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    1. Every Kind of Dream!

      by , 11-14-2011 at 07:39 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I were in a skyskrape and in some way I realised that I was dreaming. I wasn't completely sure, but my awareness felt different so I took a chance. I was working for a booring boss, so I opened a window and told him to watch, then I ran against it and jumped out and I flew![/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I became lucid and the clearity was incredible and, well let's just say that I was relieved that I was dreaming. Then my biggest lucidity enemy appeared - a hot girl... I thought to myself and also told her to get away. But I couldn't control it. I imagined just for a small second what I was able to do with her, and I was teleported to that thought and I lost my lucidity. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I also had nightmare! Wohoo first in very many years. But it wasn't fun to experience it though.
      I was sitting with my family and eating dinner, when suddenly a man crush our window and step in, my parents ran, but I thought that if he i in our kitchen he can grab a knife and I can't let that happen. But it was too late...
      He chased my mom and he was about to kill her when I grabbed one of the small knifes and pointed it in his back and said "Stop right there, let her go!" He did as I said, my mom got away, but he grabbed my arm and took my knife and pointed both of them to my throat. I managed to run, but now he was chasing me, eventually het got me, but I grabbed is arm and pointed the knife to him and this time I didn't hesitated. I stabbed him it was selfdefence I thought.
      To big cuts in his stomach and I was still holding the knife. I told my dad to call the police.
      I was in shock, and suddenly the man pulls out his knife and he stab me in the chest.
      I feel a sensation of dizziness, and then I faint.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Which means that i woke up .. puh[/COLOR]
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , nightmare
    2. Giant Roof :o

      by , 10-27-2011 at 06:11 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      As usual I remembered a ton of dreams (around 7-8 dream scenarios). But I will only write down the lucid moment to save time.

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      [COLOR="blue"]..I was thrown up on a roof and it looked too unreal.[/COLOR][COLOR="red"]I realised that it was a dream it looked like it didn't had an end and it looked like those kind of roofs with a top like black sandpaper. Sorry that's the best explaination I can give you. Anyway I started to run and jump really high, I thought to myself "This is how the astronauts felt when they jumped on the moon, but this is how a oneironaut feels when he jump in a dream :D".
      Becaue of the emptiness I thought that this was exactly like Garry's Mod, but for real! So now I tried to summon a person, my friend Louise, for some reason. But I couldn't. So I imagined a rock and it appeared, and I went around the corner of that rock preparing to meet her. But she didn't appear... I was a little frustrated and eventually I forgot that I was dreaming and lost my lucidity.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]I had a long vivid dream about Harry Potter when that ended I were in my school and had a long boring lesson, until I woke up for real.[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-27-2011 at 06:13 AM by 49122

      Categories
      lucid , side notes
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    3. Natural Awareness, Thanks to Ev!

      by , 10-24-2011 at 06:16 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      I went to bed at a specific time and set my alarm at a specific time, so I sync my biologicalclock with the sun, but I adjusted it a little so it would fit my morning routine, so with one sleep cycle (90 minutes). The way I know this is because of the Bio2 Real Time, Ev's app.
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      [COLOR="blue"]I actually remember many dreams, but they are not interesting for you and it's not worth to write all them down, so I will start at the lucid. But I can say that all the dreams were very vivid and most of them felt like I experienced them.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]Anyhow I had just finished my dream of walking up the stairs to the Eifeltower and it led to the Great Wall for some reason. But the dream changed and I was standing in my school, with my classmates.
      I didn't hear them talk, but I heard my friend just laugh to nothing "He he... haha hehe" I noticed that something was strange. I went to the toilet and started to pee. When I felt that I was done, the urge came back, so I couldn't stop pee.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I realised that this was a dream and I knew that I can pee in dreams without doing it for real, so I wasn't worried. I went outside, but I was standing there naked. For some reason my clothes had disapeared.
      I was feeling a little embarrassed, but I knew that it was a dream and it was only my classes' dreamcharacters looking at me, but it was a little uncomfortable, so I imagined myself some new clothes.
      I saw my friend Felix and asked him for fun "What stabilisation technique do you want me to use?" He said "Spinning" I started to spin slowly, so I could still see the surroundings. When I stopped Amanada was standing infront of me.
      I looked her in the eyes and said "Hello!" Then I throw myself up in the air and landed on my back, and it actually hurted a little. Then I rubbed my hands. I don't believe in dream sharing or that stuff, but in this dream I started to consider that Amanda might be herself in my dream, so I told her to count my fingers on one hand. She said "haha why? but ok 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 ... 15!". She looked surprised at me and I said "This is a dream! You are dreaming!"
      Shortly after this I started dreaming normally again, so I didn't experienced something special.
      Although in the non lucid dream after this, I jumped out from a window and flew a broom and I also used the cruciatus curse on a mean guy.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up alert and refreshed! I hope that this wasn't a placebo or something, because then Ev might have found the best lucid aid to lucid dreaming! And also I am ranked as a Dream Character on Banhurts Dream Journal program now :D [/COLOR]
    4. Up up and away!

