early + [dug for recall, finally some came, assigned two keywords, but forgot by morning] + son S2 is doing some complicated build and his build screen pops up on mine, tons of colored text is scrolling by very quickly later: + driving, both brakes and acceleration are weak, swerve to let drivers pass, approach marin tunnel from B side, on foot at intersection, crossing, girl with see-through pants, guy talking about how he's a (professional game player?), she thinks it's not good, I agree, we're talking. Later I'm telling people about how my (country house outside boots) were getting caught between the pedals and the wall of the driver pedal area. + tiny alligator, large alligator & alligator catchers, alligator-man (who would eat a baby), store shelf with colorful items including mole sauce/preparation + store girl, I think I know her she comments on jeans, sushi buffet, chinese dumplings and rice bowl buffet, crowd appears just as I approach, I've lost key and money? Costs $20
+ [f] fiddling with electronic components that aren't working right + [f] inspecting a collection of small tapes (like DV video recorder tapes) that I know have the recording of many voice calls of me talking to Cam.Ed., they're I believe "sweet talk", I think listening to them will be annoying because I do not like the sound of my own voice on recordings + outside in nature with trees around, we arrive to dock/shore leave at a lake, while making the approach there is a view of a young woman on the left making repetitive movements (and digging in the ground?). Come to lake, walk out on dock, then with cousin PaRi standing on tall/large boulders amongst a bunch of such boulders in the lake, looking down in to the water, reminiscing with him about diving into the water. We're talking about how others don't use a good jumping/diving strategy (?). I think about (say?) how one dives and twists appropriately, thinking that if you don't jump far enough outwards that you'll lose skin off your chest as you scrape along the boulder. paint spots (red/green/blue) appear on ground in a pattern, I know this is part of a "native indian" ritual. Look up, there is a large group of them moving slowly on the opposite hillside (leading down into the water) from left to right (generally towards me). I look at them and they don't look particularly Indian, rather white instead, one of them is directly in front of me, stops and waits, and I move aside out of his way and he continues on. + walking outside daylight, straight road, heading to meeting(?), paths/nature to either side. There is "naked guy" who strips his clothes off & gets naked, and sits down to sun with his back against a rock/tree/wall, I know he always [fake memory] suns naked in this spot every day. I think how uncomfortable it is to have this naked guy around and within view. I see off the right a bit further on in the direction I'm walking, a man preparing a picnic/meeting spot for his sweetheart, but she is not there yet (she doesn't know how to find it?). He has a bottle of champagne and there is a tree stump or seat there, which I think they're going to use to take (racy?) pictures. Not much farther, off the path to the left, I see a young woman whom I know is the one with that man, she has also set up a meeting spot with a bottle of champagne -- they have miscommunicated and aren't able to make their connection with each other. A bit farther and I'm with (friends?) fishing. I'm casting a line out in to the water and reeling it in. As I'm (or someone?) is reeling it in, the single line multiples into 6-8 parallel lines all getting reeled in. Then someone else casts a fishing line to the right of these lines and I say "no, no, they'll get all tangled!" and I anticipate a mess of the lines getting tangled. Then I'm indoors and I am reading from a (prayer?) book, I'm supposed to be reading prayers? I'm thumbing through the book and I can't find the right page where I'm supposed to be. The prayers I see are all very long and I don't want to be reading those. I hear a multi-note tune and (am told?) know that this is the tune for the prayer that must be repeated over and over while singing the words. I need to be praying for some man?
