Ayrwen's DJ

There is an indent in the floor of the room, filled with water. I noticed there are colorful stones there. One of them is a big, purple one, and it easily brakes into peaces, revealing a deep purple tone inside. It looks something like this, but a bit of a shade darker. Somehow I think it wasn't amethyst.



I'm going to go and search for it tomorrow at the crystal shop. I'll report if I find anything.

15/06/2010 & 16/06/2010

I am walking around a city at dusk. I go between a cluster of big old apartment building and go into a small shack. It turns out to be a big building and a dance party inside. There are flashing lights everywhere.
There are some DDR machines on the side, and after doing one dance I realize I am better than some of the "professionals" here.

***

I am in my room. As usual I climb out of my window and while climbing down try to make a hidden blade appear on my left hand. It works only half. The bracer is too see-through and the blade itself is too short. The scene changes to one that slightly reminds me of Jerusalem streets in AC.

Sorry for the size
I go out testing my hidden blade on random DCs and am a bit surprised that it actually works.

***

A fragment of me ripping off a huge poster and crumpling it into a ball. I throw it to the ground and now there is a huge crumpled paper on the ground. I think that I should try setting it on fire. I snap my fingers near the ball and see with unusual vividness (and slowness too, actually) how sparks from my snap fly, how a fire forms and catches on the ball quickly enveloping the whole paper in flames. Imagine this in slow-motion, cause that's how I saw it and see it before my eyes now. I think while looking at the ball of fire, that this just maybe could count as the task of the month, since I remembered about it straight after performing pyrokinesis.

***

I am in my grandma's garden. I am chasing someone with the intention of killing. (Goddess knows why...) Anyways...
So I'm running down to the forest part, materializing the hidden blade on the way. I see the guy and now that I'm closing up on him. He is now over the fence. I jump on the fence and from there, jump on the guy and push the blade through his neck from behind.

***

Some more fragments involving trying to materialize the hidden blade.

I just spent a good 30 minutes typing down two long lucids just for your enjoyment, but pressed something by accident and now the text is gone. TT_TT You'll just have to live with brief notes and hope that I will pull myself together again tomorrow for another try. TT_TT

-unknown date. Hogwarts like school. A fight with three witches on top of a castle in ruins.
-05/06/2010 Maneuvering dream where my wings are visible and I'm trying to evade being captured by some weird group of officials.
-06/06/2010 An attempt to make myself a hidden blade which almost works. Some random telekinesis and a snow storm. o_O

01/04/2010

This is one of those days when I just can't pull myself together to write down ALL of my dreams. So some of the least interesting and fragmented one are not going to be mentioned :/ Sorry guys. But on another note I'm going to try both the TOTM and the BD TOTM. If my WILD tonight is 100% successful. Because the island resort is just too awesome to not try to go there. XD

But now, for the dreams...

Non-dream Dream Semi-lucid Lucid

The witches and the monster-wolves

I am in a field with a forest on my left and a steep rock wall further down on my right. The whole dream is dark. There are witches there. How I know that they are witches I do not know. They slightly remind me of the witches from the movie "Golden Compass". I have a longbow in my left hand and an arrow bag over my shoulder. (Fun fact: I started to train in archery from this years January.) We need to fight the monster wolves that are coming out from the forest. I'm trying to kill them with precise shots but somehow I always miss. The other witches are starting to get annoyed. I somehow know that I am knew here.

Time-skip.

It is now raining. No, pouring. We are preparing for another attack. We go forward and the wolves start attacking us. I and another witch am backed against the rock wall. I see other witches behind the wolves. The wolves are upon us, and another one is attacking me in particular. The wolf the size of a huge dog, and looks normal, except for it's face. It has an evil look and red, glowing eyes. I try shooting him, but he is too close. The other witch - she has long, dark hair and a long flowing dark dress - says that I need to hit him. I do a couple of times, but then the wolf start biting my arm, practically chewing on it.


The visible wings

A little info: when I want to fly in my dreams, I imagine myself with wings. That is also my reality check. These are just random fragments. From a dream.

