non-lucid

I just had a dream i was at a party last night, like on of the parties i would go to when i was younger. I really wish something more interesting happened....oh well.

Red is for Non Lucid.
Green is for lucid.
Purple is for my speech.
Blue is for male speech.
Pink is for female speech.
Black is for side notes, that are not a part of the dream.

I ended up going to a place last night that i haven't traveled to since i was younger. It's a large open space, only accessible through a secret path after following the train tracks for a while. The space is just very large, wide open nature area. Although, it has different sections. Like, there is a rock section, that looks similar to a desert / grand canyon. There is a large open fields part, and a part of trees and the forest. I didn't actually explore it at this time around like i have in past dreams, as the dream itself was very short. It's just very odd that almost all of my dreams have continuity, from dreams i had even when i was kid.


I was sitting in my room with my cousin, who is just a bit younger than me. We where both really bored, and where tired of playing of video games. Suddenly, i had an idea. Why not visit that old place i used to go to? It could be a blast if i brought my cousin with me...too bad his parents are super over-protective, i probably won't be able to take him. I tell him about it and he does want to go, so we end up going outside to ask my parents. (since he was staying over my house). They said they couldn't agree to it because they knew his parents wouldn't agree to it. My cousin then just kind of shrugs and goes off to do something on his own. I figured since i have some alone time anyways, that i still want to check that place out. I 'remembered' not having been there in so long, and was extremely excited to go revisit it. I started off in the direction of the train tracks.
...after walking the tracks for some time, i spotted the hidden path in the woods. I remember pushing my way through the path, like an excited child once more. When i reached the opening i was hit with all the familiar feelings and joys of the past times (dreams) i had had here. I stepped forward, into my nature paradise....

and then i woke up. :s In my dreams i have memories of past dreams, like as if my dreaming life is a separate continuous life that runs parallel to my waking one. In a way it does make sense...but for non lucid esoteric dreams to have a continuity along the lines of a lucid dream? I just find it kind of strange...

Sorry i havn't posted in a while, my weeks are very hectic and it's difficult to find any spare time, especially to write dreams down. I was dreaming throughout the week though.

I had like 15 false awakenings last night. Because all those false awakening really threw me off, I will only be writing down the one solid dream i remember. I am appalled at my behaviour during this dream. This is not something i would ever, EVER consider doing in real life. There is a part where i kill another person, and i think it might even have been another dreamer, but i sincerely hope it wasn't...i don't want to hurt anyone. If it was, i'm sorry.

To explain my color coding:
Red is for Non Lucid.
Green is for lucid.
Purple is for my speech.
Blue is for male speech.
Pink is for female speech.
Black is for side notes, that are not a part of the dream.

I'm with a group of men, traveling along a highway in a car. to the left of the highway is a hill, or a slope. It goes down far enough that i cannot see the bottom. To the right, the slope goes uphill, yet i cannot see the top. Anyways, we are driving and discussing a plan. A plan we have, to break itno this place, and place an object i nthere, to destroy something, and also steal all the money from the place while i nthe process. I don't remember the exact plan, but it's solid, we cannot fail. Eventually we arrive at this lace, it's like a mixture of a school and a hospital. The students are adults though. So we come in through the main entrance, and lock it up. No one gets in and no one gets out. We head down a hall to left and enter the only door on the left. It's some kind of classroom. We come in and tell the teacher to shut the hell up, and give us the acess code for the electrical room, and the vault. She beings arguing with us, and givings us a hard time. None of my associates knwo what to do. I tell them i'll handle this. (this part is kind of confusing because i act like i'm lucid, and that i know it's a dream, but i am not actually lucid and don't realize i'm dreaming.)

"listen, lady, your life is in your hands here. All you have to do is give us what we need and we won't kill you."

"Well what about the class? we could easily just all over power you. And they are all witnesses, none of you are wearing mask. What are you going to do kill us all?"

"These people don't matter, they are just dream characters. They aren't real, i can do whatever i want with them. Watch."

I snap my fingers, and make one of the students stand up and casually wlak to the doro behind us, and lock it. She then comes and stands behind me, leaning on my shoulder and looking at the Teacher with a sly grin.

"you see, complete control."

I wave my hand and all of the Dream character's dissapear. The teacher looks upset, she knew she has lost.

"Fine, i'll give you the acess codes. And then go away and leave me alone. The acess codes is 219."
(219 is a number that follows me everywhere in waking life. this is kind of creepy.)

