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This morning i broke the dry spell.
I went to sleep at like 2am last night. Slept until 10-11, i didnt check the time. My uncle came into the room to grab something so i woke up, but as soon as he left the room i got back to sleep.
I started dreaming about a reunion... it was more like a party in my grandparents house, but with people from the university, and other people i didn't know. I remember i went outside barefoot, but there was a lot of mud. Now the house has morphed to the house im currently living in, my uncle's house. I was talking with the mother of my uncle's wife, and when i was done talking i decided it was time to go. Where? Idk i just thought the time there was up and that i should do something different. So i got outside, with a shovel so i could pick up the mud trace i was leaving :joy: , and started walking towards the city center. It's actually a long walk. I've never gone walking before, i've always used bus and it takes like 40 minutes, so i was thinking "i should take the bus, otherwise it will take a really long time" but meanwhile i kept walking and it wasn't towards a bus station. It seems like i didn't care too much about the distance, i just wanted to walk and i was enjoying it. I was able to go through a mildly dangerous zone looking around happily like if i was a tourist. There were people around, old mostly, buying stuff. I just watch them and go past them. Whenever i saw to the front i saw buildings, similar to those in the movie inception where Cobb and his wife built an entire city. Then i look to my right.... and i notice something very very strange (for me).
I see like a path, a street (that i know where it is located, in my home city) and beyond that there was an old building, but still functional, looked like "the house of Black and White". The strange thing about this was that it was a dream sign for me. I analized the structure, from the point i was standing, and i saw outside the building like a walking path, that it lead to some docks. So there i knew i was dreaming. Because the building was the same. I've walked that path before, so i was extremely confident i was in a dream. And i've only been to the sea two times, and we don't have a sea in my city so it all made sense to me that this was a dream. I was 95% confident i was dreaming. So at that point i wanted to make the most out of my lucid dream, do something. Before that i said it out loud "im lucid dreaming" so i did not forget once i start changing stuff.
But i don't do anything. Im so passive that i just stand there and observe. I thought about having sex, but then i thought "meh". I see some people playing in the water, across the streets. There were some rocks in which people were laying, tanning themselves, and other people climbed it so they could jump into the water. The water was quite deep, about 10 meters i believe. I know because it was cristaline water, so you could see the bottom. People playing in the water were big though, they were giants. I could see them as tall as buildings. Then the dream starts to fade and i regret not having a plan on what to do during the lucid dream. As soon as the dream starts to fade away i remain calm, both in mind and body. So far i don't feel a body, but as soon as i'd feel it i'd stay calm. All I saw a black background with a small light. I waited; still didn't feel my body so i was doing good so far (if i wanted to go back into lucid dreaming). And i thought i would either form a new lucid dream or i would meditate in that state. But i didn't feel prepared to form a dream from scratch (now that i think about it it was dumb not having even tried it) and i wasnt sure about meditating either. So i decided to wake myself up. I don't know how i did it, i just did. Then i start feeling my body and my mind like i usually feel it while being awake, a bit more coarse than what i was experiencing. (It was strange lol. I could describe my previous mind state like if my "astral body/mind" that was awake, that way it makes a bit more sense to have noticed my "normal mind" as coarser).
I had only 2 experiences like this in my whole life. One time i was able to WILD in 2016, and now this time i exited a dream and was able to still remain asleep (in body but not in mind). I really liked the experience and i look forward to practicing this stuff a bit more. Before it seemed hard, frustrating, frightening, something only experts could do but now i see it as something very interesting and very possible for me to do, so i want to start practicing it more.

Yesteday:

dream1: I was in an post-apocalyptic scenario. Recruiting people - we just stood by university avenue and stopped people. Trying to fight against oppressors. Recruited some oppressors.

Our plan was to make alot of burger or sandwiches and send it to them with a false address 350 university ave, while we were in 425 ave to divert their attention. Then we infiltrated their base.

Lasted about 1-2 afternoons.

dream2:

I recall eating in a shitty restaurant.

dream3:

I was facing a gigantic panther on the sidewalk. It was about 12 ft long and pretty big. I decided to run and it chased after me. Someone nearby pat its head, instead of keep running I embraced my fears and pat its head. Well maybe I hit it's head.

Today:
dream1: place to live

I was going to a friends house or something. I met a black guy and a white guy, they were roommates I think. Anyways I meet the black guy's dad at a house and he's pretty cool and balling. The dad and I begin talking about moving to a new place. He asks me where, I say "Hot place, maybe Hot and warm year round... with fresh water source incase of drought...etc"

See some visions of the awesome place and envisioning the possibilities.

Dream 2:

I was at home and a couple of kids were busy fixing an outdoor furnace. I walked out through the back and approached them but it was way too hot so I headed back.

I head inside and one of the little ones come so I find an nes classic console and we play. His brothers come also and were trying to find a game that could be played by four people and a way to get 2 more controllers on it.

dream 3: Simpsons - deild

I awoke and did some deild or raduga, I tried rotating and focusing on vibrations as I fell back to sleep.

I was Homer from the Simpsons. I am lucid. I look around and find grandpa simpson, Abe, on the couch. I'm having some neck pain and tension and couldn't think of a dream goal so I ask him to give me a neck rub. He asks me to pay him and we just haggle the price, $10->$50->$25..etc

I'm still lucid and I think hey.. why am I haggling the price it's a dream. I just tell him we'll discuss it later just go. He proceeds to give me a neck rub and it takes away my pain. As he is massaging my neck he gives me some life advice about utilizing your time better, doing meaningful stuff with your time.

dream 4: HS cafeteria - better than before

I am once again at the cafeteria from HS. I find my friend M and we are just ordering food. I find some fried rice and try to order that but there aren't much of it left. I decide to order something else and they give me a combo with the rice with an actual reasonable price of something like $7.35. I touch the rice, honestly some of it doesn't even have eggs on it and it's just white rice. It's sticky and feels real.

night

Vague dream. I was on a hill at night time with someone. We look down the hill and see lights running along a path going up to us. When the lights arrive it turns out they are lions. But friendly lions.

Jamie seems disturbed.

I was walking along some street in a city. I found the gravity was light going up some steps and I started bouncing and floating up. Became lucid here and looked at my hands. The were blurry and so was the rest of the dream. I instinctively wanted to find Jamie. I kept walking around intending for the dream to change to find her but it didn't. I wound up in a market place with a bunch of blue faced people with large heads. "Does anyone know where Jamie is?" I asked. Most people walked by and said nothing. I kept asking and some blue faced guy said he knows her. He held up a picture or a mirror to me and I jumped in.


I found myself in a room. Jamie seemed to be in a corner by a mirror and she was writing something on a paper. She also seemed in her teens. I called her name. She seemed upset that I was there and wasn't saying anything. Oops. I held her shoulders and she transformed into a small animal that seemed to be dying. It was in my arms. I was just petting it saying sweet things. Can't remember what but i was just trying to be very kind. She began to transform into a human again when I woke up.

Other non lucids are too vague to even remember. One, i was just working with my dad.