Fucking real
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, 03-04-2011 at 11:33 PM (741 Views)
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I am in New Eden with Raven. She looks fucking real. In fact everything does. Not just vivid. FUCKING REAL. IT'S BLOWING MY FUCKING MIND.
I listen to Raven's heartbeat of her dream body. It sounds like a heartbeat... with music. I look at Raven's face. She looks fucking real.
I roll around on the grass, and lick it.
Raven: what are you doing, Nomad?
IT'S FUCKING REAL IT'S FUCKING REAL EVERYTHING IS REAL HYU IS RIGHT HOLY SHIT!
I laugh and cry. The emotion I feel I have never felt in waking life. It's a dream emotion. The best way I can describe it is: wonder, amazement, madness, grief and SHEER FUCKING TERROR.
I roll around, and the dream wraps around me like a salvia trip. I am falling through a psychedelic wormhole.
Somehow the music I am listening to right now as I write this DJ is playing in my FUCKING DREAM.
I turn into a large rakshasa and land in the Outback.
I run through dreams, kicking ass and taking names.