      by , 10-19-2011 at 06:36 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Normally I use a lot of alarms to together form a timer ramp. But this time I only used one with 15 seconds of autosnooze and then I used a normal snooe function to make it go on repeat. And this morning I had a lucid dream.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up 05.00 to the alarm and just fell asleep again, I started dreaming something, but 2 minutes later I woke up to the a larm again so I went up very dizzy and tired. I turned off the alarm and went back to bed. So this was like a double alarm. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were in my school and I were in my English class, I saw that my teacher was a woman and normally it is a man. I was very aware in this dream and aware enough to realise that something was wrong.I looked around and[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I realised that it was something unusual about this and I realised that I was dreaming. It was very hard to believe because it was so vivid, not as vivid as reality, but almost.
      Every stopped, just like in the Inception movie in the bar when Fischer realise that he was dreaming, every person in the room looked at me. I made eyecontact with one good looking girl. I got out of my chair and I saw that I was naked! It was a little embarrassing, but I knew that this was a dream so I didn't had anything to become embarrassed of, so I just laughed and went on with it. When I did that I felt that I now had clothes.
      Problem solved. The hot girl leaned in and kissed me, I was amazed of how it felt. She smiled and went away. I am still lucid! I thought. And I imagined a girl that I used to be in love with for a couple of years ago and I asked her "Why didn't you like me?" she just laughed and said "It doesn't matter, I do now".
      She gave me her cellphone which I for some reason dropped so it broke. I thought damn it, wait I am in a dream I can fix it! I imagined a new phone in my hand, and it just appeard!

      I strpped down naked again, just to feel that I am totally free in this dream. I went up the stairs in my school and up to the top floor. I wanted to jump our from the window and try to fly. I went into another class on the topfloor and said "Open the window!". "Sure naked man" someone laughed. I saw my Biology teacher there and then I opened the windows (which looked weird). Then I took pace and jumped out. I couldn't control the fall, but I eventually managed to fly from the speed of the fall. So now i was flying! With the best control ever!!
      I did swimming motions to levitate up to the window again and the people in there couldn't believe their dreamy eyes. I nicked my head down and up fast, like a bull does when it gores. And now I could control the direction of and the speed of the flying. Yes I could fly, but I failed the landing and I got really dizzy. And weirdly enough I lost my lucidity here.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]That shouldn't matter, because a dream is just a thought right? But I dreamt that I were some kind of superhero, like the green lantern or something. So I were in some futuistic city and fighted criminals.This dream ended with me being in a mall and some terrorists tried to rob a bank. I tried to stop them, but they threw a grenade at me. I grabbed it and managed to stop it from exploading with just my hand. But I threw it back on them and it exploded. Then I thought this was a v-serie or something and I was not as aware when dreaming this. Instead I was watching it. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and the time was now 06.14! Talk about a long dream! The longest lucid and together with the non-lucid, longest dream ever.[/COLOR]
      Categories
      side notes , lucid , non-lucid
    5. Close the Eyes To See With The Third!

      by , 10-13-2011 at 06:40 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This morning I actually got a lucid moment, so I would count that as a success and now I also know how I do it. So I learned something new today :) And this timer setup was with no doubt the best.[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I was a smuf character and Gargamel was chasing me. I were on a graveyard and his cat was looking for me. I was hiding with the other smurfs in a plant, but Gargamal had hypnotised humans to look for us. So we were really scared. One of the smurfs started to run and he revealed where we was. So we had to run too.
      I was chased by the cat and I were jumping longjump on the gravestones.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up to the first alarm, swtiched position and fell asleep.[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="blue"]I was in a car and we were running from something (not as a smurf this time). And I challenged to help a guy drive the car, who didn't had a driverslicense, so I had to use the double commando on the right side in the right seat. He wasn't a bad driver so I barely needed to help him, but it was a scary dream, because he drove fast![/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up again to the timer and now I felt so tired that I just closed my eyes and relaxed.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]I started to see my thoughts vividly and didn't even had to concentrate to make them appear. It was so vivid, I saw a guy and I heard him say "We need to run!"[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]It was now a dream, and even though I didn't realised that I said "What! Not a chase again like my other 2 dreams..." "Common!" he yelled. Then I were doing le parkour through a city, it looked like Russia or something like that.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="red"]I stopped and realised that my thoughts were now so vivid that it must be a dream "Because I were in my bed before" I thought. I started to think on what I wanted to dream.
      And in a blink the dream changed.

