All DJ Entries

Morning of March 26, 2019. Tuesday.

Dream #: 19,090-03. Reading time: 1 min 20 sec.



I enter a second-hand bookstore in La Crosse in late morning, with no recall of my waking life. I am still subliminally aware I am dreaming.

The bookstore represents one from real life from years ago though is oriented differently. The checkout is perpendicular to how it was in real life, though the entrance is in the same location. The young female cashier reminds me of the one from real life, but there is also an unfamiliar man behind the counter.

I am here to retrieve about five of my dream journals. I put them here not to sell but to have for later access but in a bookcase with public access. They are journals in hardcover form from 1995 to 2000; designs I only saw in Australia, yet their presence does not trigger recall of living in Australia.

There are other books I temporarily left here. I walk around the store and pick them out. I have an interest in four similar books of a set that seems to be about the pre-Capetian House of Bourbon (a play on a street name that intersects with our present home). They all feature heads of kings. I take these as well although they are possibly not mine.

I am wary about walking out without saying anything. I think about what I should say about taking my dream journals and other books home, as I am uncertain if the cashiers remember the dream journals are mine. I walk out with no reaction on their part other than a puzzled appearance.

---

False “memory” fascinates me in subliminal mode dreams. Another factor that has always interested me is how my dream self, even without dream state awareness, knows how to manipulate dream content without recall of my waking life. Instinctual dreaming typically takes priority over waking life memory.

A checkout is a feature in my dreams since childhood and links to the waking process, indicating that I am leaving the dream state as I would exit a store after looking around.

---

So I had one dream and an AP style thing. Bunch of other stuff to note as well i guess. I think the ap was caused from intention to help a fellow DVer with ap stuff.


Earlier that day.

I was indulging in earthly vice of online video game and had a video about dream yoga playing in the background.

Somehow youtube went to a video regarding Quantum touch healing thing. Talking about need to release emotional pain etc. I found it interesting so I decided to read the book and tried a few Techniques.


I slept for a while and woke up, maybe a few fragments.

Woke up then slept diagonally and just stopped using pillows. I felt the urge to try out the quantum touch stuff. Felt pain in an old surgical scar. I proceeded to try out techniques. I remembered the video about the need to release the anger. So I did. I remembered all the crappy memories back then and decided to face all the emotions I held back.

====memories===
I had a teacher who was very... Spiteful and one dimensional who based a majority of our grade on notebook cleanliness. Mine was a mess. I never really needed those things. I just remembered everything. And my home life was a mess. Just like my notebook. I got 0 on each of notebook mark and was barely passing even though without that I'd have the highest grade in class.. She made us sign stuff from home that the parents would see the mark.

My dad flipped. He always flipped. I was so much in pain. Told me to not come home unless I did better. I brought a knife from home at the crap apartment was preparing to off with it. I was caught. Yeah I had friends but no one to really talk about these kind of things with. It was the age of MSN messager and internet was banned. I ran away from home the following day. Was caught back home. That night I was hospitalized

The stress made my appendix explode. I almost didn't seek help. Part of me wanted to die. A big part. Had a surgery. Botched surgery. Had to stay home (just moved to the house in the dream below, right during my hospitalization) with nurses coming daily to change the gauze that got stuck to the flesh and drain the infection. Nothing to do but watch TV without cable. Money making infomercials and kids shows. Lasted a few months. Went back to school. Stress from incompetent teacher. Wound reopened the same day and repeat above.
===memories end ==

I cursed them all. I don't like being mad but I needed to release the energy. The scar I touched began to hurt. The nerves ran pain through my whole abdominal from the groin up to the chest right below the neck. Shooting sharp pains. Like needle being dug into flesh and pushed through in a vertical line. I honestly didnt even care about all this. About my memories. But if these memories are being replayed in background, they need to be gone, released, transformed. So I can make MILD or just intentions work without stuff blocking it. Yeah might sound overkill for LD fun but I think it's important for many other things too. Need to throw away garbage for a better self. Felt my body getting balanced. Muscles that wouldn't move properly before started to get better. Not prefect but better. I'll keep practicing then.

Focused on MILD after that, didn't want to dream about angry stuff. Had trouble sleeping.

+++Dream 1
I had dreamt about a house I lived in while in high school in the suburbs. I was in the with couple of friends from back then. I went into the basement, there was a furnace. I let the furnace go out of control and it burned the house and everything around it. The heat was slow and heavy, like magma or radiation. I think this represented my letting go of energy stuck deep emotional sink earlier.

And yes I ran away by myself. I said screw everyone else lol. I'm the opposite of that but it feels good to be bad sometimes

Went to a plaza nearby. In the supermarket there were special black peppercorns. Duno why but I was very interested in the peppercorns. I saw friends and others escape from the fiery abyss as I excited the store. And continued to check out other places. I found a quaint little snack shack sort of. And my friend L was working there. She was a short cute little Asian girl if that matters. They sold peppercorns there too and it was half the price of the other store!

I think i wake up now
++++

Stay awake for a while had trouble sleeping. Just focused on breath. Kind of meditation as I lay there. I realized I failed to LD today but. I thought forget about it. Took my own advice that I gave to a dv member about just rest and stuff regarding ap. I just thought I'd get good rest, no Ld or anything.

+++AP
When I woke up I had the familiar vibration sound. It's that sound that happens before dream and stuff. I focused on it. Made it stronger. Felt like I lost it so I tried again. The vib kind of waned; I thought I failed but remembered to try to stand up from my previous experiences. I did and popped out. It was very dark though. Couldn't see my hands as I explored my bedroom. Tried rubbing hands didn't work tried again didn't work. I saw trace of light leaking through the curtains so I went there. I opened them and brilliantly bright and warm yellow light basked me.

Woke up.

I focused on the vib again and it happened. I pushed myself out. This time I wanted to go outside. Headed out the room and saw stairs (heard whispers like ghosts or watevs but I paid it no mind) most stuff was the same. Went out the door to backyard and I saw those grape pillars you grow grapes (these are not suppose to be there) on that intersects at top like hash tags, not sure what they're called. I decided I wanted to fly through one of the hash tag openings and I jumped. Jumped about 2 3 meters but didn't fly. I climbed up and kept climbing.

Woke up

Pushed myself out again. But this one didn't last very long.
+++

Pretty long rant but I guess everything is connected. A little before the surgery I had my first sleep paralysis, well maybe many. Wasn't intentional just happened randomly and couldn't sleep. Didn't have much after that. So maybe me letting this stuff go reconnected some stuff.

My first experience I think was something like this. I had laid in bed for a nap and felt scared and heard scary vibration. I couldn't move and I saw a vision. I heard a heart monitor, "beep beep... beep" and I saw a hospital room. I saw a face of a middle aged caucasian man maybe 40s I think he was closer to 30 but bad health made him look older. Long face,sickly pale white as a ghost, freckles, short graying hair. Face shape similar to Dr. House but long before that show came out. The heart monitor for faster and faster. Beepbeepbeep. Until it flatlined, beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Anyways back to Ld. I almost always become lucid in my dreams if I hear the vib during it so could I induce it myself somehow?