I tell one of my associates to go check it out. he comes back in a minute or two and says it was correct. I look at the teach and say, "thanks." The shoot her several times.

...

My associates and I are in a sort of in a cafeteria / lounge room, which is next to the acess room. There are more of us now. We completed our mission and are jsut kind of hanging out and relaxing before we leave. Suddenly someone comes up to me, i and i shocked. It is someone who i was friends with when i was younger, in waking life. He is older now, and still a skinny little s**t, but he looks a little 'meaner'.

He looks at me and says, "I finally found you. If you want to live, come with me. I'm taking you to Andrew."
(Andrew was another friend my waking life childhood. He was the sort of leader of their little 'crew'.)

"You STILL don't scare me kid. Neither does andrew for that matter. It would be nie see them again thoguh, perhaps i can...'clear up'...some of that bad blood." I say with a smile on my face.

"whatever lets go."

He handcuffs me and we get in his truck. We are driving along the same highway we where using to get to the building i had just commited crimes in. We are nearing the exit, and i realize Andrew would probably kill me on sight, and i am handcuffed so there is nothing i can do.

"Hey little bitch. I know you have hated me our entire lives, what do you say before we go to andrew we fight. Or are you a still a coward?"

He looks at me and slams on the brakes. We pull over to the side of the road. He opens my door and kicks me out of the truck. I fall to the ground, but it doesn't matter, i needed to be hear anyways. I slide my arms aroudn my lower body, moving handcuffed hands from behind me to in front of me. I hear the truck door slam on his side and he is starting to walk around the back to get to me. I open the doro to his truck, get in, and lock the door. Whe he realizes this he comes running up to the side of the winder and begins smashing on it. "You F**king coward!!"

"you're the one who wants to fight someone with handcuffs, not me."

I reach around in his glove compartment and find the keys, I remove the handcuffs. It's go time. I unlock the door and kick it open, which knocks him back. I jump down out of the truck and land. I ready myself. "now it's a little more even. Although, probably not, because you never could beat me." He gets angry, and pulls out a knife. "that's going to kill you, i suggest you put that away."

He ignores me and charges me. He goes for a stab in my stomach. I gracefully side step him, grabbing his arm in the process, and redirected the momentum to make his arm stab himself, in stead. He just looks at me with malice in his eyes, blood coming out of his mouth. He tries to say something, but more blood just comes out of his mouth. I look at his casually and say "Yeah, whatever kid." and gently kick him so he falls over, lying on the ground.

"well, that takes care of that, and now...."

Now, i realize i just killed someone on the side of the dang highway. This is not good. I can see all the people looking at me as they go by in their cars, some of them on phones, obviously calling 911. My only option is to cross the highway and retread upwards into the hill, as the hill was covered in forest. I cross and begin going around the woods, try to find a path. (The woods where beautiful by the way, all of the leaves where orange and yellow, and there was a heavy scent of 'fall' in the air. This is strange, as outside the woods everything was green.) I eventually find an opening, and...it's the boss. The one who organize the entire operation. He's stand by a tree, talking with some huge guy, must be his number one goon or something. The boss is short and fat. He is literally a spitting image of Ernie Potts from Hey Arnold!.


I come running up them.

"Boss, i ran into some trouble, I had to kill a kid on the highway and everyone has seen my face. I need to law low for a bit. Allow me to return to base."

He looks at me for a bit, then lets out a very subtle grin.

"Ah yes..i had....heard...about that. You can go to base as soon as you dig up the treasure. After yoru collegues retrieved the money from the school, they buried it here. I need you dig it up and take it to a location for me."

"What...i can't do that. There are going to be cops everywhere, looking for me."

"No no, it's fine. You'll be okay, i promise."

"No, i'm not doing it."

He chuckels a bit and looks at the big goon.

"i understand your concern. But i am the boss, and you really don't have a choice in the matter."

I get an idea. If i am forced to do this, i will just take the money and run. If i have to risk my life and freedom, then it will be for me and me only.

"fine."

"Ah, good, i'm glad you came to your senses."

He turns around, and begins talking and joking with the Tall goon.

Suddenly, it hits me.

"Wait...you...you planned this whole thing."

He turns around and looks at me, with a fake quizical look.

"You are the one who told Andrew my location, and you told him the Operation we where on. You told him you would give him a cut if he helped take care of me. So he sent someone after me. But you knew i woudl easily outmatch him. You knew i would kill him in a public place, and become a suspect. And then your plan was to have me move the money to a location, so it would appear i was the only who robbed the school as well, making you and all your men completly in the clear."

