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    1. Friday 29th June 2012

      by , 06-30-2012 at 01:06 AM
      Last Nights Dreams

      Dream 1

      My girls are in their room, it's a little different to what it is in RL but in my dream I didn't notice this.
      They have two T.V's on their walls. One of the T.V's is hanging normally but the other is hanging sideways. I go into their room to turn off the T.V's, I look for the remote and find one, I look at it and say "that's not the right one!" I now find another remote that is exactually the same as the first one I found. I examine this remote and shake my head while saying "ohhh, these ARE the right ones!"
      I now tread on a small toy that is on the floor, it looks like a small plastic horses head it felt funny when I trod on it so I keep my foot on it for a minute as I am slightly amused by this, it feels like its nibbling at my foot and I find this quite weird.
      I now go back to bed, as I'm lying in bed I hear my daughter P shout "tell her Mom to stop talking about voodoo!" . P is now in my room so I go back into the girls room with her. I see my Daughter L sitting on the bed next to my daughter S. my daughter P now says "and she's been smoking in here aswell!" I say to L "you better not have been, now get out and into your own bed!" I worry incase L has given S some of her fag.
      I now pick up a Macdonalds strawberry milkshake, I take it into my room and put it on my bedside table and climb back into bed.
      With my hand I feel the dip in my side of the mattress ((which I really have )) I lean over to my hubby's side of the bed and feel the side of the mattress there and I feel bare foam. I now push my fingers slightly into the dip on my side and pull out a small piece of foam, I now think "shit, my hubby's going to kill me!" ((for wrecking the mattress)).
      I now think about having my milkshake when suddenly my duvet is over me and something evil is trying to pull it off me .
      I now realise that I'm dreaming and I'm fully lucid. I can see this things shadow through the duvet and it now says "get out of this fucking duvet, I'm going to get you!" I shit myself. This thing has never spoke before. I can't say if it's a mans voice or a woman's voice, but I can say its nasty!
      I'm trying to fight this thing off me and push it away, it's pushing itself at my stomache really hard, this thing is really strong, it's really trying to get to me!!
      It's now biting me on my stomache through the duvet and it hurts like a bitch!!. I think to myself "it's my dream..I'll blow it away". I blow it hard and for a second it stops ((but literally only for a second)). It comes back at me hard now, it's trying to rip through the duvet to get at me. It now says "you can't stop me, I will get you!!" it's pushing hard against me again.
      I can see its shadow better now and I can see the shadows of 3 like tentacle things or legs or something like that coming out either side of this thing. I'm now thinking "what the fucks happening, this isn't just a dream, this thing is fucking real!!!"
      I can't explain it but I know this wasn't just SP or just a dream, it sounds crazy I know, but this thing is sometimes in my dreams, I can always feel its presence when it's about, it's a bad, bad feeling..but this is the first time it's ever spoke to me. I'm sure as crazy as it sounds that this is some evil fucking entity or something!!!
      I'm still trying to fight this thing off but I can't, it's far too strong compared to me. I decide to scream really loud to wake my real self up out of it.
      My god this thing was really pissed with me this time. I feel totally invaded by this thing!!!!!

      Dream 2

      I'm dreaming about something to do with mice. In the last bit of my dream a girl comes into my house with either two mice or two hamsters. She now drops them on the floor to let them go because my Mom says "you can't have them!". My Mom now gets a shoe and starts smacking things and swearing as she tries to get them.
    2. Wednesday 13th June 2012

      by , 06-19-2012 at 10:50 PM
      Last Nights Dreams

      Dream 1

      My Daughter L keeps putting her fags out on me. We are walking down my street, someone else is with us but I'm not sure who, it might be my other Daughter P. L now puts a fag out on my neck, she's only playing and I say to her "if you do that once more I'm gonna fuckin brain ya!"