      I was now standing in Gryffindoors door room, but it didn't looked anything like it, although I was convinced that it looked like that while in the dream. Then I went down to the great hall, by involuntary teleporting down there. I saw the sky in the sealing, but I got to foccused in the dream or something, because I lost my lucidity.[/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]I saw a skatingramp and Bam Magera, he said that it was his birthday and the whole school singed "Happy Birthday" to him. For some reason there was a stage that I got up on, and I started to play guitar songs like Green Day - TIme of your life, Oasis - Wonderwall. and Bam got a birthday present, a bulletproof vest... [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I know now that all I have to do to get a lucid dream with the timer method, is to close my eyes and be aware of what I see. So I have to learn to get more aware on the awakenings.
      It's like I am getting so tired that it's almost impossible to stay awake and I start to dream immediatelly. I will see if this work tomorrow as well, even if it was a short lucid dream. I am going to try the looking at the hands stabilisation technique, because that's a way to just stand still and not get involved with the dream again.[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-13-2011 at 07:12 AM by 49122

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails I hate this!!!-2011_smurfs_movie-wide-960x600.jpg   I hate this!!!-1533975673_42993d0595.jpg  
    6. Perfect Timer Setup?!

      by , 10-12-2011 at 06:22 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This morning I found the perfect timer setup, maybe if I shorten the length of the alarm it will work even better, but I will stick with this setting for now, because this morning I got a lucid dream! So I will try the same setup tomorrow and see if it works.

      I woke up from my alarm, I actually moved a little because I got chocked by the alarm. I got aware of my awakening and closed my eyes. I think I lost consciousnes for a brief moment, but I regained it in a thought![/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]I saw my old school and some friends I haven't met for a long time. I knew that this was just me thinking, but the thought was controling itself, like a dream. But it wasn't vivid, so I thought that if I just continue with focusing on the environment I kind of saw, it will hopefully transition to a dream if I am in REM.
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      [COLOR="red"]Suddenly I realise that the environment is real and I can really feel the wind and see the people I were talking to. I am now perfectly aware of that I am dreaming, I remember that I talked to one of the girls and I was still lucid! I thought "Ok I know this is a dream, now i want to fly, because this feels so real it might be hard, but I try." I took pace and ran and I could fly! Then... A girl teasing me sexually and I know that if I have sex I will lose my lucidity or at least it will be less vivid. I tried to resist, but I couldn't, so I had sex. But I actually didn't lost awareness. But the dream ended shortly after this, because.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up from the next alarm on the timer, this lucid dream was exactly 3 minutes and a motivating lucid dream, because now I know the perfect timer setup. I will see tomorrow![/COLOR]
      Categories
      lucid , side notes
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    7. Jumping the rooftop!

      by , 10-04-2011 at 07:59 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I did one more attempt of the Ganzfeld Experiment, but nothing happend and I went to sleep.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I met my old classmate Thomas and he asked me if I had worked out, then I met Astrit and we just talked, I don't remember about what.

      I was driving a car and it felt like the game GTA, because I saw a star fill in in the righr corner of my eye, you know that star you see when you are wanted by the police, in the game. I was collecting coins like in another game. But I saw swat, fbi and you name it, trying to grab me. I saw my friend Christoffer and he told me to follow him, I did and he led me to two motorcycles that we drove as fast as we could away from the police. But we hit a dead end, but I found a pile of weapons (Snipers, Mp5:s, Kalatchnikovs and other guns). I grabbed a sniper and a weird looking mp5.
      Then we ran into a house and up through the stairs. I saw my friend taking a leak and I found that weird.
      I looked out from a door that led to a rooftop. [/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="red"]I became aware of that I was dreaming, but I sort of doubted it at first and I thought "Hmm I am dreaming now, what do I want to do?" "But wait is it, yeah it's a dream". I thought to myself that I wanted to meet Morpheus, but first I wanted to jump over this gap that led to another roof. "I just have to believe like Neo hehe".
      Even though this lucid dream wasn't as vivid as reality(because I didn't paid enough attention to the dream), it was still a very scary to do this. But then I just ran and landed on the roof and did a roll. I have to realise the truth while I am in there.. "There is no roof or me for that matter. And there is no jump, so just JUMP!".
      The excitement from this jump made me lose my lucidity, but I still acted like it was a lucid dream, but I wasn't aware anymore. [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Then I saw another gap and on the other side I saw old ladys wave, it was weird. I heard a car and I got an impression of them being agents, but they were muscular and black. They grabbed me and my friend and put us in the car. They told us that they were going to make sure that we weren't a problem anymore. That sounded way too scary so when we drove past a factory of some sort, I escaped the car by going through the car door and under the ground!
      I saw a stair that I associated with the Tron fortress, which I have never heard or seen in real life, but in the dream it seemed right. I walked down and saw a chair with cables moving like tentacles and I thought "This is my chance to enter the Matrix!" So I tried to plug myself in to the chair, but I didn't have any cable holes, because I am natural born and haven't been grown like the others, I thought. So the machine worked against me and throw me away...

