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    1. 4 fragments

      by , 04-20-2016 at 06:30 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 12:10 A.M. (with 50mg trazodone)
      Woke up: 9:25 A.M.

      9 hours 4 minutes sleep last night
      7 hours 10 minutes restful sleep
      1 hours 53 minutes restless sleep

      79 % restful sleep

      Fragment1: Something about a spider and one being behind my pillow. When I woke up, I was paranoid for all of two seconds before exhaustion said eff it and I went back to sleep.

      Fragment 2: Two people talking, just in time the big dude goes into the room where the other is and closes the door as an Alien movie type creature patrols by. We were there hacking into a database, and we thought it was all good until the other (me??) looks at a terminal and sees green text and numbers (like in Matrix) flashing and I warn the guy about it. Skip. We're transported on top of a mountain-island. The details are jumbled here, but we transport off of onto another island. It seems like the mountain-island was some hard place to get to, so maybe we shouldn't have left. On this island, we realize that we have to take down these orange creatures before we can keep going.

      Inspiration: The RPG event going on in Hesokuri Wars (Osomatsu-san app).

      Fragment 3: Mom is looking through my mismatched socks and finds the green/white tie-dyed one. She seems to be about to throw it away, so I quickly reach out for it and explain that I want to keep it. I start to mention that the other one has a hole in it, but my mind freezes as I recall that we already had this conversation.

      Inspiration: We actually did already talk about the socks but she thought it was fine to keep the one.

      Fragment 4: Looking in the fridge and being surprised to see that my blue flowery cup is in there and full of water. I wonder how long it's been in there and if it tastes okay.

      Wakeup times:
      1:50 A.M. for 10 minutes
      3:20 A.M. for a minute
      4:01 A.M. for 3 minutes
      4:20 A.M. for a minute
      6:40 for A.M. 4 minutes
      7:57 A.M. for three minutes
      8:10 A.M. for 2 minutes

      I remember waking up once for the spider dream, once because my cat was sleeping on my back, and once because she was rustling a bag and I sat up and saw that it was stuck on her head... I know a woke 2-3 more times for dreams but was too tired to do much about it. I stayed up a bit late reading. @[email protected]
    2. Tiny fragment

      by , 04-19-2016 at 06:06 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 1:20 A.M.
      Woke up: 8:05 A.M.

      6 hours 27 minutes sleep last night
      5 hours 25 minutes restful sleep
      1 hours 2 minutes restless sleep

      84 % restful sleep

      Fragment: Escaped a cave (inspired by a game I'm playing IWL), going through multiple look-alike rooms to find mine, dad was in the dream at some point, I hid beside my bed from the people looking for me, I tried a bit of something someone was making (some kind of sweet), I did something on my Kindle but I can't remember what now.

      There was more, but I stayed up late trying to get something done and slept too deep to care about remembering. u_u

      Wakeup times:
      5:55 A.M. for 15 minutes
      7:03 A.M. for a minute
    3. 3 fragments

      by , 04-18-2016 at 06:11 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 11:03 P.M.
      Woke up: 8:05 A.M.

      8 hours 39 minutes sleep
      last night 7 hours 2 minutes restful sleep
      1 hours 36 minutes restless sleep

      81 % restful sleep

      Fragment 1:

      I'm in a house. Dogs keep coming up to me, they seem really friendly and cute, but then? Then they start snapping out at me by jumping and shoving at me, and worst of all, taking big chomps out of my limbs! I'm terrified, but the others in the house don't seem to be taking it seriously, they just say the dogs have some emotional issues. The other dogs are outside or something, but there's one left in the house that's also cute and friendly looking, but I'm just waaaiting to get chomped on again. ;A; There was more to this but it was a really early dream and I didn't log details before going back to sleep. I'm not good at describing things but the dogs were on the small side and lean, brown/gold colored.

      Fragment 2:

      I'm sitting by my grandma F. (dead IWL). I remember picking up a notebook/diary and turning to a page written in 1992. Grandma wants me to read it. I'm having a hard time seeing what's written on the page though because of the darkness, so I try using the backlight on my activity watch, but it doesn't help much, just enough to see a small, faded paragraph written at the time in pencil.

