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Frag: Woman in a long-sleeve yellow sweater, and another one in gray, standing next to each other.

Frag: Woman whose child is/is infected with a parasite. Quote something like "You would do it if it was your kid too".

Dream: In 9 kitchen, realize very quickly that I'm dreaming, finger through palm, "I'm dreaming". Walk out from behind kitchen counter and head out the back sliding glass door. On the way, grab a piece of toast remembering to try and taste things at every opportunity; it tasted good! Not too crunchy, not too soft.
It's daytime outside, and the only DC is my family's dog. I look around quickly and things are starting to lose visual stability. I fingerpalm and repeat "I'm dreaming" and things start to clear up. My family dog reminds me that I wanted to summon my own dog, so I do the turn around and expect method, as well as calling his name. It works! I pet him and he looks pretty much 100% accurate unlike I and other humans sometimes do (i.e. in mirrors).
I look around at the sky again and this enhances its visual clarity. I can see the moon up there, and a few clouds although it's mostly clear. While I was looking up, the yard and house below changed into a large field like the golf course behind my house.
I was near a tree so I decided to fly up. The process of flying itself actually stabilized the dream as I felt the sensation of wind in my hair and across my skin. I flew up, spinning lightly for fun (not rapidly so as to avoid changing scenes) until I was above all of the trees. I noticed an object that looked like pile, with a twig or branch and some other stuff, but was very low in detail, as were the trees now; their shapes were very basic geometrically as if I had gone too far away and their LOD was set to low, and when I approached them again, this didn't change back to high detail (for the trees). The stick was there and I picked it up and discarded it. I also saw a notable number of pieces of paper with writing on them, only one at first, but as I hovered around the tree, I saw three or four more. At first I had some kind of instinctive feeling that they were "real" and that their text wouldn't change, and actually believed and expected that, but ultimately each of them did. One of them looked like a movie ticket, another a restaurant receipt, and another maybe a government postcard (like voter registration).
After a bit up here I floated back to the ground and thought about who to summon. I picked up an advertisement postcard with a photo that reminded me of someone. I was going to try and summon them but while I was thinking I accidentally closed my dream eyes, and when I opened them again I was awake. Bummer.

Dream: Practicing with gun in yellow-lit hallway/range with unknown DC man. We each have both an M16 and a handgun. I'm playing with the sights (for some reason there's a telescoping sight? hard to explain). I feel a strong surge of hate/frustration/resentment towards the man for some reason. As he puts down the M16 and is drawing his handgun, I put down my handgun and grab the M16. We both start shooting at each other, but no sound or bullet wounds or feeling is accompanied, just our angry faces and the guns moving as if they're firing. I get frustrated that the gun won't shoot and am pressing the muzzle of the gun up against his face and deforming his face. This sight reminds me of something else and I wake up.

Dream: FA where I'm in bed. I feel intense vibrations and want to try and DEILD. I realize it's a dream quickly but don't do anything about it, and sort of DEILD into another FA. In this new FA, the TV is on and I think The Price Is Right or another game show is on. I pay attention to the feeling but ultimately don't do anything. F's voice starts to come from the next room and I wake up. Interesting lucid, just focusing on the sensations rather than doing crazy stuff the whole time.

Notes: Overall the first lucid lasted somewhere between 1-3 minutes I would say and was really enjoyable. Also, I hadn't really been practicing any day or night work, but have just been writing down dreams. I just woke up coincidentally early today (F got up to go to work) and I decided to tell myself 2-3 times "I will become lucid in my next dream". Very low-effort lucid!

Edit: Added second fragment.

Was talking to a woman telling me that if I bought a stuff animal I would become possessed by it. I then become lucid and tell her I won't and she tells me a lot of bad things will happen to me then. I started telling her look at all the things I can do right now. I levitated a few objects and showed her that everything around us can be manipulated. She seemed to have froze in shock. The dream scenario changes to my room and I lose lucidity

Hexagonal button
with womans face on it (yellow),
maybe military button
12 noon woke from nap
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Date of Dream: TUE 20 NOV - 2018



Dream No. 487 - He's Resting In Peace

This was a very quick dream. I remember that as I was falling asleep, I would notice occasional white flashes. To the actual dream now, there was no sound, only sight. This dream played in third person mode. The scene took place in what seemed to be the base of the Heavens, on a hard cloud that living beings could stand on. The camera angle was from the side as it showed me on the far end and 18-Volt in his WarioWare Gold appearance, standing next to me. At the furthest end of the cloud was my mum’s deceased uncle Peter hovering holographically as he spoke to me but also took notice of 18-Volt. He looked completely contempt and happy with the environment he was in, suggesting that he was most certainly resting in peace. Peter's appearance was also completely accurate to how the family remembers him from real life. The scene went quickly and I soon woke up.