A little week ago I had a DC trying to teach me true meditation. I woke up and heard vibrations when I tried to go into meditative state... Can I master that? Can I meet him again? So many questions.

Vibrations induced lucid dreaming - VILD would be totes cool

Date: March/25/2019

I dreamed at first that I was playing Sekiro and fighting a boss called the "Large Ape" or "monkey" or something, which might have been a boss I had spoiled for me. Anyways, I was fighting it and I got destroyed by a bunch of weird enemies on the way to it.

In another part of the dream, I saw Stephen near the lockers at school and I took a weird picture with him. At other parts of my dream, I was late for school assembly.

Fragment #1
I'm in what appears to be an elementary school. Sitting at desk are a bunch of adults, including myself or whoever I am in the dream. We are part of a government organization and we just finished some big assignment in which I had played some key part. Some official comes to speak with me, says things I don't recall now but myself and everyone listens and reads between the lines and come to the conclusion that the government now thinks I know too much and will have me killed in 4 hours. One of the female coworkers agrees to take me into another room and fuck me before they come to kill me. The dream ends before that, or I've forgotten any further parts of that dream.

Fragment #2
I've somehow transported to a strange place of large stone buildings and lots of people walking around in knights armor. I am later in one of these stone buildings in one of the rooms, and it seems I had been, or had been planning to,maybe both, fucking some woman that had been going around in knights armor and they were attractive underneath. Later my mom shows up with my stepdad and they are calling for me, so I yell out the window to them after cracking it about 2 inches, which is as far as it will go. I start to pack to get ready to go out to them. One of the things that was my packing is dumping the wet wax from a candle out on a plate which has 3 eggs yolks in it. I blow out the candle and place it sideways in the wax on the stone plate to harden and pack up.

I walked into the bathroom to see the entire toilet, from the top part you have to remove to the part where you lift the lid and pee, had been engraved by my roommate like a angry ex keying a car. It said something like "if this room isn't clean, you'll have to get a new roomate" or something

I was in my bed. I woke up to Meme and my roommate's boyfriend having sex. Someone came into the room and asked the boyfriend for shoes which, as he handed them over, hit my face a bit. The person asking for shoes told him 'you're such a libra'. I told him he hit me with a shoe and he apologized. Meme was smiling about something, then she left. I don't remember the dude leaving but he kinda dissapeared

I was in a cavern-like place kinda like in the movie US when the girl was dancing. I was walking back and forth, trading positions with someone I was trying to communicate with. We weren't exactly doing sign language, but we were trying to communicate with wierd hand signals. It seemed like we were trying to communicate something importatnt.

I was a little despondent earlier when I woke, just didn't have a LD. But I decided to jot down dreams a bit anyways. I was getting very short LD moments every 2 days lately and I was so frustrated. I wanted many long fun lucid dreams where I have more awareness! But after I thought about what happend in todays dream maybe it helped me analyze stuff and stuff wasn't so bad.

So I had 2 dreams I think, because I felt uninspired, I only recalled 1 dream in detail.

dream. It was in a classroom setting, I was playing a video game on a laptop. The game was projected onto the big white canvas thing that you roll out, just can't remember what that's called atm XD. I maybe felt a little anxious from my computer actions being watched by others. So I decided to switch to a desktop for some reason. An old desktop, All in one type. This is probably bled over from a week ago, when I went to help my dad tune up his PC a little. So anyways, I tried loading up the game on the desktop but it had trouble installing a video driver... M290 if I recall. So I looked up the video card driver but just couldn't find it or get it to work. The dream then ends.

I was also playing a game last night, so at first glance I thought it was just bled over from that event. But upon closer look maybe the dream was really trying to tell me something.

So the classroom would represent learning I think. Meanwhile the game was the fun thing I was learning in the class (lucid dreaming). The projector could represent that I'm recording the progress online where other's could see, or it could mean something else. Anyways the laptop was newer than the desktop, since it's smaller too, it could mean a new paradigm or the new methods I've been trying that's actually working and progressing well in regards to LD. While the Old desktop could be the old paradigm, beliefs, and old way of doing things that's not working - something like that.And trying to install the driver is like saying, I have the ability to do this like everyone else, but lacking the proper coding stuff to get it working finally. Interestingly the m290, when I googled it showed a 3d printer, so like the desktop's missing the piece to materialize it. It just needs that tiny instruction manual so it can print out tangible physical results.

Thought about it a bit more and the projector could also represent the ability to astral project or something. Saw some posts regarding raduga's technique. And hukhif's new dream journals popping up. Duno just rambling random stuff but oh well. Since with the graphic driver thing, I knew what I needed, but didn't have it, it could mean a technique that I know, but didn't practice. Maybe a message to try Raduga tech again, or learn Gravity RC.

I've been getting interested in the gravity RC lately, never did it since I knew it's a hard tech. And I don't want to get into it half-hearted, if I'm gonna do it I'm gonna master it. Because my daytime mindfulness practice is starting to becoming second nature, I could probably maintain it with minimal effort, and do the Gravity RC. Maybe I'll make a post to ask some questions about the Gravity RC.

For the Raduga tech, since I've been reminded of it randomly on this forum, I thought maybe I could incorporate just a small part of it to my practice. I think the problem with the technique is that you try get into AP/Dream state as you wake up, so you have no time to do dream journalling, and your recall might suffer in the long run. So my thought is that as I wake up, I'd replay the previous dream in my head 2-3 times to ingrain it into my memory, meanwhile trying rolling and other stuff a few times. If it works great, if not then well, it trains prospective memory and that helps with lucid dreaming right?

Those were my thoughts.

I did meditation as always, but had the chance to do it outside, since it finally stopped snowing and there's only traces of snow left. Anyways once I reached the zone, I did the MILD mantras, the new ones I thought of yesterday. I really reallly like these new mantras managed to get me excited today too- they get me real excited and I think that was what was missing in the previous mantras that I tried. Emotion, STRONG emotion or feelings might be the missing key to MILD. It's kind of like creating a anti-trauma or a reverse positive trauma kind of; much like how you'd get a bad trauma that could anchor beliefs into your head, you'd also need a strong emotion to create the opposite. Maybe there's a proper word for this positive trauma - positrauma haha

hmm.. the tuning desktop thing happend a week ago, so perhaps it also indicates current incubation period of 1 week. Who knows?

Summary:
Gravity RC/ Raduga on awakening - maybe experiment stuff
Need strong feelings for most effective MILD and incubation
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK
Be patient... It's working


READY TO LOOCID DREAM!

Sunday March 24th 2019

War is about to break out and I do nothing… gah.

I was in this weird center, just lying on the ground… got up and realized that it was actually a dream due to my weight, then went about to learn a little bit more about this place.

Still not sure how last night went through on me leaving Lyseno and ending back home or in DW, not sure. Anyway while walking find myself back in the beast men place and it seems this center is also part of it.