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      I remember that I was hiding from something, but I can only remember that I heard a machine voice talk to me and one of the aurors in Harry Potter. Then I saw two cats fighting haha. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. Weird dreams as usual :)[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-04-2011 at 08:18 AM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes , lucid
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails The big question, can you do arithmetic?-mirrors-edge1.jpg   The big question, can you do arithmetic?-matrix-field1.jpg  
    8. First "Adventure" Lucid Dream!

      by , 10-02-2011 at 09:29 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      Before I went to sleep I did the Ganzfeld sensory deprivation experiment: [url]http://www.dreamviews.com/f49/sensory-deprivation-wild-technique-119898/#post1753892[/url]
      Although I used a sleeping mask instead of ping pong balls, so it wasn't correct, so nothing happend, I am going to buy the things I need some day.
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were in a asian house and I played a game with my friends. I throwed coins into holes in a wall, and the one who got most "points" won all the coins. It was really hard to hit the holes, but I dreamed about this for a very long time.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up and wrote down this dream, then I wanted to try a Traditional WILD.
      I started to focus on my breathing. After each breath I thought "I am aware.[/COLOR][COLOR="lightblue"]I started to think random thoughts, and realised that this was a dream forming suddenly I was standing in a mall.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]I lost my awareness and dreamt about my being J.D from Scrubs and I was threatned by Jordan who said that if I didn't do what she said she was going to show pictures of my and every person I have had sex with, as J.D. I saw a box fill with pictures of J.D and girls like Alex, Elliot, Jordan, Julie, Kaly, Danni and so on.
      I reflected for a moment over what this meant "Hmm this isn't supposed to be something I want to hide, but this makes me look like a manw*ore." Suddenly I heard policesirens all over the place and I thought they were chasing me for some reason, I was now my normal self and a police caught me...
      I managed to escape and I ran over cars and realisd that I jumped very high. They chased me with a car so it was just a matter of time before they caught me again, but I managed to run away from them. I looked for a place to hide and I found my way up to the roof. There was a doorhatch with a lock on, so I thought "dam* it I am stuck.." Then the door just opened. I climbed up and saw an apache helicopter, like the one Trinity fly in The Matrix. So I thought humorous to myself "Tank I need a apache program".[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="red"]Here I realised that I was dreaming, no idea how, but I think the apache made me aware. I saw some other people standing there and they asked me if I were the pilot, and I said yeah sure.
      I was very exciteed, because I was going to fly the apache and experience my first lucid dream adventure!
      I climbed into the helicopter and saw two joysticks and I realised that I have no idea of how to fly this thing, I remembered that I sucked at flying it on Battlefield and allways crash, so how am I suppoed to do now?
      I turned the joysticks in different directions and miraculously I managed to lift the helicopter.
      I was now flying over a sea and I screamed "Wohoo!" I noticed that the helicopter was slowly sinking and I couldnät make it go higher, a person in the back asked if everything was ok, and I nicked nervously.

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      Then I crashed into a big rock in the water. We climbed something that looked like a mountain.
      When I reached solid ground I troed two reality checks, I didthe noseplug realitycheck, but I had dream water in my nose so it felt like I sneezed, then I looked at my hands and they looked perfectly normal, but I when I counted each finger one by one on my right hand I reached the number 9, then I tried the "bump" reality check (throwing myself on the ground to get aware) I felt an incredible pain in my upper jaw, but it slowly vanished.

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      I saw another man on the other side of a river and I saw who it was. It was Jesus!
      I took pace and ran and jumped into the air and did a swimming motion in the air to fly. Jesus showed with his arms how I was going to do it, so he guided me in a sense. I asked him why he was there and he answered "Because you are borned to!" and I was surprised that he didn't answer my question, then I followed him into a store, I said wait i have more questions. Is the world going to end and why? He said "Doctors, stressed out people you are killing yourself!"
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      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. I did one more attempt of sensory deprivation, but I still didn't do it correctly so nothing happend. This dream was cool, because I did something I probable never will do in reality (flying an apache and meeting Jesus)[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-02-2011 at 01:01 PM by 49122

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
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    9. Dreaming for 45 Minutes!

