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First time trying Valerian root capsules. Not sure if it did much, I actually had a hard time getting to sleep.

- Im driving behind a white truck. I'm really close behind it, and realize my friend R is the one driving it, so I follow him. He turns off the road and we end up in a campsite. I see some men setting up a tent. I try to look out the side window, but there is a blanket covering it. I get out of the car and start talking to R's girlfriend. I can hear her very clearly. She says "its nice to meet you" and shakes my hand. I try to tell her that we've already met but she doesn't listen.

Dream 1

- I'm standing in a fairly empty plaza. Nicki Minaj arrives and starts a rap battle with an old man. She speaks her lines, the man writes his on a chalkboard. I am now the old man and looking at the board. I see some stray markings and turn them into a male anime character. He fills with color and comes to life on a tv screen and I am suddenly in a room with my friend, watching this tv.

Dream 2

- I'm at lake Tahoe, by a tall rock by the water. Someone has jumped off this rock and gotten his pants stuck to the rock, right above the water. Now, I am in a house on top of this rock. There is an opening in the wall that allows you to jump off the rock. A guy in the water is telling me he will give me a tip if I jump, but I do not. I go into a room and see my friend building a model rollercoaster. I try to talk to him, but I end up leaving the room with negative emotions. When i leave, 2 girls in black swimsuits run by and hide in a room. 2 boys also come out of a room; I realize i am naked and try to run past them, but I trip up. I do make it into a room and then feel slightly embarrassed.

Dream 3

- I've done something to my ankle and have been given a bag of tiny baked potatoes for it. Now, my dad drops me off at the mall and I go in with my friend and her mom. We pass a lot of pieces of art with only nude subjects.

Dream 1
- My dad drops me off downtown. I see a man in a clown costume. I also see K and her boyfriend. I go up to them and ask if they know where i can buy a good costume. They tell me where, but when i start to head in that direction, I find myself in a hot tub. There's a younger boy in this hot tub and there's also some rock formation. I start scratching into the rock to make it look like a mountain. Just when it starts to look really good, the kid pulls it apart. I'm a bit disappointed but I know its time to go to anothe house to play music and video games with the band Whitechapel.

Dream 2
- I'm in a room with three other people and we are talking about the bible and how Satan is something other than he should be or something like that. I look in the bible's index for Satan but it isn't there. I do notice that every word has at least one exclamation point after it. I say "Calm down Mr. Seuss!"

Dream 1
- I'm at the house having an airsoft war with my friend and an unknown girl. I'm in the yard most of the time. I see that the neighbors house looks like a giant, white, opened parachute. There's music playing in the house; I go in to see where It's coming from. It's coming from some gaming system. On the screen, there is an option that will remind you to ask if you are dreaming when you encounter a dreamsign in the game. I think about setting it to remind me when there is food. My mom comes home and we watch a video of an old lady falling off a chair.

Dream 2
- I'm carrying a letter and don't know what its for or where it came from. I'm walking with my dad on a cement pathway by a rectangle, cement pond of water. At the end of this pool is a clock that doesn't work. Seeing this clock gives me the impulse to put the letter into a slot in the wall. I do put I in the slot and when I do, the water starts to move towards the back corner, like there's a current. I get in the water and it takes me through a small opening. I float through a small hallway and a voice is telling me, in really bad English, about lucid dreaming. I find myself in a small waiting room with only a mirror .I look in the mirror and comb out my wet hair. A man comes in and starts asking me questions. One of the questions is something about what I would do if I was on my way down the stairs to mow the lawn and dropped a heavy hair dryer. Isk why someone would er before mowing the lawn.

Dream 3
- I'm with my friend, S, in a closet. There a a few plates of cake; I eat 2 pieces. I then go to the kitchen an look in the cabinet; theres a bottle of gummy bears that are supposed to give you good dreams.

non lucid, bathroom museum or something and looking at the bathrooms. There are 2 sides, joined by a little common area. This area has a circular couch, is carpeted, and is very nice looking. Each side has a bunch of doors, and each door has a male or female sign, so there is no male or female side, just individual male or female bathrooms.

Dream 2
- I'm with my sister and cousin and have to find a bathroom. We are outside and I see about 6 dog crates lined up. These are the bathrooms. I go into a larger one, but come back out and go into a smaller one. It is very cramped and dirty and the floor is wet. I go back into the larger one. My sister and cousin are also in their own crate; we're all laying down in our own crate.

Dream 1
- Im planning on going to a 9:50 movie with K. When I get there, she isn't there.I still go into the theater and sit down towards the front. Most of the seats are empty. A guy about my age sits in the the seat to my right. He's wearing all grey and black. His ears are gauged and the plugs are black with upside down crosses. He leans over and starts kissing me. After a few.seconds I pull away. A girl to our right is getting mad at us; the boy stands and leaves.