I do get to talk to a few creatures and they ask me how comes I don’t know of this place. But also assume I must be another refugee from the war.

Apparently a lot of humans flee over here and try to stay away from war since this nation is a bit more peaceful than the other ones. They also seem to have a lot of historic records about the world before the war began, much like how when magic and beast men were found everything went crazy.

Back to sleep.

I’m walking around in the street, having trouble moving and getting lucid. I remember about the historical records and want to find out more about it. Talk to a few people… cat people, or dog? I don’t know. They tell me about this museum close to the middle of the city, it is a blue building so I go there.

Obviously, me been me get lost along the way and keep asking for directions for a LONG time. But never truly find the place and eventually feel like waking up, also feel a bit stupid because I could have just used Scan to reach there, but whatever.

Back to sleep.

Talking to someone in a corner, they are telling me about all the crazy things they do for a living and how much money they make a cycle. I try to not mind much the conversation and get lucid not long after.

I ask the guy about the museum and he tells me the direction, but remember I always get lost… so just use scan and find my way towards the place.

Once I am there, see the guy who was with me two nights ago I believe. He greets me and asks me what I am doing there. Tell him about my interest to look into the records and he gets really excited.

It seems this is an interactive thing that allows you to speak with the people of the past and walk alongside them and maybe change the past if you are good enough, however that has never happened.

There are three events that he says are key, and they ALWAYS Happen no matter what, and after he saw me fight the dinosaurs he thinks that I might be able to change it if I go inside, so he takes me there,

Back to sleep.

When I come back to my senses, sitting in the middle of a very spacious room, the place is elegant and cold, stand up and become lucid then wonder why I am waiting here.

I look in front and see my… companion. I don’t want him to be a friend or will miss the guy and he could die like the grandma so don’t mind it much.

After talking to staff I am allowed inside, where he shows me a bunch of rooms and then takes me to a central room. This one is completely different from the other rooms.

So far, the whole museum has been a place painted in blue and white with cute lighting everywhere that makes it feel somewhat cold, white light.

This room however, is on a whole different dimension. It feels oppressive, painted in dark colors, there is a black light glowing and yellow lights atop the room. Can only see three small paintings in the place which seem to be really old.

He explains to me that each one is a representation of the beginning of time of the three great current races, mages and cyborgs and beast men.

It seems, a few centuries ago (Not sure how long at the time) the ever growing human population found out about some small population of really powerful mages and when they did, they disclosed to them magic and the existence of the small beast men population.

That made them want to study through force and submission, which quickly lead to an all-out war between all three destroying what was once known as humanity and leading to humans to fuse with their machines in order to survive the war and be able to fight back, after they had pretty much self-destructed by started the war.

Back to sleep.

I am sitting in a corner of a round room… so dark. Stand up and get lucid, then see someone come in with a glass of water not long after. Oh you!

He gives me the water and says I just out of nowhere fell. Explain to him something about been ill and what not, he believes me and we move on to the center of the room.

He tells me to grab onto the little statue in the center and look at one of the paintings, so do that and look at the one right in front of me that seems to be a robed person.

I am looking now inside of the painting, I have been transferred to the past with a lot of people in robes. They are afraid of me and say humans are not allowed him. Ask them if we are a different specie and they seem to think so.

We talk for a bit and they kick me out, then I see that the war begins with them using magic spells to disable nuclear weapons as well as some things falling from the sky and other random weapons I don’t know much about.

They start to bombard humanity with large area of effect spells and I stop them then wonder what is the meaning behind this. They seem surprised I can also use magic and attack, so I start to subdue them slowly and then teleport to the outskirts of their land, where I see human armies coming and massacring everyone

I stop all the bullets and shot them back at the humans, then teleport around and take out the heads of different countries until there is nobody left and then go back, make a mirror spell that will protect them and they all seem content now… they apologize for trying to exterminate another race, as that is not their original teaching and suddenly I feel weird…

Back to sleep.

I am touching a statue, someone asks me how it had gone and then I look at him confused, get lucid due to my body been so heavy but still feel disoriented.

He says that I changed the past, then makes me look at the painting and says it ejected me, as I was messing with the past and changing its course from the arche mage side. I feel confused when he makes me turn towards the humans and I get transported to an expedition… something about them finding the mages was bad, basically one of the explorers wanted to use them for his own purposes while another one wanted to leave them alone.

They fight and are about to kill each other, I am still feeling all weird and foggy, so walk over to their fight and kill the one who wants to take advantage of it along with most of the crew, only letting the other human stay alive. He goes back.

The dream shifts and somehow others found out about it. I am more nauseous than before. Try to think of something and then figure I can fake to have a ball that shows the future, so show humanity through internet that they will face extinction if they fight against them, but nothing seems to change. The scene keeps changing and then I am in the middle of the war, pissed off now due to feeling bad.

Raise my hand to one of the warriors, who is now pissed that I am not fighting the other races. I proceed to kill him and everyone in the division, then proceed to kill as many soldiers as possible and deactivate all their weapons and destroy technology for humanity then get ejected again…?

Back to sleep.

I am still feeling nauseous so puke a bit… blood!? I get a bit concerned so stand straight and try to explore my own body, become lucid while doing this with my hands been super light and then wonder what happened.

The other guy says he saw what happened, apparently I can still change the future but still do it through destruction so the past attacks me back. I get ejected because I am currently weaker, however for someone who changes the past the backslash should kill them.

Ask him why he brought me here if it was this dangerous and he says he has fought me before, then starts to transform. The werewolf!

I finally see that he is the one I fought at the time, he seems to think that I am just a random traveler from somewhere else and asks if I am even human. I tell him that in this body, I am but a self created organic being. He seems confused so I explain to the best of my abilities to explain.

He says that what really brought down humanity was one of his elders, who after going berserk had destroyed more than 50% of humanity alone and that forced them to create their new cyborg technology and go into hiding. He seems to regret the decision of the elder and so does his people.

He also asks me what my connection with this timeline is, as someone who can survive changing time, I either come from a different time or I must be able to use time magic, so show him. He is not impressed and asks me to go to the last place.

Back to sleep.

I am sitting in a grass field. I am not sure what is happening but feel somewhat ill… wait! Remember about before and assume I am dreaming, but just to be sure do my RC like normal and yep, dreaming.

So start moving when I realize there is a huge war going on, a lot of scared families and a lot of destruction.

I try to hide from all that but people are afraid of me since they do not recognize me and point at me, making the soldiers come for me.

I run a little and jump over a small cliff, falling next to a road and then see more military coming from up front… damn! They start to shot, so jump over to them and grab their guns, then make them shot each other out before teleporting atop the mountain I see in the distance.

From there, can see the world. Why is this one different? It feels more packed with information, is it that they have more information of their own history? Maybe so.

Can see in the distance, the building I saw in the central city in the future but a lot more destroyed.

Teleport to that place and find two old looking creatures.