I'm going to visit my grandma. I ring at the door, and I'm let in. I go into the living room. My grandma is sitting on the couch. There is a little girl there with a nice dog. The girl gasps.
"Oh my god..."
"Yeah, those are my wings.."
"Is that why you never let me touch your back?"
"Yeah."

At the same place, I feel someone touching my wings and gently pressing them against my back. The feeling of soft feathers touching my back feels weird.

At the same place. I am sitting at the chair next to the couch. I am scratching the dogs head. At first he's enjoying it and is really happy, but then he starts growling at me, barking at me and even tries to bite my hand. I pull my hand back from him and hiss like a cat. (Yeah... Another thing I may tell you about sometimes... )

I am hiding from someone on a roof of a shop not far from my home. I know for a fact that my wings are still visible.

A vague memory of running down the street to my apartment building.

20/03/2010

Non-dream Dream Semi-lucid Lucid Shared?

The fire

The memory starts with me being in a abandoned part of the city. I see a fire burning in a metal box and think, hmm, I need to put that out. I start making the water rise up from the puddle with mere movements of my hand, but then think, oh, this is a great chance to see if I can control fire.
I diverted my attention from the water to the fire. The water fell back into the puddle with a splash. I raised the hand above the small fire and the repeated the movements that let me control water. The fire started raising together with my hand. And after a while there was a separate fire burning in the air. I made the fire grow bigger, then smaller again. I made it hover in my palm, just a few millimeters from the skin then made it bigger and threw it at the wall, where it left a burning circle. I had just thrown another fireball at the wall when the dream ended and I woke up.
Fun fact: I remember waking up after this dream and thinking - ooh, I need to remember this. But I only remembered the dream after an about of hour of fussing in the morning that I remember the thought when I woke up between the phases, but didn't remember a single dream. XD


The empty classroom ***

I guess I need to give you a little background before I tell you about this dream and why I deem it so important.
Last year (note - by year I mean school grades) I started noticing a guy from parallel class. Not that I hadn't noticed him before, it's just that I started to notice that he was quite handsome, though quite obnoxious too. After a couple of times when I noticed him, I had a dream with him in it. We were paired up for basketball practice at school. We were standing lined up, and he was holding a basketball in his hands. He made a snide remark about me, and I answered with an equally snide remark and a smirk on my face. He looked down upon me (he was taller than me) with an amused and slightly bewildered look.
The next times when I saw him at school, I was met with two greyish-blue orbs - he was looking back at me.
Since that time I had had many dreams with him. And always when we saw each other at school he would look at me with this weird expression.
But it had been a long time since we had had a supposedly shared dream. The last time we had something like that, was the night after the school's Christmas ball, and before that dream, there too was a long period without a dream with him. So this dream made me think again...
Let's see what will happen at school tomorrow...

I was sitting in an empty classroom with my back pressed against the wall - now that I think about it, that's the way I usually sit in that classroom, that reminds me of one of my Latvian language classrooms. If I was sitting at the first table, he was sitting at the third table in the row, in the other seat line. I was the first one to speak.
"Where have you disappeared?"
"Should I've been anywhere?" he answered with a bit of a sneer.
"I don't know, shouldn't you have?"
He didn't answer, just stared at the table.
Th next moment he was sitting at the second table, though still across from me.
"Why aren't you doing anything at school?" he asked.
I think I smiled. "You should know by now that I'm waiting for you to act."
He looked at me with this weird look. Like he was a bit surprised... And maybe even considering it...
The dream ended. Although he probably ended it.

07/03/2010

Non-dream Dream Lucid Semi-lucid Dream comment

The leeches (Lucid)

