Patience108

At Frankie's,
Fragments,

Fish coming out of the plants around me as I walk they seem to be coming from anywhere I look - they are alive ...it's a bit weird ~ I want to run but I realise I am dreaming! I stop and allow the fish to land on my hand one by one as if effortlessly manifesting from thin air. I look at them closely - they are mostly black and flat but alive.

"I am dreaming" breath and slow down ✨
I ask my friend what this means what it symbolises - He said it means I must take these abundant fish everywhere I go, give and share them with everyone -" like a gift "I thought and this made me happy - but then he explained that by giving everyone the fish they would then be connected back here to him and that was important. I felt deep inside that there was something not right about this this ...controle ...I wanted to think nice thoughts about it and in giving the fish generously " how nice etc" 🌈but I just couldn't 😬I felt it was a bit of a con and wander if I should be involved in this giving of fish so that this control I could be had...I am puzzled and saddened as I wake.

We are in a big complex - G has a major role to play I seem to be of value and am doing my best yet I am keeping myself in the back ground. I become aware there are some teachings on - being given- I feel I should be there ...but wander why I am not...I see there are some who realy want to go and I could easily go but I am not...I am told its on Tatagatagarba. I finally go in, late, and slip into a seat anf put headphones on. It's wonderfully loud music and I love it - I start dancing and moving around with delight - people think I am a little mad.
I am jumping around on a mooving train I can't find G and shout if anyone saw him...no ...the train is picking up speed going passed the platform now ...I can't be sure G is on the train ...shall I jump off and wait or stay on....I stay on...the train is moving too fast - I am away and hope G is with me🌺

Watched moovies for a few hours yesterday afternoon up until bed with G and remember regularly that " I am dreaming " and that " I recognise I am waking up and stay still..listen and pay attention - keeping my eyes closed"
After last mornings vision of waves with glistening sunlight ..looking so perfect - I know this was achieved through waking with silent soft purpose and willingness to bend myself through time and space to the next dimension ✨

I go to bed around 10 and listen to a compilation of songs I gathered together today on iTunes about Lucid Dreaming - they are a beautiful mix of alternative,hip hop, rock and lovely female Irish vocals... I haven't been giving time to listen to music for a few years now ... So I did this on the spur of the moment and am surprised I enjoyed it sooo much - I listened before sleep in my dark lucid dream room - alone and ready for my Sunday morning lay in ritual of being who I am - a lucid dreamer

Woke up at 3 am and listened to the music compilation again - allowing my mind to drift ( awake ) with images of myself in my lucid dreams ...flying and other such enjoyable stuff...flying into the brightly lit night without a care in the world✨

This went on for about an hour and a half - so a decent wbtb - " I remain with myself I stay still on waking and watch in silence my next dream form agin and again" are my mantra's

Two Lucid dreams which could have gone into 3 ✨

Suddenly I find myself in the dream world - first I am within the imagining I mention above ...my music stopped some time ago...then the thought enters my head that I could be dreaming for real✨
It's dark so I play with the darkness- I remember to look for something ...a ladder - I see it coming into vision through the darkness ...I start to move my arm and take hold of the step - then the next, then the next. The scene becomes clearer as I pull myself up the ladder very easily now.
I am in a very clear scene flying through the sky and enjoying it! It's twilight - not too dark but not blazing sun either. I call out to the/my awareness behind the dream
" Show me something significant. Something I can learn from - show me however you want"
Next I am running through a jungle like environment - it's day time. I find myself at a train station - a train is waiting on the track. I run on to this train that's waiting at the station - it's the very first carriage where the driver would sit and drives the train - it is clear the driver is me. The doors close behind me and I go up to the control desk at the front- looking confidently ahead I press the red button in the middle and the train begins to move forwards. I notice that there are some people on the carriage sitting behind me, but I concentrate on the track because we seem tobe getting a good speed up - we are going too fast in fact- before we know it the track had split Into 2 at a junction and it seems we were going to fast to stay on the track and another train is in the way of us ...as we swerve to the left ... We come off the track ...I manage to press another red button and we are going forward again back on the track once again ( magic ) This happens again a couple of times but we always end up back on track ...but then this last time it's off the track for good...we stop

I can't believe the LD is lasting so long and there seems to be a plot - I am really enjoying myself

The train stops and some guards rush on - my god this is exiting - they seem tobe coming for me! I go up the 2 ladies and very vivid looking man on the train just to the side of me and l say
" You know this is a dream right?"
". No ...really ! This is a dream?" The guy says to me happily but shocked as well.
" Yes - say this it to your self again and again - This is a dream - This is a dream- Just keep repeating it. It will help you to remember - ok?"
" Yeah ok - I will do that" he says to me

The guards come up to me and begin to take my arm as if he is arresting me - wow - I feel exited to be going through this plot with a DC who wants to arrest me this is not my usual experience up to now in my lucid dreams and I am very exited to be here! So I allow him to take me away
" Ok " I say " I will come " and I follow him
As I walked by the people I just spoke to I could feel myself coming back to my WL body. I looked him very straight in the face and said
" The dream is fading now... I am waking."
" Ahh " he says " The fun is over " and he smiles at me ...
" Yes..."
But I stayed still and remember to watch the darkness behind my eyes...and I am back in the dream again✨

I see some ladies swimming in a glistening pool of very refreshing looking water - I walk into the pool and emerge myself in water - it's lovely. I stay a while in the there ✨

I wake and need the loo - another Deild otherwise would have come
I feel very grateful and happy and know I must stay with my present LD work and reminders - I am lucid - I am dreaming

3rd Lucid I wake around 7am to record
M was so unwell - her whole body I'd skinny and contorted ...she try's to bully me into working harder. I am very straight with her
" This is a dream - you have no power over me"
" you always have the perks and I don't like it" she says
" Well yes I enjoy the perks - so what - you don't look well. How are you?"
" I am not well " she says
" Try to heal your self " I say to her and I feel the dream fading
Before it faded fully I am in another scene on a bed with a baby who is very unwell
I am the one taking care of him ...he keeps rolling about and almost falling off the bed ...
I wake but fall asleep quickly once more...


Lucid again but I think Semi at first then becomes more lucid after the healing
I am running through a corridor with a group - there is a row of lights coming towards us - it's unclear where they come from but they shine towards us from the space infront - I know instinctively that I need to align myself with them so that they can enter my body properly...I shout out to those behind me to do the same. The lights come and I made lots of little adjustments to get the flow coming straight in to me. First at my head I hold it for a while ...then by heart - I hold and take in the light - then my base chakra or entrance - I let the light run through me from this point of entrance for a while - it feels good and strong and healing - it feels amazing✨
Then we, as a group,are running outside in the fresh air and I am shouting
" This is a dream -This is a dream" I am laughing as a speak
" Haven't you ever had lucid dreams?" I ask them
" No not really ...maybe a few " one girl answers me and the others offer similar responses.

I am looking after a child again and a baddie keeps coming to try and take/posses the child but I blow an almighty wave of fire breath on him - haha - seems todo the trick and each time he disintegrates away ( next time I will confront him straight on and ask him what exactly is going on with this scene!)
I feel I am receiving some inner guidance as I move through corridors and rooms and up stairs ... We met with the obstacle thing again and I use my fire breath again to shoot him back into oblivion.

Some lucid moments followed later
- I am on campus with a group of friends - dancing, drinking, smoking, competitions ...I excel in everything
- We are in a ritual like situation at one point and I play an instrument - the energy is high.
- Another lucid moment I am asked to drive a big car backwards down a very steep slope and keep the car in and exact straight and I manage
- Wow what a cool mornings work

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