thebigm

Mum was getting remarried and I had to go round and get her from church, people were waiting for her somewhere else (pub like building) but she had decided to wait at church. Strangely there didn't appear to be a groom. Post wedding everyone was watching Eastenders, which for some reason was very x-rated, more like watching porn. The characters
from the TV seemed to spill out on to the streets and the drama ensued, non pronographic drama but an acted argument between a woman and 2 men. The dreamscape did seem a little like London. I kept dreaming about drinking black currant and water (was thirsty upon waking). I got embarrassed/fed up at everyone watching this programme so went for a walk, was off to meet someone somewhere else, not sure who or where but a 7 eleven was en route so could buy more juice. Noticed my cousins watching TV outside at a bar, tv was outside high up on a wall and it was football that was on, relieved someone wasn't watching that crap Eastenders I stopped and had a juice there instead.


Had a dream I was waiting for CL to
finish work, In was waiting in a lobby with others who were waiting for their partners also. There was a big lift in the middle of the office that was shaped like a wine glass. I could see the whole team being debriefed on something but couldn't tell what exactly although I had an inclination some people were being paid off, but knew she was ok.


Off to Highland town on work course, I seem to recall it being Dingwall. AG from a support team at work (Melb) was driving, someone in the passenger seat I can't recall and a chap I used to work with in Glasgow, NM. We were having a work presentation, a few accu members were there. I can't recall the presentation now. It was memorable but I didn't write enough down at the time. After a break I went back in, the presenters had changed, looked more monster like and were talking about creating something that would drop Emeralds. Their faces had changed aggressive and to green. I remember smugly thinking the organiser VS would feel a bit stupid that we'd driven all this way for this!

NOTE: Prior to going to sleep I asked for my spirit guide to come into my dreams.
LUCID DREAM: Dreaming I was reading psychic experiences website on a story I had posted, reading a reply from a girl using the word y'all a lot. I read it in an American accent. Then I visualised being in a back garden of a country house, felt like in the US but that could have been related to the previous reading. Saw a head behind a chair trying to hide. I spoke to her, she got up and walked off. When she looked round and thought it was my girlfriends mum. Became lucid at this point! Asked if she knew I could do this, Lucid Dream and Astral Project thinking it was still my girlfriends mum - I thought we were potentially dream sharing, she turned and walked away. Then I remember asking for my spirit guide to visit me in a dream before sleeping. I asked if she was my spirit guide, she stopped in her tracks, turned round at that and looked at me, knowingly. If there is such a thing as a spirit guide I am sure this person was one of mine. In retrospect, she could have also been the person I sensed helping me out of my body on a previous DJ entry (dark hair grey and black striped top) although the energy felt a bit different.


After that was awake for a while, about an hour, 6-7am, put on a hemi sync and relaxed, following that I dipped in and out of lucid dreams all around the apartment.

Lucid: Had a girl stand at the side of the bed dressed in a brown leotard with a subtle stripe tell me she was healing me as I wasn't very well - I seemed to understand that it was to do with energy or could have been my frame of mind - symptomatically my I'm physically ok and was aware in dream that my waking body is showing no ailments. She had Auburn hair and gave me hug before leaving and whispering in my ear that she had a boyfriend.

was lying in bed, in what appeared to be the bedroom surrounded by old statues that looked Egyptian, the bedroom was now a shop closing down sale.
Then the scene changed (I am still in the same bed in the same room) a man in his 50s who said he was a neighbour, greying hair, moustache and glasses told me he was helping me clean the place with his wife, she came through and was a younger Asian woman in her 20s. She offered extra services, how Western stereotypically thought. I wandered through to their apartment. Into their bathroom because I could, although I still wouldn't say I was lucid here I had a sense that I was dreaming as I knew that there were no consequences of any actions....well not awake anyway.

Non Lucid, dream seemed to unfold like watching a 3D advert of girls and men offering services, was surreal but non lucid.


One final point, at one point in the night I 'think' I consciously projected out of my body. I remember rising quickly but then I off in a dream world.