      I come across a page made in 1988. It has words cut out from magazines, and I realize it's our names. I remember seeing dad's name. Either I knew or someone told me that I made that page. But after a moment I'm like 'wait a minute I was born that year how the heck would baby me make this'.

      I remember going through a tall stack of magazines. One was 'Pokemon'.

      Some people are talking in the background and one (mom?) asks grandma if she wants a taco. I'm thinking about the heartburn when she says yes. She says something about how she'll need cough(?) syrup, and I replied that I was just about to say something about the heartburn she'll have.

      Fragment 3:

      This is a bit jumbled, but... An audience, including me, is watching two black singers on stage. It's kind of dark, but someone just beside the stage to the left notices someone else has snuck up there. As we watch, they become part of the performance, dancing in the middle. They seemed to have thick, stringy hair and a round face.

      Back to me watching, I see that instead of a man, a tiger is dancing and singing with them. At the end, he transforms back into a tall, thin man in his late twenties maybe with brown/blond hair. The crowd boos, and I think it might be because it's a white man singing songs typical of black men.

      I think I knew what song they were singing on the tiger part but I forgot.

      Wakeup times:
      1:30 A.M. for 25 minutes
      3:50 A.M. for 1 minute
      4:20 A.M. for a couple minutes
      6:40 for a minute
    4. Two fragments

      by , 04-17-2016 at 06:59 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 1:55 A.M. (with 25mg trazodone)
      Woke up: 8:10 A.M.

      6 hours 14 minutes sleep last night
      5 hours 10 minutes restful sleep
      1 hours 4 minutes restless sleep

      83 % restful sleep

      Fragment 1:

      Apparently my Uncle J made a surprise visit, and he transported his pool water with him and put it in a ditch. We went there to see him. The water was turquoise blue. I got upset because K, J's daughter, was there too, and no one had told me. This would be the third time my sister had surprised me with her and put me in a vulnerable position.


      I was in the water and trying to swim around, but it was just way too shallow and uneven for it.

      Note: While my sister did hurt me twice IWL, one time involved school friend A and the other another school friend (L) and her dad. K had nothing to do with it, but my dad was talking to J & K via Skype yesterday.

      Fragment 2:

      Cole (Pillywiggin on here) showed me about 7 sheets of paper. They were all from penpals he was writing to. I was surprised and like "why didn't you tell me? :O". They all had fanart drawn on them, some had a little text, some had a lot, but they were all in Japanese.

      -Detective Conan. Doodles of Conan mainly I think. There was a lot of text on it and I was worried Cole wouldn't be able to read it all. Some part of me asked why Cole would have this, because he isn't into DC like me.
      -Undertale. I remember a small Toriel doodle.
      -Sailor Moon. The page was mostly filled with a colored illustration of Sailor Moon.
      Aaand that's all the ones I remember. :'<

      Cole said that the art he'd sent back was all from the Homestuck game he'd been making but had never finished.

      I was really curious about doing it too, but I wasn't that great at art like Cole so I was worried what I'd put in my letters.

      Wakeup times:
      7:25 A.M. for 20 minutes

      General notes:

      I find it so interesting when I question things in the dream idly. I can see where it could lead to becoming lucid if more awareness was in the picture. It's kind of amusing to be going along in the dream and be like 'but x doesn't make sense' and such and still just...keep going. Either because you make up an excuse or because you shrug it off. *smh*
    5. Two dreams and fragments

      by , 04-16-2016 at 03:57 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 11:15 P.M.
      Woke: 8:15 A.M.

      8 hours 53 minutes sleep last night
      7 hours 17 minutes restful sleep
      1 hours 35 minutes restless sleep

      82 % restful sleep

      Dream 1:

      I was in a bookstore looking through the books. I got really lucky and found an m/m romance book, but it was volume 2. I looked through it and found BookCrossing.com labels EVERYWHERE. Mainly loose labels and papers about it.

