BloodSand's Dream Journal

I'm on a snow covered mountain with an old man teaching me to track. There is a man up hunting with his boy but they didn't manage to catch much. They seem to be getting ready to move to a different area in their Van. I ask if they'd like to pull our resources and the 4 of us track and hunt together. The man ask how good the old man is. "Supposedly he's pretty good" I say. "How good would you say you are old man?" I ask. "Oh about 70,80,90 years" He answers. I say "Well he's answering in years, I don't know what that's supposed to mean. He says 70,80, or 90. Experience maybe, some years counting double depending on the area?"

It is a bit darker than it was at the start of this conversation. The man starts looking for his boy and shines a flashlight or something that emits light around. We think we see the boy for a moment but he disappears the moment the light hits him. Unsure of what we just saw the man says "what the hell was that?". There is some commotion at the bottom of the mountain which is my home that is not at the bottom of a mountain in real life. The man and I go to investigate and we see up in a tree in my front lawn is a vulture tied to the tree trying to fly away.

I seem to understand that this bird tied to the tree is a curse placed there by someone. The man goes to cut the vulture free.

Fragment #1
I'm in what appears to be an elementary school. Sitting at desk are a bunch of adults, including myself or whoever I am in the dream. We are part of a government organization and we just finished some big assignment in which I had played some key part. Some official comes to speak with me, says things I don't recall now but myself and everyone listens and reads between the lines and come to the conclusion that the government now thinks I know too much and will have me killed in 4 hours. One of the female coworkers agrees to take me into another room and fuck me before they come to kill me. The dream ends before that, or I've forgotten any further parts of that dream.

Fragment #2
I've somehow transported to a strange place of large stone buildings and lots of people walking around in knights armor. I am later in one of these stone buildings in one of the rooms, and it seems I had been, or had been planning to,maybe both, fucking some woman that had been going around in knights armor and they were attractive underneath. Later my mom shows up with my stepdad and they are calling for me, so I yell out the window to them after cracking it about 2 inches, which is as far as it will go. I start to pack to get ready to go out to them. One of the things that was my packing is dumping the wet wax from a candle out on a plate which has 3 eggs yolks in it. I blow out the candle and place it sideways in the wax on the stone plate to harden and pack up.

Fragment 1:
I'm heading down the steps to the house and a bunch of 1 foot long praying mantises attack me. They latch onto my face and I try to pull them away and squish them in my hands. It doesn't work. I then wake up:I fell asleep with the space heater pointed at my feet. That figures: doing that always gives me stress dreams/nightmares.

Fragment 2:
I'm out back at my grandparents place, but I'm much younger, maybe 9 or 12 and I'm with an even younger girl, 6 or 7 maybe, who I think was supposed to be my sister (I don't have a sister in real life). I'm making granite bricks to make a house from, I ask the girl to bring me a bucket of water and 2 bricks and she refuses. I say fine but when I'm done you can live in the house with me.

Fragment 2.5 (same setting and some memories carried over from last scene)
Later in the same dream I'm me again at my normal age or at least 20 something, I'm with some friends: my friend beery was definitely there as well as some girl he was dating in the dream that doesn't exist. Perhaps a few other friends from the net were there. My dead dad open the side door to my grandparents house and yells at us from the threshold. It's definitely a demonized version of him. We head out back. At some point Beery's new girl in my dream seems to worry that she's to fat for Beery. I assure her that he doesn't mind a little extra meat on his girl. I look at her and she's not obese and her boobs are only about b or c cups which were certainly small for her body type, and while I knew Beery prefers them bigger I knew it wouldn't be an issue and decide not to mention that fact to her.