Fell asleep on the couch about 9pm, woke up just over 6 hours later, 3:09am. No real recall of dreaming prior to this. Lay in bed for about half an hour, I had set my alarm to go off at 5:30am to try and get into the vibrational state but thought, what the hell.

Slipped into my first dream and became lucid almost immediately. Was in a room that had wooden walls, mahogany style, similar to a room you might expect in a castle or such. I was with my sister and a couple of others I can't reember and she was talking about how my late grandmother had been the first person to congratulate her on graduating on Facebook. At that point it struck me I was dreaming except I seemed to lose control instantly, I fell forward and sunk into the floor and started floating rapidly to the right hand, as if something was moving me. Quite scared I asked for protection from a higher being (having been trying my own experiments with Astral Projection), I asked to for a being of light or a higher being. My movement changed and I was floating upwards, turned around and facing a wall that was completely black (or just dark) except that it had loads of runic shapes glowing in bright blue. I felt like I had no control although part of me was 'going with it' to see what happened.

I was moved through the wall and the lights changed into a spiral shape, like that of a molecular structure and as I was zoomed in further the spiral became almost 'Matrix' like. I was sure I saw a binary type pattern although cannot be 100%. I was able to seize control of the dream at this point and wake myself up.

Following on from this I had about an hour or 2 of drifting in and out of the vibration state. I had many failed attempts at getting out of my body, I was able to 'move' my astral arms and legs but was unable to get out. I remember mentally asking for assistance and I could feel something or someone at my feet (this has happened previously) trying to pull me out. I was consciously putting up resistance though as I was in a very negative frame of mind and I'm cautious about exploring these states when in a negative mindset as 'like attracts like' I hear. In this state I have a few strange experiences which some people would put down to HA. I attempted to contact my deceased granparents by visualising them and asking for them, and although I didn't get a response, I heard a noise in my ear like a walkie talkie and the person on the other end was just too far away for me to make it out properly, there was a crackle and a muffle (again I am still viewing this from a skeptical stance and aware of the medical symptoms that cause hallucinations in these states). At one point I was sure I was levitating above my body but I can't say anything more than, the energy felt bad, not good like my last experience and a part of me didn't want to go 'out there'. At one point in the sequence after visualising my grandparents, although having no conscious feeling of leaving the body, I did visualise myself close to them and just felt like I was bathing in a warm energy of love.

After fighting the vibrations for about an hour and a half and experiencing these things on and off, either not able to get out of body, or having a gut feel that it wasn't a good time I managed to sleep and fell into a dream.

I was with my friend RS, who lives in Canada and he came across to visit with his 2 friends, a couple. We went out someplace, I only recall walking back and being offered drugs by everyone in the street on the walk home. The street which was supposed to be my home looked nothing like that. It was dark and had a lot of homeless looking people that were selling drugs.

We returned to the 1 bedroom unit (which although the street was different looked very similar) where all 4 of us were sharing the only bed (double). At one point my friend RS and I went outside, for a cigarette and he tried to explain why he hadn't been good at keeping in touch, I can't remember the details but it had something to do with my character. I became lucid after that and the dream changed, I visualised a female. A few things happened. The dream returns to his friends, the couple leaving and then my dream changes.

Non Lucid: I am in my grandparents house, mums mum and dad (still with us) and we were playing table tennis on their kitchen table, we put a net up on it. It was myself, mum, her partner and my grandparents were there. I felt it was close to Christmas and I had been on the phone to my girlfriend asking for her to come and join us for Christmas day as she was going to be on her own. I then noticed I had 2 iPhones and I figured that the other one belonged to the guy, RS's friend from the previous dream.

Finally, dreamscape changes and I am walking I receive a text message from my gf telling me that she met some Italian guy at a nightclub and she must have given the wrong impression as he had changed his plans to meet her in Singapore, he was meant to be going to Cambodia. I was jealous and a bit angry that she had went to a nightclub alone. I was walking to my car in the car park and noticed someone else in it, I opened the door, it was a French guy, I realised from the interior I had the wrong car, mine was right beside it and I aplogised and felt embarrased.

End of a strange night.