The first one seems like a wolf, but he is actually a tall bird, was just looking the wrong angle? He seems to have arms like a human but otherwise is a bird. Only the wings have feathers like that of a normal bird and everywhere else, it’s like a penguin with fur-like feathers.

He looks at me, and asks me what is going on with my race. I shrug and look at his friend, he seems much weaker, this one IS some kind of family member to dogs.

We talk for a bit, I learn that he has come to try and make a treaty with the humans and failing, he sends me to the humans and tries to get me to befriend a random student that seems to be related to the current head of the war expedition general? Or whatever his rank is, but I wake up.

Back to sleep.

I find myself in a mall. Walk around and see… skins, ugh. Become lucid and decide I do not want to be here when I realize that this is where the other guy sent me to, the bird thing.

I try to find the human he asks me for, but can only find a lot of skins the humans took off the conquered race of beast men. They even boast about it which leads to me fighting some of the guys in there and beating them pretty hard.

It seems that instead of making him my friend, the guy becomes agitated and gets me in trouble with the military, so I teleport outside.

Forget we have technology… so everyone knows my face. I end up fighting military guys, teleporting behind them and killing them, blowing up their machines, their tanks, the airplanes and other things. I keep getting angrier as they just don’t get the idea.

It quickly becomes night and I end up having to go to the mall again for food. While eating, some more humans spot me and get scared, I go to the other place with the bird guy and then find him screaming.

It seems one of the humans killed his companion and he is going crazy. Try to stop him, he is flying all around the place and I keep chasing behind him. Finally stop him and we talk, we go through pretty much every hall and tell him he should calm down before a disaster happens.

He says the humans killed him over and over, I try to calm him down and finally get him to at least talk normally to me. He explains that he had come to fight but he wants the war to stop, asks me how it went and tell him how badly it went…

He finally tells me we should go give a good grave to his friend and we go. We are coming from a hall that leads directly to the center of the place, where I found him weeping over his friend.

The center is also how to go up several floors through stairs, and we seem to be on the third floor and going towards a balcony so will have to fly down. When we reach the balcony however he stops and then a giant wave of energy goes around him, pushing me down and making me fall… what?

Go quickly over to the balcony and see his friend had been skinned by a now terrified looking human, he points at the bird and me and I find that is the stupid son of the other guy, the bird flies down, takes the skin off the hands of the human along with his arms and goes to the dead body, calmly places the skin over his friend and then turns to the human, he stops screaming and is now crying.

I allow the bird to take his sweet time killing him and then realize this is the disaster. His energy is growing and he suddenly shots onto the sky. I follow suit and recognize his despair to be the thing birthing the power.

He finally snaps and the energy is about to start the destruction. I stop him by dissipating all his despair and then anger onto the sky as red snow, then tell him to calm down. I am a human to some degree, so I will stop their stupidity. He tries to protest when he detects I am using huge amounts of condensed hate myself and says nothing, I thank him for helping me to create an old power again and move to the front lines and obliterate once more, all of humanities forces.

When I feel the ejection, force it closed and take myself out of the painting. The other guy seems to be pleased and says it would have been great had I been at the war centuries ago.

He points to the front and says the statue we saw at the beginning is a memento of his great, great grandfather who had died over 700 years ago during the first war. He also says there is a second war coming right about now and I look outside but wake up…

Back to sleep.

I am against a balcony. Get lucid while playing there and then hop outside. Find the wolf from before and he says we are about to go to war. I tell him that I Won’t be of much help.

He says it is ok, this is his family duty to stop this war.

They seem to be fine until the humans use a bomb that is instead of a normal bomb, a biological weapon. Both other races can stop the damage, but only if they are strong. And unlike normal weapons they can’t stop the explosion as it moves along with air and stopping the current of air would be also disastrous.

They are not sure what to do, but stop the normal attacks.

I want to stay for the war and help out, but will be waking up soon. I just know it! Quickly teleport to the frontlines and grab onto the biological weapon. My body is about to splurt blood but I manage to decode the virus, stop it inside of me and then kill every single part of the virus in the air before it moves out and also destroy all the data and other bombs like this one the cyborgs have on their end, teleport back to the wolf after that and let him know I will be leaving now. He agrees and says that was more than enough, they would take care of the rest.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

In the future, in an apartheid society where everybody is chip'd and identified wherever it goes. There is a way to clone someone's ID, but to get into some place truly undetected, one has to be really close to the person who has the original ID, so that there aren't records of the same ID in different places.
I am trying to get in or out the city (I think out), which I don't have permission to, so I am wearing a clone ID and I don't want to be detected by the system, so I have to tail this person. To get out of the city, we have to go through the tube of high speed shuttles and I am tailing in a smaller shuttle that also goes undetected, but I have to navigate dangerously close at vertiginous high speed. It's awesome. And the tube is light up with all kinds of neon lights.

I get semi-lucid and the tunnel becomes like a well in which I sink and go through different eras, taking different roles, from princess, to a japanese ghost (like the one from The Ring), but always dancing and just appreciating the details and their beauty.

Nela is staying with us at my mom's. We have to share the bed and I complain to my mom.
Then at my mom's doorstep, lots of neighbors gathering. My aunt and cousins are there to. Then I meet some guy from high school and he invites me to join him to some reunion with our school friends. They all look good except Mara who is bald from cancer treatments and is envying my braids.

I tried to do WILD again. I woke up in the morning, my body was relaxed, so I thought that it's the right time to do a WILD.

I lay on my back, and started to count my breath. After a time the position were always uncomfortable so I switched it multiple times. At the last switch I fell asleep and lost my consciousness.

I was on the street where I live at night. It was snowy everywhere. I started to swim in it shirtless and I slipped down the road. That was funny for me

Then the lucidity kicked in. I remembered that I was trying to do WILD.
-blackout-

I was inside our house, I wanted to go somewhere else, so I tried to go thorught the wall, but I couldn't, so I tried to put my hands through the door. Nothing happened. I even felt the hardness of the material and the pain in my fingers. "Okay, another technique". I imagined the scene of a beautiful beach and then I opened the door. Damn , there was the bathroom like in the reality.

I started worrying about losing lucidity like last time. I did the nose RC to comfirm this is a dream. I started to rub my palms and then counted the fingers. First I seen 5 but then when I was countig there was 7. I had two thumbs.

So I opened the window of the bathroom and prepared to swim in the air. (My cat suddenly came to see me ) I knew that this is a dream so I jumped. I never felt myself light like this before. The feeling of my weight wasn't there. The sky was still dark. I flew down the street. I yell "Let there be light!". It doesn't let me control. The sky was brighter a bit, I saw lightning in the sky. Wow that was beautiful!

Suddenly I was running on the ground and then I saw coming the family of my friend.

Then I woke up.


It's funny how much I tried to gain control, my unconsciousness didn't give it to me.
I hope I will be more lucid next time.

It´s been since forever since the last time I journal anything. However, I kind of want to get back into it.

Sunday March 3rd 2019

Oh why hello there. Can you hide me for a little bit?