bedtime, ~00:15 final waking: ~08:00? out of bed: ~08:30? early: + at the pool: drink, water on deck, crawl race, swim faster/harder, win mid: + [vivid] enter gate to lower bridge section with 2 men, piano room on left, ancient piano, hardly any keys, some foot pedal/keys (like an organ), another piano in another room, hear piece, then sit and play it on the few keys remaining late: + meet stunningly beautiful young woman on street, we speak, I have to wear a hat, huge floppy rim about 1 meter in radius, "well at least this'll get me my social distancing!" I say + [f] scene outside a building, I'm putting something down (a bicycle?) but I'm worried about blocking the building's circulation intake filter which is right there + I'm a political consultant, some official with weird bloody gums is getting advice from me
early: + car with Gore, talk about airline flight, chips/fingernail in hand, on high hill, take off gliding flying by LHS look left will do that later, wires/barrier at gate, land, climb fence, electrified, other guys, enter room, long narrow like gym, guys there, man with one tooth, move to far exit mid: + in room turning on water boiler, (getting dressed?) thinking about its noise; Jn. E. outside day on her roof lying on top looking down (searching for me?) I see her from side, imagine loving her again, having sex with her later: + wading in bay with S1 & S2, shells, they go below surface latest: bunch of short scenes: + S1 and S2 in room, I'm trying to read (email?) on mobile I don't want them to see, S2 curious bends face around to see screen + old dog L: see through window, with him scab on back, lying on cough he's very long + fireworks store with W1, kids let in only a few at a time, very popular, staff welcmoe to store, books as well as fireworks, I speak in for.lang about "book about fireworks" (grammar not quite right), think about what to do about W1 because there's W2 now, think about sex with W1 + standing at corder of building: boarded and bricked up windows, then two-tone painted brown corner of brick building, dark brown and light cappucino, look at and notice the color + high on a platform outside, tossing a football with a guy on the ground. One lans in my area I pick it up an throw a decent spiral back he catches it, he's throwing it all around to different people, he's annoying people by tossing it around really hard like a quarterback.
+ outside, tall table, guy/friend eating (sushi? tall-ish green cone), I want to try, look for fork, all metal forks are dirty, go around to his side, see clean plastic white/beige forks available [didn't try it/eat?] + kitchen, clean it b4 hosts return, sink full of dirty utensils, later, return: wall-embedded pizza ovens, sister, veggie(?) pizza on counters, eat, examine ovens up close, complex cooking elements, cook surface surprisingly small, ovens (there are two right next to each other placed at about eye level) extend into the next room over (also a kitchen room) On the return to the kitchen I'm there with my sister. there's a tall island counter piled with dishes/trays/baking sheets. I notice there are a number of different types of pizza there [DS] and I'm thinking about eating a piece. I think it's veggie pizzza and that it's being saved for a guy who's a vegetarian (?). It's pathetic looking pizza: flat, sort of smashed looking, with no toppings really to speak of. (I find one that looks OK and take a piece and eat it??? not sure). I'm looking closely at these pizza ovens that are embedded in the wall of the kitchen at about eye level, there are two right next to each other, they're different shapes, but both are wide and short. They extend into the next room I know which I can vaguely see as the wall where the ovens are stops a bit to my right and I can see beyond into the next room. I'm then closely inspecting the baking sheets and the cooking elements for the ovens. They look really small, barely large enough even to fit a personal sized pizzza. I'm in a large kitchen in a house. The owners have left, and the kitchen is pile with dishes, etc. I want to clean it up as a nice gesture to the owners. I think that leaving a nicely wiped and uncluttered counter would be great. At some point I move to the sink and start washing the utensils there. There are many utensils like forks, and the sink is filled with water, and I start washing forks with a sponge. hear vehicle arrive outside, go look, large white van has arrived in car port + kids' soccer game outdoors, one kid in-bounds in wrong direction + eating tub of noodles at (all-u-can-eat?) restaurant, ask for water, waitress, water dispenser, brings used water glasses, tiny/sad shrimp? Make an order of noodles at the counter of a restaurant. They deliver a large tub of brown-ish noodles (like buckwheat noodles), I'm worried that they're not going to deliver the tasty sauce that I'm anticipating. They do deliver it but eventually but it looks disappointing: a sort of a saucier version of the noodles themselves plopped on top of the pile of noodles. We go to the table to eat, I ask the waitress (she's on my right) for a glass of water. There's some issue with this and I get frustrated that I can't ask for a simple glass of water. I see that there is a water dispenser right next to the table (on the right) but there are no glasses, just a few (dirty?) white scoops, like the kind in laundry detergent boxes stacked next to the water dispenser. The waitress brings water eventually, a glass and one of the dispensers, but I know they're not clean (brought from somebody else's table?) so i don't touch them and she takes them away. The waitress brings by some pathetic small piece of fried shrimp. I'm not impressed with this place I'm sure I'm not going to get the benefit of the "all you can eat" policy. I notice the noodles on the plate are gradually disappearing. , + "spider?" long web on wall insects moving around on it (large moth?) (sitting on the floor?) indoors, sort of dark/dank basement surroundings, up against the wall is a (low bookcase?), and underneath it is hanging some sort of thing. I keep trying to see it more clearly, and eventually I decide it's a big juicy spider [DS]. I never see it clearly. I get closer and notice the web is like a shelf that runs all along the underside of the top of the furniture that's against the wall. I see something in the web, get closer, poke it, and it moves around fairly freely, it's like a large moth. It (or something else) then scampers to the left down along the length of the web away from me. I think it's not a very stick web. + outside daylight suburban neighborhood walking sidewalk, tall trees casting shadows, I'm naked, observe delivery man taking large white appliance to house on right girl in park?