"...Rather impressive, you are not as dumb as you look."

"you won't get away with this."

"Oh? but i will....."


He and his good pull out a large knife. They begin closing in on me. Alright, stay calm we got this. The goon comes at me, and i do the same thing i did to him as i did to the person who tried to stab me in the stomach earlier.

The boos looks at me and snivels,"Impressive. But you will not kill me."

he comes at me and swings his knife, i am forced to roll backwards to avoid it, i wasn't able to pull the knife out of the goons gut. He walks over to the goon and picks it up, switching his grips on the knife so he holds them backwards. He comes at me, and goes for about 7 or 8 swipes/stabs, and i dodge them all. However, he is not leaving any opening, and without a weapon to parry his attacks, it's difficult to create one. He manages to get a stab on my upper breast, under my left collar bone. I ignore the pain. He keeps attacking and i keep dodging. He starts breathing heavily....this is my chance...
I take a side step forward, preparing the all powerful side step kick. Before i even bring my leg up all the way though, he jumps forward, and re-stabs my my breast, and the other knife goes into my lower abdomen.

"You where fainting....you f**k...."

i fall to the ground. He begins laughing obnoxiously.

And then i wake up, with my breast and lower abdomen hurting me. I was wicked mad he had done that, and i remember not even opening my eyes when waking up. All i could think was, "that bastard! i have to get back in that dream and kick his ass!" But....i was not able to get back into that dream. If that was a real dreamier i killed in the school i am terribly sorry if i disrupted your dream. I mean no harm!

There was another dream i had, but i can only remember bits and pieces of it, because as i said i had about 15 false awakenings last night so it was very confusing. The parts of that dream, there was like an all powerful vampire, and he was hunting my friend, who was a young weak vampire for some reason. I wasn't a vampire, but a vampire hunter. The dream basically consisted of me protecting my friend, fighting off the powerful vampire, and retreating and resting until he found us again. There was one part in the dream though, where we where at some college for some reason, and it suddenly got attacked by zombies. I rallied the students and got them all to start killing the zombies with me. Fun stuff.

I have had this dream quite a few times. It almost like an RPG, but a little more than that. My "party" and i have to transport some object inside the lair of the main enemy, and it always proves rather difficult. I'm not sure what happens when we get the object in their, i haven't ever completed it. There is a sort of World Map, if you will. That is how you move about in the dream, and If an enemy is able to make contact with you, it turns into a battle scene, and you must fight. Very similar to FFVIII. As i stated, it really seems like an RPG, but it was as real as real gets in the dream.

Proper music for this dream:


Characters: There was me, for starters. I had on a mix of robes and Long sleeve wear. Black and godl colorered, i wielded a halberd / Naginata mix. I had the ability to summon a horse for a few short moment. there was another girl, but i cannot remember what she did or who she was, un-fortunantly she died rather early on. There was a Manticore type of thing with us, he was strong and silent. And there was another male, but i can't remember him at the moment either...

This was basically me, but my naginata only had a blade on one end, and the pole itself was a bit thicker.


The castle sits atop a mountain. My team and i have made it close to the enemies main Lair. We just have to get a bit further...it's been so tough getting here. It seems as though we have to climb up these walls to progress. The walls are almost arranged in a stair like fashion. There is dynamite attatched to a part of each of the walls, and in order to progress, you have to blow a piece of the wall to get through and up. We had managed to be stealthy, but it seems as though we have no choice now. I had our Manticore friend try to jump up walls (he had great jumping abilities) to see if he can distract and bring some of the enemies down to us, or to lead them near the part in the wall that would explode.....

We end up fighting our way past enemies and managing to get through all the walls. The last one had an entrance into a room with a bunch of ropes.The ropes all lead up to the same point. We climbed up the ropes, and found ourselves atop a very skinny walkway, which eventually led to a small cliff / basin on the side of the enemies castle. There was an endless drop off of the walkway, leading back down to the base of the mountain i presume. It was too foggy to see very far down. (this entire fortress is on the top of a mountain.) There where two opponents over there, and they didn't look like any goons to me. We began to move down the walkway towards the area. Not suprisingly, one of them spotted up. She ran up top one the ledges, and grabbed something off a pedestal. Then, i'm not sure what she did, but the walkways started to rumble. Uh Oh. We ran as fast as we could, as the walkways started to collapse. Myself, the male and female managed to make it to the end of the walkway. The Manticore was having trouble...the walkways where already falling around us, he was jumping from piece of falling debris to piece of falling debris. I looked him in the eye, and that moment was enough to communicate was was going on. He was sorry, and wanted us to continue on without him and that he will be okay....The last piece debris fell, and he stayed on top of it, riding it down into the abyss. I called out his name as he fell....it was very sad. I was close to him. From remorse, to anger. A seething rage built up in me, they would pay. One of my collueges said my name, and i turned around to be facing the 2 girls. As i thought, these women where no mere goons. I didn't know who they where, but they seemed powerfull. They where both taller than all of us, maybe 8 or 9 ft. One had black hair and oen had blonde hair. Their skin was not human. It was a mix of purple and dark blue...the colors fading into themselves all over thier bodies. They appeared to have some kind of natural armour.

