bemistaken

Date: October 7, 2015
Method: MILD, WBTB
Sleeptime: 10:00ish
WBTB: 5:00am stayed up around 10 minutes
Results:Lucid (x2) DEILD and a DILD

DILD
Realized I was dreaming and became lucid. I tried to concentrate on an experiment I have been working on, but instead a vision of bodies floating in the sea appeared. That vision scared me so I made myself wake up.

DEILD
Decided to try again since I was still 'tingling' and a vision of women at a beauty parlor appeared and they just looked at me (like I really needed my hair done...which I do ).

I concentrated on my experiment mission and instead a little boy appeared. He was adorable. He looked like he was about 5 or 6 years old in a baseball jacket and a baseball cap. He had no face at all (like if i was drawing him in a picture, I intentionally left out the eyes, nose, mouth, etc). I asked him what was wrong and he said, "My mommy will die before my daddy." I said, "What is your name?" He said, "Donnie." I said, "Donnie, do you want a hug?" He shook his head yes and ran into my arms. He held on to me for dear life. Let me tell you DV family, that hug felt as real as me typing these words on my computer. I immediately felt his sorrow and as I was hugging him the scene changed to this:

His mother told him to hide under the bed and don't make a sound no matter what he hears. The father came in and was beating the mother and said he was going to kill her. The mother's face never looked toward that bedroom and at least to me, she didn't seem like she wanted to make a sound. As if she knew if she yelled, the little body would come out from under that bed.

Yeah....I still have the goosebumps.

Date: September 6, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (WILD Failed)
Total Sleep: 8ish

Dream 1:

I was in a reality TV show and I was with a married couple who continued to ask me something along the lines of how to stay happily married. The couple are in the music industry and are very popular on TV right now. The husband is a big time music executive and the wife is a singer and they are trying to decide if they should start a family by having a baby. I had to really thing about this question because I didn't know the answer and I went over and over in my head how I didn't know anyone who was happily married. The married couple continued to just stare at me (along with the television cameras) as they eagerly awaited an answer that I never gave them.

Dream 2:

I was dreaming that I was in Nursing school and I was really having a hard time with my finances. I was a full time student with a lot of responsibilities and I had to make a decision on whether to quite school or ask my mother if I can move back in with her. I made the decision to just move back in with my mother and I hated it. She was constantly on my ass about doing things (?) and I began to realized that maybe I mad e a mistake and should have just continued to live on my own and struggle with school instead of living back home with my mother.

Dream (or FA?):

Dreamed I was writing in my dream journal all the dreams I had dreamt the previous night and I had written down many of them. I was overly excited because I had many lucids and I wanted to see if I had broken my own record. When it came down to the counting part…I didn't know how to count! I kept starting all over trying to remember what came after 1, but for the life of me, I couldn't remember. After about 2 or 3 tries, I gave up on concentrating on my numbers and somehow woke myself up and realized it was all a dream and I hadn't any lucids at all.

Dream Frag:

I was looking at buying a house and I could only choose from three homes that I had seen (I had just watched "House Hunters" before I went to bed).

Dream Frag:

Soemthing about me being in a heated argument with my husband...

Date: August 23, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (hoping for a WILD)
Total Hours of Sleep: around 9

Dream:

Dreamed I was in a grocery store as a worker. Food and garbage was everywhere. I was with my mother and daughter and we were dressed as maids. Before we got dirty we decided it would be best to wash up in the nearest restroom. The restroom was filthy and didn't have any soap to wash our hands. I somehow knew I had soap in my pocket and sure enough...I pull out three separate bars of soap for each of us to wash up before we get our hands dirty!

Frag:

Talking to someone.

Date: May 30, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (attempted DILD)
Sleep Time: bedtime @ 1:00am WBTB @ 6:00am for 5-10 minutes, then back to sleep Awake @ 10:00am

Dream #1
I was planning on putting on a play for my mother with some people (?). We were moving several props to the center so people would be able to see them from a distance. These props included items that belongs in a kitchen and a living room (I guess like furniture). No matter were we moved these props, there seemed to be a problem and we never could get this issue quite right. After some time of moving things around, my mother had passed away in this dream (by the way...my mother is alive) and my father and grandmother had built the most beautiful skyscraper in her memory. It was so tall, the tip of the building was covered by the clouds. The skyscraper was made of pure gold with reflective mirrors all over it. The gold shined brighter than the sun itself. As the building glistened in the sun, it almost look transparent. It's beauty was absolutely awesome!

Dream #2
I needed a ride and I didn't know where I was. It was very dark and I was crying and I was scared. I went into a store and asked the owners if they new the bus route and they asked me where I was going. I couldn't tell them exactly where I was going, I just cried and told them I wanted to go home. The owner felt sorry for me and said that he will give me a ride home. I was still crying because even though I had a ride home, I couldn't tell the person which way to go. I remember passing a building in my dream that said "San Bernadino Hospital."

Fragment
A huge metal barrel I was rolling around and groceries were inside of it.