bedtime ~23:45 Loooong falling asleep, probably 00:30 or later 04:00 + in gym [DS], lots of weight plates, woman?, needs more space, view opens, gym has bought neighboring space, wide open area blank with rectangular building about 50 yards away, the name plate has been removed but the outline is still there. That's the new space for the gym to expand into mind very active, can't relax, right side very tired from previous sleep cycles, left side not comfortable. 05:40 took valerian, actively worked on relaxation and quieting mind 10:10 woken by wife, we had errands at 11:00 + billiard balls in multi-level outside environment, interacting with people + [vague] white dog in back of van, petting & praising him + driving on steep roadways (bridge trellis?) [DS] drive up, u-turn [not entirely legal], back down, steep, then left turn to drive onwards + in amphitheater like space [DS], trying to acquire/steal binder which is full of horrid pornographic contents [words/stories], there are many such binders around, man emerges from office on higher level and says something to me + some odd sexy-time scenario
bedtime: ~23:30? (before midnight) final waking: ~08:30? out of bed: ~10:15 early: + [vague, impression] basketball in TV park [DS! Frequent recently, need to daytime MILD on this!]: 3 deflated orange basketballs? + outside, park, twilight/dark-ish light garage door opens nearby, begins fight/chasing scene [vague, forgotten] mid: + walking in evening through an open area, on the left is an LED artist: he makes artwork with LEDs. The colors are bright and vivid. Blue, purple, red, all the colors. I come upon a guy and girl who are also selling their LED art work, these are functional objects which have integrated electronics which drive the LEDs. I think about the guy (I think I know him) and how he has used his electronics knowledge to create these objects. Scene shifts to a couple (man & woman) lounging around on a large (circular?) open bed area. Their clothing slips as they roll around to reveal breasts (male/female, not sure...). The man is complaining that it's been a long time since they had sex, he specifically mentioned he wanted "oral" (didn't say giving or receiving, I think the former, but it could be either), and that, because of the day (of the week?) being what it is (he is talking to her), she knows that she needs to dress up as a stranger in order for him to be able to "function." + driving in car night: look up at sky, cloud moves in front of moon but there's a hole in the cloud allowing me to see the moon. Remembering the LED art dream and telling my fellow car travellers about it + standing outside, up against the trunk of a large tree in, nature. There is an object/being on the ground, and strange plants/ flowers all around. Suddenly the light vanishes, and the flower are glowing and look very menacing. They curl over / envelope the object/being. Water is being poured/moved from one container to another. It's done improperly and I think the water is now not safe to drink. + standing on street with (woman? wife?), observing the recently completed asphalt repairs. They were done horribly! The asphalt is a mess, nowhere near flat, it is forming large waves and hills/valleys. Further on there is a car/well. Inside the car (old Toyta?) it is filled with water. I lean the car over to the right several times to drain out the water, which runs out the right hand doors of the car on to the ground. I'm thinking/talking about a well structure which is in the center between the front and back seats. later: + in limo, telling people there about another story (earlier dream?), the subject/idea of tapes (VCR?) comes up [vague]
+ meet rich girl (deep voice?) on HC outside the Man' house. Go over hedge to her house. HUGE yard, lawn massive and rolling over acres, big house, and in the distance, a large body of water + in a mall, at top of escalator, waiting for the highspeed mini-transit train to drive by so I can cross its path without getting hit + [very vivid] on bus[DS], shaking hands with people, they're congratulating me. My dad comes up I shake his hand, I think this is ridiculous and hug him. Get off bus, walking along sidewalk. Daytime. Road to my left. There is a large crew of young people pruning the trees/bushes on the sidewalk. They are harvesting a particular type of flower (light violet color). I see some trees have been pruned down to the bare trunk, I think that this may be over-pruning. Walking along to my right there is a hillside that slopes (medium steep) down to the path. There is about a 6 foot height to the base of the hill from the sidewalk (so you'd need a ladder to get access to the hill). There are vegetable gardens packed together on the hillside. Mostly green onions. I think about going and plucking some from there. Walking along, and noticing all the vegetable plots. Then I think that I'd like to go to the market, which is on my left, where the vendors are who grow those vegetables, and I could buy some produce from them. + [impession: playing/thinking about chess]
