Fragment of Dreams
Night of 4/19/14 In a mall Big suze from peep show is having a seminar on how to be a kindergarten teacher, a friend is there attending the lesson I am late to something again, (possible dream sign?) have to sit in an office chair in one of the shops and do coursework ---- My dad was in an accident and is now mentally handicapped; he wont be able to pay for college.
Night of 4/18/14 In bed from 11:09 to 7:40 Dream 1 Late to meeting because I was in the pisser. Wouldn't stop pissing Unusual flow Towards the end it was a wide and heavy mist, it also came out as a brown paste In meeting. My writing was not what they wanted. It had no cohesion and no ending I said it didn't need to be; I thought I was supposed to write about my dreams. I was really angry Tldr: nutty piss and I turned in a dream journal as my assignment. Dream 2 (fragment) Outside was flooded, I was at the back deck of my house with my family fishing. The water level was just below the deck. I caught a few fish.
Night of 4/17/14 Slicing up imperial guards with my katana I was fishing, almost caught a dog who tried to eat my lure dead/cooked fish on the ground, I had to hop around barefoot I was going through a breakup and my child was being taken away from me. I was the wife? Ice in the streets, went skating
Updated 04-18-2014 at 12:30 PM by 68721
Night of 4/16/14 Dream 1: rolling up a long cigarette ( 2 feet long) smoke it feel a buzz (different dream?) raining (next to a jungle? in south america?) had to hide from someone we both had guns running around sparse small bungalows hiding lights out we both had guns friend was in a house with me, needed to protect him
Night of 4/15/14 Dream 1: (I've been watching 30 rock) fragments: there was a meeting with liz miss mahoney was wearing a bra that shot out sparks (not electrical, like fireworks) Dream 2: In a cafeteria My lunch is ruined- i left it on a table and someone sabotaged it a friendly lunch man makes me more lunch and makes sure it is very satisfactory I see a girl im into close friend decides to go for her instead Dream 3: bible school (childhood trauma, what?) really boring ***** went into some sort of FPS mode everybody was shooting at each other I was shootin up fools water surrounding a tower inside, it was dark Went outside, FPS mode gone ***** Went into different inside area, can't remember how I got there *Usually when I go lucid i say out loud that it is a dream* *In this case I just felt kinda lucid* *Felt strange transitioning into lucidity, like there was little change* ***** was in a building with church people I wanted to sex up a girl People would always invade space. There was very little control I tried to build a wall and door with a closed door failed They said if I wanted to have sex it would need to be with a family member I loose control over the dream, (who wouldn't in that scenario?) *****
Before I start off, when do y'all record your dreams? When I wake up I don't want to turn on the light and start writing things down. How can I become better at this without ruining my sleep? In bed from 9:42pm-5:59am Drank apple juice and meditated a little the night before Dream one: (Fragment, non-lucid) Was with an old friend playing games together We were eating pizza His old man was there Throat felt really thirsty/salty/burning end: Woke up a little before three and had to get some water This probably comes from the guilt I have from not speaking to this friend in a few years, for no real reason. Dream two: (Semi-fragmented? semi-lucid?). Could feel that I had some control over the environment, but I wasn't fully lucid; I didn't know I was dreaming. In an aunts house Feels (from the inside) like a house from japan. uncle not home. black man ready to leave the house (What?) tell him he still has a chance, aunt was once engaged to a black man.(What?) he leaves house is leaking rain water forget house is leaking go outside?, don't remember what it looked like. find cement tunnels running under the city Explore tunnels, feels like something the yakuza would use. scared find openings into houses (smuggle children?) find opening into aunts house, she didn't know about yakuza hatch get lost in maze of tunnels end: woke around 5:30-40 have no clue where this came from
really fragmented stuff. I don't remember it being in first person; never saw my hands. felt there were classes the next day, had trouble falling asleep, so this may have contributed. -- playing modded fnv/skyrim subreddit about "not funny but i get it" - real subreddit i think but not like in real life. 50% of posts filled with ugly naked girl trying to be funny also filled with angry exes trying to get revenge as if watching lost tina from survivor accusing holly michaels time passes? tina has a golden idol, sets self on fire, vivid flames shootout occurs jack has an orange safety vest on inside out -- new dream? walter white music on computer somewhere - was messing with foobar the night before. -- new dream old man with rotting casino tries to take me in, felt a bit rapey. gambled together, no one else in casino, outside, night __ that's all i remember man maybe i should spend less time in front of computer
Updated 04-08-2014 at 12:56 AM by 68721