      Dream 2

      I'm with some woman and we run into a big house or something to hide. The earth is being destroyed by aliens and the aliens are trying to kill us. There is 1 big alien blob thing that has tentacles coming from it and it was killing and destroying everything. The other aliens with it looked just like us and we didn't want them to come near us or touch us. We are talking while we are hiding. We look about for food but can't find any. Me and the woman I'm with carry on talking, she says something about not being on earth again because it won't exist and I say "well at least we've been here and we can tell anyone born from now on what it was like" I'm in shock and can't believe this is happening. We are now holding the glass door shut because the aliens that look like us have found us and are trying to get in. I force the lock shut then notice 6 panel like locks that are on the door aswell, they have writing on but make no sence to me, 2 woman aliens now break into us and we are so scared. END.

      Dream 3

      I am a man and I have the same hair as Hugh Grant. ((floppy hair )) I am flirting with a woman and I really fancy her . I see myself in a mirror and I look just like a female Hugh Grant my hair is jet black. I think to myself "I'll get her, look at me I'm irresistible!" Lmfao .
    3. 22nd April 2012

      by , 04-23-2012 at 12:53 AM
      Last Nights Dreams

      I'm in my house but it's a little different ((I don't realise this at the time)). There are a few people in the kitchen with me and I also have 2 dogs ((different to the dogs I have in RL)). I look at the big dog and think "awww poor thing, he doesn't like the way he is" I decide that the nicest thing I can do is to make the Dog the way he wants to be. I now get a hack-saw and say to the Dog "lie down" I struggle to get the Dog to lie down, he seems scared but eventually does as he's told. I now begin to hack off his front paw, it's strange because there's no blood and I think "great no mess" I now pull off his paw that is hanging on by a little bit of skin, I'm holding his paw in my hand and I'm looking at it I then throw it to the floor, the Dog is now left with just a stump . I now proceed to hack off his other paw , it's comes off and again I'm left holding it....I suddenly think "shit...what have I done!!" . The Dog now tries to stand up but he can't, he is standing with his 2 back legs but can't lift himself up on his front legs. I now think "ohhh crap, I'd better fix this, he's all uneven!!" . I now hack off his 2 back paws and the Dog can now stand but he's standing on 4 stumps and looks very uncomfortable . I decide I need to sew up his crotch area just to make him perfect and the job is done properly. I now go out of the room and I'm somewhere else, I'm feeling guilty about sewing up his crotch and think maybe I shouldn't have done that...I now suddenly look down at myself and realise its me who has had my limbs cut off I wonder how it's suddenly changed from the Dog to me. I look again and see that my limbs aren't actually gone, someone has had to cut my feet off but they have made me some new feet..my new feet are a lot smaller, there is still some skin missing and I think "ahhhh, that must be so they heal properly" I'm small now after the surgery, I'm like a midget but think to myself "I quite like my new look" . My new hands and feet are weeping and for a minute I think "ohh my god....what have I done to myself!!" ((DREAM SKIP))
      There is a man with ginger hair, he is chasing me and wants to hurt me badly or even kill me, I'm terrified of him!! I'm now trying to hide but there's not a lot of hiding places. I now go into 3rd person and watch this man go onto an open top double decker bus, he is so angry and is trashing the top of the bus to look for me. Everything now goes in slow motion and the bus heads towards a bridge but the bus is too high to get under it. The bridge now crushes the top of the bus as it goes under and smashes the mans head to pieces!! Lol
      ((DREAM SKIP))
      I'm talking to a group of girls, they are all being bitchy to me and say "why do you put make-up on?" I say "to look nice!" then they say "why are you wearing those clothes?" I reply "just because you like to look scruffy it doesn't mean I have to, now go and fuck off!" this makes them all really angry and they chase me, I leg it and I'm heading towards a main road, suddenly I go face first into an oncoming truck!!!
      ((DREAM SKIP))
      There is a car parked in the street. As I pass it I see an old school friend of mine sitting in the car on his own. I stop by the car and say "hey.....it's been ages since I last saw you!" he smiles and I say "you and the rest of the guys were really good mates to me!" he replies "we all love you loads still...you take care ok!" he waves. I now walk off and turn to wave again and now the rest of them have appeared in the car, I shout "I love you guys!" and now go on my merry way
    4. 6th April 2012