I'm in the backseat of a car. My dad is driving, his mom in the passenger seat, my brother in the seat to my right. We drive for about 5 or 6 hours and the roads are annoyingly windy and I mention I wished we were on a highway, and then a minute later after the most winding part of road yet, there is a highway, nice and straight. Only second later we arrive at our destination, what ever that is, I don't even remember where we were going. We park right in the middle of town, no parking space, just parked right in the middle of everything, but when we get out our parking place seemed natural and out of the way enough. There are tables set up everywhere with people selling things, mostly handmade jewelry that actually looked pretty interesting and seemed pretty cheap, or I felt they were cheap, I never saw a price tag or heard mention of a price, chances are they weren't just cheap, they were free, but with a perception filter on that fact. I notice a face among the locals, Dakota Fanning, but much younger then she is currently and I'm vaguely aware of this fact, that this 7 year old Dakota Fanning is an impossibility. After looking at some of the tables and jewelry I find myself inside one of the shops, but it's not a shop on the inside and it's much bigger then it could have been. It seems like a party,a finely catered party with many good looking and tasting sweets and good music. We're eating the food and the other are swaying almost dancing to the music. As I eat I refrain from dancing but feeling the urge, my natural introversion winning out over that urge. As I sway ever so slightly to the music there is a colorful shadow of myself that dances and sways more than I actually do. I see the others start to sync more with there colorful shadows as I talk to a woman who does not have this effect and she definitely seems like a local to me, and not only does she not have a colorful shadow it seems like she's under saturated herself. She says to me “better be careful”. (I'm no longer with the group I showed up with, now its various friends I remember showing up with). I say I know what I'm doing and do a good job of projecting that perception though in reality I don't. She's convinced though; seeing me enjoy the food but somehow not dancing and says “not you, the others”. I look and they are syncing even more with there colorful shadows. I at some point come face to face with Dakota and look directly at her and she's looking at me and I ask with suspicion “what kind of monster are you?”. She turns away and walks deeper into the building, I follow her. I see her interacting with a large monster of some sort, it's about 8 feet tall, her mouth unhinges and swallows him whole head first. From what I gather later in lost details of the dream what she swallows is not eaten or dead but in stasis until she summons them back to be her servant or do some task for her. More details are lost for much of the dream, I suddenly way up. I'm paralyzed in bed with a dark shadowy and shapeless figure on top of me and she's creating a sort of windy turbulence and I'm quite scared at first but I calm myself, it's likely just a hallucination during sleep paralysis. I peek out of mostly closed eyes and look at the figure, it almost seems like it's not trying to harm me at all, but scare me... scare me awake? I wake up,truly awake now and not a false awakening, I start going over the details of the dream to write in my dream journal.

I'm at a school, probably a high school. Some guy sticks a firecracker in some girls sandals and she is really hurt. I try to find the guy to kick his ass but I didn't see where he went. Some of the girls seem to be tending to there hurt friend and another guy seems to think he saw where the kid with the firecrackers went. We together chase after him.

We never do find him. At some point I forget about this earlier part of the dream. At the cafeteria I notice that with all the food there is about one bites worth of what looks like chocolate cake. It's always on top of the other foods, only one bites worth, but no one seems to notice these pieces of cake even though they aren't likely to taste good with a lot of the things they are on. At some point I learn this is part of some mind control.

Having learned about the cake I find that four entities are after me, 3 angels and a demon working together. Somehow I get hold of a demonic blade and I defend myself from the demons attack, when I block his blade with mine he see's the blade and withdraws back to the other 3. One of the angels now attacks I counter in the same way and the angel drops it's blade and I pick it up, now wielding a demon's blade in my right hand and an angel's blade in my left I see above people strings coming down from the sky to the bodies of most every person like marionettes.

I test the strings by using the angel's blade to cut off an old woman's strings of about 70-80 years old . She acts erratic and without reason without her strings. Myself and the others that knew of the cake don't seem to have any strings though we act fairly reasonably.