This picture has a good example. If you look at her arms in this picture, their entire bodies where covered like that, but it was purple and dark blue instead. the "armour" didn't cover their faces though. their skin was a pale dark white.



...One of the them charged us. She was fast. She stabbed the girl that was with us. Put her fist right through her. Shit, we need to move...The male with me starts running towards the upper cliff, one of them follows him. I hope he will be okay. Now this one is left just staring at me...I haven't moved from the cliff. This is a 50/50 chance i can pull this off....i get in a defensive position, trying to make it seem like i'm going to fight her here. She remains still for a moment, but i remain cool so as to not expose my plan. Finally, i notice a few muscles in her leg move ever so slightly. Yes, it worked! i side step, and just as i did, she dashed right to the edge of the cliff, right where i was standing. she looks rather confused, and is trying not to fall. I'm behind her, and i say into her ear , "say hi to -insert manticore name here- for me." And i kick her right off the cliff. Good riddance. I look over to see my male friend attempting to fight the other one, but it's too much for him. He is killed....i sigh to myself....all of my friends are dead...this is not going well....suddenly i spot that pedastal one of them was at earlier. I begin making my way up to it. Un-fortunantly, the demonic girl didn't forget about me. Thankfully, my friend had led her a bit of ways away. She was fast, and closing distance even faster. I ran to the pedastal. There was on orb on the ground..it was clearly in the pedastal before. I pick it up and scan for a way out of here real quick. There are two large doors at the base of the castle...with a small hole in the middle of them. About the size of the Orb. Right...i get it....i began running towards the door at full sprint...the demonic was getting rather close now...too close for comfort...and there was...more? shit. I would never make it to that door before they caught up to me...unless....
I still had an ability left, another trick up my sleeve. I could summon a war horse, but only for short amounts of time, and it had a rather long "cooldown" (inb4 smite, yeah, this probably where it comes from) . I summon my war horse and begin riding very fast towards the door. Those things are not able to keep up. as soon as i reach the door i jump off and the horse fades into the night. I put the orb in the door, and it creaks open. I remove the orb, and slam the doors shut. I turned around, and i was in the some kind of dining hall in the bottom of the castle....i stopped for a minute to dwell on all the sacrafices up until this point. I sigh to myself, and begin my journey into the castle.....

and they dream fades as i start walking. I've had many dreams trying to infiltrate this castle. And i never seem to quite get in there....very frustrating.

I had a strange dream last night.

I'm in my apartment with six people who are my friends (but i don't actually know them they are random DC's). The apartment resembles mine, but is totally different than the real one. We are playing music, but the instruments don't make any sense at all. I don't recall what the others where playing, but i was playing....a piece of cardboard. (yes, you read that right and are not dreaming...or are you? Quick, do a reality check!). We where playing some kind of Jazz tune but i wanted something fast and more upbeat. No one wanted to play anything but that jazz though. I decided to take it upon myself, and started playing a different song anyways. The rest of "the band" ended up playing what i was playing. We began playing faster and faster, and every time we sped up it got louder and louder. It was getting to a point that i was getting really tired and had trouble keeping up but i was very happy, spinning around playing my cardboard. Right before the climax of the song, the dream fades and we are on a circular race track in the clouds. There are no clouds above the racetrack, just the race track being clouds itself. The clouds/track was a sort of really light Amber color, it was quite beautiful. there was some space between the racetrack and the surrounding clouds, so the track was separate. off in the distance there where black clouds, making a sort of ring around the entire perimeter. Me and the six friends began racing in go karts. The race continued on, and the faster the carts went, they started transforming. As we went faster the carts turned into "customized" karts if you will. They each resembled one of the Mane Six from My Little Pony. I had a Rainbow Dash kart, and i thought that was weird. (because Rarity is best pony). So the race continued on like this...i was having trouble taking turns now though because the Rainbow Dash kart was too fast. I still managed to continue though, and we all just kept going around around the track. At this point, the karts transformed again, and they where the actual ponies they resembeled. (my friend riding the karts where gone somehow). I was now riding on the back of Rainbow Dash as we flew through the air. The rest of the ponies just sat in the middle of the track and cheered us on. I was having so much fun, it was incredible. But, Rainbow dash kept going faster and faster and she wasn't even able to stay within the track anymore. We where doing large circles around the entire perimeter, just barely missing the black clouds. I knew where going to not be able to stay within the area if we kept going fast. I tried to tell Rainbow Dash to slow down but she laughed and said "yeah right".

