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    1. A Nightmare of a Dream... Can someone interpret?

      by , 10-27-2015 at 04:54 PM
      So In real life I got up with my boyfriend to see him off to work since he goes to work early. I laid back down and fell asleep. We've been together over a year and a half. We are in a very happy relationship. He doesn't text other girls and had no contact with ex's.

      Most of my dream was me wandering around my old Highschool. Not much went on. Then I started hearing my boyfriends voice. Everything was druggy and blurry as if I was actually waking up from my dream. I opened my eyes to see my boyfriend getting out of his work clothes and into some nice new clothes I hadn't seen before. I popped up out of bed and followed him out to the work truck where I got in the passenger side. We started having sex but he was still driving. I asked him why he was dressed up and not in his work clothes. Immediately he gavee this 'I don't want to tell you look.' I called my boyfriend's name and he told me he's going to his Highschool friends wedding. A girls wedding. I was fine with that. I was like "that's sweet! What time is it? I don't have to work until the evening." Again that look.

      "There's more?"

      "I don't want to tell you. You'll get mad."

      I stopped sex and grabbed his penis with my hand pulling it out of me.

      "I'm already getting mad. Tell me or I'm going to assume the worst. Are you going with a girl?"

      His silence and facial expression answered that question.

      "Okay." Trying to stay calm. "That's fine. Then why can't your wife (in real life we call each other husband and wife as we are planning on getting married in a year and a half) come with you and this 'girl'?"

      "<my name> it's complicated. There's nothing going on between us. It's just we were all best of friends in Highschool and she wanted to go with me."

      "Best of friends? Why haven't you ever talked about Either of them with me in the past two years we've been together? You talk about your Highschool buddies all the time. Is this girl an Ex or something?"

      "....it was a long time ago. I promise nothing is going on."

      We drive up a hill that is super steep and narrow.

      "This isn't the way to the wedding." I told him cause I knew somehow. I knew on the other side was only a drop down, but there might be a space to turn around. Instead my bf backs up and we fall of the cliff and land on all four wheels back on the ground. We continue driving.

      "So let me get this straight. You and your ex are going to a wedding and I'm not invited?"

      "She asked for it just to be the two of us. It is was our thing in Highschool."
      I'm furious and considering calling someone to pick me up. Now we are walking. Near houses with cats and little kids playing.

      "Angel I promise nothing is going on. It's all going to be okay."

      "Oh yes. It's going to be." Picks up a box of stuff and throws it behind me. "Perfectly okay. No I'm not upset at all that the LOVE OF MY LIFE is choosing to please an ex over his FUTURE WIFE." Dripping with sarcasm. Going through a tight spaces. A family eating dinner. Bf accidentally drives over kids bike.

      "Way to go hon. You ran over a kids bike."

      "It's because I'm paying too much attention listening to you bite my ear off."

      Now we are walking in the middle of playing children. My bf is pushing a stroller and I am walking up a barren mountain a little in front of him.

      "You know what... That's fine. Have fun with your ex." He calls my name in a tone that makes me feel like I'm being over the top, but I'm so mad I can't calm down.

      "This is normal. People go to weddings together all the time. It doesn't mean anything."

      I don't say anything and keep walking up the hill trying not to cry. I start asking myself if it really is normal and my way of life is the one that's not normal, but I keep walking.