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    WILD Session #1

    by , 03-14-2013 at 12:28 AM (723 Views)
    First Successful WILD Session

    Disclaimer: ADULT content ahead! Some twisted, morbid content ahead! Proceed with caution!

    Note: This is a WILD Session that popped up around some time before. c: Not really this time where I'm officially challenging myself to master WILD, just before I heard about WILD and wanted to give it a shot. Anyway, without further ado, here's the session:

    I was pretty damn sleepy that time. Just finished a project, and despite the fact I just had sleep a couple of hours earlier, I'm now lying in my bed still really sleepy. weird, this rarely happens. It was around the afternoon. Now I'm not sure the exact time, I'm thinking around 2PM or 3PM or 4PM.

    The *atmosphere* circulating around my mind was just. really. different. from the usual. I can't put it into words, but seriously, it was just so different, like something I've never experienced before! The feeling crawling up to me was just like I could just summon whatever's in mind to a dream at any given point of time.

    So the first thing that came into my mind was: smexy time! c:

    Then I just felt like being sucked into the dream. Not like being vacuum cleaner sucked in, but the images, the scenes - they just kept coming, before I even realized it, I was inside the dream. And let me tell you, it was no smexy time at all.

    Now here's the WEIRDEST thing ever. So I was in the dream, and then I heard a kid. A little kid, asking for help. To stop it. Please, I never meant to hurt them. For some unexplained reason, I got the story that there was a daughter, little kid - abused, and then the stepfather, the abuser - and this little kid, she ended up, I think, killing her step sister. For what reason, I don't know, can't remember. So the stepfather was furious. Next thing I can remember, I was like floating in a room that looks like the one next to mine (in the real world), so I browsed through the computer and saw like an article piece of a kid who killed blah blah blah. Actually, I forgot what's exactly in that article piece, I just know I saw a news article and all that.

    And then there, I was in the body of the little kid. And I felt something inside of me. Like the stepdad's you know what. And it was painful. Not the kind of sex sensation I've ever experienced in a dream kind of painful.

    Then I woke up. The transition from a little girl body to my own felt like a wave overcoming me. It was weird. The first thing that came into my mind then was that how weird everything in the dream was. If you would take a look at it, it's actually somewhat realistic - like the plot is realistic and all that, but there are fragments (like elements in the dream) from the dream that are simply distorted. Though I think those distorted stuff would play some roles in dream interpration, etc. etc.

    Anyway, so that's one of the dreams I've had in my WILD session.

    I remember having a couple more, and I can still recall their scenes, but I won't put it in here anymore as their just bits and fragments. What I can is that they were extremely vivid and just very long dreams + far from my usual dreams

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    Updated 03-14-2013 at 12:34 AM by 61800

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    non-lucid , dream fragment

    Comments

    1. JoannaB's Avatar
      Cloudscape, I am not sure whether it is ok for a 15 year old to write adult content with the adult content warning at the beginning in a dream journal because then wouldn't you be basically not allowing yourself to read your own journal entry, and since ourself is the primary intended audience for a dream journal, you got a dilemma there.
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    2. Cloudscape's Avatar
      ^.^ Haha. wow, you're right. That does makes sense. ^.^ hur hur, I'm so sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable. I'm now considering the things I'm supposed to share here D: plus the very content my dreams are focused on.

      Though the real point of why I shared the dream here was because I found the very nature of the dream itself intriguing, that maybe it would be useful for future reference for research, etc. (ex: I'm in a body of a dream character in WILD, etc.) Rest assured though that I'm mature enough despite my age to handle those kinds of content. but if it makes you or anyone else you may know feel uncomfortable, please do not hesitate let me know. I'll do my best to shift my subjects to more convenient ones D: Don't really wanna cause a fuss or anything in the forum o.o

      Thanks for dropping by JoannaB

      P.S. hope my entry didn't make you feel too uncomfortable or anything >.<
      Updated 03-14-2013 at 02:05 AM by Cloudscape
    3. JoannaB's Avatar
      No, didn't make me uncomfortable at all. I just found the disclaimer ironic is all. The actual dream was definitely interesting, and I don't think it was too out there for dreamviews members to handle. Then again I am one who at 10 years old read a book that included the making of a porn movie and other scenes, and I don't feel it harmed me any, so maybe I am a bit biased in the "no harm done" direction. Lol
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    4. Cloudscape's Avatar
      LMAO hahaha, cool then ^_^ lol glad you found the dream interesting as well. Yeah, another reason I actually shared it because I remember seeing another member share the same thing, so I thought most of the community are already accustomed to receiving these kinds of entries.