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Hallucinations in the sky.

I'm pretty sure this theme was prevalent throughout a few dreams. First impression was of me walking at night with someone through a forest trail at night. I saw a city line in the distance. Then when I looked up in the sky there was a mirage of it in the sky. I pointed this out to my walking companion and agree with me that it was a mirage, but very breathtaking.

Next part is I'm walking through the city. A bunch of people are running in panic. Someone says that a Russian satellite armed with Nukes is losing orbit and will soon hit earth. They seem to think that it will set of nuclear explosions and start world war 3. Later when I looked up in the sky I see a very large mirage image of a satellite orbiting earth. it looks way bigger than the moon. This freaks people out even more. I just continue walking and laugh at the whole thing.

Next thing I remember is walking in a street at night in toronto. for some reason I get a little scared myself as I pass the panicking people but get over it quickly.

Rewind

I'm in a kitchen of some house. I have to steal something, but I have to do it carefully. I take the thing of the bar part of the kitchen and find a cubby hole by the sink to hide in. An alarm goes off and I hear a robot go by, it blares an announcement that it is looking for me, and will find me. It goes close by my cubby hole and I am about to be discovered. This scene rewinds and happens again 3 or 4 times. Nothing I can do stops the robot. During one rewind I stay and let the robot see me it a bit. It doesn't recognize me as a threat. Then I hide until it leaves, so That I can leave.

Don't wanna be a vampire.

I'm in a rocky area at night again. I'm with the night stalker guy who mind controls me to be a vampire or something. We scare a couple people walking around the place. Then we take off flying. I kind of dog paddle through the air a bit, Him and his other freind get too far ahead of me so his effect wears off. I'm suddenly wondering why I'm on the side of evil. Plus I think Vampires are lame and I don't really wanna be one. So I fly back to the people we attacked to see if they are okay.

Drive.

I'm flying and find a familiar van driving along a road at night. I fly in through the back window, kind of phase through it. I'm in the backseat with a small group of girls that are 3-6 years old. Their faces are dirty and covered in dried snot. They seem to know me and I seem to know them. A girl with light brown hair and a perm hands me a magazine to read. She points to a story she wants me to read. So I read it quietly. I don't realize it at the time but it's a page and a half story about the dreams I just had, but in a more linear sequence. The girl grills with questions based on my reactions to the story. She asks if I really believe in WW3 and that it's soon. I say, no not really. She then asks If I really believe that I'm in telepathic communication with her mom. I point out that I never voiced those thoughts out loud, so, that obviously telepathy is real. Her friends giggle at that. As far as her mom is concerned, it's more like a pics or it didn't happen kind of thing. Until I have solid confirmation while awake which is extremely unlikely or realistic, That these dreams are just something that I'm just going to have to endure for a while. I'm not sure if I say these things or just think them, but the girl has a bit of a sullen look on her face, but fades when she realizes she's home.

I follow her into the house but I hang back a bit. I peer sheepishly into the kitchen and see Bjork in a purplish Victorian outfit leaning over the table leafing through mail. Instantly I feel like I couldn't deal with her. I get too nervous so I quietly fly above her not making a sound. The girl goes up to her and starts talking to her. I am above them and the ceiling is high, So I'm not noticed. I fly into a living room area and find a nice big chair. I land on it and fall asleep.

Backstory:

Nagual Lonewolf:

The core of sorcery is knowing. Knowing that is true and yet cannot be explained. I know there is such a one as Manuel, the new Nagual of the Americas. I feel him through the network of this planets filaments of energy. We have been blessed with having Dreamways give us his name. I did not know the name yet. Manuel is young and has became a master. Any here who know or have heard of him post it here. This is important.

Dreamways:

I agree with you, he is the Nagual. I've been trying to figure out why the inorganic beings called him a "benefactor" instead of a nagual, well actually the ultimate living benefactor. It could mean many things. My personal take on him is the same as yours though, that he is the Nagual, and, certainly the person that I would follow.

