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    ccxlviii. Whistling, Old woman wishing to be left alone, Messaging Moonage

    by , 05-16-2021 at 10:10 AM (45 Views)
    15th May 2021

    Fragment:

    Whistling but wearing my work mask? Comes out as normal in waking life, kind of weak, since I don't really know how to whistle.

    (recalled this after trying to whistle while making food)

    16th May 2021

    Fragment:

    Part of a long dream. I'm entering a flat and need to get something I or someone else left there? There's plenty of furniture and stuff, it feels complete, if a bit dark or dingy; a cool ambient light? I enter a room and there's a bed, not realising that there's someone laying in it.

    I reach for whatever I'm here for. An old woman sits up quickly on the right side of the bed, which is for a couple. She starts sort of shouting with some kind of desperation and sadness in her voice, shouting at me things like how she wants to be left alone and how she wants me to leave. I hesitate, not saying anything back, and eventually do leave.

    I return at some point later in the dream and essentially the same thing happens, only with slight differences, such as things said.

    Vaguely recall being in an outdoor area, I talk to someone who's close to me. We talk about the old woman. There's a full car park? I remember taller than average vehicles, maybe like caravans more than lorries.

    At another point I am in the stairwell of my old home. Something feels distorted but it seems about right otherwise. It's bright, but from the lights, not sunlight. There's something about a neighbour, something about food? Indirect interaction.

    Fragment:

    I'm messaging MoonageDaydream here on the DV forums, telling her something from when I was about 15 or so?



    Notes:

    - At a first guess, the old woman is a direct representation of a certain aspect of myself that feels exactly as she did. Her emotions felt clear in the dream, though my dreaming self as a character did not react so much that I can recall.
    -- The old woman's hairstyle was somewhat like my paternal grandmother, but I do not recall who her face might have resembled.

    - Whistling is something I've tried to do for many years, everyone in my family can whistle and has done so since I was a kid but I only learned to do it a little bit very recently, the last three or four years.
    -- Incidentally, when is it not very recently? Five years, six, seven?

    - I had no recall at all of my surroundings in the whistling fragment, as if my visual focus did not go past my own face, in some way.

    - Messaging Moonage probably came from recent interactions, but I don't know what could be particularly relevant to discuss from when I was 15.

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