      Unfortunately, I had added more books to my pile, and had sat the stack down briefly to keep looking. When I picked it back up, the volume was missing. :/ I remember complaining to someone (I think the shop owner, an elderly lady) but she wasn't helpful.

      I also remember someone helping me find a slim book I'd had but lost in the other books. They did find it and hand it to me.


      A little girl wants to buy this tub of garlic butter, but there's only a little left in it. I know I have some with more in it, so I go find it, but it turns out it's all dry and unusable. There was a bit more but I don't remember it, just that the shop owner was there.

      Dream 2:

      There was a guy imprisoned in a room. He was on a bunk-bed I believe. He climbed down and tried on a pair of dressy black feminine shoes that were on the floor, but they were way too big. He thought that if he had bigger feet like his friend, he could fit them. He put the shoes back down and got back on the bed. Some more guys entered the room, and he worried that they'd noticed he'd moved the shoes.

      The guys were talking about something, and one guy was reading something aloud or quoting something, and bunk-bed guy had to fill in the blanks. He filled it in with one of the nCrave cards on Swagbucks.com. Somehow it turned out to be a love confession, and the filled in name was one of the guys, which actually turned out to be true - one of these guys had given up on him, and now it seemed like the other guy was into him after he'd already given up hope.

      ~This dream was confusing not only because of the jumbled details, but because the characters seemed to be from Noblesse. Bunk bed guy was either Tao or M-21, and the guy with the big feet was M-24.

      Fragment 1: Sitting carefully on a ledge surrounded by buildings/ledges. Hearing a cat meowing and calling out to it. It somehow makes it to me. I think it was black.

      Fragment 2: Seeing someone in the store in their full pajamas.

      Wakeup times:
      2:15 A.M. for 10 minutes
      4:35 A.M. for a couple minutes
      5:00 A.M. for 15 minutes
    6. Dream & fragment

      by , 04-15-2016 at 07:22 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 11:30 P.M. (with trazodone)
      Woke up: 9:02 A.M.

      9 hours 18 minutes sleep last night
      7 hours 38 minutes restful sleep
      1 hours 39 minutes restless sleep
      82 % restful sleep

      Dream: I was exploring a new house we were staying at, and I started finding secret doors, but they all just seemed to be alternate paths to other parts of the house until I found this one that led to a dark room. I tried turning on my activity watch's backlight but I don't know if it worked. Still, I could see better, as I spotted books on a table to the left. I could see that they were probably all just romance but I had to be certain, so I walked up to them and skimmed through them with my eyes. Yep, romance.

      At some point I realized this was just another familiar room, that it didn't maybe lead to someone else's house like I speculated after I heard a TV running. Then I realize that someone is coming over - dad. Not knowing what else to do, I waited until he was to my right and yelled "Boo!". He wasn't surprised, as usual.

      I'm exploring a specific section of the house. I'm crouched down on the floor looking in the nooks and crannies of a shelf or something, and there's a bunch of objects stuffed in there. There's a kid to my right and I realize it was probably him that did it. I pulled out a handful of writing utensils. Then I start looking for diapers, but all I find is toys and stuff.

      Fragment: Looking through a hidden house full of some kind of historical stuff packed away, a man discovers me, another pile of hidden stuff back outside near a tree.

      1:35 A.M. for 23 minutes
      3:45 A.M. for 16 minutes
      7:20 A.M. for 41 minutes
      9:02 A.M. for 15 minutes

      Updated 04-15-2016 at 07:30 PM by 20026

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    7. Fragments

      by , 04-14-2016 at 04:09 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Fell asleep: 11:45 P.M.
      Woke: 8 A.M.


      -A/B/O sex thing, mpreg.

      -Guy 2 is under some kind of spell from Guy 1. (I feel like it had something to do with A/B/O again.) I'm kind of like an omniscient presence here, because I can see that Guy 2 is breaking out of the spell and I'm wondering how Guy 1 is not noticing, because he's right up against Guy 2, caressing his face and biting his neck, treating him like a prized pet.