I am walking around a weird neighborhood with a lot of people just sitting on the street. Become lucid while walking due to the weird weight I have and then wonder why people are looking like that.

Try to remember how I ended up here last night but can’t remember, only know I was killing some sort of big guy when I felt the presence of one of the guardians I had created and teleported out of the way onto another planet, don’t want to fight them yet considering they would pulverize me and somehow ended here?

I start walking around and then notice that some people are looking up onto the sky. It seems that there are strata of cities one after another in the sky. I try to think of ways to get there without flight or teleportation but then decide against that and am about to start flying when some of the people on the ground suddenly jump on top of me! I end up getting dragged down by them and they ask me to take them up, no idea why. Try to talk to them when I wake up…

Back to sleep.

I am sitting on the ground. The place is filled with mushrooms and is very humid, pick up one of the mushrooms and smell it and then realize that the little thing is super heavy, look around and get lucid.

Remember what happened in last dream when trying to go up and then just try to think of other ways to move around. Don’t really know what I should be doing right now so just prepare to fly again when I see people looking at me expectant. Look at them back and force them down with gravity before taking flight.

When I am midway a girl comes and attacks me with a blade. Since the people were looking bad didn’t add too much force to gravity but still! This girl was obviously different from the others.

She was mad that I was about to leave without talking to them first, since they were some kind of guardians for this place. We got to talk about the place and they seemed angry with the higher ups, since they were taking all of the upside for themselves, and she wanted to get there but could not, they were about to try again and wanted me to come along so agreed to it but woke up before departure.

Back to sleep.

Remember been inside of a building, there was some kind of mist and I was about to move when I just couldn’t lift a finger… asleep dang!

Quickly get up and prepare to go outside and then get dragged by some people to hurry up. I am somewhere in a kind of tower, in the middle of a staircase and we are going upwards. They say it is weird there are no more reinforcements.

I try to make small chat with these guys but they all also seem wary of me. Try using scan and find out that they are wary because why would someone be in a lower strata when they can simply fly and evade all of the guardians.

Try to ask the girl why she asked me to come over but she ignores it, I can feel the pressure everyone has built up and to some degree that they are feeling to jump in for the kill at any second and would be glad I was not there.

See a window and I feel like going outside since it seems they are waiting for me to leave at any second. However when I move over to the window realize that we are upside down… gravity is reversed! Try to ask the girl but they are already moving and can’t catch up to them.

Back to sleep.

I am just sitting next to a small bench in a tower like place. Wonder what happened when I hear screams… quickly get up and worried about the scream I just heard and wondering if I should go towards it or against it.

After much debating decide I must go see what is happening and depending on what is going on right now will make my next move, this seems like the best option so far. When I am moving towards the place nothing feels odd, however it does when I start going up the stairs and then get lucid, remember the dream and hurry faster.

I have to go up a while before I see that they are been attacked by a faceless thing, it is all white and has some blood stains. I teleport next to them and punch the thing out then throw it down. Am about to go out to fight more but they say it should be dying from this height.

Proceed to heal the remaining team members and then they all say sorry… what for? They say they did not trust me but that is something I already knew, and was planning on killing them anyways, so there should be no problem at all.

Keep going with them and the girl becomes way more talkative, to the point I stop paying attention to what she says. There is one guy however, a magician that is still very wary of me, even more so than before because of the abilities I displayed earlier. We end up going another strata before I wake up.

Back to sleep.

I am just resting inside a log house, outside I can see a lot of people arguing and talking loudly but can’t quite make out what they are saying. Go out with them and become lucid in my way out.

My memory goes a bit hazy but I also had a short argument with the guys. Eventually that lead to an all-out fight and me subduing them, letting them know that if I meant to hurt them could do it at any given time and that finally shut them up, but didn’t help me at all in getting their trust. Getting back to the house just to pout alone.

Back to sleep.

I am just on bed, roll for a bit and then wonder if I should stand up. Feel frozen and immediately think about SP and think of ways to get over it.

Try to get off the bed but it is not working as expected. For some reason it feels worse every time I try to move and I Start to feel a little bit strangled… what the hell is going on! I try to stand up again and nothing, when I try to move it does not work. Eventually realize that this is not my room… wait, what?

Get lucid and then break free from the spell then head outside and realize one of the guys with the party did this to me. We still have to go up two strata and they are leaving without me, apparently they are mad that I intentionally hurt them, but no matter.

I decide to fly myself one strata above and then encounter a lot of attacks from the place itself? Why! I end up evading most of them and stopping some others and also realize that light does not come down as well as it should have.

Is that the reason why there are only mushrooms at the lowest level, since there is no sun? Or why there is only grass on here? It does seem somewhat dull. I try not to mind it too much and when I am at the top see that people are fighting over some food. I go and look at it and then feel kind of bad for them, so make some more without them noticing and the fight ends. Just walk around and find that there are some monsters I could be fighting, but wait on that since I feel like I will be waking up soon.

Back to sleep.

I am talking to someone on the street. Become lucid while speaking to this person and decide I want to go fight the monsters from before! Wait… fighting, what about Sensei! I need to fight him also, but don’t know how to teleport to him.

Try a few times and fail, try to think of other goals but just can’t wrap my head around it. While I am thinking see that the people have run away and then see that a monster has indeed come.

When the monster gets too close just shot it up with an earth spike and see it fall, then see people behind it… oh the guys from my party? Tell them hi and don’t worry too much about it then just continue walking since I will be going upstairs to the next strata.

They try to stop me and tell me that if I go up there will be a huge army to fight me back. I tell them not to worry about me and continue but they just keep going like nothing ever happened. I try not to mind them and keep going and eventually just wake up.

Back to sleep.

I am falling… so of course get a little bit crazy about it and then realize I am dreaming so stop midair and try to think about the last time I was here… go inside of the tower then fall up… forgot the place was in reverse.

I find myself going up as quickly as possible, running even. When I come about to the exterior see that the place is much more beautiful! It is like a completely different place from the other strata.

I start to wonder why is it that they keep it up here however, considering that I can see several islands and the best option would be to just destroy them and allow all of the land to have enough sunlight, also think that this is damaging other species and the monster species are getting bigger and taking out the weaker ones, which kind of pisses me off.

I look around a bit more and still can’t comprehend how it is that only the top islands get to have anything green in them that actually gives out food. Though the mushrooms seemed good enough for eating I still want to destroy the island I am currently on. Take my time to go around the tower and play around with some of the animals on the place.

I am playing around with the few species that I can spot when suddenly the grass moves violently due to a gust of wind and then the little… uh… lemur like thingy I am with seems to be scared. I of course get angry and stand up, expecting the little thing to run away from me considering my bad habit of having negative energy pour out, but it just cowers behind me. Why exactly, is it so traumatized that it decided I was safer? Walk over to where the wind came from and then can hear some noise, explosions?

Start to pick up my pace and eventually start running to reach faster. Not long after spot a very big manor with a lot of people inside arguing and then see the team I was with fighting against one older guy with blue hair.

