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I slept a long time, and took a nighttime cold medicine before sleep.

My dreams were troubled and convoluted. Don't remember much. But I think mostly the characters in these dreams were strangers. At least part of a dream was in Nigeria and part of someone from Nigeria in the US. There was also a Skype scene with two strange men and one of them indecently exposing himself.

Ay, my mind when attacked by cold virus and on cold meds is an effed up mind.

My boss was impatient. He expected me to figure out and modify someone else's code quickly, and was breathing down my neck waiting for it.

In my dream my husbAnd was cheating on me and admitted to it. I proceeded to change house locks demanding separation.

Still shocked from finding out about cheating, I was with my kids and others, when the school principal came. She was disapproving because we were late for an event with the gifted and talented teacher.

None of this dream was real life based.

I wanted to have one of those ceremonies to reaffirm our marriage vows at church. Only in the middle of the dream I realized that I had actually only been married two years, and that instead of being beautiful this just showed my insecurity.

I was at a school event of sorts. Frustrated because my husband could not make it and it seemed like there was not enough time to do all I was supposed to do there for both of my boys. I was supposed to fill out some paperwork including a computer password, but the ink in my pen was smudging horribly and I feared nothing would be legible. Then toward the end of this dream, still at this event, my purse and my car went missing.

I have a coworker, works in a partner organization, and is a rather imposing individual. In my dream I believed a dream character was her, but she was not at all like her.

I first contacted M to cancel a meeting because most people were going to be out of the office the next day when the meeting was supposed to take place. Only then did I find out that M was there in person unlike usually when we collaborate long distance.

In my dream I did not notice that she looked and acted nothing like the real M. She was slimmer, different hair, different everything. And she was nicer, more approachable.

I changed my mind about the meeting. Since she was here in person, and would be one of the few in the office, we could meet.

When I woke I remember remembering another fragment, maybe about my mom? But now I forgot.

At the beginning I remember being with my father and he suggested that I should subscribe to a paid news TV station, and out of some reason I thought I would like to do that if I had a TV I could watch in the shower.

Then the scene shifted and I was alone in a hotel. I walked into a hotel room, and there was an elegant business like woman cleaning it, and she suggested this room was not mine but the one next to it was. For some reason the two rooms were connected through the bathroom. I undressed in order to shower. The woman then suggested that I close the bathroom doors and I realized I had undressed in a bathroom with both doors open to both rooms. So I closed them both and took a shower.

When I got out of the shower without putting on my clothes just in a towel, I went into the room that I thought was mine. There I noticed a heated table set up on top of the bed, with some dinner in it - I saw green beans and steak. I thought that's odd it's not dinner time it's morning, and I did not order this. That's when I saw the man wrapped in a blanket on the bed. He did not see me yet, but said "Who is there?" At first I lost my voice and could not answer but when he threatened he would call security. I was able to say that it was a mistake, that I thought this was my room, that I just took a shower. Let me get dressed and get out of hear. Then I feared that I was naked in a strange man's room that he might want to take advantage of this. And so of course he then said something that suggested he wanted to. In my panic I wondered whether I should run out of that room without my clothes. Out of some reason my clothes were all I had.

Before anything else happened I woke up.

My older son was going to learn another instrument, possibly an accordion, anyway a bulky instrument. I remembered we had one in the storage room. But when I got there, the cats got in and were climbing all over the place and I had to catch them. I forgot about the instrument, distracted by the cats.

Dream on Friday October 2:

The railing of the staircase in our home was damaged and entirely fell off. It was
too dangerous to go up. So we were
living downstairs until was repaired. We called repair. A repair woman came.
I asked her to also provide us an estimate of other parts of home where she saw potential for repair. She questioned why we have carpet in living room, and really focused on trying to get us to replace the carpet.

October 6:

My husband and I had just so enjoyed our one week vacation in this dream that we decided to go on another vacation right away.

That's when I realized that I had never asked approval to go on vacation at work nor told anyone where I was going.

I tried to use my phone but it would not work. The Home button of my iPhone was barely working at all and I could not find the phone app.

At some point my husband and I got separated.

I discovered that I had to be very careful because of the witches who wanted to exchange my phone for a blank notebook made out of cloth. They would hand it to me and I would make the exchange willingly because I wanted a working phone (and apparently I had no issue believing that a cloth notebook would be a working phone). Then I would have to track them down to get my phone back.

