side notes

relax dude

everybody has crazy errotic dreams

you should see mine

it doesn`t mean that you want to f*ck your mom, that`s a wierd guys theory who was a crack addict, yep Freud was a cocaine addict and suffered from OCD and most of the psychology today is based on his imbecilities

History House: Freud and Cocaine -- The Deal

it suggests you want a sexual partner, that can give you emotional comfort just like your mother, a feminine woman, a nurturing women

most men prefer that, I do too

I just go nuts for a cute woman, that can comfort me emotionally and I can just f*ck the sh*t out of her

if you want to read about crazy wierd sexual dreams, that involve black octopusses with penises on their tentacles, S&M, dogs, a postman and Jesus Christ all in the same environment at the same time, then I suggest you this book, which is filled, with womens sexual fantasies

your craziest Lucid Dream is chicken bollocks compared to this stuff

wiki article:
My Secret Garden - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

the book itself
Nancy Friday - My Secret Garden (Women'S Sexual Fantasies)

ummmm

are you 18 by the way?

if not, well don`t read the book pls

sleeping to much can get you tired, that`s a paradox but that`s reality

on the other hand, our subconcsious tends to help, protect or sabotage our life

it might be that you don`t really like the thing you are studying, it doesn`t get you excited and you don`t have any general idea what you are going to do after you finish, so your deeper mind tries to protect you and that`s the only thing it can do at this time, pull you back from the world

people who hate their jobs become depressed, that`s a protection mechanism telling them "this sh*t just isn`t for you, I make you feel miserable, so you will go and find something else"

but some people are too smart for their own good

nope, not trolling, talking from experience

I had a bunch of jobs, I hated all of them, I just couldn`t wake up in the morning and make myself go there, slept over 10 hours still was tired

I hated university too and slept a lot, but in my case it envolved partying and drinking almost daily


so there is no undermotivated person, it`s more like you don`t really give a rats ass about your goal, regardless of what you tell to others or yourself about it


the main message is at 5:24 minutes ... feel free to watch the rest if you like it




ps: if you ever wondered what creepy means, that`s that reasercher guy in the video

because people think like this: "Now I am awake ... Now I am at sleep"

better question "Am I???"

they forget that most of the reality they experience on a daily basis is not solid, it`s littered with their expectations and biases

example: If you hate money, and there`s a 100$ bill in front of you, whether you believe me or not, you will not see it or if you see it, you`ll not pick it up out of pride or some other masked negative emotion ... some researcher guys did an experiment on this, while combining this question with a positive/negative perspective of the people


on the other hand, I have this theory that Right-brained people are far more likely to become Lucid Dreamers, then Left-brained people

I mean by that, they focus more on that hemisphere

left-brained: engineer, doctor, anything tehnical, business guy, stock broker

right-brained: actor, musician, graphic designer/painter, somebody who is extremely good at people and allways was and never learned that from anywhere

so just check out the link here:
http://controlmind.info/human-brain/...rain-functions

and notice stuff on the list like:
• Prefer visual instructions with examples
• Follow Eastern thought
• Like to read fantasy and mystery stories
• Like to write fiction
• Fun to dream about things that will probably never happen
• Enjoy making up own drawings and images
• Enjoy creative storytelling
• Prefer to learn through free exploration
• Good at recalling spatial imagery
• Solve problems intuitively
• Dreamer
• philosophical


so if you are a tehnical guy, you should be focusing more on right brain activity and that might get you better results

so try this test to see it
http://www.wherecreativitygoestoscho...ht/rb_test.htm


I am even, that means I use both, most of you are probably left-brained and exercised the other hemisphere wit this stuff, because a right-brain individual would abhor an only text based environments

warning this topic can and will be considered offensive by some of you

so is it possible that the religious visionary guys, from shamans to prophets were actually natural lucid dreamers?

religious texts are full with archetypal stuff and you meet most of those while you are dreaming

Dream interpretation - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

watch and listen to this guy, talking about his laptop telling him it`s God and turning into a heart burning with a purple flame

talking ,burning bushes, anyone?





a rephrase:
are we f*cking m0r0ns for killing each other over hallucinations, that can be induced into every human being with the right tehnique?


just a thought, please don`t shoot me, I am a monkey in the forrest, who recently learned how to type at computers, you don`t shoot monkeys, that`s unhuman, right?!