      by , 04-13-2012 at 01:59 AM
      I am in my back garden with my hubby, a dog who is ours and a young girl. It's night time and there are alien robot things out the front and we can see them through the gully and hear the noise from them. We are all really scared and trying to hide in the garden from them. We cower down by the coal bunker, my hubby points and says "how do we get over there?" I look and say "that's our garden" and I'm a little confused as to why he didn't realise that. We hear a loud noise above us and we cower down more as we hide from whatever it is. I look up and see bright lights and suddenly a UFO flys over us, I'm so afraid and panick incase we have been seen. I hear the robots out the front, they are getting louder and are coming for us because they know where we are. I'm now in a blind panick and wake up, my heart is pounding and I'm so scared that I can't go straight back to sleep lol.
    5. The 12 planets...17th February 2012

      by , 02-18-2012 at 09:09 PM
      I'm in an apartment quite high up. I look out of the window and I see a planet go past, it's in the sky and I panick. I go outside and there are loads of people looking up into the sky and they are just watching, I stand still for a moment and watch too. I see more planets come into our atmosphere, they come one at a time about every 5 minutes. All the planets look different, we all realise something is quite wrong about this and then the last planet comes. They now all circle earths atmosphere and we can see them all. I hear a man shout "the 12 moons have now come to a stand" I now think "ohh shit" and I now begin to run...I wonder where I can hide so I don't die but I can't think of anywhere!!!
      Tags: fear, man, planets, run, sky
      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    6. I Have To Die...16th feb 2012

      by , 02-16-2012 at 09:58 PM
      There are 2 of me in this dream. The one me who was me was the one who has to die ((sorry if this is confusing)) lol..and the other me existed but I never got to see that me in my dream!
      I'm on my last day of being alive, I go to town with my Dad and I buy some strawberry laces ((the sweets)). We now go into a shop and I see some flower transfers on the wall, they are for sale, they are so pretty and glittery, I am attracted to the pale blue one and run my finger across it as I admire it. My Dad now notices a floral handbag, I say "that's really nice" he says "yes...you can try it on for your mom then. I put it over my shoulder and think "why would I need to try a bag on for her??!" and I think this is a bit weird.
      I am now in the town and I'm on my own. I now see my Uncle M and he comes over to me, he is in a wheelchair and wearing a black ribbed hat. I speak to him and tell him what's going to happen to me, he is crying and hugs me and says "it'll all be over soon". I really don't want to die, I'm so scared and can't really understand why I have to.
      I now meet my hubby and he takes me to a place where my coffin is. The mattress inside is made out of black leather. I now have to say my last goodbye to my hubby and then I get in my coffin and lie down on the mattress. It all cracks under me like it's rotten and it's all wet, dirty and horrible.
      I now lie down and shut my eyes waiting for myself to die, I'm scared shitless because I don't want to and I want to live my life not the other me, but I have no choice. I know there are other dead people in coffins around me and I'm thinking about this as I lie here.
      I suddenly hear my Pigeon gasp, I jump up out of my coffin and go and check on her and she is gasping for air. I notice she's not in her bowl now ((eh!!!??)) But she has tried to get out and is caught between the table and the lid of the bowl. I take the lid off the top of her and shout to my eldest ((who has suddenly appeared from nowhere lol)) "she needs water, quick!!" my eldest just stands there and does nothing and then a bowl of water appears in my hand, I give my Pigeon a drink and she is now better.
      The Pigeon now begins to talk to me and she copies what we say. It's not time for my Pigeon to die yet, she has to wait untill I die. ((dream skip)).
      Myself and my Hubby are at a cemetery, we are looking at a grave that has been newly dug and I realise it's for me . I say to a woman who is with us "no..wait!!!, we want to be buried together" she says "you can't now but maybe when your both dead we can put you together" I reluctantly say "ok then". I am so jealouse that my Hubby can stay alive but I have to die. I begin to wonder what it will feel like when I'm dead but the other me is still alive and I'm very, very confused.
      ((The feeling I had in this dream was bloody awfull, I can't explain it but it wasn't nice atall !!!!))
    7. 7th November 2011