      -I come across a message on Tumblr that says I won their giveaway and they wanted to make sure I was legit. Apparently I'd already replied and chosen the $500 for shoes over the $1,000 for makeup option. I wondered if it was through a gift card or actual money because wtf would I do with shoes or makeup. Although I do need new sandals.

      -I'm in the back of a car with someone else driving. There's a small yellow/orange worm on the left floorboard. A kitten goes up to it and eats it right up. The driver speaks up warning against it, because the worm is poisonous. I'm thinking 'too late' and say that I'll keep an eye on the kitten to see if there's any effect (though I don't know what I'll do if something does happen).

      I'm sitting in a middle seat in the back of a car, I don't know if it's the same one as before though. I'm somehow secured so that I can't move much, and there's things in the seats on either side that make it hard to move as well. The man with me had gone inside (we were in a garage) to get/do something.

      Suddenly, a bad man reaches in through the driver side window and starts grabbing at me, it's like he's trying to take something from me. I'm struggling when the man with me comes out and helps me.

      ~I think there were a few other fragments/details but they were lost.

      Activity stats:

      These are from Polar Flow for my Polar A300 activity/fitness tracker.

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      Activity overview:

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      Wakeup times:
      3 A.M. for 20 minutes
      5:05 A.M. for a couple minutes
      5:40 A.M. for a couple minutes
      7:05 A.M. for 30 minutes

      Updated 04-15-2016 at 04:00 AM by 20026

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    8. Supernatural man, fragments

      by , 03-23-2015 at 05:44 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      1. This dream played out like a movie, except instead of watching from the outside, I was a presence inside the girlís head and I knew more about what was going on than her.

      The girl is standing with a man. He asks her if she needs something to read, and when she says yes, asks which kinds of books she had. She answers, Ďnature and werewolvesí. Apparently something had happened to her copies. I was waiting for him to react to the latter term because I Ďknewí he was one.

      He leaves, and sheís holding some kind of tablet of his. I think to snoop around in it but dismiss it. She puts it on the round table nearby.


      Sheís in a room. Itís really blurry here, but she gets really sick and pukes. She tries to reassure the man that it must be because she only ate twice that day. But I wonder if the man will suspect that itís because sheís turning into a vampire herself and canít process food normally anymore.

      Meanwhile, I suddenly have this knowledge that the man is a vampire, and is looking for this sort of leader of the vampires, or at least his group, named Karen, and the girl could be her.

      I remember that the girl had dark, longer hair with some kind of braided hairstyle. She was around 17-20 in age.

      Inspiration: Iím wondering if the vampire thing naturally led to the girl being Elena from Vampire Diaries. IDK why Iím having so many werewolf dreams, they donít even turn Ėinto- werewolves in them!

      2. Blurry fragment. Iím at this machine sitting on a counter looking at the option for these black plastic cups. You could get a smaller sized amount or 14. We needed 15 but I have no choice but to get the 14. Something about food. Gap. Mom is there and says something about being thankful for an extra cup being left there by someone. She pressed a button and a bucket thing with the cups in it starts descending down into the counter.

      Inspiration: We have these sturdy plastic cups but there arenít many left, and mom used some of them for something a couple of days ago and I was worried she was just going to throw them away after.

      3. I was looking at some website that made me nostalgic. A lot of people made pages dedicated to certain things like a series or character, and theyíd post a bunch of stuff on them like fanart and they were really popular, but they started getting deleted (maybe even by the people themselves) and then it sort of fell into disuse.

      Inspiration: Gave me strong dťjŗ vu, but I donít recall a site like that. Maybe inspired by Tumblr+LJ, because I was thinking about it earlier.

      4. Something about mom telling me Jack was working.

      5. Grandma asks me about this cereal we have IWL, I answer back and she says that itís going stale.

      Inspiration: Me wondering if people would finish the cereal in time.
    9. Garnet, spider, dye and music class

      by , 03-22-2015 at 06:32 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
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      1. Steven Universe dream, it ran like a typical episode, but all I remember is Garnet saying some motivating line.

