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    1. HONK

      by , 10-12-2021 at 01:33 PM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I remember talking to a couple of people from new zealand that I hadn't talked to since freshman year. They were about to enter a video call and when I asked if I could join they profusely apologized for not letting me on it back in freshman year.

      Afterwards, I made my way to my trailer, where Edynn and her friend came around a couple of times when I wasn't looking. I remember one occasion that night in which I almost got to talk to Edynn but she ran off with a smaller version of herself and they had both changed their name to John. Whoever I was with gave me a cheap christmas decoration to hang up on the door while they played christmas music and by the time Edynn came around again I started jokingly doing devil horns with my hands to the music and headbanging. The person sitting in the driver's seat (guess my trailer became an RV?) Started honking the hilariously off-key horn. I laughed hysterically until I woke up, after which I'm I noted how non-hysterically I was actually laughing in real life and just how much I was drooling in my sleep.

      Updated 10-12-2021 at 01:35 PM by 89498

    2. Band Rehearsal

      by , 10-05-2021 at 02:58 PM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      This first fragment took place after another part of the dream. I was reading a webcomic with some live action elements until it slowly turned into peter griffin watching historical baseball games in an isolated room.

      The next fragment featured me and Chris in what looked like someone's back yard. They were advertising a product meant for motor vehicles from around the 1920's and 30's. When I was explaining this to Chris, I pointed to an old rusty broken down Ford truck from that time period that was directly across from us. There was also a large, hollow green plant that I tried using as pants but there was only one leg's worth and it didn't fit me anyway.

      In the next part, me, Chris, and some other people were in a band, and we were going to play Lake Song by Window Girl at an open mic night. Before we played we went around a local shopping center looking for stuff. I remember there being a store for highly advanced watches, although everything was out of my price range.

      Eventually me and Chris were at my work and I was on my computer looking for files on it. There were some cursed creepypasta type videos for some reason, along with some older videos from the early to mid 20th century. I then realized that I was in the public documents section and went to my own private files and found what I was looking for, which was one of our work in progress original songs. He said the subject matter was a lot darker than what he usually likes and I took the feedback. After reviewing it with chris, he left and went back to the rest of the band.

      Sometime before he left, he said the open mic night started at 7:30PM. It was just before then that I realized that I can't sing and play at the same time, no matter how simple the bass line to Lake Song is. I started panicking, frantically texting chris and pacing around my work's warehouse until he said they'd just cover something without me, which if I remember correctly, actually stressed me out way more.

      Somehow this led to a totally unrelated fragment where I was a male asian doctor partaking in experiments that were being done on me. There was a chair with mutiple different settings on the side that I was asked to sit in among a room of researchers that treated me like a colleague except for the head researcher. I sat in the chair and the head researcher turned it on, which caused a lot of electricity to be expelled. I frantically got out after seeing what settings were there, which included "autistic", the R slur, and something else. I told him that I was already autistic and he said "well that explains why your ex fiance was your husband", or some more coherent yet somehow harder to remember form of that. The researchers all got mad at him and started to speak up about the homophobic remarks.
    3. Gamers' Castle

      by , 09-25-2021 at 07:24 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      In this new dream, I was in a fancy castle of some kind. It was a very racist and generally bigoted one with a lot of rules, not all of them inherently racist. I remember breaking a few, and after I broke one about associating with a black person, a chase started. I don't particularly remember if I was caught but I remember this sequence of events happening again a few times. The group they sent to capture me was associated with either Dead Space or some other similar game. Eventually, I learned how to fly and took that to my advantage. Once that happened, the dream took a weird turn in which I was both simultaneously flying and viewing myself in third person in a way that implied that I wasn't the character that learned to fly. The people chasing me went from dead set on capturing me to just annoyed that I was flying. Under me I had some computer code or something while I was flying among voxelated forests. I remember eventually learning how to fly really fast by diving down on occasion. Eventually that stopped and it was back to first person where I was getting ready to find the headquarters of the people associated with dead space. A guy was briefing me on the mission and then I woke up.

      Updated 09-29-2021 at 07:30 AM by 89498

    4. Cardboard Airplane

      by , 08-13-2021 at 05:03 PM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      We were at the park in my trailer park. My mom was taking care of baby ducks and her boyfriend convinced me and her to get into a cardboard airplane and fly around. That didn't last long, though, because my mom had to get back to tending to the ducks and her boyfriend had to disappear somewhere else, so I decided after being freaked out, I would be the one controlling the plane. I flew a dosen feet over the trailer park and blasted a song from kill 'em all by metallica. Eventually I started to lose control a bit so I had to go back down. My mom was at the park telling someone why she had these ducks. She said something like "I started a chicken coup because I felt bad about accidentally starting a military coup"
    5. Window Girl's Third Concert

