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Not much to report this week.

Recall has barely improved.

Do remember 2 Jamie dreams. They were so fleeting it's hard to tell if they were good or bad. Regardless, it's nice to have any Jamie dreams. I'm still surprised to this day that she shows up almost weekly in my dreams for over 2 years now. I've never in my life had a consistent dream sign like this before.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

The world is going bananas and I am at some kind of camp with international people. Sharing a suite with some half dozen people, friends and strangers. Barack Obama is staying incognito with us. At the end of the camp, people are supposed to have a goodbye dinner with gift exchange, but some left abruptly and left their gifts behind unattended. My friends say is not ethical but I secretly pick some packages and go check what they have inside. One has some jewels and I sneak then into my pocket. Outside starts a storm and some solar panels are taken down. A team is putting them back up. Other people are organizing a market sale in a hallway.
We learn that a pandemic started and that's why some people left in a hurry. We are told all the rich people are going to their bunkers. Three old guys I met are going to an abandoned factory in a rural area, inside which they created a sort of inconspicuous bunker. They share their secret with me and allow me to join them. We encounter some rabid dogs at the entrance but we manage to escape inside and shut the doors. But then the guys come running back out because there are also dogs inside. I run to some kitchen and climb on top of the counter, while looking for a knife. I find a heavy wood instrument instead. One of the dogs comes in, but it's a fat bulldog and when he tries to jump up, I slam him with the wood. The dog gets KO so I get closer and touch the dog. Realize it is a female dog. She slowly wakes up and thinks I am petting her, so all of a sudden her attitude shifts. She sniffs me and gets all cuddly. Surrenders to me like a puppy. Then a bigger dog and a puppy appear and she shows them I am friendly, so they friendly too. The rest of the dogs also come one by one and they all become my pets.

Today, when I left the body, I found myself in darkness. The feeling was still great since I managed to relax to greater extent than usually. The separation itself was felt as if I sublimed slowly out of body and condensed next to bed. Immediately, I went away. When I was about 5 meters from the body, I stopped to feel connections to it, which improved quality of vision. I made myself to see in darkness. I didn't observe nothing interesting for some time. After about 10 subjective minutes of my house exploration, I came to doors around which the light radiated. As if someone was behind them. I went through the doors and saw a group of beings looking as if they were animated using bright colours which also radiated that light... think of Simpsons but with more details. Those beings felt wrong... and I felt something like: I should fear them. Having none of that, I went to those beings. They saw me, darkened and changed to dark grey color scale. And they started to move toward me. I didn't stop and relaxed my mind. They vanished.
I explored further. The surrounding changed... it looked as if I walked on long bridge without any support, and there was absolute darkness around it. The material of the bridge was metallic, shining and black. The walkway was covered by firm metal grating made of wire... There were side cuts branching from the infinite bridge... but I was unable to take a turn and try to go sidewise. Even when I turned to one of side cuts, I still somehow walked on the main bridge. I continued to walk for some time... till I lost consciousness.

7 ОС. Пройди сквозь и осознайся (10 октября 2011)
Я ходил по этажу и звонил в квартиры. Ждал, когда мне откроют дверь. В одной дверь открыли, и я зашёл внутрь. За дверью никого не было. Я зашёл внутрь с желанием напугать того кто будет в этой квартире. Справа от меня был вход в тёмную комнату. Прямо горел свет. Я пошёл на свет. Отодвинул серые шторки и чё-то крикнул, чтобы напугать того, кто находится в комнате. Но в комнате никого не было. Только горел свет, и стояла кровать. Слева был вход в другую комнату, но там тоже было темно. Я перевернул кровать. Думал, что под ней кто-то прячется. Когда я её переворачивал, она стала походить на стол, но под ней никого не было. Я развернулся и вышел из квартиры, пошёл звонить в другие квартиры поближе к лифту.
Позвонил в звонок. Долго не открывали, позвонил в другой звонок - открыли. Точнее дверь открылась, за дверью был общий коридор ещё на две квартиры. Я пошёл к той квартире, которая была в конце коридора. Другая квартира находилась слева от меня. На квартире в конце коридора находилось два звонка. Я стал звонить в оба звонка, но дверь не открывалась. Тогда я вспомнил, что общая дверь открылась, когда я позвонил в другую квартиру 57. Я подошёл к той квартире и позвонил в звонок - дверь открылась. Заходить я туда не стал. Мне не понравилось то, что я увидел. Пол квартиры был чуть ниже пола коридора. На полу была какая-то надпись. Людей в квартире не было, я крикнул туда - ни звука в ответ. Ещё в квартире было светло, как ранним утром.
Я развернулся и снова пошёл к квартире в конце коридора. Стал звонить - смотрю, двери уже нету, а на уровне звонка весит какой-то железный ящик похожий на электросчётчик синего цвета. Стена, где была дверь, тоже синего цвета. Я решил пройти сквозь его, что бы попасть в квартиру, но ударился об него головой.
Сразу понял, что это сон. Решил посмотреть на руки и одежду. Руки на этот раз выглядели, как наяву, только серого цвета, эффекта множественности линий не было. Одежда потеряла свои очертания - выглядела чем-то белым. Я перевернул руки и рассмотрел свои пальцы. Все на месте. Почувствовал, что просыпаюсь. Начал тереть ладонями друг об друга, но закрепиться не вышло. Проснулся время 8 утра.