Dream 2
- I'm walking down a sidewalk with an unfamiliar guy. I am barefoot and wearing a peace sign necklace. We're both carrying a plate of scrambled eggs. Apparently this guy doesn't believe in evolution and we are out to talk to people about it. At an intersection I notice 2 guys, each with a plate of scrambled eggs. I start a conversation, and we end up talking about death. I say something along the lines of "I can't wait to die, then I can evolve!" One guy laughs and agrees, but the other stays quiet and looks uncomfortable.

Dream 1
- I'm sitting in my backyard at a picnic table but go inside to get some ice cream. I put the ice cream in a crumbling cone. I also get these small, magnetic penguins. I put one penguin by another, saying that it can be its boyfriend.

Dream 2
- I'm in some small cave waiting for my friend K to take a picture of something. She Is out out of sight and I am holding onto/sitting on a small rock ledge. I look around and notice some small spiderwebs. I keep looking and see a pile of dead, bloodied rabbits, covered in spiderwebs, leading up to a dark hole in the rock. My hands get a bit sweaty and I feel like im going to slip. These dead animals make me a bit uneasy and I want K to hurry up.

Dream 3
- I'm outdoors, by a river. This river has a shallow area and A deeper spot where the current gets stronger. I am carrying a bag containing 2 orange fish that keep changing from fish to scorpions. I release one-now a scorpion-into the shallow water. It floats there, twitches, and dies. I take the other and let it go by a pile of rocks. I think about wimming but do not.

Dream 4
- I'm swimming in a lake, between the shore and a large, square-ish boat. 2 unfamiliar teenagers are here, a boy and girl; the boy is in the ater, the girl is jumping off the boat. I want to jump off too but don't know if its okay. Now, its dark out and I'm on a part of the boat with my dad. We are going to go down a slide and have to sit on a towel. My dad tells me to sit on the bigger towel because I'd 'like to sit on a big boy', and he laughs. I feel slightly put down.

Dream 5
- I'm walking through the school when I realize that I don't even know what class I'm going to. My schedule says the class is outsideso I head that way. On the way, I see B and a clone of her. They are completely identical besides their hair; one has black hair, one has white. I ask them if they know where my class is but I get a mean response.

Dream 6
- Marilyn Manson and a woman are together for an interview. They're outside in front of a grey building; the weather is gloomy. They are both very pale and wearing only black and white. The woman's chest is exposed and she has the chest of a man. They're both wearing a cape/robe type overcoat and they keep moving in and out of each other's. This and there facial expressions really give the impression of a snake.

Dream 1
- I'm with A inside of a small, hallowed out tree. This tree is in the middle of a river with a gentle current. The hollow is just big enough for two and there is water up to our waists. There's a hole in the side of the tree, but you cannot see out from it because there's a sheet of park that protrudes out about a foot from the trunk and hangs down over the opening. A swims out under the overhanging bark but says she can't go under it. I swim out too and dip my head under to end up on the other side. I hold onto the bark, fingers on the opposite side, and A gently touches my fingers. Now, we're both swimming in the turquoise water. We jump off a rock a few times, then she is gone and I'm on the rocky shore. I see a small, blue rock that looks like a cross and I pick it up and throw it.

Dream 2
- I'm in the kitchen of some condo with my sister and 2 cousins. I make some tea and pour about 5 cups. I go look in the fridge and find a packaged hot dog on a stick that says 'Lionwood Ham' . There's also three tubs of ice cream; I take one of them out. I eat this ice cream from the carton and drink my tea.

I'm asleep in my bed when my sister comes in and wakes me up. I get very angry and start saying rude things. The tv is playing a show about people not getting thanked for what they do; I knock it over and it leaves a hole in the door. This enrages me further so I proceed to stomp through the house, shouting and throwing things. My sister is at the stove cooking something; I grab her by the neck and yell at her. When I yell, it seems like it's at the top of my lungs, but it comes out strained and quiet. My mother is at the table, watching.

I'm in my house and have to use the bathroom. The toilet-it doesn't look much like a toilet-is in the kitchen, in front of the fridge. My mom is in the house, in a different room, but I don't want to use this toilet, so I go to the other bathroom. The scene changes and I'm in he bathroom at my friend's house. This bathroom changes too and becomes a large hot tub. Yet another change occurs; I'm now in a large outdoor pool with very clear water. I go under and start to swim the length of the pool, staying at the cement bottom. When I approach the end, it feels as if I'm no longer under water: everything is the same color and visibility but I know it is air. I see a graveyard and 'swim' away from people visiting.

One dream about astral projection and two about deilds....

Dream 1

I've been sleeping and am suddenly awoken by the feeling of intense vibrations. I wonder what's going on but I decide to 'roll out of my body'. When I do, it feels like I am on my floor, so I stand up and open my eyes. I look back and see my body on the bed and know what has happened. I start to walk out of my room but then everything fades away..

Dream 2

I'm in an unfamiliar house, at the kitchen table. An acquaintance is here; she's been waking me up so I can have a deild.

Fragment

I'm watching short videos that are supposed to help me have a deild.