      by , 08-02-2021 at 05:15 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I was at the store where me and my mom work, and I was making music in probably the third isle or something. A little bit later on, the cast of rick and morty, which was three people at the time, came and helped me out. I remember one isle being kinda entirely frozen, not in the sense of the items stocked, but just the entire isle was blue and cold. Meanwhile, radiohead was playing live by where the registers usually are and a girl I used to go to middle school with was doing insane acrobatics off the ceiling with a rope. In another section of the store, Window Girl was getting ready to play live. The entire crowd was sitting down as there were no chairs, and footage from their previous show started playing, which in my dream was their second show. In reality they have only played live once. I was enamoured by how much better they were playing in this fictional second concert. Once they actually started playing live, everyone had a good time, although I remember at the end one of my friends realizing that part of the tiled flooring they were sitting on was boiling somehow and he jumped up. The band helped him out and Edynn specifically started giving what I'm assuming was promotional stuff to people, including me.
    6. The Iowa House

      by , 06-16-2021 at 08:21 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I had a dream that was set in my trailer park, although the entire layout was different. The trailers were laid out side by side in circular arrangements instead of the square or rectangular blocks they're usually in. It was the day after My neighbor's birthday party and I see her and a bunch of friends come out of her trailer with something. Me and whoever I'm talking to are kind of watching them from a distance, up until a heavy-set arab looking guy comes up to us and gives us advice about our car in a southern accent and abruptly leaves. My friend notes that he was probably a muslim given the accent he spoke in and I said that he actually sounded pretty southern. I then looked to my right and saw him moving in to the lot next to ours, and wondered if I should continue to talk to him in case he's a muslim who just happens to be transphobic. I am not that far into hormones and this guy would start noticing changes and maybe not respond favorably to them.

      At another point in the dream, me and my mom are either going somewhere or driving home from somewhere while someone on the car radio is talking about controversy surrounding "the softest alpha male". I decided to connect my phone's bluetooth to listen to music, but abruptly noticed the interface in the car say that data charges may vary due to being outside of state lines. I looked and it said we were in a state that abbreviates to "I", only to later realize that we were in Iowa. I saw a very large golden Taj Mahal/white house/stereotypical persian castle/mansion in the scenery and jokingly pointed at it and said "oh look it's the iowa house". I then woke up within the dream after the radio started talking to me directly. I didn't leave my room but I did look to see what the news radio stuff was coming from.

      Updated 07-03-2021 at 08:25 AM by 89498

    7. Going to the Afterlife With Edynn

      by , 06-07-2021 at 08:24 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I had finally been allowed to come over to Edynn's house. I said hi to everyone and had conversations with them about all kinds of things, and then I went to her bedroom where I accidentally ruined a game her and a lot of her new friends played. The next day she explained what I did, and I apologized profusely. She was very understanding. For some reason that lead us to her showing me the afterlife temporarily. She took me there and showed me everything there was to see, including a women's weightlifting and bodybuilding room that made even the act of walking a workout, and a grocery store where extremely exotic instruments and other items were available. I eventually lost her in the store but found my way to a place for masculine women, where I found maddy. I had to remind her of who I was because of how long it had been, and she asked if anyone knew my deadname around here and I told her no. I then asked her if I was actually dead and in the future since everyone I have ever known was present here. I then looked at a portable interface of significant cultural/historical events that happened since I was transported here and one of them said this:

      - The Crisis of Wrent (2021)

      The afterlife was very similar to a school campus in design, with brick walls and blue doors with signs on them.
    8. Stealth Squad

      by , 04-09-2021 at 08:30 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I lived in ohio when I came across three australian guys roughly my age who were really into stealth. I decided to join them in infiltrating some sort of restricted recreational center for people in the army. It went along well until we were in a living room-like area and people were coming. We pretended to be asleep, but my digital assistant on my phone, sphony, started singing a song and I panicked too much to be able to turn it off so I just turned it down and pretended to sleep through it. An army guy leaned down and whispered in my ear "hey, I'm gonna punch you in the ear". I panicked and ran as they told me to never come back. I was on the streets nearby doing my retrospective monologue as if this was the end of an episode before the other two people came back and we went to their garage with nerf supplies. One of them got news that a bank was being robbed and we went to the rescue before the credits started rolling and music started playing. After that, the music stopped and I got an ad for a sega CD learning game.

      It should be worth mentioning that I changed a few times throughout the dream. Initially, I was just me, but then I turned into some random black guy, and then lochlan from fairbairn films. Jackson was one of the other characters by that point.
    9. We Aren't the Romans

      by , 04-07-2021 at 08:32 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I had a dream where my school was having some sort of dance/meetup thing and we all had to chip in with music we liked or thought would fit. the playlist was almost done when I had the amazing idea to get we are the romans by botch in the playlist, although the album took the form of a circular, messy roll of paper for some reason.