My phone would no longer work as a phone but some of the apps worked including one that changed my husband magically into a crumbly figure made out of a cereal pastry. I found him and held him carefully in order not to break him too much - not breaking at all seemed no t to be possible. I frantically used the phone to change him back and luckily it worked.

Sometime in my travels I also traversed a rooftop from one apartment to another.

Sometime in this dream I think I had another companion when my husband was not there but I don't have a sense who was with me instead.

One time as I was trying to make a phone call with my broken phone it actually worked but by making a random phone call to some phone number from a website. A male voice answered. Instead of just saying wrong number, I explained my situation to him as crazy as it was. He seemed to not find it unbelievable and neither did I.

The dream ended with me and my husband fleeing, and I discover that I yet again have been tricked by a witch to exchange my phone for a blank canvas notebook. We have to go back to the hotel. The witch was from the hotel. I am quite sure of that. I don't know why I am so sure, since she tricked me in the street, I did not see where she came from, nor did I recognize her. But sure I was, until I woke up.

I remember I was sick in this dream but do not remember what was wrong with me. I do remember that my husband and I were preparing tea in order to do a tea leaf reading to cure me.

I dreamed I bought a new house. The former owned was a priest and only after buying the house I found out that the priest was crazy.

There was a ghostly wolf pack in the basement of this house, but one of the wolves was not a ghost but alive, and I adopted this wolf.

I was having a conversation with the crazy priest at the church when I noticed a bunch of kids huddled together. I had the sense that the crazy priest was not welcome there any more.

I wrote a letter to a woman who was a family friend. I got her contact info from my dad, though he was not in contact with her. In my dream she was a high ranking person in the Pentagon Credit Union, and my dad said he was a member but had not voted for her. I got a letter back but I wanted my dad to not be in touch with her because I thought it would be awkward if we both contacted her. He did not want to anyway.

I was visiting my dad finally. Got up in the morning, did not see my dad but saw a teen who in my dream was my stepbrother. Also saw two dogs and a cat who resided there (also not there in waking life). The cat and dog scene looked wild. I wondered where my cats were which in my dream I had brought with me for the visit.

My husband and I were planning to do a double date with people who in my dream (not in real life) were my mother and a new stepfather but who seemed around our age too.

First of all we rented the Kayaks. But we forgot to ask my mother and stepfather whether they were available to go out with us. When we arrived to pick them up, they were just leaving for a date just the two of them, but graciously my stepfather suggested that we go through with our plan despite no notice because we clearly went through so much effort plus being a new stepfather he wanted to get to know me and for me to like him.

Then we forgot where we were going but since it was a park that they had recommended, my stepfather remembered.

Somehow though my mother wound up tied up and wrapped up and among the luggage. She was furious when we untied her. My stepfather still wanted to salvage the double date but there was no way given how furious she was.

Coworker of mine suggested I need a jacket with a blouse I am wearing. I correctly assumed this came from the boss who is most into dress code. I told him I did not have anything better to wear this morning. At first I was defensive like what is wrong with this blouse, it is light blue with white flowers. But then I noticed the see through panel in the front that made much of my front body visible including my nipples.

Client representative whom I sometimes call a snake whichwas actually helpful in this dream. He helped me figure out a bug in my program that was caused by the wrong keyboard shortcut opening the wrong application. He got help from a colleague of mine figuring it out, and I realized I should have asked the colleague for help myself. But he was nice about it. My boss made sure the docents toon got updated to reflect any changes. My client said that yes he is good about that, meaning my boss is good about updating docs, which could have been an acnowledgement of good or a subtle dig as in that is all he is good about.

Demons had the practice of dropping off their babies to be raised among angels in heaven. They would be safe there. No one would attack a baby demon to not upset the balance of power plus it was unethical to attach babies even if demons.

(Influenced by watching Charmed TV show)

The situation at my work changed for the much worse, especially new security requirements became so complex, making any kind of software development almost impossible.

The news of this was brought to us by a woman who used to be my boss whom I greatly respect. I asked whether we could talk. She said not yet but after she had done something. Then I left without talking to her. But then I realized it, and somehow we hooked up again, and were traveling together.

While we talked, I made the drastic decision to quit my job in order to spend a semester or a year getting additional training and certifications to become more employable to find a better job.