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Semi-Lucid

It was one of those lazy days for me.
I woke up with the memory of my dream still in my head.
I thought, "I should probably write down some keywords".
Then I thought, "........Naaaaaaah."
Then I just lied down back in bed.
Obviously the next time I woke up I had forgotten it.
"Goddamn it!"
The last thing I remembered were 2 keywords, Coscillard (sosillard) and ascalade.
I was pretty disappointed in myself, I'm usually so good at dream recall.
I went to my closet and remembered something else.
In my dream I went to put pants on, and they had my belt already fastened around them, so I didn't have to look for it.
Then I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror for a bit.
I stared at my mustache making various faces (oh come on admit it you do it too), then something clicked.
I remembered everything.

February 16th 2013

I'm on a plane.
I'm in the same cabin as my grandma, for some reason we're the only ones here.
She and I share a heart felled talk about life.
We kind of bond for a bit.
After were done she goes and sits back down in her chair.
The question still lingers, where is everyone?
I decided to go into the other cabin in front (there were only 2 cabins, it was a small plane).
That's when the gravity of the situation kind of hit me.
There were about 9 people in the front cabin, all of them panicking.
One of the windows had cracked open and was letting in strong gusts of air that were visibly white.
Something had gone wrong with the plane, and we had to make an emergency landing.
Except, there were no airports around.
I sat down in one of the seats with my head poking out into the aisle.
Apparently the original pilots were dead or unconscious, because one of the passengers was flying, though he seemed to have experience.
At this point, I also noticed that the cockpit had nothing separating it from the cabin, it was pretty much a part of it.

"TREES?! ARE THERE ANY TREES IN THE AREA?! WE NEED TO USE THEM TO BREAK OUR SPEED!"

A woman responded to him. She was hysterical and had tears in her eyes.

"Um...yeah. There's some trees. ;_;"

But it was already too late for that, we had to land now.
We started to descend onto a highway.
We touched down and began to brake.
Various cars coming are way had to swerve out of the way to avoid us hitting them.
Eventually the plane came to a nice halt, we had made.

"WOOH! YEAH! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN ABOUT!" I yelled enthusiastically.

Everyone else gave a rowdy applause, they were happy to not be dead.
I stepped out and walked toward a parking lot.
There was a little entrance to what now I can only assume was a planetarium or something.
There were to officers at the entrance wearing ponchos (it was raining), one a man one a woman.
The woman made a comment about our proficiency in some way.

"Yeah, were proficient enough to land a goddamn plane!" I responded.

I went inside and moved through, I couldn't really remember why I was here.
I then recognized the voice of my teacher and decided to travel toward it.
I came across a little area where a wall was blocking my view of my teacher and assumed classmates.
I had a bit of a hard time getting on the other side of the wall. (I think it was because my brain was loading all of the classmates).
I see a bench with quite a few of my fellow students sitting on it, as well as my aforementioned teacher.
He was showing pictures of his ex-girlfriend on his iPad.
Apparently he was explaining how she had gotten some kind of maturity disorder and started growing facial hair.
I can't help but feel like he's showing us this out of spite for her for some reason.
We started to walk around for a bit.
I began walking with a kid I know kevin (I know a lot of kevins by the way).
We were talking about something or the other, perhaps something about space travel.

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I was in someones house with 2 people, a man and a woman, who were in a relationship together.
I guess I was kind of "in the mood" at the time, and the closest DC happened to be her.
I used my unintentional skill of persuasion to woo her and she carefully slipped away from her boyfriend.
We were about to get away together when her boyfriend noticed what was going on.
What happened next was actually pretty surprising.
He beat the ever loving shit out of me.
I don't mean just punching me while down on the ground, but an actual fist fight.
Near the end of it he sparta kicked me into a pool, and then proceeded to pummel me some more.
I didn't feel any pain, though I did get really fucked up.
I had cuts and bruises and was bleed profusely form most of my orifices.

This is surprising because I've, as far as I've known, never been able to be beaten in a fist fight in a dream before.
I remember repeated times where I tried to fight back to which he responded by blocking and destroying me some more.
I, till this point, didn't know that was possible.

Well this being a new account and all I guess some proper introductions are in order.
I'm C.J., I joined DV about 2 years ago now in search of lucidity in my dreams,
a goal that I was surprisingly able to reach sooner than I thought.
My quest to lucid dream taught me a lot about lucid dreams as well as myself,
though for some reason, after about 2 weeks of recording my dreams and training myself to lucid dream,
I just kind of stopped.
Why am I back? To be perfectly honest, it's because after a very long time of zero lucidity, I had a DILD.
It felt so great to be lucid again, but I noticed something.
I couldn't use any of my my dream powers.
It was so frustrating that during my once in a blue moon lucid dreams I couldn't even do anything I really wanted to.
At that moment I decided, I would restart my attempt of being a lucid dreamer,
this time with a cool head and with my newly acquired knowledge about the world, my dreams, and more importantly, myself.

It's good to be back ^_^