Diesel

Dear Journal,
Lately I havent been dreaming. For the past four nights and two naps I havent been able to dream. Hopefully the streak will end. Gonna try to eat some peanut butter, maybe thatll help. talk to you soon.

Dear Journal,
The Nap was a total fail. I can't even remember if I had a dream or not but I'll take a real sleep in a few hours so maybe that'll work. See you then.

Dear Journal,
So, very tired from only 5hrs of sleep last night. Therefore, Im taking a nap and whilst doin this Ill try the DILD/WILD tech. I've repeatedly asked myself throughout the day if I have been dreaming. And also counted my fingers. Most likely I'll do this in my dream to. I have HW to do by my teacher Mr.Matte. [] shorrt flight and etc. I'll attmpt to do this hw in this DILD/WILD Nap. Nite and I will talk to you in a few hours. And As soon as I WAKE UP- forreal. I will post here.

Dear Journal,
Ok, so after partyin till 5:30a.m.. I finally laid down to get some sleep. I laid down and tried the WILD technique. Back to bed, arms by my side. I thought, [COLOR="blue"]"Ok I can't fall asleep, no matter what[/COLOR]." So, I thought of the party I went to and doing it all over again. So, In my head: [COLOR="blue"]I took a shower and eveything, went to the party, talked to some girls, had a drink. SODA. Lol, and repeated the proccess. Girls, then soda. [/COLOR] Then I felt my mouth really dry. To force myself not to swallow. I thought of the soda. But that made me even more thirsty. So I swallowed. Once again I screwed up my WILD. I got pissed and was like forget this. Imma do this in my ACTUAL Sleep position. So, I turned over and said goodnite to myself and also saiid I can control my dreams. *Fragment* I do remember being in my dream and saying I can control my dreams and then as soon as I realized that I forgot what I had just said/thougt. I remember now because I'm awake. But in my dream, I remembered then totally forgot that: I can control my dreams. Its kinda weird. So once again no Recall and I had ADD in my dream. (Thats a joke, I just mean that I couldn't pay attention to the lucid.) So, today I will be: 1. Looking for Recall Advice(After Waking up). 2. Trying to find a way to pay attention to the Lucid when Im sleeping and not lose attention because of whatever reason.

Dear Journal,
Let me get this clear. You are a JOURNAL and not a DIARY. Thank you. With that said, me and you should be best friends. Tonight as I go to sleep I will once again attempt my WILD technique(which has failed twice. 1st. Gave up because of cold/flu 2nd try. Fell Asleep. Its 5.a.m And because of the time idk If I will be able to stay awake. Anyways, I will do my best and tomorow will post my results. Good Night and remember.. Am I dreaming? If so, I CAN Control my Dreams... I CAN Cotrol my Dreams. Sweet Dreams.(;

P.S: Sorry this was supposed to be posted last night but internet was down. So, this morning will do because I really need to get my DJ goin.