      Inspiration: Iím up to episode 23 now!

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      2. Thereís a ~deadly~ cave cricket (jump spider) in the (not WL) kitchen, and it will.not.die. I smash it with a broom a number of times but it keeps coming back. I finally smoosh the broom over it and think I get it, but then Smoke (passed away IWL) comes over to check it out. I panic and kick my foot towards him.

      I wake up, kicking something at the foot of my bed. Once I realize what happened, I try to figure out what I kicked, because I definitely felt something solid. I worry that I kicked Jazzy but I think the door is still pulled two from last night. Then it creaks open and answers my question for me.

      Inspiration: There was one in the house last week, and me and my dad fear them sooo much that I was worried Iíd have a bad dream about it. Welp.

      3. Melly, me and Rane are getting our hair dyed. Itís in our hair and weíre just waiting for it to settle into how dark we want the colors to be.

      Mom is with me and points out Mellyís, she says itís too much, so I need to be careful. I look at my hair and see the purple and pink dye on each side of my head. I canít remember if it was my hair or someone elseís but the right side was way too much pink, but I thought that maybe different hairstyles would fix it.

      Inspiration: Thinking about dying my hair yesterday.

      4. Iím in a class. The teacher starts handing out papers. I look at the heading on the top of mine and it has ĎChristianí in the title. I think to protest that Iím not even Christian, but for some reason give up on the idea.

      Weíre supposed to fill in information on this guy. The teacher comes over and leans over me, and starts to explain how I need to fill out certain answers. As she does, I worry that the other students canít hear her, so how will they know what to do?

      She says that his website has changed to the .com extension. I look at what it was before Ė something like .co.mt. She points to where he went to school and tells me what to put. I look at whatís written (in pencil) but canít remember what it says.

      Sheís back to where she started and talking about how she changed a few things about Ďthe songí, because it was a ballad, and she didnít understand why he had to include a curse word. I think that it isnít right.

      She goes around watching over the students, and suddenly starts singing. The class joins in, me especially loudly, though I donít remember the lyrics now.

      Then Iím working on the second worksheet, itís something about health. Weíre supposed to answer what foods have certain things in them, like GMOs. Iím stumped.

      A girl comes into the class late and sits across from me. I wonder if sheíll get into trouble but the teacher doesnít seem to care.

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      The girl had short (almost chin-length) light brown hair that had a bit of a static electricity problem. She says that she was fixing it up. I feel like I should complement her even though itís pretty plain looking and strands are sticking out. As she starts working on the papers, I wonder how sheíll know what to do.

      Inspiration: the Ďmtí part of the extension comes from a reviewer of a manga I linked to somewhere. The censoring is from me thinking about this song I was listening to while exercising yesterday. The girl is definitely inspired by Androssi in the Tower of God webtoon. The school part might have come from me thinking about college. ĎChristianí may have come from me thinking about the radio station dad listens to.
    10. More fragments

      by , 03-22-2015 at 01:53 AM (Keitorin's Dream Log)

      Iím wandering around the store with mom. I tell her that I have to go to the bathroom, but sheís insistent on finding someone (grandma?). I say that Iíll pee my pants if we donít find a bathroom soon.


      Weíre walking on a cement path, and mom points out something she made while there Ė at her old college.


      Somehow I end up flying across into some water. I canít swim and think Ďitís overí but try holding my breath in hopes of floating to the top.

      Somehow I make it to a little building suspended on wooden sticks, and I cling to them.

      I see three people in black jackets with POLICE written on them standing facing away from me, below knee deep in the water.

      ďHELP ME!Ē I scream. When they donít quite react, I scream it once more. This time they turn around, guns out, and head toward me shouting for me to put my hands up, etc. It scares me even more and I start crying.


      Iím dead and holding the parts you get when your body is gone. There were three things, but all I remember is a screw-like item.

      I go home and am talking to mom about it. Apparently grandma or grandpa had died a few days before.

