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Non lucid. Parents moving into new place. I'm confused because it looks like a mobile home on the outside in a strange part of town. Really big inside. There was a boy show up (I knew him somehow) and he rearranged everything on the inside. He touched me on the knee. I was worried about cats escaping. People in a parking lot.

With Kristi at my old home in WV. She is supposed to move into the Hicks' home. We drive through water and she takes me to a kind of magical place. Some guru named Sevin or Savin or Sevan is surrounded by admirers. It costs $52.50 to have a session with him. She does it and I wait for her. She said it was amazing and that she will have some trouble in her new home because of Nathanael (they don't know each other in real life).

I find myself back there hanging with Savin and he is quite magical, I thought I may be able to get some real insight about myself. But he wanted money. I said I wasn't ready yet. Then he told me to get out. He turned cold and told me to leave.

As I'm leaving I realize I have 2 cats with me in glass boxes. I check the boxes and one is missing. She got out somehow. I found her floating in the water. She was ok. I realized that they are always what is most important.

Lived in a high rise, same neighbors. Hair up in a wrap, cool skirt, hanging with neighbor P by her pool on her balcony. We have a view of a canyon and she is talking about a really great restaurant but I can't see it. I feel her hand on my hip. Her husband and kids jump into the pool. My husband are talking about a trip to France. They want to go too. He said he would wear her out. I started to walk home. Across the balcony, in front of other units and then realized I was on the wrong floor. I had to go up one (or was it down, I can't remember). I walk in and Husband is on a recliner watching TV.

Jimmy's show was behind my apartment in NY. Jules was walking out back in a red jacket. Rode the elevator up to my place - Jules behind me - I looked up and he was tall. Cara and someone named Alana Evans. It was fun. Lots of holding hands.

Very brief lucidity. Don't know how I got lucid - no reality checks - I just knew. Flew through the window, up in the trees and wanted Yolandi. Saw her, sort of. Then another version of her that was really similar. Then that was it.

Almost WILD - almost had vision problems at first (half fuzzy and dark). I forced my eyes open and whole new world awaited me. Did the hand test and immediately flew up into the beautiful trees and into the night sky. I wished for it to be Christmas and suddenly everything was snowy and decorated. Landed and asked for Jules. An old lady appeared to be jules. We talked, but I knew she wasn't Jules. Suddenly there was jules. Soft and young. Kind of innocent. We smiled and I touched Jules' face. Baby soft. The dream started to fade as if I'm reading a comic book. I let it fade.

Happy with the control that has been lacking lately.

Twice in one week. Did the hand test and went flying. Saw Super Man crash land into the ground. Asked him if he knew where Jules was. He said he was working over at Hollywood and Highland. I tried to make it over there but there were distractions. Sprinklers going off in really hot water. A Flood issue. Problems with vision. Several times I had to rub my hands together to keep from waking. When I did wake, I was able to go right back to it. Jules didn't look right.

Broke the dry spell. Not specific. When I realized I was somewhere different - I did the hand test and confirmed I was dreaming. Tried to fly through the walls and windows and there was resistance - which made me doubt lucidity. I broke through and went flying. Very little control though. Some random dark neighborhood. I tried to will the Hollywood Bowl. No dice. I spun around to get a different setting and it didn't work.

There was some kind of lavish theater in my neighbor's basement. I was performing. I wrote a really good hit song, and so did someone else (technically I wrote that one too). Boyd was playing bass. Some people were in vampire makeup. Strange. Why can't I remember the music when I wake up? Frustrating!

Somewhere with supermodels. A male supermodel told me to bend over and it seems he was painting a heart (using nail polish) on my lower back. When I turned to look - it was a broken heart. Not sure what that was about.

Post Apocalyptic dystopian society. Bad guys and good guys. I was with a group of good guys and we were hunkering down for the night in some underground warehouse. I said, "Good night John Boy." some laughter. We were invaded by the mad max like bad guys. One had me and was injecting needles into my right hand. I got away and there was a lot of hiding. This was a fun dream.

Don't remember much of the dream, but I remember seeing myself in the mirror with a very round bloated face and short blonde hair. I wondered if I was having an allergic reaction to something. This should have been a clue that I was dreaming.

It was brief. False awakening - woke up in my old loft and it looked different. Did reality check and then flew out the window. I didn't have much control. Conjured sort of. Wanted my dream guide or subconscious and was unsuccessful. Asked the sky to show me something spectacular - nothing. Show me something funny - nothing. Oh well, I flew around and wound up in a warehouse and wanted to take off my clothes. There were people there but they couldn't see me and I lost lucidity.

Running away on a train with some people (Mike W.) Also climbing steps. An open field tons of yellow transformer like air craft flying over head.

Met Scott M. and he was helping with my apartment building. There was Misti, Misty, and Heidi. We were in class? I was going somewhere with Scott - the house I grew up in. He put a ring on my finger - east/west marquis diamond in rose gold, with pave on the shank. The diamonds on the shank were crooked. It fit. M, M, and H were competing for his attention. Pretty. Smiles. Soft. Shower. There was a rocket ship in there somewhere.

Dream switched to after class. I saw myself on tv, where I had won a Figure Skating competition in Alabama. Heidi's dad pointed it out to me.

I was in an airplane on an unbelievably long flight. Out the window I could see space. I saw a shuttle launch and break away from the boosters. I also saw the meteor (up close) that hit russia. Kind of frightening. I pondered if I wanted to be in the space shuttle. I didn't have an answer.