The Quest For Lucidity

so i had a wbtb i think and i remember saying "i am dreaming over and over in my head" i dont remember where i was but i think i was in a gray place. well i remember trying to accomplish one of my lucid task. but when i was going to try to summon before i put my hands on the ground "the way i execute it" i said what if i dont execute it right..so i didnt do anything...? i kept saying its a dream.. but what shocked me was i was not excited AT ALL. and i woke up not excited ethier i was just like. its a dream. no emotion or reaction..then later in the day i was like OH MY GOSH. but i dont understand.