      by , 11-11-2011 at 02:36 AM
      Last nights dream

      I am at a house and i'm with a female friend ((not a real life friend, just a dream character friend)) We are stopping and sleeping at this house for some reason. This house resembles mine in parts but only a little. Someone told us to stay there but i don't know why. We are both in bed, a double bed, she is on the left side and I am on the right side. I feel myself being moved across the bed away from her, not alot but I am being moved by some unseen "presense", I decide to try and ignore it and move back again. ((dream skip)) I am downstairs and i can still feel this "presence" with me, it's a bad feeling and I don't like it one bit. I open the door which leads to the kitchen, there is a dog inside. As I open the door there is a black bag on the floor next to it, wedging it and stopping me from opening it fully, I can only open it enough so that there is a small gap. I peek inside and the dog is cowering up the corner of the far wall. I shout the dog and it eagerly comes over to me, it's a lovely friendly dog and it's a black collie cross and I think its my dog from when I was a child. I really begin to fear for this poor helpless dog. I tell the dog to go onto it's bed but it wouldn't, instead it went and cowered in the corner again as if it was scared of something. I shut the door and go back upstairs. I felt the "presence" stringer now but i decided to get back into bed and ignore it again. I said something about the "presence" to my friend who was still in bed and she was also scared. I am now lying in bed and again feel this "presence", it's pulling the cover off us again, I pull it back and then the duvet is quickly pulled from us again, O amholding onto it and won't loose it, this "presence" drags it right off the bed and i am being dragged with it. I am in the air still holding onto the cover and i'm being pulled quickly against the wall and i'm heading towards the corner. I feel the corner getting closer and i know that if i get dragged into the corner I will be gone forever ((dream skip)) I am now standing in the bedroom and i scream to my friend "WE GOTTA GET OUTTA HERE NOW!!!" We both run out of the room and down the stairs, we feel the evil charging after us and i think about the freightened dog and I go to get her. I quickly shove the door open as far as I can and i call her, she is really pleased to see me and hurries over, I pick her up and hold her tight, I head towards the front door and then I wake up
    8. 23rd September 2011

      by , 10-30-2011 at 11:13 PM
      Last Nights Dream
      I am at a dog kennell and I am washing a lovely dog, maybe it was a husky but i'm not 100% sure he is grey in colour. As he is lying down on the floor he looks to the edge of the floor and says "vowell" I look and say "a what?" again he says "vowell" I look closer and there is a little animal that looks like a mole but is only as big as my little finger, i go to it and clasp it in my hands, I am walking across the room to put it safe in the corner out of the way. Soeone says "where are you putting it?" I say "in the corner where it will be safe" I return to the dog who is now standing, 2 people look at him and want him, I reluctantly let them have him . I am now with another dog, he is brown and i'm very unsure of him. ((dream skip)) I am in my house and I have the dog with me, my king-charles spaniel called cookie is in the main room so I go into the kitchen with this dog as I am worried it may harm cookie, I shut the kitchen door behind me. The dog jumps up me and I say "NO..DOWN", he jumps up me again so again I say "DOWN!", he jumps up again so this time I yell really loud at him "NO GET DOWN!!!!!!" but he doesn't listen and instead he gets nasty and bites down hard onto my right hand . I am really scared now and panick...I try to fight him off. The dog releases me and I turn round to see where he is and he has now turned into a psychopathic bitch!!, she has short dark hair and is scruffy and crazy looking, she is holding knives..both of her hands are full of knoves. I take a cloth and hold it in my hands and say "give me the knives" I say it in a calm voice and she begins to drop the knives slowly into the cloth..I then say "and that one" she then places the last one into the cloth. I wrap them up tight and walk into the front room, I am walking to the settee and I hide them there out of harms reach. My 2 daughters L and P walk in and leave the fromt door open, I panick incase cookie gets out and runs off. I shout to them "DOOR" they just look at me, I now scream to them "DOOR!", they don't respomd so I scream at the top of my lungs "SHUT THE DOOR!!" At this point I wake up and shout out "shut the door", it comes out a bit blabbery and I begin to giggle. My head is a little fuzzy and I go back to sleep but don't remember anymore dreams after this one )
      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    9. 1st September 2011

      by , 10-30-2011 at 09:50 PM
      Last nights dreams
      Deam 1 fragments
      I had a dream where something was biting chunks out of someones arm, don't know what but the man showed me his arm, on one of the bites I could see throught to the bone!