      I ask her if I look any different (I believe Iím a ghost). She says I just look a little faded. I try to see if I feel any different, but I just feel kind of wobbly and off.

      Theyíre about to eat Ė soup and something else. I realize that I canít eat any, and figure Iíll just hang out while they do.

      Inspiration: Some police cars and an ambulance went by last night. I think the Ďitemsí from the body comes from watching Big Hero 6 and the microbots.


      I break up with a guy and am getting ready to leave. I see a inanimate cat lying on a table, thereís a way to animate it. I blew a puff of air onto it.

      I leave with a celebrity girl. I climb into the car, and am surprised when she gets in on the opposite side I expected her too.

      Iím filling out the third part of a form, itís normally reserved for cats but Iím using it for something else.


      Iím lying down and someone is kneeling next to me, attaching a device to my body. Then they untied the wires and said Ďthey could still see somethingí and I got the impression it was something like an aura around my body.

      Inspiration: Iíve read a few fics with daemons lately, think the cat was inspired by that. And being a ghost/having an aura most likely was inspired by me watching Steven Universe lately.
    11. March 18th fragments

      by , 03-21-2015 at 04:33 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      -Iím in some building wandering around with someone. At one point I call a small, black and white dog over and pet it. But later, a guy comes up to me, mad that I had his dog. I realize I have this long string, and I start reeling it in until a dog appears. Iím confused because itís not the one I was petting earlier, although itís black and white too.

      At another point, weíre in this little shop looking for something for Michelle (my old school friendís Lizís little sister). I start showing her things and asking ďhow about this?Ē but she keeps shaking her head. The person with me takes over.

      Michelle shows me what she chose. Itís this small toy phone in a case. But when she hands it to me, itís a bigger, dark blue empty cell phone case and I wonder what sheíll do with it.

      -Nicole getting on Skype, apologizing for not being on yesterday.
    12. Fragment

      by , 03-19-2015 at 12:56 AM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      There are two ill siblings, they seem to be recovering but then the girl relapses and starts fading away.

      The younger boy is left and is depressed. I find him in a room looking for a book on knives. I go through the cooking books on the shelf and find the only one, but it’s a technical one and I keep stumbling over my words. The boy is unhappy and leaves.

      Everything else is too foggy to remember, except this part where I went to the bathroom at my grandma’s house and saw myself in the mirror on the back of a door. I tried to remember if that’s where it was supposed to be. A tiger was peering at me from under the door…

      Inspiration: Reading the Tower of God webtoon with Baam and Rachel, her disappearing on him. Mirror from me thinking about the TotM and what mirrors were around places I go. Tiger comes from a cat toy Jazzy has, I sometimes hang it from the window so she can play with it.

      Updated 03-22-2015 at 03:43 AM by 20026 (Remembered an inspiration.)

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    13. March 17th fragment

      by , 03-18-2015 at 08:25 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Sitting and talking to a girl. She has a picture that she shows me. It has me, her, my sister and another girl when we were younger.

      Next to me, Randy (an old classmate) wants to see, but the girl wonít show him for a while.

      Then weíre telling stories of how we were child stars. I was a voice actress for some anime.

      Something about climbing some ladders to prove something.

      Asking her if she remembered a show with something in it. (Kamen Rider-like)

      Sailor Moonís VA sounding really high-pitched as she VAs this char.

      I go find a stack of old things to show off, but thereís not much and I think the other girl did more work than me.

      Updated 03-19-2015 at 12:59 AM by 20026

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    14. March 16th fragment

      by , 03-18-2015 at 05:57 PM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      Putting a cord-like rod into something, it sucked it up. Someone with me had done theirs and it hadnít, so mine had gone wrong. Now we had to go find where it had been taken.

      I remember climbing up into an attic where it was dark and I had to fumble around. I found stacks of papers and stuff stuffed here and there amongst furniture and dug through some of it.


