weather they were male or female. There is a bed and a desk (bedroom?) but we are facing the desk. So the vet first brings out a dog. It is old and skinny, and very scared. For a bit in this dream there is someone else there, watching and at some points laughing, but they disappear. The vet has the dog tied up to the desk, and the dog looks scared, it's a wiry mutt, kind of like a large terrier. It's pretty ugly. It has big, brown eyes that are filled with sadness, and it stares up at me, silently begging me for help. I can't believe how skinny it is, we proceed to wash the dog, or at least cover it in something that drenches it. The vet tells me the dog will be ok. Then this is where it get's a little weird.Next, the vet brings out a horse. The horse is the size of a rabbit, but a fully formed adult horse in every way. It is clearly in pain, as it is about to give birth. It jumps onto the desk, and starts giving birth, and I can see the baby inside!!! The horse is brown and the baby is black and white. The baby seems to fly out easily, and I am given it to clean up while the vet sorts out the mother horse. I take it to the bed (which is apparently my bed) and lay it down. The horse is contained inside a balloon-like sack, filled with liquid. The vet shouts that I must get it out, as it can't get out itself. So I try to open the sack but it rolls around the bed, making it difficult. It is like a water balloon, and very slippery. Eventually I manage to rip one end and the liquid spurts out - it's water like consistency but it is really warm, and soaks everything, including me. There's a mirror just laying on the bed, with a heavy gold guilt frame, and this gets soaked too. My bed sheets are soaked, (they are purple and black silk) but despite all this, I am incredibly happy. I can't stop smiling and watching the water spurt everywhere. The vet kind of laughs, and says 'you'll have trouble sleeping in there tonight.' but I just don't care, I'm delighted.

      What in the actual fuck. Lol. The most poignant part of this dream was the real warmth of the hot liquid, and the vivid feel of the horse in the sack. It suddenly dawned on me when writing this that it felt EXACTLY like the chick from yesterday's dream.

      Dream 2 - 4.11am
      I am writing a story, on small pieces of paper. I think it is aimed at young children. (This is what I do for a living.) The story is about 2 little boys, who cross a road, and one dies. As I get to the end of the story, my real dad walks in. Bearing in mind I haven't seen my real dad since I was about 14, I'm 25 now. He was an abusive father, who caused me a lot of issues growing up. I hardly EVER dream about him. He walks in, clearly angry, but I ignore him as this is usual for him. He does this thing that he used to do, which is strut around the room shaking his head in anger, and glancing at me every so often with a weird look in his eyes. I know this is not good, but I pretend not to see him and carry on writing. He starts saying something about people not listening to him, and he's been doing everything and I think he's talking about my mum. He lays his head on the desk in the room (I am in a bedroom, I'm laying on the bed) and then suddenly, he walks in the room again. So, there are now 2 of him. The one that has just walked in is carrying a frozen chicken, and a bottle of something, and a balloon that has not yet been inflated. He sets these things down and looks at us both. He then tells us that we better get up quick, cos we're going to play a trick on mum! He starts putting the chicken inside the balloon. I really don't want to join in, but I can't say no. My dad that was already in the room, looks like he's pissed off at the other version of himself, but also agrees to help.

      Dream 3 - 9.47

      I tried to WILD, and started feeling results. For me, I don't get noticable SP or HH, just a rush as I transition. I felt the rush several times, and when I finally started getting dream images forming around me, my partner decided to roll over and hit me in the face. I RC'd just to make sure, but I was awake. Annoying. I went to sleep.

      I was very bad at writing this dream down, I was so tired I kept saying 'I'll write it in a minute...I'll remember,' then fell back to sleep. I did wake 5 minutes later and write it down, but I lost most of the dream. I normally do this in later morning dreams, I have to learn not to.

