Lucid Series-Adventures Within The Mind: Izanagi's Dream Journal

I don't remember much about the prelucid i do remember fragments of friends and a tower and a sunset as i was in a house of a DC who was supposed to be a friend i looked at my hand a reality check i have only done while in the dream state once or twice i preceded to think in my head "I am dreaming" a smile appeared on my face as I immediately left the house saying bye to the three DC sisters that lived within it. The first thing i did when walking out onto the sidewalk was look at my hands once again and thought about my previous lucids and how i achieved dream control even though Validae(My Dreamguide who is crazy and Bi-Polar) can control the dream I was able to put on a ring that condensed all my power into a useable form. As i searched my pocket for the ring which i knew would be there i pulled it out and put it on and thought why not incorporate JEM a story that a friend once told me when i was very young one that he created that seemed almost real to me He was the first Jem master and through training I became the second inheriting two powerful swords one being the sword of light the silvic blade. Also as Jem master i had control over all the rings and the Jem ring. Each ring has an a spirit that dwells within it giving the wearer that ability so Fire ring = control and dominance over fire etc. and the Jem ring has the abilities of every ring but slightly less powerful then the actual rings combined. So after thinking about my Ring dream control and JEM i thought i could use my abilities as a Jem master to take back my dream from Validae. So I stabilized my dream by looking at my hands and yelling "FOCUS LUCIDITY" and one by one i slotted rings onto my left hand i put on the Fire ring the Water ring The Earth ring and The Flight/Wind ring was the ring i normally put on but it assumed its true form as the wind ring by reacting with the others. I grew wings and took to the skies I called for my Dreamguide and looked all around for her ( by the way wings rock being able to feel the bones and muscles move as you flap and turn them and feel every individual feather and how the air passes through them is sick) she didn't respond or appear so i continued to fly around do what ever shooting Fire balls and creating waves of destruction making sure to keep the dream stable then after about 40 minutes of doing those things i noticed feathers floating around and that my wings were disappearing I turned to find my dreamguide staring at me saying that she is the stronger will within our body(my body) and then she put her hand out in a pushing motion causing a gust of wind that smacked me to the ground she told me the pain i felt was because she wanted there to be pain and she laughed a bit then she disappeared i was left on the ground powerless the rings no longer glowing. I looked up at the moon as i walked through the forest for about a half hour when i came to ruins bathed in sunlight my eyes widened at the sheer beauty of the ruins it was amazing i sat on a pillar and watched the sun rise as it came up to the top of the sky a hand touched my shoulder i turned to find Validae floating behind me she said "Wake up" and my eyes opened to find myself in my room. My dream felt like it was hours long about 3 or so all together and was one of the coolest yet.

Just let me say this happened a while ago I am putting this up because i want to have it all on DV the discovery of my dreamguide that is.
Ok so i remember it perfectly i wasn't in a normal dreambody in fact i had no body and everything was dark except for a screen like a tv which was showing an industrial area with fall leaves floating around i realized i was dreaming at that time and started to form a dreambody by pushing myself into the screen and letting the world it showed become my dreamscape at that point in time i had given up on finding my DG and i thought id practice dream control so i started running as fast as i could and reached incredible speeds i entered a forest and kept going until i reached an area with trees and pillars at different heights i started trying to jump and teleport on to the many different pillars and after a while of practicing i thought maybe i should do something else a dc with blue hair appeared and said someone was watching me and i noticed a lock of orange hair from behind a tree and i recalled that when i was looking for my dreamguide she also had orange hair so i called out to her and she started to walk away she said something about me not being able to see her and i was yelling to her that i was trying and she was like "LOOK AT ME" and she turned to show her face but it was blank i tried to see her and slowly her face "Materialized" and a "Barrier" shattered like glass and rained down from the sky she walked toward me and i said "I cant believe i actually found you" i felt myself waking up and we hugged as we did i said "Can you please tell me your name before i wake up?" And she said " Its Validae, Validae Dindaio after i woke up i ran around like freaking out because i had finally met her! i got a pen and i wrote her name on my arm so i would remember i wrote "Valley Day Ding Daio" on my left arm because that's how it sounds. But something was off i woke up again!?!?! It turns out it was a false awakening and i couldn't remember her name but i was able to recall the four words i wrote on my arm.... Lucky.