As far back in this dream I can remember there was a winter outdoors scene with a pond. I don't remember what happened in this scene or before it.
I then find myself in a very old looking video game with my best friend and a mutual friend of ours. The video game is a very bare open dungeon with liches and zombies and such basic monster, with modern public style bathrooms that you'd find in an mall or something.
I seemed to have been afk from this game for some time as I had 94 orbs of (something or other) and very few other items. Either my character picked them up automatically or my friends were storing excess items on my character while I was away. I try to start figuring out the game. I've got no real weapons so I pick up some stuff off the ground that the others had thrown away. I end up using a +6 iron pickaxe but I was wondering if maybe I should be using the +4 steel scimitar. My reasoning being a steal items should be better then an iron one and it would make more sense that the scimitar would have a higher attack speed, though I saw no visible attack speed shown on the item specs. I look through my items to see if I have anything useful, I read one items that makes fur grow in an area that repels most low level monsters.

I later find myself in a tv show with the main character. It seems that the show was some generic zombie type. The main character is talking to me giving me the rundown of how things work around there. I wasn't really paying attention, not having much interest in this scene or participating in it. I think about telling him how this was a dream, only remembering it for myself for a short time, but I opt to say that this world and him aren't real, it's just a simulation. The zombies show up and I say the simulation should run normally and leave me alone if I stay out of the main scene and run off away from the action not being in the mood for zombie killing.
I find myself up against the wall of a building, my best friend and his girlfriend are there as well as a fictional friend I've never met before. She was a bit on the heavy side and not the most interesting personality but over all not irritating either. The other two were giving her some shit for doing something like sneaking her ex bf her period blood into prison. I wasn't about to back her on something so weirdly gross, my reaction being "uh.. yeah, that's pretty gross." At this point I've forgotten completely that this was a dream.
We leave the tv show and go back to reality. I find myself at a party at someone's house I'm not familiar with but it's a nice atmosphere, I recognize some people there, and the residents of the house were really nice and attractive as well. They were a pair of sisters, one being between 14 and 16 years old maybe in a green shirt with A cups poking through quite prominently despite their size, and the other somewhere in her mid 20's, wearing in a sweater. The younger sister was looking for her lost video card (though usually I'd refer to it as a graphics card) and I offer to help since she actually seemed pretty distressed about it and had been nice since this scene started. The older sister ask why am I helping and I say I'd help anyone who was nice if it was a problem I could help with. I'm sure the older sister is wondering but not concerned if I had any intentions with her sister, and she accepts my answer and goes on about whatever she was doing, saying: "good, then I don't have to help her find it this time". I'm now wondering how often can someone lose a graphics card and why does this happen? Though I'd probably recognize it if I saw it I thought I'd start with the basics. "What does it look like/what model type is it?" she doesn't answer me, instead she seems to be mumbling to herself/thinking out loud incoherently in what I assume is a internal contained panic. I try to get her to calm down and sit down on the floor and ask her to come sit and tell me about the situation and such. I fail to make any headway though I felt like earlier she had been more articulate. Her sister comes in and tries to help. She's going to google the model to show me what it looks like. Her computer is ancient and she puts in a floppy disk for some reason. Both sisters are seeming much weirder than earlier, the younger one seeming autistic and the older one being merely very odd.

I'm up the street slightly from my house, stepping out from a moving van with my wireless headset on I see two neighbors who don't exist in real life. One is a middle aged woman, and the other is her daughter of about 10 years old. Judging from where I believe my signal strength to the headset will reach I must have a computer in the van. There are several post in their yard and I wonder what they could be for. I walk up to investigate and I wonder if these previously unknown neighbors will attempt to chat, but instead the woman launches a single attack that I assume was a punch since I didn't actually see the attack. I'm staggered for a moment but more annoyed than anything especially since the attack didn't hurt in the slightest. I decide to get my revenge in the form of completely ignoring her instead of leaving or even launching a counter attack. I state out loud to the friends on the other side of the headset that the post are almost 3 foot tall. She summons a medium sized animal that I have forgotten what it was, likely a dog,to attack me. I send it running away after one punch to the head when it lunges at me. She then summons a squirrel. The squirrel jumps around quite randomly. It's always jumping a different height and slightly to the left or right as it does so. I'm sure it's looking for an opening to attack. I notice that this squirrel actually appears like it's nearly break dancing and I hear Mc Hammer's song Hammertime. I'm very careful not to turn my back on it, I take this squirrel much more seriously than the woman or her dog. I attempt to hit the squirrel but it's nearly useless since I can't seem to predict it's movements. I land a glancing blow that almost no power was transferred to since he was falling back to the ground at nearly the same speed as my punch. He curls up into a ball and bounces once in the air, this was my chance to attack, but the whole situation has me so off balance I miss my chance to attack while he's open.