bedtime ~00:00 final waking: ~08:20? tons of wine at ddinner, fairly drunk probably REM rebound, very long/vivid dreams towards morning: earlier: + battles with large # of troops, outside, in CH (standing at top of steps to basement), using green laser crowd-cutting device. "Humans drop to the floor" think that giving everybody a cutting laser like I have will end the battle quickly in ouor favoor comiung up behind a line of heavy tanks/artillary arriving to the battle drivingg down hill in large vehilce, wnoo't make the turn in time I'll tumble and crash, manaagae to slow down sufficiently to make the turn in parking garage with the enemy, cutting them down with the green laser a nuclear/radiation attack is cmoing, I try too form a hiding place between metal filing cabinets and anticipate the orange glow of the attack being shown a car (to rent? buy?) the presenter opens the trunk, it's really weird, on the open ddoor (opens to side like old station wagon) there is a long purple curving conical intake that at first I think is fuel intake but at its base is like a sphincter with some (brown?) coloring around the base so Im' thinking it's (the car's butt?), the presenter points out the fuel cells are completely charged up, I'm really excited about this car it's something really unique but I think my spouse wont like it because it's not very practical later: + in Dch home, open deck curtains, very low light/dark outside, check sliding door lock, it's open, chdck room, at first ddno't see missing thing but then decide monitors are missing, my google pixel 2 phone is missing. One computer was not set up and so was not taken, panicking about this, go see my housemate (false, "Frank?") and complain we were robbed assmebly line breakfast/cafe "come get it it's quick and efficient" overhear the large attack groups planning to team up and attack my base/homoe on the hill, what can we do we're just a few people against such large numbers of troops? the hill home has a name/label [forgot] Walk up hill towards house and encounter grouopo of indian (mercenaries?) who are sympathetic to our case and will help (by holding the path up the hill?) + standding in grupo of girls with a central girl performing gymnastic moves, each ofo the girls in turn catches the performer as she does a tumbling maneuver ending up at them, I wish she'd tumble at me I'd like to catch her + walking with big beefy guy friend in large open matrix-white like space we encounter a woman (short hair, large open eyes, staring expression, a typical LD DC, like in my LD #1), and I think/say "don't look at them, don't catch their attentiono", but we do stop as we pass by as the woman offer my companion a large sitck of pink cotton candyd which my friend bends over (head to feet) and starts nibbling on it, when a male appears, takes the pile of cotton candy, opens it up, and places the whole big "nest" over my friend's headd, it's a knock-out drug and he falls to the floor. The man then places it on my head and I "faint" from the knock-out drug and dfall to the gruond, still slightly conscious, and dthink they're going to make us do thinsg against out will under the influence of the drug
bedtime 00:00 04:15 turn over, in bed quickly, forget in which city I'm in and wack wife with my arm, which wakes her up, I feel really bad about this and it takes a long time too fall asleep after this 09:00 + meeting with company N presiddent ouotside on street (C&S in B?) after my successful application & test results to work there. He tells me about there revolutionary new architecture "MISes" (pronouonced MEEZuz) and I say it sounds like "an runtime-configuring datapath" (meaning each unit broacasts its requirements and the datapath reconfigures itself to use the available pathways to provide exactly only the required information), which he confirms. I say "this is a revolutionary design", I'm very impressed. I know he has been following my application process. I'm worried that I can't live up to such lofty expectations since I'm not a full-on architect. + in water , boat & shark like thing in waves + in city with group, break up to explore on our own, something about Carl's Junior? + walking on side walk, thinking about rehearsal [DS] which is at 7:30pm, several hours away. I don't want to go, but tonight is a sectional, and my absence would be especially felt + watching TV/video outside in post-apocalyptic city? Walking up stairway indoors open space lots of junk, I think that I will need to call some friends to help me move/throw away a lot of think junk, (and that the people I'd call know each other and I don't want them to realize I know them or have been meeting with them?)
