LAJ

Non lucid. Parents moving into new place. I'm confused because it looks like a mobile home on the outside in a strange part of town. Really big inside. There was a boy show up (I knew him somehow) and he rearranged everything on the inside. He touched me on the knee. I was worried about cats escaping. People in a parking lot.

With Kristi at my old home in WV. She is supposed to move into the Hicks' home. We drive through water and she takes me to a kind of magical place. Some guru named Sevin or Savin or Sevan is surrounded by admirers. It costs $52.50 to have a session with him. She does it and I wait for her. She said it was amazing and that she will have some trouble in her new home because of Nathanael (they don't know each other in real life).

I find myself back there hanging with Savin and he is quite magical, I thought I may be able to get some real insight about myself. But he wanted money. I said I wasn't ready yet. Then he told me to get out. He turned cold and told me to leave.

As I'm leaving I realize I have 2 cats with me in glass boxes. I check the boxes and one is missing. She got out somehow. I found her floating in the water. She was ok. I realized that they are always what is most important.

Lived in a high rise, same neighbors. Hair up in a wrap, cool skirt, hanging with neighbor P by her pool on her balcony. We have a view of a canyon and she is talking about a really great restaurant but I can't see it. I feel her hand on my hip. Her husband and kids jump into the pool. My husband are talking about a trip to France. They want to go too. He said he would wear her out. I started to walk home. Across the balcony, in front of other units and then realized I was on the wrong floor. I had to go up one (or was it down, I can't remember). I walk in and Husband is on a recliner watching TV.

I wake up in my bed (false awakening) and see someone walking down my hallway. I'm cautious, but I get up and pursue this person. He has already walked out the front door. I go out too. The yard is not my yard. And houses are being torn down. A few yards over I see a creek, the one by the house I grew up in. The sight of the creek makes me believe I am dreaming. I keep checking my hands and I can't get them to distort like usual. Finally a couple of them look stuck together, so I shout to everyone don't worry this is just a dream. They don't believe me so I start flying and admiring this incredible architecture that I created out of my subconscious.

Dark. Up CC on the roads. J shows up sees my Dad and says he wants to go to Kansas City. I'm looking at the moon and realize that I have a memory of having been there. I ask J if he told Aubry that I went to space.

Dad says not to go but I do anyway. We rent a truck and drive. I guess we get there and all seems familiar to me. I'm trying to find a store to buy toiletries and clothes. Not sure why we are here. Not a lot of talking. Then suddenly we are back at CC and it is still dark. He leaves and I keep thinking about the moon.

1st dream - I was somewhere with people from my past -Terra, Angie, and Erin. All from very different parts of my life but all deeply religious even though they don't share the same religion. I was very happy to see and spend time with all of them. (What does this mean? Am I lost spiritually?)

2nd dream morphed from the first one with Erin doing my makeup. It was too much and I wiped some of it off then I was nervous I wouldn't be "ready in time" (clue for something?). Going to see The Answer and the concert was on a cruise. I get there and meet up with Kathy. Turns out my ticket is for the wrong day - her's is Friday and mine is Saturday. Maybe I could exchange but I can't find my Driver's License. So I jump off the boat and I'm on some kind of inflatable horse to get to my place and find my ID. Somehow I am suddenly back on the ship and the ticket seems to be no longer a problem. O'Donnell is there to see the show. I'm nervous of getting sea sick. Anyway I see Yolandi and she is the most beautiful creature I've laid eyes on. She seems butterfly-like with sparkly purple makeup and a shiny gray draped dress. She spoke to me and I was enthralled.

Jimmy's show was behind my apartment in NY. Jules was walking out back in a red jacket. Rode the elevator up to my place - Jules behind me - I looked up and he was tall. Cara and someone named Alana Evans. It was fun. Lots of holding hands.

Very brief lucidity. Don't know how I got lucid - no reality checks - I just knew. Flew through the window, up in the trees and wanted Yolandi. Saw her, sort of. Then another version of her that was really similar. Then that was it.

Almost WILD - almost had vision problems at first (half fuzzy and dark). I forced my eyes open and whole new world awaited me. Did the hand test and immediately flew up into the beautiful trees and into the night sky. I wished for it to be Christmas and suddenly everything was snowy and decorated. Landed and asked for Jules. An old lady appeared to be jules. We talked, but I knew she wasn't Jules. Suddenly there was jules. Soft and young. Kind of innocent. We smiled and I touched Jules' face. Baby soft. The dream started to fade as if I'm reading a comic book. I let it fade.

Happy with the control that has been lacking lately.

Twice in one week. Did the hand test and went flying. Saw Super Man crash land into the ground. Asked him if he knew where Jules was. He said he was working over at Hollywood and Highland. I tried to make it over there but there were distractions. Sprinklers going off in really hot water. A Flood issue. Problems with vision. Several times I had to rub my hands together to keep from waking. When I did wake, I was able to go right back to it. Jules didn't look right.

Broke the dry spell. Not specific. When I realized I was somewhere different - I did the hand test and confirmed I was dreaming. Tried to fly through the walls and windows and there was resistance - which made me doubt lucidity. I broke through and went flying. Very little control though. Some random dark neighborhood. I tried to will the Hollywood Bowl. No dice. I spun around to get a different setting and it didn't work.

There was some kind of lavish theater in my neighbor's basement. I was performing. I wrote a really good hit song, and so did someone else (technically I wrote that one too). Boyd was playing bass. Some people were in vampire makeup. Strange. Why can't I remember the music when I wake up? Frustrating!

Somewhere with supermodels. A male supermodel told me to bend over and it seems he was painting a heart (using nail polish) on my lower back. When I turned to look - it was a broken heart. Not sure what that was about.

I lived in this fabulous haunted house. Ant was there - should have been a clue that I was dreaming. He was mad at me but was setting up my drum kit. We were going to a concert, but was going to be very late. We were hungry and went to a drive through - I ordered Birthday Cake number 2. Loved the house with secret rooms.

Post Apocalyptic dystopian society. Bad guys and good guys. I was with a group of good guys and we were hunkering down for the night in some underground warehouse. I said, "Good night John Boy." some laughter. We were invaded by the mad max like bad guys. One had me and was injecting needles into my right hand. I got away and there was a lot of hiding. This was a fun dream.

Don't remember much of the dream, but I remember seeing myself in the mirror with a very round bloated face and short blonde hair. I wondered if I was having an allergic reaction to something. This should have been a clue that I was dreaming.