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    2020-10-02 doorway, event, cafe table, kitchen, monster, empire

    by , 10-02-2020 at 11:43 AM (175 Views)
    bed-time: late, about midnight.
    watched video, ate muffin
    no alcohol

    earlier (4 hrs)

    Initially no recall, but reached for recall, associated, and these eventually came through:

    + sitting at cafe table (s) (tall, [round?] seated on stools) with people, new people come, I suggest ordering (tuna?), the table is cluttered with bottles & dishes, I want to drink, there are many partially-finished beer bottles. I do not want to drink from the partially-finished bottles. The bottles are classical transparent dark brown, I see the level of liquid in them. I find one which looks to be full, and I pop the top off with my finger/thumb (it's not hard, like it was already opened).

    + dark place narrow doorways, light switches, touch person (bandid?) hair, fear (Mex?). I feel for the light swtich just inside the narrow and slightly elevated (bottom higher than ground) door, find them, flip them (one works, one doesn't in the next entry way?) Feeling for the light switch in the 3rd(?) entry, my hand strays to below and beyond the hanging-open door which is to my right, and I touch a person's body/hair, it is soft/warm/living, and I'm frightened, I think this may be a bad person or part of a gang of criminals

    + outside, daytime, slightly curving small street, buses come, people come suddently streaming moving from right/uphill to left/downhill , there is some big event, I want to attend, I want to get on bus, I want preferred / privelege location, carrying something, think of carrying it with me, I may be carrying it for a long time in my arms, think about getting a bag then it would be more convenient to carry it, visualize myself walking with the bag containing the [unknown] item

    long BTS 4am - 7am+

    start doing total "release" - "I give up" and fell myself falling deeper, hold especially my face and eyes totally relaxed, eyes unfocused, hold body totally still, everything still and continually release tension over and over and over, face, eyes, tongue, body, and mind, release all thoughts, no visualization at all (no "river running by my head and my thoughts are draining out", no "breath in energy breath out tension"), just continual total release of everything. It took maybe 10-15 minutes (felt closer to 10) of conscious release effort to the point beyond consciousness.

    earlier:

    + I find myself in my CH kitchen, visuals are hazy a bit, it is lit but dark like it is night time, I feel immediately strange, light headed/weak, body feels light, I think this is because I am ill or having a stroke or some sort of sudden health issue, I sink down into a crouch to prevent a fall from fainting, and I'm holding on (with both arms?) to the sink counter for stability, [dream ends, I wake up?]

    final waking:

    + with g/f L inside, we are discussing meeting the monster which lives in our closet, right now. I'm quite nervous about this.

    + [DO] Playing CDC Plato empire. Flying around Kaz? There are Romulan and Orion ships. I fire torpedoes, I see that the enemy detonates them. One (orion or federation) ship flies close by, so I engage phasers which are effective at short range. They don't seem to activate, I'm reaching for the "f" key on the keyboard? I start to see some milky white substance heading towards the enemy ship?
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    1. michael79's Avatar
      Bunch of questions...

      dark place narrow doorways, light switches, touch person (bandid?) hair, fear (Mex?). I feel for the light swtich just inside the narrow and slightly elevated (bottom higher than ground) door, find them, flip them (one works, one doesn't in the next entry way?) Feeling for the light switch in the 3rd(?) entry, my hand strays to below and beyond the hanging-open door which is to my right, and I touch a person's body/hair, it is soft/warm/living, and I'm frightened, I think this may be a bad person or part of a gang of criminals
      Are you recording after every dream or you remember all this in the morning? Are you remembering only fragments of the dream or this is your writing system.

      Narrow Doorway's my favourite dream thematic, Doorway's, Doorway's everywhere, corridor's of Doorway's. My most frightening semi-lucid nightmares and yet rather inspiring, love that feeling of adrenaline rushing down my spine like a cold river, after opening a door to see what is on the other side, just to see yet another door, deeper and deeper into the maze of my mind.
      Maybe sometime I will wrote one of those down, but I must sedate my mind with some antiseizure drug, because I tend re-live the dream when I write him down including all the emotions of that particular time.
    2. FryingMan's Avatar
      I am not recording at night. I recall during the night after each waking, and sometimes I try to refresh the list during subsequent wakings, assigning a title and or a visual image with each one to help remember them. So I try to keep a running list all through the night, accumulating new entries on each waking. The most detail is captured when recording upon waking, again at least summaries, but I'm not doing that right now. I generally record all that I remember in the morning, but it depends on how much time I have for DJing. In this case this is all I remembered about that one, but I think it was short anyway (it was an early waking). Sometimes I feel like really flushing out the writing to make it more of a narrative, sometimes I keep it in that "clipped" shorthand style, just to save time. Often I will quickly write like that to get down all the major important data, then revise to make it flow better, sometimes not.
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