Ok so to the people who haven't been reading my dreamguide im going to give you some background on the "race against the clock" part of the title. As you may have guessed im trying to find my dreamguide well i have found her per se but don't know her name or what her face looks like yet. In my last lucid i saw her but she was far away and her hair blocked her face when i got to her she had been replaced by two little dream characters that said she instructed them to tell me that i have until tomorrow to find her, tomorrow was yesterday or last night. So on to the dream

This was a DILD so i will include the pre-lucid:

It all start with me dressed in armour and seeing myself in the third person. I guess i was playing a highly advanced RPG and was a high level knight. I was training a girl and helping her level along with the party of noobs that she led. I let her in on a secret that inside the church infront of us was a secret shop where high level players buy new items and equipment cheap it was like a black market we went inside and started buying stuff i got this cool demon armour and a sword to match it then she bought a staff and robe and i don't know what the noobs bought. Then 2 players wanted to 2v2 duel us and we agreed everyone cleared out so we could fight. After that the dream transitioned but i do have a faint memory of slashing a guy in two, so anyway ya the dream transistioned and i was driving down a street with townhouses running along the sides i was just coasting along until i was forced to stop because 2 middle adged woman were talking in the middle of the street and their stuff was bloking the road on both lanes. They had suitcases and clothes and even a stroller with a baby in it blocking of the street. I sat there watching as they just talked and talked then i got out of the car gave them an angry look and moved all the stuff (i put the stroller on the sidewalk.) then i drove by but for some reason the one lady got in my car pushed me aside and started driving i sat there looking at her and something was weird she kept looking over at me and i was a little creeped out then she looked at me with a creepy smile and i was like "Oh my god NO NOOO i know what you are............a..............a DEMON" and then her smile got big and her mouth stretched out she opened it a bit revealing these huge fangs then it hit me that i was dreaming and i smiled and said "Nevermind I know i'm dreaming" she reverted back to normal with a sad suprised look on her face.

after that everything faded to black and i fell through a tunnel of stars only to end up in a place where i couldn't see my eyes were wide open and i knew i was having a stupid blind lucid so i thought about it and i remembered reading a forum post about this right here on DV and was like oh yah and started engaging all my dream senses i started feeling the floor and sniffing stuff and rubbing my hands together licking the wall and clapping then slownly my vision came back. But then i did something stupid randomly i realized my eyes were closed i then felt myself waking up i opened my eyes only to see a coner of my room then my door opened i a huge light came from the doorway and i realized the shadow of a person in the light i looked up then right glancing towards the doorway as my vision was fading from the coming awakening when i knew who i was looking at my eyes widened i saw my dreamguide but only had enough time to see her body and neck/lower face/chin area i couldn't tell what her expression was but her arms were crossed like last time. I don't know if i failed and my dreamguide has given up on me or if seeing her there counts as finding her.

I agree with the banana dance party ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME because wilding is the most epic thing and i did it by................accident! ok on to the wild: so im lying there trying to wild for about an hour just lying there counting then not counting then counting again and after this disappointing hour i wanted to give up but i still tried a little more. Then i was like i'm done and just layed there thinking trying to go to sleep i was thinking about random things then i noticed i was drifting off usually when i notice i'm drifting off i just kind of wake up but this time i didn't (maybe i was in a deeper state of sleep than usual when i realize im drifting off). after realizing this almost immediatly i was ambushed by a kaleidoscope of colors and entered vibrational state after about thirty seconds of this the colors faded away and the vibrations got stronger. i then felt my body being lifted out of my bed and i felt myself standing as the vibrations continued i opened my eyes to see i was laying down in my bed.