Dream No. 487
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No



The occurrence of this dream is interesting and is rather prompt. My mum's uncle passed away on SUN 20 NOV - 2011 at 5:00 AM (AEDT), so TUE 20 NOV - 2018 is his 7 year death anniversary. On the 19th, mum and I went to visit the remaining family in Geelong, no correlation to the death anniversary though, we just wanted to go because we haven't been in a while. Peter was mentioned in conversation though and I said to them, "If I hear anything from him, I'll let you know". On the morning of the 20th, I had a WBTB in which I used the time to "speak to 18-Volt" (one of my reinforcement techniques). I told him that it was Peter's death anniversary today and also a little bit about who he was. I then asked 18-Volt if he could accompany me to see Peter and check in on him. I specifically asked him to be a mediator so that unauthorised deceased spirits wouldn't be able to cause havoc upon me. I finally said that I would allow a week for the task to be done as I wouldn't expect a dream to incubate straight away... SubC. proved me wrong.

It's after doing the general, non-lucid WBTB with 18-Volt that the dream occurred (after 9:15 AM) and rather than just seeing normal black after having my eyes shut for a while, there were also the white line flashes. It seems like the dream had gotten straight to the point and there was no nonsense in it; it was quick but vivid. I'm absolutely amazed how it occurred immediately as well as being successfully on the day of the death anniversary.

As mentioned in the recap, the only sense that seemed to be at play in the dream was sight. The dream had acknowledged my request for 18-Volt to be with me as that's the first thing the dream camera showed from the third person angle. He wasn't standing more to the front or the back, so he wasn't dominating or receding; he was right next to me, which to me, shows a united effort or a united bond and the feeling of "we're in this this together". There was some space in-between us though which suggests the sense of our own, individual identity and that despite the bond, we are still two different beings.

Whereas me and 18-Volt were standing on the ground in physical form, Peter was floating as a ghost. This shows the difference that I am from the land of the living and 18-Volt takes my side from thought. On the other hand, Peter has come from the land of the deceased and is now most definitely a spirit. It was just the three of us in this scene, there was no one else or nothing else that could cause any potential harm or distraction. In the position that Peter was floating in, it suggests to me that he has descended from the higher "souls of the deceased allowed only" part of Heaven to meet me and 18-Volt in a secret, uniform, public space designated to these kinds of interactions.

I find it absolutely heartwarming that Peter also seemed to acknowledge 18-Volt's presence as he would actually sometimes turn his gaze towards 18-Volt and move his mouth and gesture at him (remember, the dream only used sight, no sound). The task was recognised though as I was the main one that Peter interacted with. How Peter interacted and behaved in this dream tells me that he is completely satisfied with where he is and that he didn't have any particular messages for me to pass onto my family. The dream scene was very quick overall which maybe does suggest that Peter much prefers to rest and this was more like a reassurance thing so that I could indeed tell everyone that he was/is fine.

Date of Dream: SUN 18 NOV - 2018



Dream No. 486 - Separated Sections

Dream 486 A - Trapped In School
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, my mum was in the car, driving me down one of the main roads. She said to me that she didn’t like how I was doing nothing at home all day, especially that I should be reading more. So, without my knowledge, she had enrolled me back into primary school (we seemed to call it “elementary – USA” school in this dream, so that’s what I will refer to it as).

As we got further and further on the drive, I actually felt somewhat angry at my mum for doing this. On High Street Road, I saw Dreamy WB up ahead, floating above the middle nature-strip in her Oktoberfest outfit. As soon as the car got close enough, I noticed her energy pulling the car in towards her (my mum couldn’t control the car anymore) and ending it up in a halt. When I got out, Dreamy WB gave me a pleasant smile but then I soon realised that she wasn’t the one who was going to help me.

