1 Ld, dild dream? Mindful So yesterday I began questioning myself or simply stating "dream?" periodically or when I got into auto pilot. It seems I got a little lucid DILD from it. Other than the practice I had a headache throughout the night that kept me awake. It was pretty bad. There was a blockage in my shoulder that I cleared up but it went up to my head. I had similar feeling when I did tummo almost 2 years ago. But it's a blocked meridian that got opened and the right side of the back of my head near the crown is throbbing poetry badly. It'll probably get better when it gets to the crown I think. So I had a hypnogigic state for a while earlier in night, had trouble dreaming from headache. I managed to "dream?" during the state and I was pretty sure if I had a dream during then it would be lucid. So I was pretty sure I'd get a Ld. The headaches were pretty bad though but I just told myself I wanted to be always lucid so it's like my body is doing this to remind me to be lucid and non auto. So I decided to begin labeling thoughts each time and remind myself "dream?" and that reduced the intensity and frequency a little. I then had a dream. About a friend dark haired European boy from elementry school I think, long ago. And his friend, a blonde girl. The plot sas something like them and a gangster like corperations fighting over office space. I experienced the dream in his pov and hers. She was kidnapped I(he) went to rescue. Ended up in sea, I was (her) and her black haired girlfriend escaped from the baddies since they were swim or diving instructors. After getting away I asked my (her) mom to give me a haircut to let go of the past. It was a Mohawk and looked pretty good honestly So now I'm the dark haired friend (boy) again. Things are going pretty well but he gets kidnapped and the gangsters uses accupunctures to block the meridians of the body to prevent speech or any movement. They feed me liquids to keep me alive. They put on two layers of masks one large one small funny face one to hide the face. On a wheel chair also since body can't move. So now they probably are doing ransom to the girl now. So now I (the girl) trying to rescue the guy. The "dream?" prompts me lucid and I levitate up the office building where they held him, and found him. I freed him, fixed him up and we beat up the baddies. Dream perceived length a day or two? Although I got lucid I still got swept up by the dream plot so I wasn't sure if I should put this as a Ld. It wasn't 100% Lucidity but control was good. Maybe if I didn't wake up after I'd have more awareness. Next time I will keep in mind to perform some personal dream goals. One is to create miniature sun to better light up dark dream scenes. And the other is ofc to be always lucid in dreams. Creating the sun should be pretty easy since creating black holes came pretty naturally to me. I keep having trouble making rooms brighter with switches or commands so this shuld come in really handy. I'll keep telling myself that it'll be easy to ask dcs for omnilucidity so I'll believe it and get omniloooocid
Had 3 nld dreams. Had a little trouble sleeping so that might have made Ld elusive. First one about my cousin and his aunt, just hanging in their house. Second one I think he was also there, we were progressing pool's that were frozen, it had some mutated creatures that adapted to cold and some crocodiles, we grabbed wooden planks shaped like bats to hit them in the face to progress. In the third one I was in school setting I had these jade pearls and had fight with someone. I'm leaving out alot of details but dreams lasted few hrs in perception. Today I tried going hard at ada/mindfulness, I was labeling thoughts like in vipasanna prior and today I just tried telling myself "dream " each time I went auto mode. I felt it working pretty well. My first responses were still mostlyvipassana style, and kindness mantra that I've used in the year prior though. During my visualization meditation I realized that there's no need to rush. That I'll achieve my goals either way if I stick with it. If I want it quicker then I'll have to try harder but I don't have to beat myself up over failures. I'm still tweaking my practices and if I get to my goals earlier that's great. Otherwise these practices are having positive effects on me either way. Dream?
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