Dreams of Hash

June 7 Non Lucid

Was in a soccer game more like club than school but a little of both. It started with the coach telling us to circle up and one of the players began saying the line up. He said my name which was surprising in the dream, we all line up and i start tying my shoes. I rem seeing that guy juan and it looked like he was pissed for not starting the game. It feels like i really spent a good portion of the dream tying my shoes and i started to feel pretty anxious as everyone began lining up on the field and im still on the sideline tying. I finally finish rushing the second shoe and i start walking towards the center of the field hoping to be able to play center mid.

I ask if anyone wants to play it and two of my teammates turn to me and say they want to, one of them is already standing in the middle and has his foot on the ball. I keep walking to the otherside and ask da, if he is playing wing despite him standing in the center towards the front. He starts to say something when i correct myself and say striker. I move to the outside of the field and say ill play wing. Da looks at me and says your gonna have to run up and down the line. I looked down the field and noticed the shadows on my side and the open sun on the other side. I figured on defense ill be fine itll just be tough sprinting down into the sun for offense. I tell him that i should be good for a while.

Its time for the game to start and my team has the ball first. For some reason it starts with one of the fullbacks and he tries to pass it out to me but a player from the other team easily intercepts it as it was a pretty slow pass. I start running back on defense anticipating any passes to the wing but he plays it through the middle to another player on their team who easily puts a wormburner into the back of the net. He aimed for the bottom corner of the goal on my side and in the dream i couldnt help but feel i should have run and tried to block it but i was just a bit too far away. Da looked at me as if he thought i was actually responsible for giving up the goal.

As we walk back to starting positions i blame the goalie in my mind, and in the dream i knew our goalie was new. I dont rem how the next kick off started but i rem da kind of taking over my position and leaving me nothing to do. At one point he had the ball down the line and there were two guys on him, i ask for a drop and it looks like he tries to but the ball goes out of bounds, it looks like it goes off his foot. He quickly runs to throw it in and it looks like hes going to throw it straight to my chest but instead throws it over my head to someone behind me who in the dream reminded me of adrian. He took the ball up to the center and here the dream starts to shift.

I cant rem exactly how it happens but im no longer on a soccer field with a team but am instead playing in the house with my sister. She takes the role of da in the dream and i can sense some tension. MY mem is starting to get bad but somehow i get the ball and it is like a volleyball with a hole in it and it is going flat. I get ready to try and score a goal, the goal now being inbetween chair legs but notice that my cats food bowl is under the chair and my cat is eating. I tell my brother who i guess is my opponent at this point, how are we supposed to score like that? I walk away looking closely at the ball in my hands. I see the holes in it, very small but just big enough for a bit of air flow, and try to flatten it all of the way but for some reason it wont work and the ball manages to keep some air in it somehow. Dont rem past this so i must have woken up