He has a very weird clothing style all in white. The man looks my way and then shots at me. I grab the wind bullet with my hand and dissipate it then see that the others take this chance to fight him and start to push back the man a little bit. The people from the inside of the Manor come out finally and ask the other man if he needs help.

He says no but he is clearly been pushed back. The girl seems to be the best one suited for magic and she keeps cancelling the attacks from the man. He tries an area of effect spell and casts a whirlwind that just pushes everything down but they used that chance to throw up some swords that came flying down.

I don’t get their fighting style, it seems like they are ready to sacrifice themselves in order to kill the man with the white clothes and don’t care about the others, but that would make it useless right? I try to think of ways for them to win but they seem to be struggling too much.

The man manages to dodge and then continues to counterattack, they are currently weaker due to the fact that the whirlwind keeps pushing them down so I Finally step in.

Tell the girl to go ahead and attack the center of his magic, she does it out of desperation it seems and the attack stops. Then tell the others to attack, try to coordinate them. The bigger guy who is supposed to be the main warrior gets to the front lines while the girl just cancels out magic attacks from the guy. He seems annoyed that I am getting in the way since now he has to evade and is on the defensive when the other two guys use the same thing about throwing blades but without having to worry about been pushed back.

The guy was about to be stabbed when I saw a tendril of clothes come out from the manor and stop completely the blades then the people from inside came out. One of them was throwing down a giant fireball at the team while the other 5 made a cage for them and that was about it for my… uh, team.

I swap places with them using teleportation and stop the fireball then redirect it at the clothes from the other guy and see them set on fire. He takes out the fire quickly and a waterfall falls on me. They seem to want to drown me? I quickly push the water aside and dry myself using wind magic then push them. One of them is using earth-based magic to create spikes and throw them at me. At first jump up to avoid getting spiked and jump from spike to spike, cancelling out other powers when I realize they are the ones pretty much destroying the fauna… finally get fed up.

Teleport down and then stab the earth guy at his hearth, he looks at me while spitting blood and the others finally start getting serious. There is some kind of wind with a lot of humidity and then see that it starts to turn purple… poison! When they let the wave of water-poison out I grab onto it, take out the poison while moving around with the water and then freeze everything within the manors radius.

They all get stopped, including the people from my team who seem surprised now that I look at them. The white clothed man is about to speak so I cover his face with ice and let him die without oxygen. Then look at the others mad. Let them know I hate the current state of this world and that they should be ashamed.

The girl demands me to go ahead and liberate them since they are on my same team, so remind them they left me alone and also that I don’t care about them “Told you I could kill you anytime” tell them then feel weird… dang! Guardians!

I can feel their presence getting closer, so expand the water and make it toxic only to humans, taking out most of the stupid idiots in the islands before having to run. Only managed to destroy half of the islands before they reached on and stopped the destruction and in the meantime I managed to escape to a new world.

Recall my previous goal about Sensei and prepare to teleport to him but it fails and for some reason can not summon him either, feel a bit sad but can’t do anything about it right now since I am weak.

Monday March 4th 2019

Time control NO!

(Short form) after teleporting last night, end up in a planet with a weird mix between magic, mythical beasts and technology.

Human technology got really advanced and eventually everyone started to fight for supremacy, with for some reason werewolves at the top for beasts, human cyborgs on humans’ side and a bunch of random weirdoes like myself on the magical side.

I was mostly playing with time again so I could soon unlock time compression. I kept rewinding time in a fight between the three factions for a while and messing with it for a while, slowing some of the fights down and then speeding up the process.

At the time, I did not know that they were capable of time manipulation also and when I was resetting everything back to when they were fully powered the mages used their time magic to cancel my time magic, when the others asked who was doing it, somehow the wolves and cyborgs had already located me using different means and before I knew it I was going in an all-out war against all three of them.

I was mostly impressed by the fact that despite hating each other, the moment a 4th party joined the fray, they all went crazy about it and started to work together. In a very timely and arranged manner, like they were longtime friends. Or enemies who cares.

I kept getting attacked by the wolves at short range, the mages at long range and the cyborgs at middle range with some kind of laser sword and guns.

I finally managed to drag them all into an area more to my liking. The wolves were around me, 3 in total. They started by attacking in a triangle-position, one from the front going for the neck, the other two from my back sides, one going for my left side, the other for my right.

I use water from the river I dragged them into to push them down then try to drown them when it freezes then explodes towards me. Stop the ice shards midway and see the two cyborgs shot at me with their weird guns. Stop the energy and reflect it back to them then the wolves grab my arms… thinking that will help? I push them down with gravity then grab the coming laser swords of the cyborgs before been slowed down by time magic, so also slow down everything else and then teleport next to the mages.

Start to slaughter them at close range when a wolf comes from nowhere and stabs me on the back, I torn him apart and then toss the other two coming around, healing myself using their leader. The cyborgs decide to run for it so teleport on top of them and kill them as soon as possible. The wolves however did manage to escape, but whatever.

Tuesday 5th Monday 11th March 2019

I kept on that world, since my powers did not seem that odd the guardians are not looking for me there and am still able to continue experimenting with time and other powers. Found among other thing giant robots and that the wolves could get super strong at certain times as well as that mages had secrets not yet revealed for war. They were all going all out on secretly increasing their powers.

Tuesday March 12th 2019

Mages?

I was in the base with the mages in this world. Which apparently is named after a legendary creature from the past. Most likely one of the guardians.

Learn after a while that the mages have archemages who are training in a specific place, it seems all the races are looking for war and will go out of their way for this to create super soldiers so try to investigate but have to go to work.

Wednesday March 13th 2019

Archemage

I was playing inside the world with the three species again, kept with the mages. Found out they had this super big labyrinth with some sort of creature they were trying to defeat.

The creature apparently is so ancient it dates back to the time when the legendary one came at and defeated it then sealed inside of the labyrinth.

Only the highest level mages are sent there and of course I go ahead and enter into that place also with them.

Because of the tight security and me trying to stay hidden it takes a while. Stupid security. Anyways I manage to go inside with the mages and then things go wrong right away.

The black creature, as big as an argentinosaurus shaped similar to a Gorilla shows a reaction and then just stands up, stops fighting the other creatures and even stops looking for the hiding mages.

It just stares onto the horizon, I am using Scan so can feel it all. He felt my presence, blocks my scan on itself and then a whole fucking mass of energy looms on my direction before it actually moves. Teleport close to it and then see the mages petrified with fear at the creature looking for a serious fight.

The mages see us clash, me with a giant earth claw and the creature with its fist, they all start to run. I try to earn them as much time as possible and in the meantime fight the creature. But something feels wrong, awfully wrong.

The creature is stronger than me, and I can feel an ominous energy coming from it. The stupid archemages are slow and the thing is slowly growing stronger. I can feel its face been drowned in darkness and only see the white of its eyes.

