Kaizen

Thursday,11th Sepetmeber 2014

Moon: 89% illuminated Waning Gibbous in Arries
Tarot Card of the Day: 4 of Wands
Mayan Calender: Yellow Self - Existing Warrior

Tecnique: MILD
Mantra: "I am dreaming"

A blonde hair blue eyed girl with a slightly plump build leads me into the female toilets.
She's my friends ex-girlfriend, and I feel slightly guilty about our promiscuous intent, although the testosterone gets the better of me. She darts off into one of the cubicles telling me she needs to "prepare herself"
I stand in the brightly lit bathroom,and infront of me lie many white shiny basins sunk in a garnet red marble countertop.
A rectangular mirror streched just above the basins toward the door.

It seems as though a jolt of spontaneous lucidity emerged within me, but i figure it was probably because I had a look at myself in the mirror and noticed some discrepancies.
I started to complete an arbitrary stabilization technique ream character that a DC taught me in a previous dream( possible false dream memory)involving putting a pen in your right hand then touching it onto my brow. I couldn't tell if the dreamscape vivified or not, leaving me with the notion that it was unsuccessful.
Either way, the dream was vivid enough to complete the task of the month, and with black pen in my hand to use as a wand i expected it to be a breeze.
"Expecto Patronus"I stated out aloud while looking at my reflection in the mirror.
Silence followed.
"EXPECTO PATRONUS!"I exclaimed.
Still nothing. I repeated this a few times without any results.nada.zilch.
I looked at the pen in my hand and it seemed to have swollen slightly, thats about it.
I figured i needed a wand for this to work, and looked under the red countertop, expecting to find it.
The cupboards which lie underneath of it was completely empty.
Then a weird sensation of dissociation happened with my arm and it seemed as though it had a mind of its own.

I must have lost lucidity after that,as i cannot recall the rest.
Ah well, guess my SubC wasn't working with me lastnight.