I hear Applejack yell, "Don't go past the black clouds!"

It was at that precise moment, where, we went past the black clouds. There was a loud roar and my vision was shaking. Rainbow Dash stopped abruptly, and flew us back over to the Mane six. A giant Cyclops came out of the black clouds, and a Castle was being raised out of the racetrack. (castle on clouds, really cool to see.) The Cyclops began trying to swat at us furiously, while also destroying the castle.

Un-fortunantly this is where i woke up. That dream had alto of potential, too.

I should also note that i don't write down every single dream i have here, either out of laziness or if it is one that i would like to keep personal. So if it seems i haven't had a dream in a few days, do not be fooled!

The first dream i had i was a monk. i wasn't able to write it down until i got to work so it might be a bit fuzzy. There is also something i would like to discuss at the end.

I was some kind of monk staying at a monastery. The Monastery was pretty low key, just a standard temple. However, there was a giant statue of Buddha in the middle of our monastery. The statue had to have been as tall as a skyscraper. The inside of the statue was hollow though, and it was a maze of caves, with hardly an light. Myself and two other monks thought it would be a good idea to explore the caves. We went inside for a bit and got lost. I ended up getting separated from them, but managed to find my way out. When i got out, there was two men in suites talking to the Abbot near the base of the statue. The Abbot was listening intently to what the men where saying...something about me joining them. I remember being upset by this, i did not want to leave the monastery, but i didn't say anything about it because i was too focused on telling the Abbot what had happened. I ran to the abott and told him what happened. I was expecting him to be very upset, and get angry with me, but he just smiled softly and said,

"i suppose we should go find them hmm."

The abbot and myself began running up the walkway to get into the Buddha with the two men in suites following us.I was not able to keep up with the Abbot and eventually lost him. The two men in suites also seemed to have disappeared. I remembered my monk training and remained calm and didn't freak out that i was lost and alone. The caves where very dark, and i couldn't really see, but i remained calm. I eventually saw some natural light, so instinctively i headed towards it. It had turned out to be a small room (or as much of a room as it could be considering it was a cave) with a small opening. The opening was just big enough for my arm to fit through, so i stuck it through and waved it around for a bit hoping somebody would see it and be able to help me. After a minute of silly flailing i removed my arm from the hole and instead put my eye up to. I peered out and realize i was too high up and that no one would even notice me. (the people where like Ants). I the decided to sit down and try to figure something out based on all the knowledge i had gained from the hole. I had figured that i was probably in Buddha's ear, so i should head downwards to try and get out, as that seemed logical. I sat for a little more, just resting with no thoughts in particular. I awoke while sitting there.

Now, the thing i wanted t odiscuss is that this dream has alot of similarities to other dreams. Yet again, dreams are either showing continuity in either story lines, or the same things happen in different ways. For example, in this dream i enter a dark cave and cannot keep up with the "leader". That happened in a nightmare that you can read somewhere below. Second, the men in suites trying to recruit me. I had a dream the other night (i didn't write it down because i was being lazy) that a man came to my apartment and tried to recruit me. I had at first accepted, but when i found out what he wanted me to do i refused and ran away from him. After i fled him i had run back to my apartment and it was burned down. Some other stuff happened in the dream but i ended up going to a superhero squad (yeah, lol) for help. As i was on my way out the door, one of the superhero's looked to me and said, "hey, you know-" but before he could finish i said "thanks but no thanks. i already have more than enough offers of people wanting me to join them." I think it was important because not only does it show that i was paying attention to what had happened earlier in the dream, but it also goes back to my other dream where a cop tries to recruit me. This would be the 3rd dream in almost 3 straight days where i am being recruited. I'm not sure what this person/things wants, but i believe it is not good and it has to stop invading my dreams...