      by , 09-26-2011 at 07:40 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      My school starts late today, so I asked my dad if he could wake me up before he went to work.
      He woke me up 7.15 and he set my alarmclock to wake me up 8.00 so I didn't overslept.
      It should be added that before my dad woke me up I had used the timer method, so I had had like 12 small awakenings or WBTBs. But after my dad had left, I fell asleep again.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I saw a steel door, I opened it and saw a stair I went down through the stairs and now I saw a lot of shoes, and I immediately realised where I was. I where in my old taekwondo club, which is a basement.
      I went in there I noticed that there where a lot of people, and usually we only were are few. But now it was many teenagers like 10 boys and 12 girls, and this is a small taekwondo club. I was wearing jeans and a tee-shirt and I asked the trainer if it was ok that I joined the training with that. Then I saw that all the other were also wearing normal clothes, and the trainer told me yes. There were many hot girls there, and I got a feeling of me wanting to show of, in real life I have pracctised taekwondo for 8 years, and have a blackbelt so I should be able to impress newbies. Suddenly I see my classmate Martin running passed me, and I thought "hmm weird what is he doing here" and then I saw my friends Mattias and Johan. I wanted to impress them too so I did a wallflip and a sideflip, but then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I was aware of that I had woke up, so I lay still and just thought my way back to the same location again.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]I started to see vague images of my previous dream, but then I was just standing there again.
      [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]This time however, I was lucid! This was my longest dream ever, but I lost my lucidity very soon, but not as fast as I usually do, so that's improvement.
      I saw my perception getting clearer and admired the vividness of the dream, and I looked at the new guys training.
      I wasn't lucid enough to understand that the people where dream characters, but I was lucid enough to understand that this was a dream and I can do what ever I want. I associated the taekwondo club with one person. A girl who once where my best friend, but i haven't seen her for a long time, since I quitted. I started to yell out her name "Nikita are you here?" and I heard a voice "Yeah I am in the other room." I said hey! and I hugged her. She sat in the clubs minigym and I thought oboy let's try to lift something really heavy. I thought to myself let's try benchpress. I thought that this is the truley oppurtunity to try to "free my mind", I grabbed the bar and it weighs 20kg/44 pounds so I tried to do that with one hand, it's not much I know but I am not that strong for real either :P But it felt completely normal, so I tried to imagine that the bar was made of styrofoam, and I felt that the bar was easier to lift! This was just a small test, but every little helps. But next time I think I will summon Morpheus instead to get the real training going.
      Then something embarrassing happen. The girl's mom came into the gym and gave me a friendly kiss, like the kiss small children gives to their moms, so not a passionate kiss, but still... and I lost my lucidity, although the dream kept going.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]I went into the training area again, and I noticed that the trainer didn't know anything about taekwondo and I got angry, because I don't want him to embarrass this beautiful sport. So I told the guys, "Hey if I can do a sidewallflip on this wall, will you let me hold the training then?" They all seemed to be hating me, because I had stolen the attention from the girls. So they said "No, but do it anyway haha" I did but I didn't landed perfectly so I tripped and fell. They all laughed, but the girls were still impressed so it was worth it hehe.
      I went out from the training and walked to the entrance, where the dream had started out, I remember that I head a baby scream and some girls talking french, then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up from the alarm my dad had set. So the clock was now 08.00 and I had dreamt non stop! So that makes it a 45 minute dream. It's possible that I don't remember some blackouts or what ever, but I was very aware the whole time so that's not very likely, too bad that this wasn't a 45 minute lucid dream though :cheeky:

      And oh if you wonder why I dare to write these private dreams, with names and so on, it's because this is nothing compared what our minds really WANT to dream, and you guys also dream these things, I promise :D[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-27-2011 at 08:42 PM by 49122

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    10. Believe In Me! Because I Don't.. :P