I'm in an arcade at a mall, I play a crane machine and easily win a big snack. A young girl comes in an is looking around and ask me what my favorite games here are. I tell her the crane machine and a few other games that have actual prizes. She seems to like that reasoning and me. I offer her some of the snack I just won but she declines telling me she's lactose intolerant. Hearing this I pull a lactaid out and offer her the pill and the rest of my snack. She accepts happily. At some point I head home to my grandparents.

I'm at my grandparents house, there are a lot of guest over and my grandparents and some of the guest are going out. Judging by what those who are leaving are wearing they must be going to the beach. The guest, many are cousins and some are friends I only know online, are spread out all over the house and property, and I'm worried trying to watch after them all because of the vampires. Luckily for me the vampires are scared of me and run at the sight of me and I know they only intend on one target today; Someone I only know online, let's call him Evan Wrong. I walk the property trying to take note of where everyone is and keeping an eye out for vampires. I don't find Evan but am pretty sure my presence is keeping the vampire away.

I'm in some kind of school,a high school I think. I'm walking down a hall and reach an intersection and get stopped by 3 or 4 girls. They demand 75 cents to pass. They claim that's the rules. I'm a bit disoriented not remembering how I got in this school, I'm thinking this sounds a lot like a shake down but until I'm sure I just figure I'll pay them. I give them a dollar and ask for a quarter back. She sort of laughs and says “thanks for your sacrifice” and ignores me. It's clear to me now that it really was a shake down. So I pick her up and turn her upside-down and shake her so coins fall out of her pockets while saying “I'm reversing this shake down”. I put her down and pick up upwards of $1.25 in change. One of the girls says “hey you can't do that!”. I say to this group of scrawny little girls “well then do something about it.” I'm sure I can take the whole group of them fairly easily. I walk away and hear them getting a security guard. Not wanting to deal with them playing the victim I go outside, but realize I'm not going to get anywhere fast enough from out here, so I wait for the group and security guard to show up so I can at least explain outside of the commotion of the halls. A heavy set girl who seems older then the other girls comes out and grabs me. I push her off easily and say “relax I'm not going anywhere anyway”. I end up in some student/teach court type of thing. I'm forgetting a lot of details at this point but I make my case, get some laughs with some jokes I make and win. After words, outside of the room the court was being held in a teacher approaches me and says something like “you're not the type to just follow the rules quietly huh?” and I say “it depends on if they are fair or not. Our conversation ends at some point and I hear her on the phone, what ever I hear sounds like some kind of conspiracy. I pretend not to be listening as I look out a window.


I find myself in another dream, in a different setting. I'm escorting a girl outside of a hospital. She points to a building and says “that's where we're going it says -i forget what she said the sign read- “ but at I look at the building the sign is only halfway up and doesn't say anything close to what she said she was reading. I assume she can't read well and just memorized what it has said before. We end up looking at a map of the buildings. I remember some very rude woman not letting us look at any of the maps on the walls while she was pacing back and forth using them. There is an evacuation at some point,a fire alarm or something, I'm not sure. Everyone head away from the building. I go the other way hearing crying. I look under a table and there is a little Hispanic girl crying with her umbrella turned inside out. I know I help her, but I can't remember anymore after this.