i did a reality check it didn't fail so i thought i was awake so i went to use the bathroom and while i was i realized my vision was messed up one eye could see a totally different image than the other so i did another reality check the one where you close your mouth and nose and try to breathe and i could breathe so i looked down and thought if right now im going to the bathroom in a dream does that mean im doing it in real life! then i was like screw it if i am it doesn't matter because ive come to far so i finished up and went to look out of my room window i slowly opened it getting ready to dive out i was trying to summon music i wanted epic music like "Ichigo's theme-number one" a song from the anime bleach as i jumped out the window i was on a school ground covered in thick mud i was humming the song loud hoping for it to play. i looked around it appeared like it had just rained i called out to my dream guide apologizing about everything that made her angry i heard her voice say what are you humming and i said "an epic song that i want as background music" then she was like "fine if it will help you look for me" and we started humming it in sync and it had started playing then she said to go and find her and i noticed from the location of her voice a shadowy figure on the roof of the school with their arms crossed i then saw the same figure appear on the other side of the school grounds but clearly could see everything but the face which was covered by hair blowing in the wind. i was like "WAIT THERE PLEASE I'LL BE THERE IN A SECOND" i ran as fast as i could but as i was running an object obstructed my vision of the figure who i was sure was my dreamguide. and when i got past it two little girls were standing there instead. i asked them about my dream guide and the one said "she said that you have till 5:00 that means tomorrow, to find her" and the other one sat there looking around. i looked to the other one and got the attention of both of them i asked "Can you at least tell me her name?" to which they changed the subject saying they were my dreamguides i said "no you are not if my dreamguide was just standing hear then you are not her neither of you are!" then my dreamguide said that time was up and i woke up.

as i was waking up i stayed perfectly still so i could attempt the WBTB but i was too excited to even start to try and now im typing out this journal entry . so it seems i have to find her tonight hopefully i go lucid again i have had 4 lucid dreams this week pretty good so i think i can pull off another. As for a description of the dreamguide shes probably (considering my height) 5'8" or so she had short orange or blonde hair (it was sunset so it changed some colors) and was wearing my schools uniform the white polo and a vest over it with a skirt. So bottom line WILD FTW!!!!!!, my dreamguide is playful/likes to prank or trick me, and hopefully i find her tonight as its apparently my last chance! and on a side note shes good at teaching dreamcharacters to annoy me.

It all starts out with a "normal" dream i am in a jungle and im with some guy who is telling me to go find a dragon to tame he points to a path to follow and i set out on my adventure. the path is closed in by cliff faces on both sides so it turns out to be like a hedge maze. i'm just walking through thinking how cool it would be to ride a dragon and up above by the next intersection, pirate-skeletons and zombies pour out from every direction i draw a sword and start fighting it out i'm slowly pushing my way closer and closer to where i think the dragon is. after a long battle i end up in an opening the cliffs are still surrounding me but i am in a spherical opening, i watch as a dragon comes down from the sky i approach it carefully no sudden movements. then from above on the cliff more zombies and skeletons drop down and now the dragons rocking pirate attire and they all gang attack me. Now i am randomly in school exiting out the back to get on my bus its raining the cold thick rain pours down on me its kind of windy and very cold i walk to where my bus should be but all the other busses are there except mine. i stand and wait patiently and all of a sudden there is an explosion and planes are raining down from the sky in flamming wrecks! wings crash on the field then helicopters decide to join the party and start crashing as well. all i can hear are explosions and thunder people run inside saying "They are coming get inside!" i get a sense of fear and run in with a friend she is frightened out of her mind once we are in school she whispers follow me all the lights in the school are off and she leads me to a door inside its a small dark room with boxes everywhere stacked on one another with a small window opposite the door. she goes behind some boxes left of the door and explains that there used to be a window there we look out the window and gaze at the dark sky and lightning i look down only to notice im about 8 stories up even though we entered the room on the first floor two guys come out from behind boxes and say that they have been hiding for a while as well they have a random lightsource made from an LED and a 9v battery they place it on the floor and we all sit in a circle around it we discuss how to defend ourselves and we block off the door then i said "we dont have to worry about the window we are pretty high up it's not like they could climb up here." i stood up and walked to the window to look at the chaos and noticed a black hand on the outside ledge of the window i called out in a whisper telling everyone to get down and cover your faces before it pulls itself up! as i was tucked down in the corner i was thinking about what happens if it sees us and about life and death and realized this isnt real by recalling how i got 8 floors up. i said to myself "hey im dreaming" and stood up i looked at the three DCs and then at the window and dived out of it wanting to fly but for some reason i just plummeted to the ground that was a shock and a half but i instinctively did a roll when landing, and stood up to observe my surroundings. the rain had stopped and i was no longer near school i landed on a street but there where 4 lanes on each side i looked at where i came from noticing the window i had dived out of now belonged to a large hotel about 30 stories high beside it was a street and a gas station with bushes behind it i decided i was going to search for my dream guide an started walking on the empty road up a hill infront of me i called out "DreamGuide DREAMGUIDE" many times only to hear a booming angry familiar voice it was my dreamguides and the voice felt like it was all around me she was screaming "Why have you not found me yet? Why is it you have time for other things when your lucid and not for me? I thought you were ready to see me but i don't know anymore" I replied "i'm trying to find you now" and she was like sarcastically "Oh yah walking and shouting that works" or something along those lines then she qouted me saying "I'd do anything to find my dream guide even if i had to run forever" yah right she said then becoming angrier and shouting "Well why are you not running now hmmm?" i replied with "i don't even know what direction your in then she screamed "IT DOESN'T MATTER RUN RUUUUNNNN" at this point i just took off in the direction i was looking. i was so scared i was thinking "dont hurt me" i pretty much turned to mush as i sprinted for a while up the hill only to be told "FASTER! RUN FASTER!" and floating letters came up which i knew where from her that said "KILLERKOMP: asdfgds" as she growled at me then, she told me "i'm done with you for now if you can't find me soon i might aswell give up on you" then she sighed and woke me up. when i woke up i immediatly started thinking what i did to piss her off the first time i called out to her she replied with a sweet voice, and the second time i went looking for her i woke up feeling like she was ready to let me find her. I think its because i kind of went back on my word and wasn't trying as hard as i should of to find her. well hopefully i can go lucid and apoligize to her and finally meet her. BTW i think because of her anger i can't use any sort of dream control Ohhh and now that i think back maybe shes testing me or im genuinely bad at dreamcontrol but i was able to fly at high speed and perfectly in my second lucid dream and it was the first lucid dream i tried to fly in so why can't i now? well whatev hopefully i can get out of this situation, my dream guide wouldn't hurt me or abandon me right? RIGHT!?