      by , 09-25-2011 at 09:24 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This morning I used the timer method and even though I didn't used it correctly my motvation to use it , or something, made me lucid anyway. It's not that odd because the timer makes me have about 12 WBTB attempt and each time I fall asleep, the chance to lucid dream is increased, because I am more aware. And this time I could really explore the dream and it's environment. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="red"]I realised that I was dreaming and I walked out of my house, it was night. I started to think about what it ment to be lucid, and I realised that nothing can harm me. So I thought let's try getting killed by a car, and when I though about that a fear overwhelmed me, and I lost my lucidity...[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]The timer woke me up, well so I thought.. I were in my room and I hear an unpleasant buzzing sound. There was bees in my room! They were really big and I ran out of my room. I watched the bees as they ate honey which for some reason was all over my room. In real life I have an electric flyswatter, but in this dream it was gigantic. It was laying in my room on the floor and one of the bees sat on it and it turned on and I watched the be get electrified to death.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]Then I had a weird dream about me being Borat and I saw a hot chick on the airport, and she wasn't wearing anything to cover her, ehrm upper part. So I said "Very nice how much" haha. Weird but funny dream.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="red"]Then I woke up in my dream bed and there was a really hot chick laying next to me and yeah.. I got lucid :P I can't blame me she was way out of my league, as all girls seems to be in my dreams. Anyway I went out of my house (I resisted the distraction!) and I remembered that I had been lucid before, and I started to reflect over the fact that it's allways night in my lucid dreams. I remembered that I had once thought of in real life, how the pavement will look in my dreams, will it look real or like a bad texture? It looked real, very real and detailed.
      I walked around my neighborhood and I saw that my busline took a weird path, it was not on the road but on a cycle path. I didn't consciously stabilised this dream, but by observing the pavement and realising how odd the bus was I guess it made me more anchored to the dream.
      I wanted to see a grocerystore that I often go to, but this time in the dream. It's a small store, but in this dream it was enormous! I went in there and saw that it looked nothing like it. I watched a hot girl from behind and I told myself that I am not going to get distracted by her, "it's my dream tricking me" I thought. I then saw her face, and it was not what I expected, I immediatelly looked away. The grocerystore changed into a video store and I wanted to summon a person.
      In my previous lucid dreams when I have tried to summon a person it was very easy, because all I needed to do was to think of that person, because the dream was just like a vivid thought. This time however, it felt like reality, if you want to know the feeling, I will try to describe how I felt. It felt exactly like reality although I wasn't as aware as I am in reality it felt like reality, but I am tired all the time, not exhausted, but the feeling you have after you have woke up.
      So it felt like summoning a person in reality, which is impossible, Neo could free his mind in the Matrix I couldn't..
      I asked a person behind the disk where I could find that person, and she said "Oh the How I met your mother series is in the back". "Weird that wasn't what I asked" I thought. I then saw that that person's face started to morph like a bubble, I got surprised, but then I looked away and when I looked back it looked normal again.
      I went out of this store and when I got out I was far away from home, I was on the streets of New York.
      I did a flying attempt, and I managed to levitate, but not fly with control, by doing this I associated it as a dream again, and I lost my lucidity, but I continued dreaming that I was lucid.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]I said to myself "this is my dream, I control it!" I then flexed every muscle in anger and screamed "Someday you will all bow to me and I will be your God!". Some people started to approach me and said, we will obey you if you can stop our leader. Who is your leader? I asked. Who? What time are you from? they said surprised.
      Then they told me that I was supposed to get up from a special ladder while they distracted guards.
      While I was climbing that ladder a train approached me and it was going to drive in to me if I didn't hurried up.
      I managed to climb up and on the top there was some weird creatures, I can't explain how they looked like, but one of them kicked me in the head and I fell and I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I think I am going to continue using the timer, because if I can get experiences like these every morning, I will soon learn how to stay and to start believe so I can control the dream.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-25-2011 at 09:57 AM by 49122

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    11. Developing Natural Dream Recall and Awareness

      by , 09-21-2011 at 07:00 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]This time I tried the "numb" my legs method again, and this time I fell asleep unconsciously.
      I will keep trying this weird technique every night, because even if can't stay aware, it felt like I was more aware of my dreams when sleeping on my back.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I had some dreams, but I am not going to note my dreams anymore, because I am gonig to try to develop complete natural dream recall, my dreams are gonig to become my memories too! If I don't remember one dream well, then I was not aware of it enough, so I am forcing myself to remember more and to become more aware.

      I had one long neverending dream, but it was a really cool dream. I were in my school talking to some friends, and then we went to a lesson called "Lucid dreaming class". In the dream this was completely normal for me and I went in there to meet my teacher. I noticed that I was very tired during the class and I fell asleep, within the dream. I started to dream and I become lucid.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I were standing in my friend's house and I thought "If I want to stabilise this dream I have to do it aggressively and I started to look at every object in the room, but I never stabilised my "Mind" or my other senses.
      So this was just a brief moment of lucidity, because I forgot that I was dreaming, although the dream was still very vivid.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"].
      I was still dreaming that I was lucid though...
      I met my friend and we were going to watch tv and when we opened the door we saw a couple having sex!
      We immediatelly closed the door and looked chocked at each other. We then peaked through the keyhole and saw a really beautiful woman with an ugly little man. My friend told me that he wanted to have sex with her so badly and asked me if I could make that happend. And I said "Sure I can make that man go away and you can take his place". So I ran into the room and heard her moaning, and I jumped into the bed and grabbed the man's leg and throw him out of the room haha.
      Then my friend went in there and I got out.