This was just before I woke up for the WILD attempt.
I was in an old abandoned building. You could see that vandals had fun there. The hallways were dark and gloomy and the illuminated rooms, that had windows were with tiles on the floors and walls, and the walls had mirrors – I think they were supposed to be bathrooms...
I remember walking into on of those rooms (everything was very vivid). There was a guy there, a DC. I think we were talking about something when two giant leech-like creatures entered. They looked something like the worms from Stephen King's “Dreamcatcher”, only almost the size of a human. They both entered the guy's body through his mouth and went out of each through the legs. The guy was left a bloody mess. The leeches ignored me and crawled out of the room. (At this point I was slightly flabbergasted, but not really afraid) I walked out of the room and went out in to the hallway. I walked further down the hallway and entered another room to the left. It looked the same as the room before, but in it there were two guys – one standing by the window and looking at me, and another one slumped against the wall with the leeches still in him. I felt that I needed to get to the brown-haired guy standing at the window so I started going past the leech infested body to my left and the mirrors to the right.
One of the leeched rose out of the body and turned in my direction. I knew that it would attack so I squished it with telekinesis. The other one rose up too and tried jumping at me, but I ducked to the side, and the leech crashed into the glass – the glass was jutting out of its head – the other leech was dead too.
I went up to the guy, looked out of the window. It was night outside. There was a field stretching ahead, ending with a wall, and beyond the wall there were dark red brick houses lined up. I turned to the guy(I think he was a DC) and asked whether that wall was guarded. (I had a feeling this building was “contaminated” and so closed off from the rest of the world.) He just smirked in response, with his hands in his pockets. I said that this kind of dream wasn't the first for me, as in when I needed to escape a facility, and that I hated running from DC's, so why didn't he just answer me. So he looked up and said that yes, that wall was unguarded.
I thanked him and flew out of the window, over the field and the wall and to the other side of the houses. I sticked myself to the wall and started climbing down, but there was only darkness underneath me, and I ad he feeling that the wall will never end.
I tried teleporting, but everything went dark and I woke up.


Dreams after having my first successful (and serious) WILD

Note: I'm not sure about the order of these dreams – I'm only certain about the first one.
I woke up at 6:30am, having slept for six hours. I did as I planned – stayed up for an hour. Before slipping in the WILD I stretched my muscles a bit and lied down in my usual sleeping position. I started hearing and seeing HH and I think I felt myself having SP. But I got uncomfortable, and decided to turn over to the other side.
The HH started again and after awhile I found myself standing in the middle of my room. Everything was hazy so I yelled out “skaidrība” - “clarity” in Latvian, and the dream started to become clearer. I remembered my main goal – I wanted to make a door that lead to the Moon (I had wanted to try going there for this whole week), and maybe speak to someone from the shared dreaming team. I found a white chalk in my hand. I drew a form of a door on the wall, a door handle and wrote “THE MOON” in big letters on the “door”. I tried to materialize the door, but it didn't work in the beginning. (Meanwhile, I didn't notice as the dream around me grew hazier and hazier.) Then the door I had drawn materialized – I was able to clutch at the door handle. I opened the door that had the looked like the fragment of the wall only with the handle, and found myself looking at another door – a white wooden door with a normal handle. I opened that door with the intention of the surface of the Moon being on the other side. By now the dream was very hazy, but I think I got through – the sky was black and the surface was gray. I think I started to shout something like “Is anybody from DV here?” but then everything went black.


My mom and the office

I found myself in an office. In one of the separate offices (there were glass walls) I saw my mom. She was talking with a Korean (my mom works at Samsung's branch) and another one, smaller it seemed, was standing behind the boss. The smaller Korean had something in his hands – a folder maybe? Anyway, I opened the door and walked into the office. The boss already started to look quite angry when he saw me. I presented myself as the daughter of his employee, Ginta Šulce, and said that I was glad to meet him (insert tiny sarcasm). I started saying something along the lines of “I'm very sorry, but I really need to talk to my mother,” and ushered both of them out of the room. Before the boss had realized what was happening I was already trying to lock the door, but unfortunately, I didn't make it in time, so we had a little struggle – he was trying to pry the door open while I was trying to close it and lock it. I was kinda successful, and since I was pretty sure that my mom there wasn't a DC but a real person, I wanted o show her the Moon. I said that she should still hold the door in case the lock wouldn't. In the meantime I had a white chalk in my hand again, and started hurriedly drawing the door, just as I did in the previous dream. The time I could open the first door sooner and behind the drawn door there was a brown wooden door. I was pretty sure I would be able to go to the Moon now, and take my mom with me, so I turned around and called for my mother.
She was standing with with her left arm lifted, held by her right arm. She said “I broke it again.” (Just recently my mom had her cast removed from her left arm – she broke it while ice-skating – and she was still very unsure about the arm) I half lost the lucidness of the dream – that was how shocked I was. I completely forgot about the door to he Moon, and instead went up to the glass and started shouting at the Korean who was still trying to get into the office. I started shouting something like “You idiots, can't you see her arm's broken!!!”
Everything wen black.