      I'm at R's house. R is a very close friend. Just a friend. For some reason I am there to say goodbye, like I am leaving town or something. It is a bit sad but not too much. And then R says he is at work and will be home soon, that I should meet him at his place. I make my way to his place, and suddenly realise I am completely naked. I am trying to find my way through a hotel-like building, or block of flats. The doors are all black with ornate details, and I'm struggling to find where I need to be. Two girls pass by and start laughing at me because I'm naked. I'm a little embarrassed, but ignore them. They won't go away, so I look down and now I'm wearing a dressing gown. It's purple, but I don't care I'm just happy I'm covered! The girls eventually leave. I finally get to the room and have some trouble messing around with the key, but I do get in in the end. There is no one inside. Now I'm sure this is the same dream, but it doesn't relate to the beginning, I just sort of find myself in a garden somewhere else, fully dressed. I am sat at a garden table, with my friend I's son on my lap. His son is talking like an adult, and asking me what words mean. He asks me what bank means, I tell him. Then he asks me what house means, I tell him. This goes on for a little while. I is hanging around the background somewhere.

      Dream 4 - 11.51
      We are in a room, is is pretty dim and I remember very red. We is me, R and I, as well as my friend D. We are watching a screen, and it's a bit like an interactive game. We throw baby toys at this screen, to kill a monster. It's very fun. One of my friends has to leave for an important meeting, I tell him to stay, because it's so fun. He resists, but eventually reluctantly agrees to miss his important meeting. The game plays recordings it took of us earlier without us knowing, we find this hilarious and laugh a lot.

      There is another dream after, but I forgot it almost instantly.
    3. 05.07.2012 - non lucid dreams and lots of fragments

      by , 07-07-2012 at 12:09 PM
      Date: 05/07/2012
      Place: Home
      Time of getting into bed: midnight



      Dream 1 - non lucid 6.25am

      I am talking to a friend about OBEs, I'm telling him how to do it, so he has a go, and floats like a ghost out of his body! When he returns I tell him he is a natural, and he is really happy. We are in a strange room which vaguely resembles an outhouse in a house I once lived in as a kid. There are big, nasty looking spiders all over and some other horrible insects. I had to keep telling myself good thoughts, so that I wasn't scared and the spiders didn't attack. I told my friend the more spiritual people can leave their body for up to one minute each time.

      Suddenly my childhood dog appears, he was aggressive little terrier and I warn my friend he may bite. My friend lifts me up into the air to save me, but I panic because this is when he gets angry and bites, when people are touching each other. I try to tell my friend this but my dog starts jumping up, trying to bite me, at one point he catches my clothing. I beg to be put down, and my friend agrees, but although I know he won't bite me now, the dog runs up and bites me anyway.

      Dream 2 - non lucid dream fragments

      Me and some friends are eating popcorn, covered in warm, sweet toffee sauce. We share a big bowl.

      In my DJ, it says 'GHOSTS, SPIRITS, SCARY.' but I am not sure what this means. I must learn to not write random words because I never remember what they mean.

      Some scary faces on tshirts are chasing me, one of them bites me.

      Dream 3 - non lucid 8.12am

      My sister gives birth to twin babies, they are 6 months early, and very very tiny, like little toys. I help her look after them because they are poorly and delicate.

      There is a man (in his 50's, fat and balding, has glasses, a bit weird looking) he uses our toilet, but then won't come out. I look under the door to see what he is doing and he is taking off all his clothes, I am disgusted, and decide to leave. I want to leave now because I fear that if he sees me leaving he will follow, and I really don't want him to follow. However I have lots of plastic shopping bags to carry and it takes ages for me to pick them up while he is in the toilet, I worry I won't leave in time. Inside the bags are cardigans, and sherbert amongst other things I can't remember. The dream is taking place at night, it is dark outside.

      ***NOTEWORTHY***
      The dog dies many, many years ago. He really was very vicious and would bite anyone who touched anyone else
      I'm not scared of spiders
      I was reading about OBEs before bed
      I don't wear cardigans nor do I eat sherbert!
      My sister did have a premature, poorly baby years ago, but now he is very well.
    4. 27.06.2012 - 3 x non lucid dreams

      by , 06-28-2012 at 11:31 AM
      Date: 27/06/2012
      Place: My own bed
      Time of getting into bed: 12.48am

      Dream 1 - non lucid - 2.24am
      Me and my partner, 'N,' are getting motorbike lessons. N falls off the bike and hurts his foot quite badly. The teacher is nice to me, but very strict and uncaring with N. There is a small child nearby, and suddenly he / she clings to my arms, and will not let go. I try gently to remove the child, but the child won't budge.