The thing tosses me to the ground and jumps over me, I stop it by creating mountains to stab it then toss it back, try to use a void bomb but it fails. I tie the thing down with several layers of magic and when I see it will be broken soon teleport to the kids and take them out then disappear into a different faction since my cover has been blown.

Thursday March 14th 2019

Cyborgs

I am with the cyborgs this time. They don’t have much to show me other than technology I don’t like since I can do that already, but do steal some things in case they will be useful in the future.

Friday March 15th 2019.

Cyborgs and… uh, that thing.

Pretty much the only thing I learned is that they created a perpetual energy thing that powers up a giant machine like a… I don’t know, many things to name. But it’s a big robot, I don’t like it so let it go and just explore the town.

Saturday March 16th 2019.

Technological terror of food!

I discovered in the mechanical place, that the robots could actually make food. And then found one that was solely created for that, so I spent all the night with that one studying it.

Sunday March 17th 2019

More time training.

Since I was bored with the people in the android robot place, just went over to the country of beastmen.

I kept going for a while and found a lot of interesting creatures. All throughout my journey kept practicing my time magic and eventually got the hang of stopping and rewinding, was only missing my own personal magic, compression.

I use the rest of time in the dream trying to master compression for a while, and also spend time talking to the citizens of the country. A lot of them are really happy and not so stressed about the war like in the other places, but they do have a very strong army unit and they seem to also have special warriors and special creatures.

While I roam, find many humans whom I get to talk with, apparently they don’t care about race. But dislike the war so far. They have a bit of everything and I think their trump card is a mix of everything for the war to finally stop it.

While been in front of a meat shop, finally get down compression and can make the meat rot away and then decay onto dust in a few seconds!

I go over to the river where I fought everyone else as it seems to be close to their country. Finally I started the spell on myself and it made me feel tired. SO nearly woke up a few times and had to ground myself also, when I Finally got things down, I felt tired right away and getting over to a dry place was enough to make me exhausted, woke up shortly after.

Monday March 18th 2019

I am basically fighting against been tired all the time, kind of regret the new power but also know it is very important to keep it up. In just a few hours it will pay off so stop worrying and babying myself.

Tuesday March 19th 2019

Dinosaurs!

Most of the night I spent walking around with people again. This time I found the beast men have something similar to the black thing with the Arche mages.

I found that interesting and wanted to take a look, so one of the warriors took me to the place and I saw a nest of, dinosaurs? It seems they were not as aggressive, as you could pass by at certain times. It was just at the feeding time that they would go in a frenzy.

I asked the guy who took me there when that was going to be and he said we were still within feeding time and they would attack if we were to get close.

I of course wanted to get close, and could tell that they were kind of dangerous like the black thing, but not so bad. And not as bad as the giant creatures planet where I had trouble fighting the Rex, but they were still strong.

Since they were on a similar level to the black thing wanted to try how much I had gone with time compression and went inside.

My magic was super weak, since I could not muster it properly at the beginning. Which lead to me just running away and hiding in a tree, then on the tree, then on top of the tree.

The dinosaurs finally started to move and I started to practice magic. When I got the basics down again, jumped back down and then used it to strengthen myself. Turns out, I could withstand their attacks with just normal strength! I even got to fight them back nicely until there were too many of them.

I was pretty happy with the results so made myself dissipate into the dream and remade my body in front where my partner was waiting, thanked him profusely and went on our way through a bridge before waking up.

Wednesday March 20th 2019

Surprisingly I was still with my travel partner from last night. So that helped with getting lucid pretty quickly a lot of the time.

He was amazed that I had fought the dinosaurs… and I was amazed he managed to watch without getting attacked, He explained a bit but I think he was hiding a lot of information and I was too focused.

He kept on pressing the matter of my magic usage and how weird it was, and he basically wanted to learn more about it. So tried to teach him how to use the magic I had and he was pretty good at it.

Just to clarify, this guy was a cat-person. We kept talking for a long time and I eventually had to leave to train some more, but I’m pretty sure he was following me around for a while.

Ended up waking up after mastering most of my normal powers again after it had gone through the scope of time compression.

Thursday March 21st 2019

Didn’t sleep much, but had a lot of fun exploring the world of the beast men from above while flying, also found some people flying so it was fun talking to them.

Friday March 22nd 2019.

I was mostly relaxing in a house I found in the middle of a plains field, it seemed to be abandoned so didn’t mind much and was there, knowing I would have to wake up sooner or later.

Saturday March 23rd 2019

House, really?

At the beginning of the dream I was actually in Lyseno, no trouble there at all.

Somehow later on I ended up in a… uh, flea market, nothing too uncommon, even more so because I saw many in the planet I was at with the beast men. Except they all seemed familiar faces and also because I spotted family.

Eventually saw all my family members and they wanted to talk with me. Me been lucid declined but I kept going back to that place non lucid on the next dream and having to leave when I realized, it was rather annoying.

I start the dream in the process of starting my business I sat down on the toilet and nearly fell into the bowl. I get up and saw that the seat was the wrong size and had too much of the gap open. I lifted up the seat and flushed it. I saw a blue bad go up into the hole and got stuck. I reach in there and pulled it out and looked and saw nothing else there. So I flushed it again and this time the water started coming up and I can see that there were more bags stuck up inside the opening. "Who put this stuff in the toilet?" I was not about to stick my hand that far in there so I looked around for a hanger and unraveled it so that I get a hook. I took it, stuck it into the hole and started pulling out bags. Some were blue ,some were white and some looked to be cloths. At some point the hook got covered in poo and toilet paper and had to watch that I didn't get any one me. Then dropped the hook and it ended up falling behind the toilet. I stooped down and pick up the toilet and started carrying it but it was full of water and some started to spill. I sat it down and when I did that, the water line got stretched out too far and it broke, draining out the water in the toilet. I opened to lid and saw that it was now empty and clear of bags. I put it back into the corner and saw the strange sized toilet seat that was too long. I closed to lid and stooped down behind the toilet. The cord that looked electrical was disconnected and needed to be re attached to the back of the toilet.I removed to protective covering but ended up dropping it and shattering it on the floor. I brushed to peices back, grabbed to cord and saw the opening in the wall. It looked like it had water lime on it and was where I need to plug it in at.

Upon entering this dream I am Lucid. I am closing my eyes and focusing on a sex dream and a random partner. I suddenly feel something pick me up off of the ground and also an aggressive tickling sensations under each of my arms as though someone was tickling me there. I open my eyes and I see that it is the Predazord from Power rangers wild force! I see him looking at me with his yellow eyes and thought that the dream was gonna end with me getting wasted by him. But it didn't. He sat me down in front of him, releasing my arms from his mouth hands and the bad sensation disappeared. He said something to me and he smiled at me, lifting up the alligator head on his chest. We are out in the parking lot at the apartments and he sits next to me. After sometime of talking I feel him nudge me with his alligator head and then starts to rub under my legs with it and hoists my legs up to stick me with it but I decided not to go through with it and backed away. He quickly grabbed my in his arms and I can see that his chest was up and I saw all the teeth sticking out the side of that gator mouth. I don't think so!