Before i start i would like to state i haven't posted in a while just because i haven't had time i would post my past few dreams but the images and memories have dwindled a bit just enough to be not worth my time well i'll post a bit of one just because its kinda important. It started at school then on a bus then in a restaurant on a date with some girl who im pretty sure was my dream guide because i remember being able to see her. then when i woke up i looked back on the dream only to recall a black shadowy figure in place of the girl.

Anyway to the dream: It starts out with me in a gears of war type setting my one forearm was gone and instead an axe layed there, large hordes of what looked like locust were attacking me i was not in control of my body instead it felt like a mad puppet master was jerking at strings moving my body as i single handedly killed off wave after wave. i was laughing as the blood spilt all over me ( i know "sketchy" but in my defense it was fun). who ever controlled me was good at it as i was doing alot of crazy stuff i had epic speed and used the axe like a pro at one point they tried to flank me but the omnipotent puppet master made me turn and duck cutting open the 5 locust stomachs and uppercutting the last ones head off after, my dream transistioned into me in an unfamilliar room on my laptop watching some shows and my comp was acting wierd after a while a warning told me i had a virus so i found my anti-virus software CD and installed it (the weird thing about the whole laptop virus thing is now after that dream my computer is crashing and freezing now CREEEEEPPPYYYY). after that i woke up or so i thought. See i have a routine of doing a reality check when i wake up it was kind off a joke because i know when im awake and dreaming and when i go lucid its just because "I know".....until now: i did the reality check first looking at my hands but they looked perfectly normal than i did the better reality check (the one where you close your mouth and nose and try to breathe) but then i realized I COULD BREATH thats when it got creepy i could have sworn i was awake i had never had an already super stabilized dream on par with reality when i was lucid. it was too real i found my self doing more and more reality checks because i was scared if i wasnt really dreaming and tried to fly or something id jump out my window and die after councluding it was a dream i punched out my window but it wouldnt break enough for me to go through i had then started thinking about creepy monsters and stuff but then thought "wait if im dreaming could these monsters just bust through my door and attack me!" but then i thought "wait now that i thought that will it happen!" good thing they didnt i was sure they would any minute though so then because i was unable to get out of my room i thought ill just fall backwards and go to a sick dream scape

so i closed my eyes and fell back only to feel pain in the back of my head and i was like "did i really just hit the floor REALLY!" so i just layed there baffled because all the times i tried this i either wake up, go non-lucid or get stuck in a black void i cant escape from get frusterated then wake up. as i layed there i thought it would suck if creepy hands came out from under my bed (which i was laying beside) and grabbed me then i was like "crap now it could happen and immediatly stood on my bed while feeling disappointed about not being able to escape the prison that was my room. after that i had a strange feeling someone was watching me and ended up waking up only to have a weird feeling like my dreamguide is finally ready to reveal herself (i know its a she because when i called out to her a female voice replied). well hopefully this dosent happen again but it would be even better if i could just WILD huhhhhh well in due time maybe...