      Then I woke up inside the classroom again, and thought I was awake. The teacher was giving a lot of wrong information about lucid dreaming and I got angry and protested. The other looked weird at me, but I just ignored them. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up for real. I am going to keep doing this normal WILD -> DILD style on weekdays. But on weekend I think I am going to do the bullet proof timer method, just to make sure that I can pracctise dream stabilisation every week. The timer method is great although, when you get lucid, you only have some mniutes before you lose it, but when I think about it what differs that from the other lucidity moment I have ^^ ?
      But I also want to be a "natural" so the timer method will work as a break from that pracctise.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-21-2011 at 08:51 AM by 49122

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    12. Thank you FA!

      by , 09-17-2011 at 08:24 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Before bed I read about technique to keep your mind awake, but your body asleep.
      And how to not fall asleep while meditating. One of the tips suggested that I was going to have a comfortable posture, but it should be a little uncomfortable to keep the mind awake. So I put two pillows behind my head, so I had a straight back, but my legs were still in their normal position. I concentrated on the blackspace and looked between my eyebrows and I started to think about normal things just to see if I could stay awake, and everytime I lost focus I didn't looked at that spot, so I just looked back again.

      But somewhere I just blacked out. :)
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]This whole dream was weird, but cool at the same time. Because it tried to convince me over and over that I was awake, it eventually did, but I got lucid.

      I woke up in my bed and heard weird noises, normally I would DEILD here. I really thought I was awake, but instead I did the noseplug reality check in my bed and it worked![/COLOR]
      [COLOR="red"]I was now laying lucid in my dreambed and I went to see my parents. Everytime I talked to my dad I was overwhelmed with feelings or something that tried to convince me that I was awake.
      Then I went out of my house and I admired the vivdness of the dream. I thought to myself "This feels more real than the physical world!" and it did! The dream was vivid enough for the sensations, so I didn't had to stabilise that. But my mind wasn't stable enough so to speak. I can fix this with spinning, but I wasn't aware in my mind enough to do that. so somewhere here I was aware of that I was dreaming, but I wasn't aware through my conscious, but through my subconscious.[ so that makes it a normal dream again.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I was filled with joy and I didn't had to care about anything, I started to climb up to the rooftops and I ran. I tried to stabilise the dream by running in a straight line and it worked. The dream was super vivid. but then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I was now in my real bed and I wrote this dream down, then I fell asleep again.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I was eating lunch with my friends and a girl there that my friend likes was there too. We tried to make him talk to her, but he was to shy. So we started to talk about random stuff, then for some reason we went into a store and we met some other guys, then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]WILD before bed is really hard I admit that. But I am trying to find the perfect way to keep your mind busy without falling asleep. I'll keep trying.[/COLOR]
    13. The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy.

      by , 09-15-2011 at 06:47 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]This time I also put on a sleep mask, don't know why it was just for fun. I started to think "Ok now I am going to think about my day, the first that happend was" ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

      Well I need to find a better methpd to prevent my mind from falling asleep. I think that any thought will do as long as it keeps my mind busy. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were looking at a wall somewhere in my house. One guy and two girls were pointing at the wall and screaming "Oh my God it's a cockroach!". I looked at the wall and saw that it wasn't a cockroach, but a supersized wood-louse.
      It was enormous, but I knew that they aren't dangerous, so I took a stick and made it fell down to the floor and it crawled up into a ball. I took a giant piece of paper (I have no idea where that come from) and I put the wood-louse on it and then I bringed it outside.

      I were now standing on a green and I looked at my hands.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"] I was now awared of that I was dreaming, I remembered to rub my hands and then I did the "butt-ground" stabilisation that I had done before. I was now a little more aware of the dream, but as usual... I didn't stabilised enough. and I lost myself in the dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I started to fly and heard police sirens and I started to think that this was the dream chasing me down, because they don't want me to be lucid. althoug I wasn't anymore.. But I still thought this way. I landed on the ground and started running, now I saw normal people walking down the street and I realised that every person here is a potential enemy and I have to watch out for people with guns, because if an agent takes over that body, I am screwed, I can't dodge bullets like Neo.