I start off in this dream doing random things. I'm at what feels like Raymond and I'm doing someones hair,brushing their dark hair and rubbing the strands in the direction I brush.

Then I'm outside in an unfamiliar place. There are trailers around and we are in the woods. I do "something" and Ironman was there and I didn't know it. he flew down to me, pointing at me about what ever it is I did and says not to to that again. I avoid him and start walking away from him without looking where I was going. I tripped over a rock, flipping it.

I stooped down to flip it back over and I see ants start to pour out of a small crack in the center of the rock. Ironman scuffs and says "Now look what you'ev done." I look at him and see that he was all armored up and said "No thanks to you!" I walk away again and he follows me. I pick something up and threw it at him, hitting him in the helmet and then took off towards the house I was at earlier.

Iron man lists his arm and started pressing buttons on it. I stopped to see what he was doing. Another suit flies next to him that was empty and thats when I realized what was about to happen. "Encapsulate her." He commended as I yelled at him "what the heck-" I felt the armor slap on to my leg I bent to to try and pull it off but then felt it slap onto my arm and began to pull me towards the rest of the suit that was open. I struggled as I ran from it and ended up in a strange HI

I'm in the midst of confronting Tony but almost forget that their are pieces of armor on me and if the helmet gets on my head it'd be all over, plus I didn't want to be trapped inside of armor that can self destruct with you inside of it. I looked around so some kind of way to escape. In the ground there is a puddle with smelly green vapor coming from it. I run over to it and jump inside and realized that it is liquid poo.

I didn't care the armor got off of me right before I plowed into it and I saw Tony grimace "ew" I laugh at him. "sucker!" I knew I was in a dream and I closed my eyes and ducked down in the poo and gave a middle finger as I slowly sunk down.

Right before my hand went under I feel the armor grabs it and pulls me up out of the poo. I was covered head to toe and yucky poo and thought the he was gonna trap me inside armor, poo and all. But it flew me over to a pool that was next door and threw me into it.

The armor dipped me in and out and then the other parts started wash me in the water, scrubbing my head and back and once all of the poo was off, took me out of the water, sprayed me with something that smelled good and then the helmet slams on to my face.

I tried to get it off but I was not able to see and felt the rest of the armor cover my body. It shows me at the pool, struggling to get the armor off. Then I was able to see through the computer optics. I saw the house of the yard and people was coming out to see what was going on in the back yard.

4 dreams I think very brief Ld. Have trouble recalling one dream atm

1. Ld, just having awareness of the body but i knew I was dreaming, felt the changes of the body in regards to the past 3 days. Felt receiving some force. Kind of a light in the body that caused an orgasm.

Woke up stayed in bed a while trying to fall back asleep, decided to go pee, made notes on DJ, maybe shouldn't have since DJing wakes me usually.

Had trouble sleeping for a while. I tn may have had a Ld if I didn't record DJ, being at the prefect lding state. Meditated a bit by bedside to help sleep. Did a few mantra.

2.dream about bunch of people receiving a kind of personal sigil that gave them powers, I think i received like 7. It's like kind of a spiritual training school or something but I'm not certain. One lady tried to give me her sigil cloth but I didn't want it. She became furious and tried to force it on me. Caused a scene and others stopped her. Maybe I should have received it or atleast hear her out.

3. Still trying to recall. At same scene as dream 2 i think.

4. The scene was like a square spiraling halls that went inwards clockwise the middle being the stage.

Dreaming about being in a beauty pageant. Scene similar to d2 but slightly different. Wearing a polkadot bra that's too large outside of the white dress for some reason. Other contestants are trying to sabotage me. So all the contestants had to the cafeteria and get food there(got a pig head with noodles as a prank) . People are making bets as to who's gonna win, much like sports betting on a digital online platform. I felt overwhelmed and lacked confidence in myself. Someone made fun of my attire. So each person took a turn on the stage and performed their talent. I just sang on my turn. Forgot if I won but I did good if I recall.

Part 2. So the time reverses and replays. I become a liquid based monster with similar appearance as previous that clings by the ceiling as I progress the scene. Getting closer to the stage. Forget what I did x)

So yeah, actually might be 5 dreams haha. Will add more notes if i recall.

I felt a little desponent that I didn't have a long Ld. Didn't feel like writing down DJ but wrote it anyways.

Did shadow work yesterday that went pretty well on clearing doubts regarding a new mild mantra. This one may be a keeper. It's silly but really excites me. I visualized receiving the power for constant Ld, perhaps my subconscious tried to give it in d2... I'll try it again tonight and definitely receive it this time

"super omnilucid-dreamerrrr"

Date of Dream: FRI 1 MAR - 2019



Dream No. 551 - Lighting The Pillars

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I thought I was in a familiar suburb but then it was also very distorted. I was in this court which had a strip of shops and small businesses placed all the way along it. Apparently, this small business was owned by American voice actor Edward (Ed) Bosco. His role in the dream though, as this business owner, was to tutor high school students.

I entered into what was the facade of a scruffy small business building but the inside was just a house and it was also very neat and tidy. I didn’t end up seeing Ed in any of the scenes but one person that I did walk past was what seemed to be my deceased grandfather. There wasn’t much interaction with him though. In-fact, I have forgotten what happened in the majority of the indoor scenes.

When I went into the backyard, there was this girl around my age but I have forgotten her appearance. There was something going on outside and Ed was mentioned to be in relation to the issue. There was a large array of small chopped wooden logs sitting vertically on a flat wooden board, acting as a bench. The girl was mentioning something about how Ed was being nasty to some of the other students. Ed then came in some distorted form and said how the logs couldn’t be lit. The girl was defending me and saying that I could light them, she encouraged me and signalled for me to do it. I used my fire element and as the flames from my mouth hit each log, the top lit up like a candle. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 551
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No



There is a new character in this dream; Edward Bosco who is an American voice actor. As this journal entry is done past date; there can be trends seen in newer dreams; Edward seems to be a persistent character. There will be writing conventions in future dreams to keep his identity safe because if you are an industry professional searching for a new job, sometimes, recruiters want to search you up on the internet and who knows how far they'll go with the information they're looking to obtain about their future potential employee. There's gotta be some way to say that Edward made an appearance but not in a way that he can be traced and have his reputation ruined just because an employer came across this and read that, for instance, he took my banana off me and ate it when I wasn't looking (If Dreamy WB was there, she would pounce him at first instance even before he could put the banana in his mouth).

Back to the important stuff; at the start of each scene where he comes in, he will be introduced with "Edward (Ed) B". Then for any subsequent time he is mentioned, he will solely be referred to as "Ed" (which is what he is commonly called anyway). If there is any change to this convention, it will be addressed at the bottom of the dream that the change has taken place in.

Note to External Employers: Please refrain from using "KarlaB18 - Dream No. 551" and any other dream-journal entry by this account user as a reference for hiring any industry professional. This is not a reliable source and is not a true indication of one's waking life code of conduct and moral compass.