I had traveled back in time 2 years and I was supposed to take some magic class at this school. I think I was their to change the outcome of some events but I didn't know the details. My being there was apparently known to be enough. The plan was to return to the present once I knew enough magic to do so. At some point in this school everyone seemed to be a little freaked out and the friends I had made said we should get out of the building. So I agreed to leave with them. Someone had jammed a door closed with a soda bottle with a teacher locked inside, so I removed the bottle before leaving.
I find myself outside at some sort of event. A lot of private homes doing their own thing. I end up at some house with a little girl who asked if I'd like to see their Jackalopes. I say sure I'll take a look at them. She takes me out back and shows me these huge freaken rabbits or maybe hares. They are about 1 and a half feet long and no antlers. I'm actually a bit scared of them and try to keep them away from me. The girls picks one up and says they are fine,but a rabbit irritated at me trying to shoo it away ends up chasing me on top of a car. At this point it's smaller and faster and maybe it turned into a weasel or something. I wait for it to pop up again holding a brick to bash it with.
I know there was a third act to this dream, but by the time I got down the first two parts I forgot the last parts details.

I was trying to get a hold of my friend Beery since we had plans to go get pizza with Jon but it was already much later than we planned to meet but he didn't answer his phone. Jon showed up at some point and asked where Beery was and I told him I wasn't able to get a hold of him yet. I call him again and he answers, for some reason he is staying at my aunts and I can also barely hear him on the phone. He tells me he's not sure if he wants to come yet, that he's feeling pretty crappy. I give Jon the update on the situation. The house we are in is actually one I don't recognize. I walk into the kitchen and there is Beery talking to an attractive girl with a full ass, so just Beery's type. I say hi and probably something else, but I don't recall now. Beery says I've sort of got bad timing at the moment, the two are close and his hand is on her ass, so I go find somewhere else to be and assume the meet up for pizza is off and am kind of annoyed since we had plans, but given the hot girl he's inexplicably gotten close with I decide to let it go. In another kitchen or maybe a dining room I find some other people eating pizza, I join them to grab a slice but all the good pizza was gone, the only thing left was this sauce-less pizza with some odd cheese. At some point I find myself at a field with a young boy (maybe 8), he may have been alone or maybe my brother was also there. He is talking about his powers, that he can do a sort of force push or shove. I say that's pretty cool and ask him to show me. I say try pushing me back 3 feet with it and try not to knock me over. He runs at and I put my right side to him since I was startled and didn't expect him to run at me. I'm push back maybe 1 foot and it felt like the blood was forced out of right arm as I was pushed back by a sort of force field. He had sort of described his powers wrong since it was more of a barrier power that he was just turning on and running with. A younger girl (about 4 or 5 maybe that I assume to be his sister) appears out of no where, but I saw her do it, she literally seemed to come from no where. She had either teleported in or had been invisible. I'm pretty sure she had been invisible. I tell her that "you two really shouldn't be going around telling everyone about these powers." It could be dangerous.

4-26-2016
I was on a planet of slaves. Everyone was required to wear an electronic collar that you weren't supposed to take off, but was easy to take off. There were flying drones that would shoot if you were spotted without the collar. I was about 6 or 7 years old with my mother, I had been born on the planet but my mom had not been. Scavenged things on the planet could be traded for money that could be used for food and basic things. I recall a spoon cost 3 cents. Mom was sad that I was stuck on that planet with her as a slave, but I told her it wasn't so bad for me. “I don't feel like a slave, I just feel like I couldn't leave the planet.” Which I couldn't but felt normal, likely because in waking life I am also confined to the planet I am on.

4-18-2016
I was at school where they were having some kind of convention that was largely League of Legends based. There were also challenger players from other countries there. I was talking to one such person, he was Asian,and he spoke perfect English. He asked if I had a twitch account. I told him I don't bother with things like that I'm a very casual player. Some severe weather seems to be coming in and buses are at the school ready to pick everyone up but there doesn't seem to be enough so everyone is rushing to get to a bus or to a friend with a car. I try first to see if an acquaintance there has room in his car to take me with him, he doesn't. So I go to where the last unfilled buses are. In front of a bus for the handicapped is a bus that is just about full, a girl gets on first, then I do and the last bus is at maximum capacity. At some point a bus cuts a corner to sharp and goes over a small stream, luckily it makes it over somehow by driving on a log that I just happened to put there earlier myself. Realistically that log wouldn't have held a fraction of the buses weight. I see that there are downed trees, branches, and leaves everywhere, so I guess a hurricane must have come near by. The destruction looked familiar enough. We are approaching my stop but we have to detour do to downed trees or something. I was close enough that I could easily just get off and walk from there, but I was in no rush to get home. If something went wrong along the way I felt I was the best equipped to help or at the very least I was the strongest since most people there were physically their 9th grade selves and I was my adult self or perhaps just retained my adult strength, also there was a girl there who was cute.