She pointed behind me and so I turned around, noticing the dream guide that was actually going to be with me for the rest of the dream. The guy smiles himself and he fully, formally introduces himself, having an extremely warm vibe, making me feel comfortable with him immediately. He said he had an African appearance but he looked more like he would have been from Bangladesh or some similar location. He told me that his name was Parenthi, he was African, and that he was 60 years old. I then said to him “Ah, so if you had a real life counterpart, then he would be 30”. Dreamy WB then allowed my mum to head off again, with the addition of Parenthi invisibly sticking to me.

My recall is messy for the actual school scene. I walked around and I thought to myself, “who’s supposed to be my teacher?” as there was no formal introduction for me, I just landed myself on the school grounds apparently. One lady comes out of one of the classrooms and says that she is happy to have me in her class. I forgot what I said to her but she said it would be okay if I came in a few minutes and I got the impression that she was going to be a really good teacher and that I was really going to get along with her. I forgot what I did on the campus yards.

Later on, when I had finally entered the classroom, the teacher told me sit on one of the desks and then she started yelling at me. She said something about recess and wasting my time, once again, I have forgotten the whole conversation but now I perceived an extremely bad vibe from her. I then thought to myself, “Hang on a minute, when I started here, I was promised good things and now they have me trapped. I’ve got to get out of here”.

When the opportunity arose, I got up and ran out of the classroom. A couple of seconds later and the teacher realised, giving chase. I headed down the main footpath and towards the oval. Running across the grass now, I started calling out “Parenthi!”, although I realised it was getting harder and harder to do so each time”. Thank goodness he actually heard me. As I got to the middle of the oval, Parenthi faded into view, hovering in front of the childrens’ crossing and was waiting for me to come to him.

The teacher must have now realised what was going on as when I was just about to be in Parenthi’s reach, she opened her hand and I could actually see a holographic chain of energy, forcing me back towards her. No matter how fast I ran, it was hard to resist the chain and so I was pulled back. Just before the teacher could have her hands on me, the dream ended.

Dream 486 B - Unhappy Grandma
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, weirdly, the whole scene took place in my parents’ ensuite of our old house. My grandma from my dad’s side was mentioning how she didn’t like the fact that me and family weren’t visiting her enough. She did mention something about calling my dad. She was writing things down on a whiteboard but rather than to call my dad, she wrote “Call Parenthi”… So in the subsequent dream, Parenthi was still responsible for me? That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 486 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & Parenthi
Lucid?: No

Dream 486 B
Dream Guide: Parenthi
Lucid?: No



The way that Dreamy WB had introduced me to Parenthi seems like she may have been in some kind of relationship with him as she gained a slightly cheeky grin at the end of her smile. The only possibilities that I can think of for Parenthi is an older brother that doesn't exist for WB in real life, or Dreamy WB could've gained a boyfriend.

When Parenthi told me he was 60 and I said, "then your real life counterpart must be 30"; this was referring to a principle I had created that if the dream guide has a real life counterpart, then the dream guide is double the age of the counterpart although their appearance is the same. It's amazing how Dream 486 A spontaneously addressed this.

I got lucid tonight, using my new induction technique!!!
Last time I got lucid, I kinda joltet my self into a false awakening. It worked last time, but I couldn't remember the dream before I got lucid. Well tonight I do!! I went to sleep with the intention of recognizing the feeling I have BEFORE I wake up, and then force a false awakening.

I had a dream where I was fighting with my wife. I ended up going to sleep. The dream started at a party (goth themed apparently..) after the party on my way home, I was walking through a random neighborhood. I remembered I had to be ready for the waking up feeling, since this was a dream. I recognized the dream feeling and BAM, I got lucid. I Raced for good measure, and sure enough I was in a dream. I wanted to do something weird, Soni tried spewing fire. I couldn't do it.... Ohh well. I remembered I wanted to try some physical training in my dreams. So I tried doing fibgerstrenght training (for rock climbing). The gravity was not normal, so I couldn't even hang from my fingertips.... Well I tried. I tried jumping, shooting webs and running. Everything was super hard, since the gravity weird.. I woke up after, what seemed like a couple of minutes.

My intensions ledr to me actually becoming lucid. So my induction technique kinda worked? Buuuuttttt.... I'm back to working with the gravity and basic dream control shit.... I'll get the....