      Dream 2 fragments
      Again a dream about someone being bitten by that thing and this time I also was being bitten but I couldn't see by what.

      Dream 3
      I am in a lighthouse and there are 3 men with me. I go upstairs and 1 of the men is lying down on the flat metal of the stairs. There is a leak or something and there is lots of water all over where he is lying. I am holding a white cloth and I am wiping up around the man, trying to mop all the water up. He keeps farting and they smell really, really bad, I say "for fuck sake..you fuckin stink" ((lol)) I see the main 1 of the 3 and I say "have you smelt that smelly fucker" he says "smell him!" then he speaks a load of jibberish...I say to the man that keeps farting "see, he can't even speak they smell that bad" I then notice that the leak is coming from the other side of the lighthouse, I go over to the other side and mop that up aswell. A bloke standing by the edge of the stair at the top nearly falls backward off them, I say "steady on there!", he then goes down the stairs and goes to sleep on an old settee. I go and get a big blue coat but this one has no sleeves to it and it's like a puffer jacket. I walk over to the man lying on the settee I say "are you ok on there?" He nods yes with his eyes closed. I gently put the puffer jacket over him to keep him warm and he turns into my husband, I lean over him and kiss him goodnight, I also say something to him I can't remember what though and then I wake up.

      Dream 4
      I am in a white van with my husband. I am driving and i'm looking for somewhere to park. My husband tells me where to park and directs me into a really big car park it was very confusing but we eventually found somewhere to park.Me and my hubby get out of the van and go somewhere. ((dream skip)) I am going back to the van and i'm on my own, I get to the van and there is a man and a woman there they are looking at my van, he had short blonde hair and was wearing a denim jacket. She had long black hair, a pale complection and was quite thin and tall. They were both being nice to me then all of a sudden the man jumped into my van, I am going mad then see him nod his head to the woman. I stand still and get ready for her to come round the van, she comes round from the back of the van and lunges at me, I punch her really hard and she lands on the floor then I kick the shit out of her. The bloke has the top half of his body sticking out of the sunroof on my van, I jump ontop of my van and angrily drag him out of the sunroof, I grab his neck and twist it untill i break it they are now both dead. I see some of their family members so quickly hide their bodies behind my van. I open the back doors to my van and quickly chuck the 2 dead bodies in but the womans body falls to the floor, I leave it there and her mom sees her and screams so I run! I find my hubby and tell him what happened and what i've done, he walks with me back to the van, we look for the van but we cant find it, I turn round and notice that I have 2 of my daughters with me S and J. We eventually find the van but it took us ages and it has now started to rain..I now wake up.

      Dream 5
      This dream starts with a faulse awakening but unfortunatley I don't realise
      In my dream I have just woken up in bed, I turn round and see my hubby lying beside me I think "why's K here, he must have come home from work, maybe somethings happened like a planet is close or something!" I turn to him again after some thought and say "what you doing back home?" he looks at me and says "something has happened in space and a planet is due to hit us, other planets have been pushed closer to us aswell" I absolutley shit myself My hubby points up to the sky and says "look", our bed is now outside in the street! I look up and I can see a huge black and red planet to my right, it is spinning slowly and moving a little closer, I can also see 2 other little planets in the sky. The sky is dark and it was an amazing sight but the fear I had in me was undescribable. My hubby says "the Army are trying to send a missile up to it but they don't know if they will do it in time" I gasp and start to worry even more. I'm thinking about my kids and my hubby and how I don't want them to go through this and die and how I don't want to die either and be without them. My hubby says "we have to make the most of the time we have left", we didn't tell the youngest what was happening but my other daughter S was very inquisitive so I took her a little down the road where she could see properly. In the sky we see like a big dragon thing, its very long and has lots of legs, it's flying inbetween the buildings, this creature is from space and is here because all of space and the planets are being shoved into us. S says " I don't want to see, take me back!" She is scared ao we go back to our bed and sit down. I sat and admired the planets I was amazed that I could see it so close but at the same time i'm scared out of my witts!!!!!