Выводы:
1. Осознался из-за того, что попытался пройти сквозь непонятный предмет.
2. Руки были другого цвета.
3. Одежду не сумел рассмотреть - теряла свои очертания.


7 LD. Go through and acknowledge (October 10, 2011).
I walked up the floor and rang the apartments. I waited for the door to be opened. They opened the door in one, and I went inside. There was no one behind the door. I went inside with a desire to scare the one who will be in this apartment. To my right was the entrance to the dark room. The light was on right. I went to the light. I pushed back the gray curtains and shouted something to frighten the one in the room. But there was no one in the room. Only the light was on, and there was a bed. On the left was the entrance to another room, but it was also dark there. I turned the bed over. I thought that someone was hiding under it. When I turned it over, it began to resemble a table, but there was nobody under it. I turned and left the apartment, went to call other apartments closer to the lift. Rang the bell. They didn’t open for a long time, I called another call - they opened it. More precisely, the door opened; behind the door there was a common corridor for two more apartments. I went to the apartment that was at the end of the corridor. Another apartment was on my left. There were two rings in the apartment at the end of the corridor. I began to ring both rings, but the door did not open. Then I remembered that the common door opened when I called to another apartment 57. I went to that apartment and rang the bell - the door opened. I did not go in there. I did not like what I saw. The floor of the apartment was just below the floor of the corridor. There was an inscription on the floor. There were no people in the apartment, I shouted there - not a sound in return. Even in the apartment it was light, as in the early morning.
I turned and walked back to the apartment at the end of the corridor. I began to call - I look, the door is no longer there, and at the level of the bell some kind of iron box weighs like an electric meter in blue. The wall where the door was was also blue. I decided to go through it to get into the apartment, but hit my head on it.

I immediately realized that this was a dream. I decided to look at my hands and clothes. Hands this time looked like in reality, only gray, the effect of the multiplicity of lines was not. Clothing has lost its shape - it looked something white. I turned my hands over and examined my fingers. Everything is in place. I felt that I was waking up. I began to rub my palms against each other, but it was not possible to gain a foothold. I woke up at 8 a.m.

Findings:
1. Confessed due to the fact that he tried to go through an incomprehensible object.
2. The hands were a different color.
3. I could not see the clothes - I lost my outlines.

I start this dream off doing some random stuff. I was with the President Trump he was walking down a hallway with some people next to him. As much as I despised him I knew that we was not gonna be walking aound like this without having some kind of hardcore protection. I yelled at him about something but stopped when I saw some people with light grey guns that looked similar to the Nintendo power gun. Afraid of getting shot by them I ran away, back up the hall the were walking up.

Now I find myself in some weird place. It was an interior with a roof that was too high to see yet I seen red, metal support beams going up into darkness. There was water below and ledges all around. I'm walking up a carpeted ramp with a drink in my hand. I see Sonya Blade sitting on a ledge and she asks me to let her have some of my drink. I hand a baby cup like object supposed to be water in side to her. She took in and looks inside and I see what she sees it almost nothing inside and the liquid was clear with a slight green color to it. She looks at me in disgust. "eww! What a disgrace to be handing me something like this!"

I wake up right after she says it but was in SP and immediately reenters the dream fully lucid.