For the next dream, it was actually quite warming and comforting, and very mellow.

It was winter time on a lake. The lake was large, surrounded soft shorlines that led into woods or shorelines that broke off into valley. The lake was half frozen and the surrounding land was covered in snow. The dream started off with me viewing a small group of animals swimming towards the shore. I was not actually looking with my own eyes, it was like watching a documentary. It was an assortment of animals. Ranging from cats, pigs, turtles and other random assorted creatures. Then, i finally "spawned" in the dream (and i was viewing it from my own eyes thankfully.) I was standing where the animals had come ashore and scattered off. They where long gone by the time i spawned and their footprints where pretty much faded. However, there was a small cat left there crying. I petted and comforted the cat and it stopped crying. It began snowing, so i started making a shelter. What happened next was a sort of time line, if you will. images of me
playing with the cat through the seasons, the cat getting bigger and older, and myself as well. The shelter growing fro ma simple shack into a full blow log cabin, growing in complexity. The cat and i where best friends. the dream ended with the cat and i sitting lazily atop hill off to the west of the lake, on a
warm sunny day....


Looking back at the dream, i realized the cat was orange, the same color as my old friend "kitty". It's strange, because i met kitty in an extremely similar fashion. I had found kitty in a graveyard, jsut a little kitten, alone scared and sad. I brought kitty back with me to my house, and kept him on my stomach for hours jsut petting him and telling him it was okay. Eventualyl he stopped shaking and crying and curled up and slept. Since then, kitty was my best friend. He grew up with me jsut as i did, and he only ever answered to me. He would cry at my door until i let him in. He would always cuddle on my lap when i watched tv, no matter how big he got. (he got pretty big at the end of his life). If he was across the yard playing, i would only have to call him once and he would come sprinting full force to my side. Kitty was the beset cat, and even better friend. I like to think that dream was Kitty just paying me a visit, and reminding me of some of the good times, and the important things in life.


This last dream isn't really a dream. It's a false awakening, but i thought it was really funny so i wanted to share it.

I get to work extremely early, (like an hour, sometimes earlier than that) and considering the over time is not allowed right now, i had nothing to do so i decided to take a nap in the conference room.. I had a false awakening where i woke up in the conference room, but i was late because it was the buzzer that woke me up. For some reason, in this dream i had 3 large boxes of pennies and dimes. I had jumped up at the sound of the buzzer and knocked the boxes all over the floor. I began scrambling, trying to pick them up, so i could clock in on time. While picking them up, i thought to myself "Wait, why the hell do i have all these coins and why did i bring them to work?" I then woke up for real in the conference room....10 minutes before the buzzer

It was kinda dis-orientating....

i was at some kind of bar or something with my friend from work. we where not really drinking, just kind of bored and hanging out. nothing really happened at this bar. The bar was kind of loud, jsut a bunch of mumbles and blurred speech, i wasn't really trying to listen to anyone anyways. I don't remeber what happened. I "woke up" on the floor in my old room at the house i grew up in, with my friend standing over me. i asked him what happened and he just kind of chuckled and said i don't know. My friend was all showered and wide awake, ready to go for the day, while i was waking up off of my bedroom floor trying to "wake up". eventually we went downstairs in the kitchen and where just hanging around, trying to figure out something to do. My friend from work started playing with my cats (cats that i had in my childhood). he was using one of those strings that dangle off of the end of a stick, making the chase it all around. eventually he was making the cat jump into me, and it was really funny. It was soffy, i couldn't stop laughing. My cats jumping into my knees and my lap while i'm sitting on the chair, trying to catch them. I was jsut really happy at that moment, truly content. Eventually we stopped playing with the cats and my friend told me he was going to go to subway for breakfast. i told him i would shower and then meet him there.

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This dream takes place at my current apartment.

