Observing the dreaming mind
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, 01-16-2012 at 11:08 AM (579 Views)
I found myself walking along a familiar pathway. There, in the pathway, was standing a cow which was untied, it appears to be waiting for me to attack me. As I walked pass the cow it came after me. I began running for my dear life, to a safe place.
Unfortunately for me there was a chimpanzee ahead of me waiting for me to get closer. It now became obvious to me that I was between the devil and the deep blue sea. By this time I had no option than to stop and think of the next thing to do. And all of a sudden it struck me ‘you are dreaming’, I smiled and the next thing I did was to fly which I did.
As I was taking off the ground I began mocking the cow and its accomplice, the chimpanzee. I can not remember the exact words I used on them but I said something like ‘you fools, come I get me if you can’
I flew high up in the sky when I noticed people playing football and down to the level where I can see and observe them. The scene was as real as reality, the players, and the spectators all were putting on colorful jerseys. I flew across and look for a place to land. Prior to landing I thought of closing my eyes, I decided not to because I might end up waking up. But I did close my eyes, tried meditating and reopened it a short while.
I landed and reality checked me. I packed and felt the texture of the soil when I noticed that five persons on my RHS were busy looking at me, and I said to my self ‘these guys might think am crazy’. I ignored them and continued. I counted my right hand fingers it was five. I counted the left it was the same, I got confused and decided to pinch my nose which I did and wow! I could still breathe. I stood up and continued observing the dreaming mind.
I walked to the North of where I landed, was looking around the scene. The scene appeared as if I was looking from a dirty transparent glass/wheel scream of an automobile. To my left were array of trees and beside it was seating on a bench a classmate. Abandoned scraps of tractors/caterpillars were packed beside some of the trees. A building was to my RHS and I walked toward it. There in the building, a tailor’s shop I saw a lady who seems to be leaving the shop for that moment. I said to her “please, can I ask you a question.” She looked at me angrily and ignored me. I beckoned on her again and she was wild at me, she said “can’t you see that I am in a hurry, she exclaimed!” I was shucked and surprised.
I noticed a little girl looking at me with eyes of pity from the same shop, and I walked up to her and said to her “can you answer my question”,
What is the question, she replied.
Are you my subconscious mind?
As the little girl she is she replied saying; suborconscious mine
No I said, not suborconscious mine but subconscious mind. Her childish behavior annoyed me; I had no option than to leave her alone.
I walked down the road to my right wondering the next thing to do. The scene is some how mixed up, it is partly familiar and partly not. It looked like a school environment that I know and I as was making these observations another girl with a school bag strapped on her back walked by. I tried to stop her but she would not stop. I said please, I have a question for you.
She said I am in a hurry
I have a bike I will take you home
She said no, that she is hungry.
I was very emotional that I had to kneel down and beg for her attention.
I said, please stop am on my knees. I will buy you food. She stopped, turned and started coming toward me. I began feeling the sensation of my body lying on a bed, I could not control the dream anymore but to wake up which made me sad afterwards.
Thank you for reading, any advice?