BeingLucid

23 June 2019

I know I'm dreaming. I force my eyes open. I struggle to get my legs out of bed. They're heavy and feel paralyzed and I'm worried I might hurt Zoe (my dog who is sleeping on my bed with me).

I know I can do anything, so I force myself to the ceiling. I'm upside down on the ceiling on my hands and knees. I'm feeling good. I look sideways at the wall and start to feel disoriented and feel a small amount of panic.

The scene changes. I'm in a strange room with strangers. I ask one to tell me my name. She says manima (I think that's what she said... I remember telling myself to remember it).

I ask another woman what she wants to tell me but she doesn't answer.

Lucidity ends...

At some point I begin to see each person in the room is there because each has witnessed a murder by one of us and has had to commit another murder to cover it up. (To kill other witnesses.)

Each murder is played back in front of me. Like I'm watching it on tv.

Next there is a flood through my house. I call my boss to say I can't go to work.

I need to secure my birds in make shift cages. I need to block holes in the front porch area so rats can't come in. My mother is there helping me.

Now I'm running away from a man. He chases me over an obstacle course over land and sea. There are ships, and highways across the sea. Shipping containers "fly" from the highway to the ships flying in the sky. I can see where golf balls have landed in the sea from a nearby golf course. I can see a luxury cruise ship among the industrial ones.

I'm doing the same obstacle course over and over again, trying to outsmart the man chasing me. Doing things slightly different each time. Laying traps. But the man chasing me gets better too. He's always close behind me.