My sense is that Manuel is an Earth based nagual, as far as his energy goes. He has "dark" energy, but it is organic. So, he is quite different from Castaneda in personality and general vibe, as Carlos was a fountain of inorganic energy, from what I saw. I honestly don't know if I would be a "buddy" with him or not, but I get the feeling that he is a friendly person, more approachable than most. It is his energy that is important though, not his persona.

Somebody with as much energy as him can't stay invisible forever, and he's going to have people following him around whether he likes it or not. It is definitely enough to just have minimal contact with him to receive an energetic benefit, you don't really have to be in his party, but it sure wouldn't hurt either.

well, he is certainly having quite the party at this time, and he is young enough to enjoy the female attention that he is obviously getting plenty of, and maybe i would do the same thing in his shoes. your perspective changes when you're over 50, but what you learn just can't be related to somebody who is still young and dancing the night away. i was a party animal in my day, so i guess i can't talk, but i didn't have this guy's gifts either. well, at least he doesn't appear to be a drug addict or something, so he will probably survive until old age. his death defier is worse than him of course, she seems to be eye of that carnal storm he is in. so its not like she is going to be voice of reason there. fortunately, her youth is a temporary thing, and once she realizes that her body is no longer able to keep up with that lifestyle, then maybe she will wake up to what she is.

★★★

Magic tricks

I briefly Remember going to Manuel's house, he was invisible but his Nagual woman was around. Mnuel was invisible but his presence was undeniably there.

"Alright Nagual!" I yelled. "Show me your stuff. I wanna see what all this fuss is about. Show me a trick or something, Tun into a Dog like romano did."

NW(Nagual Woman) "uhh he's not here, please go away". I can hear them telepathically communicating. Manuel is telling her to get rid of me. He flies out of nowhere as a crow and goes on top of the fridge.

"I can hear you guys... you think i'm some random dreamer that showed up or, some dream character created by your mind. I can assure I am not Death Defier. now come on what can you guys do?" He telepathically tells her to do something just so I will be satisfied and will go away. "I can still hear you guys, come on!" the NW looks a bit frantic and grabs my attention. She goes to a kitchen sink and places a tennis ball by the sink. she then says "look at this", and opens hecupboard under the sink. i look up and now the tennis ball is gone. "ta daa!" She says.

I summon a tennis ball, teleport to the sink, and perform the same trick. Which is really telling the person to look under the sink, on hand opens the door and the other hand snatches the ball. At first I seem amused by the trick. But I shake my head and snap out of it. "If I let them play with me like this they'll eventually convince me that I'm a turnip."

"Alright." I say, "So that's your magic trick? Where'd you learn that one... Clownology 101? I don't mean THAT kind of magic. I'll show you magic." They look at each other confused and then look at me.

I pull off my head with my hands, throw it in the air an catch it, and then perform acrobatics tricks with my detached head. Kind of like in the "snake in the eagle's shadow" movie where the old drunkard throws around a bowl.

(@ 4:30)

They are both staring at me like "WTF" by now. I put my head back on. They are just staring. i'm thinking "oh yeah.. I should show them that trick that don juan taught me... if nly I could remember what it was... oh yeah! got it". I then morph into a Japanese girl with pigtails, laugh maniacally, jump in the air and start twirling like a top as I slowly descend to the ground. When I land a blue shock wave emanates from me and knocks me, and possibly them, out of the dream. As the dream fades out i hear Manuel go, "OHHH FUUUUU..."



Doomsday

I'm a dream like the movie "knowing". At first I see there are Archangels capturing kids to take them to the new planet after the earth is destroyed.

time speeds up and I'm in a playground at night time. The Cusp has long hair and is driving a Bobcat construction thingy, and he's knocking over the playground, picking up swingsets and ossing them. "If it's he end of the world i'm going to tear shit up first.

After he's done we go to pile in my dad's pickup truck. I'm looking into the sky and i can see stars like from the mario game falling to earth. I can see them hitting the earth and ripping huge holes in the continent. we decide to go out of the world driving the pickup towards the chaos. I say "I'm happing we're spending the last few minutes together as a family like this."