I was just sitting in my apartment hanging out when i heard someone come on my porch and knock on my door. It was nighttime and dark out, but it wasn't too late at night. maybe 9 or 10 o clock. anyways because of the time i was wondering who the heck would be knocking on my door, along with the fact that i don't know anybody in this town. I turned on the porch light, opened the door and went outside. The person standing there was a short kind of chunky, nerdy wigger kid who was probably 19 or 20. He had glasses, and i could tell he just a little 'off'. He blinked abnormally and talked in a strange voice. He dressed like a wigger, but i could tell that wasn't him at all. He was just trying to fit in. This kid was a nerd. (not that nerds are bad, i'm a nerd too!) I noticed there was a bike on my lawn, i was assuming it was his. I asked him what i could do for him, and he said, "i was wondering if you need a tank.". This really threw me off. I knew he wasn't talking about a real tank, and being a fan of RPG's i immediatly thought of a 'tanking' type of character. This confused me because we clearly don't have RPG roles in real life, and i had no need for someone to 'absorb punches' because there was no one i had to fight. i asked him "what do you mean? I'm not fighting anyone, i don't need a tank. And we aren't playing any kid of games." He just asked the question again, and i responded with the same thing. I asked him what does he mean, that i'm really confused and i don't know what he's talking about. he just says, "yeah, but like...i'm gonna be the tank." I sigh, and look across the street. He blinks furiously a couple of times and adjust his glasses. There is a gas station there across the street, with a convience store. (in real life, there is just a house across the street.) I sigh one more time and begin walking to the gas station. The kid follows me, but i wasn't bothered by him. I was expecting to follow me, and that's fine. The kid waited outside while i purchased a mountain dew. I took the time away from him to collect my thoughts.

"what the hell does this kid mean? i want to help him but i just don't understand what he wants. The poor kid is probably just lonely and wants someone to hang out with. I bet he gets made fun of alot. and was this gas station always here? i'm pretty sure it wasn't. wow this mountain dew taste good. Why am i drinking this, this stuff is awful for you."

I throw my thoughts to the side as i step outside. I begin crossing the street back towards my house, casually sipping my mountain dew. We get back on my porch steps and sit in a comfortable silence. Suddenly, two ghetto/gangster kids come walking down the street from the left side, where the gas station is. They take a look at us, and begin crossing the street towards us. I could tell these two where the real deal, unlike my goofy little friend over here. I can only remember what one of them looked like, one was short and stubby like the nerdy tank kid, while the other one was tall, sort of filled out in terms of body. he had a dark milano skin color, short black hair and a trimmed beard/goatee combo. He wore baggy jeans, with black boots, a white and block colored hoody with the hood half hanging off of his head. I've never had good expierences with these kind of rapper ghetto people, or whatever you want to call them. I prepare myself mentally for a fight, these people tend to anger quickly when i call them out on their stupidity. They both stop at my bottom step and look at us for a minute before the tall milano one begins speaking.

"Ayo` girl what u doin' with dis fag u gonna ditch that kid come wit' me, u know wut um sayin gurl. Join up me nd me crew u know wut im sayin gurl. You cummin wit us gurl."

I shake my head and sigh, i don't want to deal with these clowns right now. I notice the nerdy tank kid is not next to me, i turn towards the front lawn and see he is looking around his bike for something. I pay no more attention to him as he's probably safer over there anyways. I open my mouth to begin telling these kids off, when a car pulls into my driveway. It's a light brown, almost like a coffee colored car. It's and old 70's detective kind of car. Sure enough, a middle aged man in his 40's gets out of the car. He's wearing a button up white t shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and the top button un-buttoned. around his neck hangs a police badge. he's wearing kaki pants with black shoes. His hair is short and black, gelled backwards. Clean face, no mustache. He begins walking towards me and all i can' think to myself is

"oh great here we go. now the cop is going to think i'm mixed up with these 2 gansters, and that poor nerdy wigger kid who just wants to be a tank will get caught up in it too."

I notice now that the 2 ganster kids are gone and the cop is sitting next to me on the stairs. He's holding 2 cell phones. They look really really old, like models you would have seen in the 90's. He ask me about them and i say one of them is probably my friends. I turn towards my yard and notice the nerdy wigger kid is gone. I look at the other phone the detective is holding and realize it's mine. I snatch both of them out of his hand fast and them in my pockets in one fluid motion. He just kind of looks me dumbstruck with his jaw ganging down, with his arms still sitting there as if he was holding the phone.

I say to him without looking, "I don't consent to any searches. Now what is it i can help you with?"

I caught him off guard. He closes his mouth shakes his head and begins speaking, "I want you to tell me everything you know about those 2 kids that where just here. They are in a gang you know. I know they wanted you to go with them...so i have an idea. YOU work for ME and you go undercover into that gang, and we'll take em down together. sound like a plan, yeah?"

I had to really give this some though. You know, i don't really like trouble, i like to just live peacefully in solitude, enjoying my time. But, on the other hand, i'd love to take down a gang. To clean up the streets would truly be a wondrous thing. I really had to give this one some though, and so i turned towards the detective and told him just that.

he responded with, "good good. Here, take my card. call me when you are ready, and we'll get right down to buisness."