      Dream 6 fragment
      Something about a baby, she only wanted me and no-one else, she was about a year old. I felt like she was my baby but she wasn't, she was a beautifull baby.
    10. 31st August 2011

      by , 10-30-2011 at 08:59 PM
      last nights dreams

      Dream 1
      I am at C's house, her me and a few more women are there. We all have kids but all the kids are babies, I can sence something evil in the room with us. The evil takes my 2 babies they are just gone, and takes another womans 2 babies aswell. I am crying hysterically i want my babies back so badly I'm so worried about them. My husband is asleep on the floor, I go over and look at him and he wakes up, he begins to cry because he wants his kids back. I see the other women going into a small tiny room like place, they are going to get their kids. I walk over and move the curtain the is hanging in the doorway and walk in, it's all black in here and there are white biys everywhere, I wait and my kids dont come back to me , I walk out and again i'm crying hysterically. My husband is now going mad...some woman who is with us says to my hubby "you BOTH want your kids back, she is the Mother you know, she's upset aswell" I am now sitting at a table with 5 other women and I am holding baby bottles. 2 of the women go and sit on 2 of the other womens laps, they then morph together, i'm watching and thinking "this is very odd" One of the women now come over to me and she tries to sit on my lap, there is no way i'm letting her morph with my body so I am pushing her away then I wake up.

      Dream 2
      I am again at C's house I really don't want to be here, I'm thinking "your such a selfish bitch" about her. She starts moaning because her house is dirty and she has to clean it. She starts cleaning up, her ex-boyfriend is there aswell and he is also helpong her to do it. My kids are all here with me and they start arguing with C's kids, C goes upstairs and I follow ((dream skip)) I am walking from my house and going down the road, I have 2 of my kids with me P and S. We see C's daughter L she is with another girl who I don't know. P suddenly shouts out "L, you tramp!", I cuss P and tell her to shut up!!! We have now reached C's house I am no longer with P but have my other daughter L here in her place. I poke my daughters L and S in the back hard and shove them towards C's front door, I say to them "go on then...you wanted to call for her so go on then". We are all standing at C's front door. My daughters L and S see some kids playing on the front lawn and go over to them, they decide to stay out and play with them. I push the green front door open, I walk in and see C in the kitchen with her sister A. C is cleaning the blind to her window I think to myself "that blind is a bit posh for her" I examine it and realise it's an expensive one. It is green and blue and has a nice floral pattern on it and green ruffling around the edges. I say to C "whats up...did it get mouldy and you've had to clean the mould off?" she says "no but i've got to go to college soon, i'm starting an art course so I need to clean up"..I think "her do an art course at college...no way, she's way too lazy" I then hear a loud bang on the front door, it startles me...I look round and my daughter L screams "MOM IT'S SOPHIE" I panick and quickly rush out...i'm thinking "ohh god please not the road...not the road" I see all the kids standing by a certain spot on the grass, I see the top of S's head and a little bit of her face, she is sinking in the mud...I hear gargling sounds coming from her and see a few bubbles coming from her mouth and then she dissapears under it. Me and my other daughter L are next to the spot where she sank and I am now in slow motion, L says calmly "you just have to pop your hand in and get her like this" and she rolls her sleeve up, I scream to her "move you silly fucker she's going to sink too far down and die!!!" I try to reach down into the boggy mud quickly but I can only move in slow motion. My daughter has sank and I wont give up. I battle to get my hand in and manage it, I feel about for her but I don't feel anything, I reach down further and feel her fingers, I grab them claspong hold of them tight I know that if I loose her she will sink too far down and I won't be able to get her back then. I pull hard and I feel her moving, I am pulling her up as hard and as fast as I can but then I wake up. (( this is the most disturbing dream I have ever had, never do I want to have a dream like this ever, ever again))
      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    11. 19th July 2011