Don juan

I tell Don juan about the dream where i met the Nagual Manuel, he laughs uproariously, pat's me on the back and says, 'Good boy, you should have hooked them with that trick I've showed you. I knew you would remember. The dreaming double never forgets.If anything, Remember that."

The Return

I'm on Lonewolf's forum, where I just posted the dream. I refresh the page and I have a reply from Another Spirit. It says, "There you are drawing attention to yourself again. I bet you made that whole thing up blah blah blah." and in the signature I see a stamp of approval from Lujan??? I refresh the page and this time the NW replies to AS.

it says, "hey, I was in that dream dummy! it happened I was there so STFU!", the NW's avatar is a portal and I get Sucked in.

I am with both manuel and his NW somewhere. Before I Orient myself fully the dream explodes into countless different dreams. In one we are all amoeba, Manuel is a giant amoeba and the rest of us are tiny ones trying to eat him. In another he is the Giant tree from Avatar, and we are all Na'vi people living on him. I morph into a bear and eat his bark. In another dream Me and manuel are walking on a street in olds, I am telling him that as a Nagual he makes himself too available, creating a fog around himself so that no one really knows who he is or what he really does. This way unwanted people won't be yelling and clamouring at him for his abundant energy. Just the a jock drives by in a car and yells something untintellible, I tell Manuel that was the world agreeing with me.

In yet another dream I am walking somewhere with the NW. She wants to understand what all this Nagual stuff is. I explain to the best of my knowledge that the party they have formed funcion as an energetic unit, and that by the end of their lifetime they will be able to leave this world with their awareness fully intact avoiding the wheel of re-incarnation altogther, or having their awareness getting consumed by the eagle, whichever way they want to look at it. No only that but they will be able to take their party with, and leave behind a few aprentices to carry on their new lineage.

I'm with manuel again walking in a generic dream town. He asks me what if he just carries on as he is, partying it up. I say that what he is will eventually come and bite his ass, such to the point that it will be no longer possible to ignore the elephant in the room. His eyes are suns revolving around one another.

I'm with the NW again. She's explaining to me that her trick was actually a good one, since she was able to capture my dreaming attention. She told me that it doesn't matter how big or small the trick, as long as you can capture one's dreaming attention is important. She said her and her boyfriend have learned to activate their dreaming attention in the waking state and capture other people's as well. I ask her how they do this. She says she doesn't know how, trying to explain it is difficult, it can only be witnessed or experienced. she said I might try to go out in the world and intend to do it. She didn't explain it much further.

Twinners


somehow we all wind upin one single dream at a sort of bar. The NW is sitting across from me, she has brown hair, her bangs are cut as a straight line across her forehead, with the rest of her hair down to her shoulders.


She has huge captivating brown eyes. Manuel is drinking himself sick still trying to ignore his reality. I briefly remember the other dream where iw as reading my dreaming. I knew i was dreaming in that dream. I was about to RC but Asuka flew through a portal and looked at the NW., Asuka tried to merge with her, but the NW was like 'WTF" and blasted Asuka with an energy blast knocking Asuka out of the dream.

"you know her?"

" yes, that's Asuka my dream wife." I said.

"What was she trying to do?"

"She merges with other women in the dream state. I think it's because she wants to give other women's her feeling for me. She thinks I'm lonely, so she's trying to give me a good impression on their sub concsious. Although she never considers the physical distance between me and the dreamers... Kind of creepy if you ask me. But she means well"

"Aw that's sweet. I think.". Just then I get Dream amnesia and think, "why is the NW still here?". Manuel stumbles out of the bathroom drunk, probly from throwing up. He sits down and looks hungover. he has long brown hair. He looks like romano.

"holy shit!" I said. "you could be be Romano's twinner, He's my Nagual benefactor."

"twinner? double?" he manages to mumble dryly. "fuck this shit I wanna wake up." his head falls down on the table.

"he's not your double. But maybe a twinner, for one he's older than you and much more wise as to who and what he is, He could at least turn into a dog and all you've done is whine and hide". I get up because i have to piss. Then I wake up for real.