He jumped to his feet and walked down the stairs happily while i just watched him leave in silence. He smiled and waved once before jumping into the driver seat and taking off. (why didn't he have to start his car?) I sit there for a moment, trying to figure out what the hell just happened. Nobody ever bothers me at my apartment, this truly was a strange night. I shrug my shoudlers and head back inside, locking the door behind me.

Welp. Looks like i might need a tank after all.

this dream was a few days ago, and i shoudl have written it down when i woke up but i was in too much shock.

i am wandering around these cliffs and basins in the deste, almost all the rocks and ground are brown-ish red. i don't truly understand why i am here, but i know i'm looking for something. suddenly i get a very odd feeling and think i might be dreaming but am not entirely sure. i start to get feelings of terror for some reason, but nothing overwhelming. as i continue to walk around, to explore, i see a flash in my mind of a giant monster, in a extremly dark room, it's hard to describe what it looked like, but i can tell you that it was the most frightening thing i had ever seen. i pause in my wandering for a minute because jsut the flash of that thing was enough to take the wind out of me and make my head hurt. i sit down by a wall of rocks/platue and look around. there is nothing, absolutly nothing except the desert and the giant rock structures, like the grand canyon. i really start wondering where i am and why i am here. i know there is a reason but i...Suddenly, i notice there are train tracks. why are these here? then i notice an old man standing there. he looks exactly like Dumbledore from the harry potter movies, except no hat or glasses and a white robe. i go up to him to find out what the hell is going on. as i approach him, Jesus goes flying by on the train tracks as if he was ice skating on them.he had a huge grin on his face as he went by. the old man says to himself, "damn that boy." i kind of stop to think for a minute. is this suppossed to be...god? and why the HELL did jesus fly by on train tracks? i continue to approach the old man. he looks at me and says, "ah finally you are here. let us begin." i ask him what he is talking about and where we are going, but he simply says "follow me" and i decided i had nothing better to do. i try to think of things to say to him but i can't really think of any. we start circling the rocks in the canyon and we come to a temple within the canyon. the temple is built into the side of the canyon, and looking at the size of the canyon, this thing could go on forever. the temple is a dull gray, with pillars holding the rocks off of the entrance. there is some black guy standing there, in some type of leather armor/clothes. he has short black hair and basically look like blade. "god" greets him quickly and we head into the temple. the temple is very dark but it is somehow dimly lit. like with neon lights. the hallway is small and messy. we continue straight down the hall, "god" in front, me in the middle and the black man at the end. the hall turns left. god is moving quickly now, and i have to powerwalk to keep up with him. it is getting darker and darker and every so often there will be trickles of blood somewhere in the hallway. the hallway goes on a little more, then another left. its now a small cubicle room, blood splattered all over it. across the room is another small hallway. we cross that and follow the hallway straight until it take another left. this basically repeats for a few times, but as we move on the halls get smaller and darker with neon lighting coming out of nowhere. as we get farther, "god" starts running. i start running to keep up with him, but everytime i turn a corner or get to a cube room, i jsut see him turning the corner. the black guy is a little bit behind me. every cube room i get to gets bloodier and bloodier, bodies start appearing in them, and eventually message are in the as well. we get to the last cube room, and this time the hall on the other side goes to the right. at this point images are flashing through my head of jsut horrible nasty creatures and things. i walk down the hall slowly and turn a U turn at the end of it.on the other side of the U, there is a huge large Cubicle room, the size of a warehouse building and completly covered in blood and rust, with strange crude writing everywhere. i see a bunch of strange...people, if you could even call them that at the other end of the room. they have dark blue skin, skulls on their heads and red eyes. they weapons but i can't make out what they are from the distance. they start charging us and me and the black guy turn around to run, but as we enter the hall, there is more of them at the other side. since the black guy was behind me on the way in, he was now in front as we where trying to escape. since he was in front, they stab him with a stick that has a butched knife roped around the end, i scream and turn around only to find myself face to face with more of them, i turn around and the ones at the other end of the hall are approaching me. i close my eyes and try to imagine getting stabbed, so it would not hurt as much when they stab me. i feel myself being lifted into the air with a sharp pain in my stomach and i wake up.


odd thing is, the Main large room in the heart of the temple, the Huge Cubicle wharehouse room with blood everywhere and the strange things, i have seen that before in other dreams, just flashes of it though. i have also see the flash of the Giant creature thing IN that room before.