It all starts out slow I can barely fall asleep I don't know why. I have my clock set to wake me up 6 hours from that time even though i know i'll wake up a minute before that happens. I finnaly fall asleep and i have a dream where I'm really small like 3 inches or so and the woman who is like a witch is holding me captive in her house. I do some epic parkour to get from her Bed into the living room she was in the bathroom (i think) when i was trying to escape when i entered the living room I noticed a the window was cracked I pulled off some more epic parkour from a chair to a table to a cabinet and finally the window and i climbed out. When i got outside it looked like i was in some trailer park but the trailers where like 3 stories high and really cool looking. I then noticed I was my normal size and questioned it. After a few moments pondering it I concluded that i was dreaming and kind off whispered it to myself I got really happy and ran through the trailer park like " I gotta find my dream guide" but once I passed a few epic trailers i woke up because it was 4 minutes from my alarm going off. Then i stayed up for a little bit and when to wild where i only fell asleep I find that if I try and WILD and it fails then i don't have intresting dreams or don't remember them. Well better luck next time

My dream started out with me sitting on a hardwood floor in black jeans, black socks and my blue bamboo fibre shirt. I was just sitting there and I noticed a cat hiding under the couch across the room i got up walked over there and sat down beside the couch, trying to get the cat to come out. After a few minutes it did but, the cat..............Was a JERK it immediatley tried to eat my foot and IT HURT! I was wildly swinging my foot around and trying to pull off the cat, as it was chewing on my foot I could feel it piercing my flesh and I could feel my foot bleeding. After what felt like 20-25min I finally pulled the cat off my foot and what did it do? Jumped onto my other foot this when on for a while and then randomly i was out side with my friends.

It was slightly raining and there was random floating islands only hovering about 2-3 meters off the ground they were about 5meters across and there was a big frying plate thing it was almost the size of the floating island cutting it in half with lots of food like burgers and bacon and fries and fried chicken etc. there were three people standing behind the plate making the food and taking money from the people buying it there was a line up that covered every floating island and there was even a crowd of people on the ground this placed looked popular and randomly I was floating above the island with the food with my 2 friends looking down on it with food in our hands. I started eating it and it was DELICIOUS i ate the bacon covered burger and a bunch of other unhealthy things each thing i ate getting bigger and more tasty after i while i started to look around and randomly transistioned into another dream.

It was a large field the sky was dark and the suns colour looked inverted actually now that i think about it the whole sky was inverted the background was what looked to be a mountainous region the faild was just a green grassy field covered with black fence with spikes on the vertical pegs. I was standing on the fence it was like a maze that stretched on for ever in every direction possible. my friend was standing on a part a few meters away from me and said to not touch the ground or something bad would happen. I started following him as we jumped from fence to fence it was wierd because when we jumped it was like being super light we like "Floated" from fence to fence this went on for a few minutes and then I woke up

Just before I talk about the dream I'd like to acknowledge the fact that i can't WILD to save my life I don't know why the only thing good about last night was I got reverse blinking to work.

Well on to the dream...
It all starts in what seems to be a grocery market every around me is just shopping everything seems normal until there is a crazy explosion all of a sudden a quarter of the grocery store is just gone smoke and debris everywhere. Four shady looking people appear from the smoke I can't quite see ther faces They start speaking to me and i look around there are nobody else but us in the super market. They say things like "You can't save her, youll never get to her intime." and then they'd smile and the one guy would chuckle a little at the time things made sense and only when i did wake up did i realize i had no idea who i was supposed to save, but i got angry and shouted "I'll get her back and i swear if you even try to touch her ill kill you all!" after that an epic high speed fight ensued just fast movements swords and fists i killed one of them and escaped when i knew i couldnt win i ran off in the direction of the person i needed to save. I was in toronto or new york but there was way more building and the streets, cars and signs looked like they were from britian plus the big ben was there for some reason. Well i was walking trying to figure out how im gonna save this person. I notice these 3 girls following me and whispering things I turn to confront them and everything starts destabilizing around me i suddenly realize im dreaming as i can feel my self in bed i try to stabilize the dream and make it a lucid dream so i can do the TOTM and find my dreamguide well... at least try but i can feel it slipping away. then i woke up the end