      The second part was an adventure time episode. Finn and jake were in their house, which was much larger and looked a lot different. Finn was telling Jake about how they were best friends and that they needed to look for something. As the searching continued, the thing that finn was looking for got more suspicious and his behavior became more selfish and greedy until it was revealed through a shape shifting malfunction that it wasn't finn, but a small, anthropomorphic bat/elflike creature. For whatever reason, he had to stay with them until later that night.

      Jake was cooking something outside and playing music while wearing some kind of mask while the body of finn they recovered laid on the ground wrapped in a pink cloth. The elf creature tells finn that he's fully recovered. Finn is ecstatic and gets up, revealing that he was made entirely of candy, although his green peppermint legs couldn't support him at all, so he fell over. Jake scolded the elf.
    10. Ride Your Bike to a Better Place

      by , 01-30-2021 at 07:53 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      Usually my dreams about Edynn involve either us becoming friends again or her forcefully and angrily rejecting me. This one wasn't quite as black and white and definitely took on a different character.

      I was in my old neighborhood where she lives. It started out pretty negative considering she was ridiculing me and doing the same negative stuff she always does in those types of dreams and holiday was there too doing the same, as she was in the previous dream where something similar happened. The difference here is that unlike in the previous dream I didn't react by furiously and uncontrollably attempting to slash Edynn's face off with my fingernails. I had a mental breakdown of a much more depressive nature in this one. A little bit after they both left and I was barely out of the most intense part of the breakdown, I noticed that the scenery surrounding my neighborhood and the end of the street became something completely different than what it actually is in real life. I saw a huge expanse of sprawling hills in a very majestic, fantasy-esque landscape. Upon me noticing this, Edynn came back and her tone went from that of a furious, neglectful former friend to almost maternal. She then proceeded to teach me how to ride a bike, which I don't fully understand as a literal interpretation but my brain immediately connected the dots to the possible meaning of this dream version of her assisting me in letting go or leaving the nest, for lack of a better term.

      Updated 09-29-2021 at 07:58 AM by 89498

    11. Rolf's Challenge

      by , 04-14-2018 at 07:49 PM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I had this next dream about an hour after the first one. It was Halloween... in the middle of the day. Ed, Edd, n' Eddy had found a horse and made it their trusty steed. At one man's door, a father's child was prepping himself to answer the door, telling one of the eds "okay, I'm ready" and asking them to slap him in the face. One of them did it too hard and killed them. Next, the kid's grandfather died of a heart attack. The family resembled the Fitzgerald from the amazing world of gumball. Once that was over, they were off, with Eddy beating the horse to get it to go. They met Rolf at a crossroads where he challenged them, as his GIGANTIC horse spun around in circles. The scene faded out and then back into a sewer, where you could hear ed saying "nice, BIG girls in the sewer!" The place seemed to be partially re-purposed to some kind of set of stations meant to make men better than before in every way.
    12. Man, That Guy Can Sing!

      by , 02-02-2018 at 02:13 AM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I had a dream last night where J's grandpa was speaking perfect English. In real life, he has watched so many movies in English that he understands the language pretty well, but he only speaks some broken English. We were at school by homeroom when I asked him, "so I heard you can understand pretty good English?" and he replied with yes. We then went to a grocery store and talked over there. I remember writing a song that he was singing, and for a sixty something year old, this guy could sing HIGH, like a little over B5! Anyways, that's all I remember.
    13. Wiping J's Mom's Memory

      by , 09-28-2017 at 02:29 PM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      I had a dream last night where I was leaving J's house and said the word hell, which i'm sure is allowed at his house. Nonetheless, I heard his mom say "did he just say HELL?" and then his entire family want insane towards each other. After that, J came to me to devise a plan to get her to calm down. A bit overkill, but I agreed to the plan. The plan involved giving her medication that makes her forget a set amount of time. This worked, and after a few seconds of the treatment, she said something like "where am I?" Overall, the plan worked, but it was DEFINITELY overkill.
    14. issues

      by , 06-14-2016 at 03:24 PM (The Internal and Subconscious World of DropTherapy)
      it was a normal day at my house. i decided to go outside to see if my friend was out there. he had this giant pole. "hey dude" i said.
      "hi..." he said back in a weird voice. he then proceeded to hit e on the forehead more than 2 times before i ran away into my house. i tried telling my grandma about him, but she didn't seem to take it seriously. he then opened the front door which i LOCKED, holding two poles. "i got a surprise for you..." he said, putting the poles out like he was about to operate on my teeth. i ran away and got on my bike, and then i woke up. for me, this dream represents how my friend always finds a way to latch on to me like a parasite and suck all hope out of me. we have stopped being friends for a while, and i have enjoyed not being around him for a bit, but now he's in my dreams...