      Iím talking to a woman who confided in me how she thought she was a bad mother. She has an older girl and a younger girl who were in the house doing their own thing. For some reason, I feel sympathetic and try to reassure her about it. She seems to feel a bit better and goes off to get an alcoholic drinkÖ

      Notes: I slept really deeply, think my exercise routine is starting to get to me. Hopefully Iíll get used to it soon. I wanted to go to bed today halfway through and nearly fell asleep in my supper.

      Updated 03-19-2015 at 12:58 AM by 20026

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    15. Live like animals

      by , 03-16-2015 at 12:50 AM (Keitorin's Dream Log)
      1. I become aware that Iím lying in bed. The atmosphere feels weird. The shadows on the wall look odd.

      Now Iím facing the other way, looking at my fanís light. It morphs from a round circle to a star shape, and Iím shocked. I realize that I could be lucid dreaming. I look over at my clock and it says 1:00.

      But when I do a memory RC itís fine? Then I look at the clock and it says itís only 11:00, just about 40 minutes after I laid down for bed.

      Note: I wonder if I was dreaming for part of it, but then woke up. It was pretty choppy.

      2. I look out a window to my right and see a balloon floating in the yard, I hurry outside to it. Itís got a bag filled with something to anchor it down on the end of the string. I see more of them around the yard and remember that thereís some event going on here at grandmaís house.

      The balloons are starting to float up into the sky and I think that the anchors sure didnít last long.

      Iím making my way through the back yard by riding on some kind of ball (similar to a soccer ball). There are caravans and animals everywhere, either sharing caravans or lying on cloths on the ground or just wandering around. I first come across one with a deer in it, and I wonder if itís a dead one that grandpa hunted. But when I get a closer look, it seems to be alive, and thereís some kind of feline predator in there with it but itís just lying there too, staring at me.

      As I pass along, I come to realize all the animals are a mix and they donít seem to be attacking each other.

      Iím kind of nervous and focus on making my way through everything. Some fox-dogs appear and one of them nips at me (they look kind of like the dogs from a previous dream but I just knew they were dangerous and more fox-like).

      I come across an elliptical that I think looks like mine, only bigger and it seems to have a seat, but it has clothes draped all over it. I think Ďwhat a wasteí.

      Somehow I end up knocking clothes off of it but keep going. I feel kind of guilty though and end up going back to haphazardly drape them back on it. When I get to the carport I see another elliptical.

      Iím back in the room I started out in on the bed. Mom comes in looking for someoneís number. I find two slips of paper with numbers that have some 2ís and 0ís in them and other writing, but one is longer. I compare them and say that theyíre the same.

      I think they didnít work or something, because I end up saying that I have Matthewís phone number in my phone.

      Mom has my phone now and a ringtone starts playing of ĎThe World is a Vampireí by The Smashing Pumpkins.

      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage ♪
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage ♪

      Except it sounds kind of clipped around the Ďrage ~ I amí part and I think that she must be fast-forwarding through it. When I heard it I looked over at her like Ďoh, so you went and listened to the song?í (see inspiration notes).

      Sheís talking to him now, and I think Iím lying down and kind of out of it. I tune in for a moment and think how awkward it is to be listening to this so I tune back out.

      ďHello? Matthew? I have a feeling youíll be calling me back.Ē I hear. Matthew had hung up so sheíd left a message.

      She tells me that she likes taking any opportunity she can to remind him of work, and that heís built up this whole fear about it. I want to add that Rane works hard and is still able to make time for other things like Jack.

      Inspirations: Grandma has an elliptical and I found out she put it out in the yard. The fox-dogs probably do come from the dogs in a previous dream. Iíve had multiple dreams that were about the dream mystery that is the back yard of my grandmaís house. IWL they own a large property so the back yard is big. Not a bad place to dream about! Yesterday I sung that line of ĎThe World is a Vampireí and mom was like ď??Ē so I told her about the song and how it was the theme for ĎWhale Warsí. So in the dream, I thought she had went and found the song to listen to afterword. The Matthew thing is complicated but he was my sisterís ex and had issues that caused them to break up.
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