4-16-2016
I'm at a hospital/doctors office, helping a friends old friend Stephanie. She has an appointment there but was to anxious to come alone so my friend Beery and my mom and I come with her. I find by coincidence that my grandparents also have an appointment themselves and in the waiting room. I don't remember why now but one of the doctors there really pissing me off and I'm about ready to physically attack him. The doctor is a bit of a big guy and clearly works out, to make matters worse he indicates that he knows taekwondo. He ask me what I think I could possibly hope to accomplish if I were to fight him. I'm not willing to back down just because I'm likely to lose and get my ass completely kicked and I say “well, probably going to get my ass kicked”. I then come in to attack, hope he's just proficient enough to be able to read and manipulate easier but not so well as to be able to completely nullify any attack I launch. So I come in trying to telegraph an attack for the solar plexus, when his stance shifts I look for any opening even if it's not one likely to do any damage. I kick behind his knee and punch him in the side. I back out and shift back to defense. The attack didn't do much, but it was still more then I could have really hoped for against a big guy who claims to have some training. I had got an attack in and managed not to get counter attacked, even if he barely felt it. My grandfather shows up and luckily despite not knowing anything of situation he decides to back me. My grandfather is a big man but with his health lately he wouldn't likely be able to do much, luckily in the dream he seems to be more like himself from 10/15/20 years ago. A time skip occurs in the dream without my noticing. With my grandfather's help we have him beaten and he hold him down for me. I grab a bucket and a gallon of water. I put the bucket under his head and pour the water over his mouth and in his nose basically waterboarding him. I head back to the spot where Stephanie is sitting and realize I left my pants in the other room. I had never taken off my pants, but I went back to get them, more worried about my wallet in them then the actual pants themselves. Other things happen but are fuzzy in detail now, the doctor planning to get revenge, him bugging my toothbrush and my step-dad being at the same office/hospital over hearing that fact and wanting to help.

3-31-2016
I'm in an airport with family. The airport has a lot of elevators and is very crowded. I'm trying to sort out some kind of mix up with some paper work for my grandmother and people keep reading a brand name on my sweatshirt and thinking that is my name, others mistake me for my grandmother when I present her papers. At some point I'm not sorting out paper work or talking to airport workers and more and I've split off from my family. I notice a girl sitting on a marble ledge by a food court. She has short hair dyed various colors in some places. I remember seeing green and at least two other colors. I walk up to her and something to the effect of “hello cutie”. She says hi and ask me what kind of music I like. I tell her I like just about every type of music but country. She says something to the effect of “Come on you've got to do better then that. I'm not interested in guys who can't answer this question correctly.” I get annoyed thinking I don't want to deal with a girl who thinks like that so I start to get up to walk away. She stops me. Her challenge of the question apparently being a bluff. She kisses me and sits on top of me. At some point I find we are having sex but I don't remember taking my pants of or even pulling myself through my pants. As she's grinding on top of me we scoot a bit on the marble ledge into a spot slightly less in view of the bulk of the crowd. She says something like “oh this is so nice I can't believe I'm not paying for it.” I sort of laugh and say “Oh no charge, but if we get fined for public indecency you're welcome to pick up the bill.” I then realize we are still out in public sitting on that marble ledge. I suggest somewhere more secluded so we head into the women's bathroom. It's still pretty crowded in their and not very clean. We head over to the men's bathroom thinking it's probably empty compared to the women's bathroom. It was bigger but even more crowded and kids including girls that were in their with their fathers presumably. There were a couple of isles in there strange as it was so we hoped to find a place that was less in plane view.