The rainbow and the horses

I found myself in my room again. It was sunny now outside. I pondered on things I could do now. I remembered the basic task of the month – to taste the rainbow. So I flew out from my window, landed, went around the house and saw a faint rainbow forming. I went up and let it flow into my mouth – the rainbow tasted like Skittles! The taste was so rich, I had a hard time pulling myself away from it.
But I did, after a while. I mused about what to do next, and then I remembered my dream horses – I wanted to try out their names. I went out onto the street and summoned both of them. They galloped over so fast, that I had to catch and hold hem by their reins to make them stop. When they did, I asked them “What are your names?” They didn't answer so I asked first the black one “Can I call you Brecon?” and I could feel that the horse approved. Then I asked the white one “Can I call you Llmarei?” and the other horse too approved. (These names are actually taken from one of my favorite fan-fictions) Once again I thought – what could I do for the reminder of the dream? And decided to try to get to my school in the dream world, like I have done before. I ran to the main street and held up a red car. I got in the car and the driver, a fat middle-aged man, asked me where to. (I'm sure that he was a DC.) I said the name of the school, and after answering his next question – why did I choose this car (because I liked the color) – everything went black.


The money garden

I found myself on a path in my grandma's garden. Everything was in bleak colors, all of the flower beds were dug up, the same with all of the grass patches. It was as if the garden was turned into a vegetable garden, just to make money. There was a DC that looked like my grandma, working at one of the beds. Then another DC, who slightly reminded me of my grandpa, walked up to me from the forest part of the garden. I knew he was behind this, so I asked him, why did he do this. He didn't answer, just smiled evilly. That's when I knew, that even if it's a waste of a lucid, I needed to make the garden the way it was. So I made flowers grow everywhere, ruined the already grown vegetables, and smashed the two cars standing by the gate using telekinesis. I knew the DC would soon find out what I did. So I ran off to one of the neighboring houses that always had been like a dream safe-house to me. I went in, locked the door and went deeper into the house. There was a room with a lot of beds there, and there were a lot of DCs there too – all girls, having conversations about nothing. I sat down on one of the beds. And soon after that, everything faded to black.

06/03/2010

Non dream Dream Dream comment Semi-lucid

The Masquarade

I was in my room when my mum came in and told me that the masked party is going to start soon, and that I should better get ready. I was excited , and started to make my own costume, as in, like I usually do in my dreams. I wanted to try to make a catwoman costume, but started failing at it at the beginning. Can't decide whether it's a wasted lucid or not...


The canyon

It was the middle of summer and I was walking down a dirt road with some unfamiliar DC (I can't even remember it's gender). There was a grassy field on the left and a huge canyon on the right. And the DC was telling me that the canyon was made by some sausage company that had been working here a while ago.


The bamboo forest and the battle

This is the part of the dream I remember
I was walking down a dirt road with 3 or 4 other people. There is a curve of road ahead of us, a shallow river is flowing by the road to the right, there is a bamboo undergrowth to our right with a normal forest seen further ahead and the rooftops of small houses sticking out of the bamboos further down the road. Everything was in vibrant colours.
We were on a some kind of quest... Some guy from the group said that we should retreat to the forest or the guards will see us.
We went through the undergrowth, following some kind of old path, and settled ourselves at the old tree-house just after the tree-line.
Suddenly one of the guys, a young boy, dark-skinned, with brown eyes and black hair, said something about practising. Everybody said that that was a good idea, so I agreed. Then we were both on platforms and the first battle was like practise (we threw far-ranged weapons at each other and did spells too) and it ended with a tie. The next battle already was more like for life or death - the boy had an evil look in his eyes and an evil smile on his face. I wounded him a lot of times, but his magic attacks were poisonous so I lost - I think I died - and everything went black.