non-lucid

Night of 4/19/14


In a mall
Big suze from peep show is having a seminar on how to be a kindergarten teacher, a friend is there attending the lesson
I am late to something again, (possible dream sign?)
have to sit in an office chair in one of the shops and do coursework

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My dad was in an accident and is now mentally handicapped; he wont be able to pay for college.

Night of 4/18/14
In bed from 11:09 to 7:40

Dream 1

Late to meeting because I was in the pisser.
Wouldn't stop pissing
Unusual flow
Towards the end it was a wide and heavy mist, it also came out as a brown paste

In meeting. My writing was not what they wanted. It had no cohesion and no ending

I said it didn't need to be; I thought I was supposed to write about my dreams. I was really angry

Tldr: nutty piss and I turned in a dream journal as my assignment.

Dream 2 (fragment)

Outside was flooded, I was at the back deck of my house with my family fishing. The water level was just below the deck. I caught a few fish.

Night of 4/17/14

Slicing up imperial guards with my katana

I was fishing, almost caught a dog who tried to eat my lure
dead/cooked fish on the ground, I had to hop around barefoot

I was going through a breakup and my child was being taken away from me. I was the wife?

Ice in the streets, went skating

Night of 4/16/14

Dream 1:

rolling up a long cigarette ( 2 feet long)
smoke it
feel a buzz


(different dream?)

raining
(next to a jungle? in south america?)
had to hide from someone
we both had guns
running around sparse small bungalows hiding
lights out
we both had guns
friend was in a house with me, needed to protect him

Night of 4/15/14

Dream 1:
(I've been watching 30 rock)

fragments:
there was a meeting with liz
miss mahoney was wearing a bra that shot out sparks (not electrical, like fireworks)

Dream 2:

In a cafeteria
My lunch is ruined- i left it on a table and someone sabotaged it
a friendly lunch man makes me more lunch and makes sure it is very satisfactory

I see a girl im into
close friend decides to go for her instead

Dream 3:

bible school (childhood trauma, what?)
really boring

*****

went into some sort of FPS mode
everybody was shooting at each other
I was shootin up fools
water surrounding a tower inside, it was dark
Went outside, FPS mode gone


*****
Went into different inside area, can't remember how I got there


*Usually when I go lucid i say out loud that it is a dream*
*In this case I just felt kinda lucid*
*Felt strange transitioning into lucidity, like there was little change*

*****

was in a building with church people
I wanted to sex up a girl
People would always invade space.
There was very little control
I tried to build a wall and door with a closed door
failed

They said if I wanted to have sex it would need to be with a family member
I loose control over the dream, (who wouldn't in that scenario?)

*****

Friday night 4/11/14

Some sort of apocalypse
zombies? inside a one-floored building
escape building with friends
into parking
lot cars on fire?

nighttime
get in car and try to drive off
one exit, missed it, stuck in a corner
get out of car
monsters chase us
I have a type of flail to fend them off

Saturday Night 4/12/14

Fragments:
in the west
hunting down next targets
django like feel
fun dream - wish i had remembered more. only remembered it today

Sunday Night 4/13/14

Dream 1:
in my house/room
saw a vacation trip online
tell friends
they dont want to go

i play music
i sing king of leon's "sex on fire"



Dream 2:
not sure if apart of one, but had a separate feel

In a neighborhood- small streets, no cars, kind of poor
accidentally reported an instagram post of a stretched out jerry seinfeld's face on my phone
messaged her because i felt bad

she responded saying not to worry
she also had written some poor english as a translation from korean

i wanted to speak with her face to face
went to her neighborhood, very close-by
saw a house that was build to look like a cat, more korean written on it. (not her house)

transition into night
neighborhood felt like a laser tag arena or something, a maze, movie set, large game board, some sort of contest
remember a PA system coming from the ceiling
statues of humans ( felt like monopoly peices) holding real popcorn bags

her house was kind of high on a hill in the neighborhood
tried to climb up it
wanted to give her something
part of the set broke off that i was trying to grab onto to climb up

her father and her came out of the house
dad told her to stay inside?
she fell down the set into a crevice

i was blamed, but i quickly forgot
wanted to grab a bag of popcorn from the statues' hands
others wanted popcorn too, was a race

Dream 2(?):
In church, brother was there

church ends
drive home
was sunday night (like irl)

brother talks about cat girlfriend got, how to bring it up right
old man says some broad comment like usual, thinks hes smart
brother agrees but isnt rude

Before I start off, when do y'all record your dreams? When I wake up I don't want to turn on the light and start writing things down. How can I become better at this without ruining my sleep?

In bed from 9:42pm-5:59am
Drank apple juice and meditated a little the night before

Dream one:
(Fragment, non-lucid)
Was with an old friend playing games together
We were eating pizza
His old man was there
Throat felt really thirsty/salty/burning
end: Woke up a little before three and had to get some water

This probably comes from the guilt I have from not speaking to this friend in a few years, for no real reason.

Dream two:
(Semi-fragmented? semi-lucid?). Could feel that I had some control over the environment, but I wasn't fully lucid; I didn't know I was dreaming.

In an aunts house
Feels (from the inside) like a house from japan.
uncle not home.
black man ready to leave the house (What?)
tell him he still has a chance, aunt was once engaged to a black man.(What?)
he leaves
house is leaking rain water
forget house is leaking
go outside?, don't remember what it looked like.
find cement tunnels running under the city
Explore tunnels, feels like something the yakuza would use.
scared
find openings into houses (smuggle children?)
find opening into aunts house, she didn't know about yakuza hatch
get lost in maze of tunnels
end: woke around 5:30-40

have no clue where this came from

really fragmented stuff. I don't remember it being in first person; never saw my hands. felt there were classes the next day, had trouble falling asleep, so this may have contributed.

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playing modded fnv/skyrim

subreddit about "not funny but i get it" - real subreddit i think but not like in real life.
50% of posts filled with ugly naked girl trying to be funny
also filled with angry exes trying to get revenge

as if watching lost
tina from survivor accusing holly michaels

time passes?

tina has a golden idol, sets self on fire, vivid flames
shootout occurs

jack has an orange safety vest on inside out

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new dream?

walter white

music on computer somewhere - was messing with foobar the night before.

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new dream

old man with rotting casino tries to take me in, felt a bit rapey. gambled together, no one else in casino, outside, night



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that's all i remember
man maybe i should spend less time in front of computer