bedtime: 23:45 (early?) + TV park on swing, planning to jump, swinging pretty high though; on paralell pull-up bars, they look pretty thin 06:15 + [long sequence, multiple scenes] leaving theater, with DarTyn, heading to bar/cafe, enter, looking for spot, some people raised tables/counters, MR at one of them hails me. (Return again?) I'm being hailed by name from across the restaurant. They keep calling me: "<name>! <name!>" I keep looking and finally see someone waving their hand. I move to the table, it's a large table with a group of at least 10 people seated around it, wearing fancy/formal wear, it's my best friend MR's birthday. I move around the table to the right to greet him, he stands up and comes to meet me, as we're greeting each other some sprinklers on the ceiling start pouring a lot of water on to him, he's getting really wet, but he's not responding, I finally tell him "you're getting all wet!" moving money through small portal, it melts; go through, want to put it into a bank card, discussion on different bank cards properties (and the wisdom of using them?) [forgot] leave building, attacked by two guys loooong BTS battle. Finally fall asleep. 09:20 + concert/rehearsal [DS], I'm holding the <instrument> of the other guy in my section, I'm looking around for him to take it, we're moving to a new spot, I need to grab my instrument too, but I can't because my hands are full with his
bedtime ~00:00 final waking: ~08:30 out of bed: 09:00 05:45 + in mall with Sears brothers + my laptop keeps starting on a porn site it is very embarrassing, + [f] See W1, think about her a bit [deceased] + longish scene floating down a river (Very tired, didn't want to go into detailed recall and risk waking up too much) Ended up automatically reaching for the memories anyway, and ended up fairly awake Long BTS, probably at least an hour or more, but BTS success 08:30 + snow, dogs, foxes, beige poop on edge, pile of people come the other way + meeting where I'm going to present results: laptop, see (plain) website, ask manager if I should show the early site yet + [f] flower arrangements in a hallway near a window in large space, think about how they'll freeze if left there overnight, I know some were freshly delivered + office: the admin has been reading my private mail and comments on something my (ex-wife?) wants, I get really made that she invaded my privacy as I storm over to pick up the mail and read it + banquet scene around a table, there's a guy doing the "disembodied living head on a platter" joke (his body is under the table), the head is rotating around. Huge exaggerated buck teeth + approach a woman with a food donation (before dog/snow scene?): I give her some items for humans, then I pull out two small packs of food for dogs/animals
bedtime 23:45 final waking ~08:30 out of bed 08:45 2:50 + dark mansfield's feel way on path see reflection turning back to house; return to house and father has stoked a small camp fire, I continue to feed it but it goes out, I manage to get it burning again by using pine needles and very small kindling; boy scouts more challenging route just path normal turn off see mountains around 6:45? + flying to CH land on deck next to greenhouse kitchen window, man is there, different people live there not my family but I know them, I've been away a long time apparently, inside kitchen there's a gathering, son of family, something about the choice of food and drinks + Spoiler for sexy time: sex with SB suck left nipple after "friend" finishes she's on top, she's really moaning as I flick her nipple with my tongue, I'm a bit surprised she's so getting in to it after sex with the other guy. + S1 funny hair coming to house on lawn logs of dog crap close to building complain to management; card-key trouble at the gate, don't want to reprogram a guy's key, he'd have to go out around and back; comment that for this sort of operation it's easier just to do central blocking than to reprogram a particular person's key card + Scouts frag: "my gen were in awe of the older scouts and staff like BenAnd, just his face was so impressive" then BenAnd comes by and I see his face + [something else? forgotten] Looooong BTB. Probably an hour or more. Started immediately after recall. Started seeing visuals/dreamlets. No vibrations. Continual relaxing, letting go, "release", "don't think", total relax on every exhale, cultivating feelings of contentment and happiness and just trying to relax more and more. Lay on back for a lot of the relaxation phase but this causes tension in my jaw holding my mouth closed which I can hear if I'm wearing ear plugs. Focused specifically on relaxing eyes and general all body relaxation but tried a few tense release spots. Longer exhales than inhales. Did (2, 1 or 2, 4) breathing, tried a few 4-7-8 but these are too stimulating on the hold. 8:30 + arrive to work, hooligans? robot crashing inside, go around piles of our (my personal) things blocking entrance, finally let in, ChrChe, get my office assignment way in back + enter room with child psychology self-help session, many scratched/damaged faces, closed/blocked doors, people running beyond in next room, go there, young lady comes by, we look at each other, "I know you! Don't I know you?" she says met (Canada? some foreign country) me: "OSYO tour?" "Yes!" I think I could get with her then her BF appears + sandwhich/gum, (S1's?), walking, LG comes up behind me, I stand we kiss on the cheek (we're making up now?) "I was driving behind you the whole time" There's another woman there too, LG doesn't look much like LG + bassoon, concert, put away want to leave, I think it's an interminably long Beethoven symphony (the 9th because I know there's a chorus at the end?) and I do not want to sit through the whole thing, PicAtAnExhib solo goes by, I miss it, conductor looks my way (or orchestra), I'm at tall table with friends/other players(?). Decide that I need to rejoin, open my case, start taking out pieces of instrument, there are two butt joints, friends next to me says "oh you have two of those!?" I'm really confused, this is not my instrument, there are pieces of several different ones. There is an odd "maintenance free reed", $50/months leasing fee, look in purse of (flute?) player next to me, I see pieces of old broken reeds, I think "why did I let somebody else put away my instrument, they wouldn't have done it right, they may have lost or broken my reed". I"m looking all around for my case, I tell friends "help me find it", I'm starting to get really worried but then I relax because it doesn't matter (because I know it's a dream and I'm waking up?") and I wake up.