      Dream 2 - non lucid - 8.52am
      My notes here are terrible, I can barely read them!
      We are at a music concert / festival in the middle of a field. The field is empty apart from us and a small group of people, we are 'waiting' for something. I do remember waiting for an awfully long time. The feeling is that we don't know what we are waiting for, but it is supposed to be big. Like a famous person or something. Suddenly a few people are running towards a makeshift hut, which has queues leading in. There are star wars posters around and people start saying it is an actor from star wars appearing. My friend S is running towards the hut, as she is huge star wars fan (and in the dream she is wearing a star wars Tshirt) I stay where I am. Then, a giant inflatable slide appears in the shape of a tongue, at the top of the tongue where the mouth should be, a big inflatable gorilla head pops out, and from it's mouth lots of people start emerging, and sliding down the slide. The people are all good looking, wearing very little amounts of clothing, and what they are wearing is neon pink. They all slide down to join us, who are cheering, but then nothing happens. They just sort of hang around and wait with us. I notice I am wearing a neon pink babygro, and start to take it off. However I am naked underneath so put it back on.

      Dream 2 - non lucid - 10.08am
      I considered WILDing, but my partner kept snoring so I got angry and just went to sleep.
      I am in a low budget hotel room. I am laying in the single bed, alone. A dog comes in, which I seem to recognise. It is a HUGE dog, maybe a rottweiler? It jumps on the bed on top of me, and licks my face. Although it is scarily massive, it is very friendly and I stroke it for some time. I vaguely remember someone disturbing me by coming into the room??

      I consider this all one dream, although it could have been several;

      Next I am back in one of my old childhood bedrooms. My little sister is with me, as is my partner N. I am taking some tablets to get high. As I am taking them, I find some other tablets which are a different colour. I decide to try one of these too to see what it does. I take 1 of each. I try to put the remaining tablets into a pill box, but it hard to get them to fit, so I have to squeeze them in. (I'm sure Freud would have something to say about this ) For some reason, I decide to put some in my mouth, but not eat them, just store them there. One of the tablets splits in my mouth, and the insides pour into my mouth. I know worry that I've had too much and will OD. I try to scrape out the stuff that has spilt into my mouth, but I am not doing so well. I decide to flush it out with water, so I find a 2 litre bottle that has water in it, and I pour it into my mouth, rinse, and then spit it out the window. I panic that my mum, who is in the living room below, will see the water going past the window and come up to check on me. However I have no choice, so I keep spitting. I also wash my hands clean with the last of the water.
      Eventually we decide to leave, and go to our hotel room. Due to the fact I have been messing around with water and tablets I haven't had chance to get a shower or get changed, so I set off in my PJ's, and decide I will get a shower when I get there. N tells me we are going to a different hotel room this time, as we have been upgraded to the posh bit. We walk there, me with a heavy backpack on. We notice the change between the 'budget' side of the hotel and the 'posh' side. Suddenly everything is blue, clean and very nicely decorated. There is a bar along the left, with ashtrays on it. I tell my sister to put out her cigarette because we are in the posh bit now, she argues at first but after seeing how posh the place is, she agrees and puts it out in one of the ashtrays. We walk past a lounge area, with footstools and sofas, and lights in the floor. We turn right, past a blue pool table and through a door to the hotel rooms.

      ***NOTEWORTHY***
      I have riden a scooter type bike for a few years now
      When N tried riding my bike in waking life a year or so ago, he did actually fall off, but wasn't hurt
      Dream sign appears again
      Don't know is S really likes Starwars or not
      Im not a huge starwars fan, but it's ok
      I occasionally take a pill at parties with friends