lacerup808

3-28-10 (Preface: brother had given me this memory/dream pill [galantamine] and told me to set an alarm for 1 1/2 hours after I go to sleep because no one wants to wake up after sleeping for 1 1/2 hours, and it makes you angry and you just want to go back to sleep, so that's when I should take the pill and go back to sleep. the pills give you very vivid dreams and help you practice lucid dreaming. so 1 1/2 hours after I fell asleep I woke up to my alarm and because he said I would be I was angry and mashed all the buttons on the alarm, but didn't actually take the pill, but remembering what he said it would do had very vivid and lucid dreams, so basically it was like taking a sugar pill)

At our old house on D. Brother's baby was a tiny white mouse with red eyes. I was giving her a bath and she was so slippery. The mouse jumped on my shoulder then onto the sink then on the floor then into the toilet. PANIC! but then it jumped back out. i get her all dresses and she's a baby again. I bring her to my brother and lay her down next to him on the bed. He says "Watch how fast her hair dries" and starts rubbing her head.

Cut to me waiting for Matt to pick me up to take me to my first dr appt (apparently I'm pregnant) and after I put the baby (brother's baby maybe?) in the car seat I climb up to the front seat of the mini van and matt's gone. I see him get into a black sedan and drive off. WTF? So I'm crying and I cant' get a hold of him so I call my dad who comes and gets me. Finally i talk to Matt. I tell him I missed the appt, and this is really important I want him there with me. He says he'll make another appt. I have him feel the bump in my belly and I hope it's not a tumor. Later I see him in the back yard (at D) and ask him about the appt. "He says I'm going to later" I say "Never mind I'll do it!" Meanwhile we're at a dance club/clothing store and I keep running into people from my old schools. The next day we all end up back at my second HS. I've been taking classes there for the last 9 years and have graduated twice? There are all these people from my past there for this weird assembly where we're doing relay races

3-28-10 (nap time after getting up and writing the very vivid dreams from the night, i saw the pill was still lying there and thought about it's effects again. I got up and tended to my dogs, ate some food, watched tv, then decided to try it again and take a nap. I turned the tv on white noise and felt myself dosing off)
My brother is sitting on the hope chest at the end of the bed telling me about this dream pill and his lucid dreams, but I'm dosing off, can't stay awake, and he gets mad that I'm not listening. I get up out of bed and walk down the hall I look to the left and see a lounge with a huge fish tank I'M DREAMING!!!! I turn back to brother who is still sitting on the chest, his eyes light up with the same awareness, but he can't see me because he's still awake. He looks at me lying in bed asleep and starts to say "dreaming, you're dreaming." A total out of body experience, reminded me of Freddy Kruger, but not scary. I'm totally lucid and try talking to brother about what I'm supposed to do, but what I really want to do is fly! I open the door and whoosh out and up the brick wall. I could smell the brick and feel the wind and it takes away my stomach like a roller coaster.

I wake up, still in bed, brother still sitting on the hope chest. I start telling him all about it! He's elated and we're hugging! but then he gets really mad and says "there's no way I could have seen you or you could've talked to me if u were really dreaming!" I her (Amanda from grade school?) put on this dress which she says it's so old fashioned. My room is like it was when I was a teenager (pics of Gavin and what not) so it must be 1998 the dress is perfect for 1998. but she's all mad and storms out. So I tell brother "WTF?" as I write the same thing in my dream journal (remembering I wrote that about a dream I had the night before) "first you're all happy and hugging me and all of the sudden you're mad. Take your stupid dream pill back! Apparently I don't need it!" I through the pill on the floor, but then put it in my bed side table so the dogs dont' eat it. Outside Mom is moving cars and hits dad's. Dad is driving my car and I start to cry knowing that if he wrecks it he won't fix it, he'll just lie and take the ins money like he did with grandma's car. Mom gives her car to an Asian Rapper kid who can't hear us because he's wearing head phones.