+ 7-11 oakland taxi burritos wallet back pocket + 13-9: rush in a crowd to choose a water source and a filter/sink, like choosing an apartment, I choose object 1 #13 and object w #9, go to fill out form, a guy ahead of me joins a shorter line and starts repeating "13 - 9" I say "no that's mine!" I'm worried, but he gets out of line and I make it to the front of mine. I have great trouble filling out the form (pink paper, black ink), writing these numbers is difficult, the form ends up filled with other things, I'm trying to find other clean papers, I try to circle the 13 and the 9 on the form but there are so many other digits interfering. + tiny doll baby forgot sex he has a great sense of humor + tuxedo interview daylight fly pool fully clothed fancy shoes dive into pool from great height, dad's there, a guy also in the pool + tons left over, ship heavily loaded, "do you know how much you could sell a leftover single bomb for?" ice cream guy, he says "milions" at the same time I say "10's of thousands of dollars," I think he's right, I clarify that I mean "old" (like 1950's) bombs
bedtime 23:45 01:45 + TV park, I'm walking near where jungle gym/swings were down left path to lower level, I hear voices from top (baby) level, a girl is saying something [forgot], go around to left path down to lowest level and (throw?) fly up to toys high in air all around (in the trees), (trying to keep away from others?) + [forgotten] 05:45 + lying on abed playing with tiny doll-sized infant S2, I feel great affection for this baby, I'm massaging it, tickling it, it falls on the floor almost rolling under an adjacent piece of furniture with a skirt, I'm concerned about it being squished, I pick it back up and continue playing with it on the bed, I bring it back with me further on the bed where his brother is lying, older, and the baby S2 says "Hi S1!" I'm very surprised that it can speak at all. It then says something else [forgotten], the consensus from around me is that yes, they know it can speak. + outside, "camp," drinks, alcohol on the rocks, taste and give leftovers to friend, fruity sort of like lychee, look into the bottle I'm giving to friend and see just a little bit of clear/white-ish (like lychee) leftovers in the bottom + [frag] car driving too fast, accident, fleeing from pursuers In a car, daylight, approaching fast a T intersection with cars parked all along the sidewalk, instead of slowing down the driver accelerates, and I know we'll hit (but there is no impact). Think about cars racing away down side streets avoiding pursuit + at a large outdoors auction, large group of people all around, there's a guy walking around with a large stack of colorful newspapers, these are very popular, everyone wants one of these, (they're Jamaican? or the guy carrying them are?). I'm suddenly worried about missing by waist bag [DS], I look down and feel for it, I see it's there on my right hip and I relax. BTS hard, woke up a lot. Couldn't sleep with light visualization. Probably about 1+ hour of this. It required "pretend it's first bedtime, blank mind, relax body and mind on each exhale" to fall asleep. Need to start this earlier, and then add in some light visualization. 09:30 + with MR at shlagbaum, walking in group, he asks about a girl that is not his Walking with group of young friends outside, we come to an intersection and we begin to cross, there's a railroad crossing guard down and I can't figure out which way to walk around it, I feel a bit confused and embarrassed (in a light fun way) about this, finally decide how to go through and return to group, they are all know a few steps in front of me and I see the back of all their heads. Twilight/dim lighting. My friend MR is with is, I recognize his hairstyle [false] up ahead of me from behind. I know he's asking about some girl that he's interested in, but she's with somebody else, so I think it's pointless.
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