Angry with my subconscious I raged at her with everything I had. " Is that so? Did you really think that would work?" I violently snatched the drink back. "Gimme back my drink!" Some nerve the brain trying again to hurt me with someone I like. "You bitch!" I turned and stormed away from her, entering another room. In this room it was daylight filled with support beams holding up an unseen roof. Then I realized something despite being lucid. Sonya is a dangerous person who can kill you with just one single kiss plus she is a mortal kombat! Realizing the mistake of pissing her off I ran down a hall, through a door and saw a man up on the second balcony floor, in a room, looking at us from behind a fortified window.

I yelled for him to close the doors behind me because there is a girl who is trying to kill me." He pressed a button to close it but she got through right before they close. "now you dun trapped yourself!" she yelled at me and began storming after me.The man who was up in the window opened the door he was in and came down to confront her. "Stop!" He got in front of me, holding his hand out in front of him, blocking the woman's pursuit. She looked at him and he looked back at her. "Sonya?" She looked back at him "name?" They knew each other. Great... because why not? "I turned to him and said "why didn't you tell me about knowing each other?" He looked at me, keeping me away from Sonya. "Don't worry about it." He pressed a button on some remote device he had and the doors opened up behind Sonya. "I will not let her harm you, just get out of here. Me and her needs to talk." Sonya had lost interest in getting to me now that she has set eyes on him and was just as eager to talk to him as he was to her. I walked pass Sonya, being careful not to get to close and end up getting taken out by her leg grapple move.

After I left from there the man closed the door and I'm now in the bigger room I was in at the start of the dream. This time something has happened and this is where it gets disturbing. Some bad people were up on some ledge, dressed in all black. They were doing something bad earlier in the dream just don't know what it was since it is just too fuzzy. Anyhow they were being dropped one by one into the water I had seen earlier.

The first person was at the edge and another was behind him, pointing a gun at his head knowing his fate was inevitable he looked back at the gun pointing at him then down into the waters below and very hesitantly plunged into the water. With in seconds sharks surfaced and before he even made it back to the surface of the water, he was dragged down and torn apart. It was too deep for the blood to even make it to the surface and the water remained a weird yellow color. The shark surfaced only with the fins visible, ready for the next victim. The other person saw what happened and tried to turn and fight but was shot dead in the head and his lifeless body plunged into the water. The sharks tore him apart this time staining the water a red color.

The third person was brought up as the gunman laughed. "you're next!" He grabbed him by the hair and forced him up onto the board. My vision shifted to where I was behind the man as he was thrown to the unforgiving beasts below. I turned and looked at the Gunman and he said. "The show is over" but a third person came out from behind him and when I turned to look at the aftermath of the feeding below I was pushed from behind and plunged into the yellowy red swirly water. It would have been all over I even felt myself lock up under there as I was supposed to be dead and would be all over but I was too Lucid and strong for that and the sharks didn't attack me, instead they helped me swam back up and resurfaced in the water, looking up to see who did it. The crowd there was amazed to see me still alive and the one and only person to ever resurfaced that body of water.

It was non other then Sonya blade who pushed me."You Bitch!" I yelled at her. She was displeased at seeing me still alive and swimming with the sharks as one surfaced behind me. I turned to it and Sonya smiled at thinking it was over. But instead it rolled over on its side, revealing a nasty gash wound on it. The sharks were not killing for sport, they were forced into this. they are scared and want to be freed. It righted itself and swam gently into me. I seen a purple fin behind him, but it quickly went underwater before I can fully grasp what it was. "what was..." The injured shark nudged into me again, diverting my attention to it. I held on to him and with my powers began to heal him.

Sonya and the gunman looked in amazement as a bright light formed around me and the shark, healing him. After I was done with him I push him towards an opening that lead out to the open seas. He floated away peacefully and another injured shark with a broken side fin came to me. I also noticed bits and pieces of other shark parts like fins floating in the water along with bits a flesh and bone. Some of the parts in here were old and decomposed. I can't stand to be swimming in this stuff not a second longer. "we need to get out of here. Right now."

The other sharks seemed to agree and began swimming out to freedom one by one with the last one being a rare hammerhead shark with a very peculiar purple color.I was going to go back and take care of Sonya but the hammerhead grabbed me on the way out to get me out of that place and into the clean open blue water. I turned to it only to realize who that purple hammerhead shark was.