      by , 07-19-2011 at 06:17 PM
      In my dream I was lying in bed. I actually thought I was really awake. ((bloody FA lol)) I have my eyes closed and can feel my whole body spinning, I can see the blackness going round and round and I think "this is like being on a round about" I can hear my hubby, I open my eyes and sit up. I am in bed and I can see blankets around me instead of my duvet. I look up and I can see lots of pictures hanging on the walls around the bed. I see my hubbys sister to my left and she looks very scared. My hubby says "it's in the pictures" his sister says "Just shout Dad and he will be able to get past it and get out" ((my hubbys Dad died about 4 years ago)) My hubby says "no we can't or the thing will get out", they are both worrying about their Dad being stuck there with it. I am thinking "ohh shit it's the bad spirit and it's followed me again" I have a bad feeling like I sometimes do when I feel that presence in my dreams. I pull a blanket towards me and wrap it around myself, I am scared incase it gets out through the pictures. I decide to lie down, I close my eyes and I think "I'll try and enter sleep paralysis again and then i'll enter a nice dream" i then wake up in RL.
    12. 17th July 2011

      by , 07-19-2011 at 05:44 PM
      I had a few dreams last night but I don't remember all of them, but one dream which was quite awfull does stand out to me.
      I was with other people, we were just hanging out, my hubby was about in my dream but not directly with me. There was a girl, a horrible scary girl, this girl had a grey complection, black messy hair and wide brown eyes, she was attacking people, I knew this because I had been told. We are trying to avoid her but we come across her so I run and hide. ((dream skip)) I am now back with my friends, I go off on my own and I am walking through a hallway, next thing I know she is here, right infront of me then BAMMMM!!! She has hit me in the head with an axe, my god the pain is horrific. She is hitting me again and again, I am thinking to myself "I won't die because it's only a dream so it doesn't matter what she does" She has again hit me one last time and I fall to the floor. I can see blood everywhere, I put my hand to my head and feel a gaping wound I'm thinking "Ohh shit I'm dying, I need help" I can see a group of people that notice me and they come over, I feel dizzy and sick and i'm asking them to help, a woman is picking me up ((dream skip)) I am at the hospital and someone is looking at my head, my head is feeling very, very swollen and fat and also very heavy. I am holding a mirror and trying to take a look at myself, I can see the bottom of my face and it looks HUGE It is also very swollen. It is only a small circular mirror so i can't actually see all my face and head but, what I can see is scaring me. I'm feeling very faint again, I'm gripping onto something trying to hold myself up but i collapse onto the floor. I'm now unconcious but in my head i'm thinking "Just pretend to be unconcious because i'm meant to be" lol ((it's as if i was going along with the dream plot because i knew that was the plan for my dream)) People come and get me and put me on a bed. I'm now awake and my hubby is sitting beside me, I can hear him say "will she live" . I get scared again and i'm trying to speak but i'm feeling very groggy and just end up mumbling to him. A doctor comes and I hear him tell my hubby that he needs to put a drain on my brain to relieve the pressure, at that poing I really do shit myself but think "well if they have to, then they have to" ((dream skip)) I am now up and I am walking around. I have a large white bandage wrapped around my head and I have a tube coming from it, this tube has blood in it so I know that it's draining the excess blood and fluid from my brain. I can also see air bubbles in the tube. ((I see myself in 3rd person thats how I know what I look like))
    13. 28th May 2011

      by , 06-08-2011 at 12:53 PM
      I was in a house and in this house there was a baby. I was told by someone horrible that i had to get some things from a certain shop in a certain time frame or the baby would die. I rushed off up the steps to this old-fashioned shop, i asked for the bread off an old man that worked there and for the meat off a butcher ((blimey all i needed was a candle stick maker LOL)) i began to panick because they were taking ages, i then got my stuff and ran, i almost fell over myself trying to hurry back to the house. I hurd curdling screams from the baby, i looked down and it's skin was peeling off, there was blood everywhere and the baby was shrivveling up and dying, i sat by it and cried, i told it that i was sorry i wasn't quick enough to save it. The nast woman came back and said "1 more chance" so i done it all again but again i still wasn't quick enough. This happened about 4 times, chance after chance but i wasn't able to ever save the poor baby.
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