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      I now saw a man with a black suit and a earpiece. I started to run. I ran passed a police with a gun, and heard the sound of him morphing into an agen as I run. I then remembered I can fly away from them. So I jumped up into the air and heard the guns fire at me, but they missed. I flew into a house, some kind of never ending stairs were there. I saw my friend David and I told him that we have to run. So we ran up the stairs, and we started to feel the house rotating, so the stairs that we were running up from was we now falling down from, we had to decide every move and adapt to the house rotation. We heard an agent laugh outside the building.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up, but I was aware of that I had woke up. So I tried to DEILD, but nothing happend..
      It might have been an awakening, but I didn't reality check. From now on I am going to get out of bed on every awakening and reality check. Deild is nice, but I am going to see how man false awakening I really have, and not make them a false awakening anymore.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-15-2011 at 06:57 AM by 49122

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    14. Go Away Girl!

      by , 09-14-2011 at 06:58 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This WILD before bed attempt was harder, because I started to lose consciousnes already on the "go through my day" part.
      But I used to have trouble falling asleep, so this is both a way to relax myself and to someday maybe WILD.
      It's my weird way of Yoga Nidra Meditation. But I fell asleep and had this dream.[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="blue"]It felt like I was thinking in my bed and suddenly I was dreaming, although this was many hours later.
      I had a weird dream about me being imprisoned by an evil queen. I had the form of Eddard Stark (The character in Games of Thrones) and my (HIS) two daughters were there. We did an attempt to escape, but the queen stopped us.
      This queen by the way as the hot Queen Cersei (From the same serie). She came to the prisoncell to smack talk me. I looked at my hands and [/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I become lucid. But aw.. I couldn't control myself I saw the queen and thought "I Am gonna punish you so hard". She is evil in the serie and she was evil here, but still hot... So I had sex with her, but as soon as those feelings took over the lucidity vanished.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I then had a dream about me having a American girlfriend and we were going to take the boat to somewhere. But only people who talked Swedish were allowed, so me and her tried to fake a conversation. I said "Are you tired sweetie" in swedish. And she answered (Ja) "Jaaa" which means yes. with a long e xD. But we couldn't convince the man and he throw us both into the water! I hate water and I woke up. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I have to remember to ALLWAYS stabilize the dream, I forget it to often.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-14-2011 at 07:01 AM by 49122

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    15. Closer to Clarity!

      by , 09-10-2011 at 08:49 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Middlestate[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Last night I went to bed, feeling dizzy and terrible. I am ill. I still did the exercises for day 3 and 4 and then went to sleep.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream where I really had the urge to go to the bathroom. The whole dream consisted of me trying to find a toilet. When I finally did find one I stood there very long and let it flow. I understood that something was wrong, how can I pee for this long? And why doesn't the urge dissapear?!
      I then got a terrible realisation, what if this was a dream and I wet myself for real, so embarassing.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and saw that, no I hadn't wet myself. But I still[ had the urge to go to the toilet.
      So I went to the bathroom and then went back to sleep. I told myself that I will recognise that I am dreaming.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I was now standing at a theater, and I was a part of it. My role was to just say one line at a certain time. I saw my parents down in the audience... I don't remember why or how, but I went down under the scene and saw that someone had started a fire with fireworks, so the play had to be canceled.

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2480[/ATTACH]

      The dream sceneary changed and the basement was now a part of my real house (I don't have a basement) and I went up to the kitchen and saw a hot violinist. I immediatelly thought about sex. But when I went out there to reach her, she transformed into a flower. I was discouraged. I then went to my livingroom and I looked at my hands.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="red"]I instantly became lucid. This time I was really focussed on how to stabilize this dream.
      I looked at my hands and I touched my body, I rubbed my hands. And then I did something I have never tried before.
      I jumped placed my feet infront of me, so when I landed I will hit my butt. On the landing everything become super clear.
      I then leaned back, like the test you do to test trust, but this time no one was catching me and I fell straight down on my back. The spine felt weird and I bounced straight back up. The dream was now clear, but I forgot to spin so my mind wasn't clear...
      I went out in the garden and flew, with surprising control. Then I saw my dad, I somehow become convinced that he was my real dreaming dad in my dream, so I did everything I could to make him realise that he was dreaming.
      I shouted "Dad you are dreaming!" "Look at me you are in a dream", instead I lost my lucidity... [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and wrote this dream down, I could have chained it but chances are that I wouldn't have remembered it then, so I didn't wanted to risk that. Instead I went to the bathroom again and then back to bed.
      I now thought to myself "I can enter a dream without falling asleep, my thoughts wil be vivid enough"[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I then had a dream about something that I can't remember, something matrix related though.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="red"]Then I see a hot girl and become lucid haha. But this time I didn't have the same control over my subconscious mind. I instantly thought about sex and lost my lucidity right away.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I then had a dream about me trying to kill a person from the Games of thrones series.
      Khal Drogo, incredibly strong and fast. But somehow I managed to put a knife in his chest. Although I was chocked.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]It feels like I am getting better at stabilize a dream, but today I am going to read about what more I need to do according to the most famous authors on the subject. Maybe it had been done if I had spinned too.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-10-2011 at 08:51 AM by 49122

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