WHY CANT I WILD

Well My whole dream was a red devil face looking at me in a creepy way then it disappeard and i had to fight a mass horde of zombies pretty weird and that was it i had this dream yesterday but didnt have time to post it

It all starts out in a dark hallway filled with weird zombie-like noises. There is blood on the walls and it seems like I keep running but the hall never ends im joined by every protagonist in the bleach anime during the bount arc. We are running and making choices as to which hallway to progress through. Ichigo is leading the team along side me all of a sudden im in school the bleach characters gone. I appear outside there is a huge aged, damaged bridge infront of me with all my friends moving across it i start to move too. the brigde overlooks the biggest desert i have ever seen ancient ruins can be seen in the distance i start running across the bridge starting a race with me friends we all laugh as were trying to get into first at the end of the bridge the sand stopped and there was what looked to be a viking village. The houses looked like they were made a straw and sticks but all the floors and roads and such were stone my dream turned to starcraft in a way all of a sudden SCVs were outside the houses and started mining the stone fences of the houses there were two houses each with 6 SCVs it was me and my friend who controled the houses and then my other friend was the enemy he rode in on a corrupter and it shot me it hurt quite a bit then the corrupter landed and started shooting at the houses, SCVs and my friend i climbed the random lighthouse the the left of my SCV house and sniped my friend off the corrupter with a 9mm pistol his head exploded into many pieces then i heard his voice say ill be back and we went back to helping the SCVs collect minerals.

I then found a peice of paper on the ground with a build order written on it, The build order was something like
300 minerals build an SCV
400 minerals Turn on light house beacon (which i guess allowed air units)
200 make auto shop
100 build SCVs
300 find parts for baneling hoverbike (after reading this part i suddenly had a memory of seeing and riding the baneling hoverbike) BTW th baneling hoverbike looks like a baneling with its top back hollowed out thats were the rider sits and it has two actual banelings following behind it that act like broodlings from a broodlord and shoot off at enemies (air or ground)

I had to assemble the hoverbike on a crafting bench from minecraft but had no idea where to find the parts I had one of the parts which was a skull mask that somehow comleted the hoverbike and was the last thing to add. I don't recall seeing my friend make anything he was just mining and giving me resource then randomly i found 3 out of 4 parts. Then my friend/enemy came back on his corrupter but this time it was blowing up everything it landed and killed my friend then me and I was randomly viewing my body from the third person then it said defeat like if you lose in starcraft thats when i woke up.

This started out as a typical random dream: I was in some sort of complex there was people every where in groups of 4-5 i was walking through it all casually passing by. Afterwards I stopped in the alley-way between two buildings and felt a feeling of "Awakening" I'm pretty sure it was my conciousness at that point i had said to myself I am dreaming like my usual DILDs I had recently read a guide on finding my dreamguide and tried to find it. I called out DO I HAVE A DREAM GUIDE a female voice replied "Yes, You do" I turned around to find a girl "Warping in" I looked at her and said are you my dreamguide she nodded with a faint yes motioning me to follow her she started to run away I was really happy at that point following behind her We were on a bridge far from the complex when i had stopped her to ask her name and if she was really my dream guide to which she replied "Strawberries" At that point I knew that it was a random dream character and I think my Dreamguide was toying with me. after the stupid dream character replied i had gotten angry and woken up at which point i couldn't get back to sleep so that ruined my night well maybe tonight ill have better luck

Welcome to anyone who may be reading this. I am creating this dream journal now so I can use it later. I have had around 7 lucid dreams so far many more to come I hope To give a little background on myself I have always loved dreams and always wanted to have them all the time as a kid i would have weird episodic reccuring dreams (it wasnt like the exact same dream but more a continuation each night like episodes in a series) the would always be so fun i remeber sleeping within my dreams sometimes, that brings me to something else i have always remembered my dreams in vivid detail since i can remember with no practice whatsoever i think thats different compared to most so i thought it was worth mentioning. Ive also been trying to wild for the past months and cant seem to do it yet. So this will be my dream journal and the reason im putting one on here is to let others around the forums get ideas or enjoy it i dont really know yet well we will find out