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    Bad dream

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    gab
    , 03-18-2016 at 10:24 AM (197 Views)
    3.18.16

    Last night bed around 10pm. Woke up from nightmare at 1:26am.

    I don't remember having this nightmare since childhood. A few nightmares about churches, but not this same feeling.

    DR
    I'm in a church thats illuminated by soft yellow light of many candles. There is some force that I'm desperately trying to stay away from. I know it knows I am there, but I'm trying really hard to stay away from it's sight.

    There is some singing and I either sing or participate in the last song that I'm still humming when I wake up. It's a well known classical piece.

    I'm quickly putting away a chair behind a curtain in a room, not wanting to be seen. Then I quickly kneel on a side of large bed with other people. It's some kind of a ritual, not in a bad way, more like celebrating or rather commemorating. Jesus/baby Jesus is on the bed, or just a representation of him. Bed sheets are yellow/golden and white, same as everything else in 2 rooms I can see. The bed is large, it fills up the whole small room. This room doesn't have walls on at least 2 sides, only corners, and golden/whitish heavy drapes are hanging in these corners.

    I never see this force, but the image of it I have is that it's something taller than avarage human. It never really hurt me, I don't know why I am so scared of it. The childhood recurring dream with same force is me walking around the neighborhood at night and this force being there as well.

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    1. tranquilitypark's Avatar
      Sorry you had a bad dream. I think these dreams are the scariest...the ones that occur throughout your life.
      I wish I had documented my waking life when I had those dreams, because I think they are connected. Try to document your waking life around them. I have found that some of my dreams are warnings, about people and things that happen to me in my waking life. I know people think its strange, but I used to have very clear dream "warnings" when I was a child.
    2. gab's Avatar
      Thank you for your comment.
      I do believe that at least some dreams can be telling us things. At least last 2 years, some of my dreams are perfectly reflecting my waking life and things I'm going through.
    3. gab's Avatar
      Note:
      Interesting thing happend next time I went to bed. As I was thinking about this
      I wish I had documented my waking life when I had those dreams, because I think they are connected. Try to document your waking life around them.
      and I came to conclusion that it was just so bizarre scary feeling, nothing specific, and more importantly, I had a normal childhood without anything that would make me dream about impending doom you can't escape from.

      Then suddenly I recalled part of my childhood that yes indeed would perfectly explain these dreams. I was somewhere between 6-15 years old. There was a rumor (unfounded, ofc, since it was BS) in my town, that people from certain ethnicity were abducting kids and doing something to them in their churches. I can't recall what exactly, but I have a feeling it was some religius rituals sacrifices. This scared me so much, I started carrying a small pocket knife. An image of silver metal fish shaped pocked knife popped in my mind just as I was about to type this sentence. I know I was so scared walking down the streets, that I expected someone to take me at any moment. There was a constant feeling of death and that I can't do anything about it. The weirdest part is, how in the heck did I forget about this? I know I recalled it again later in my life, but I always promptly forgot about it.