Lichi

I went to bed at about 12PM i think. If it wasnt at 12PM it was at 1AM but i don't think it was at that time. I remained with the eyes open until my body calmed and felt relaxed. Then at 1:30 got up to go to the bathroom and went back to bed. I fell asleep at about 3AM, changing positions. I woke up at about 10AM. I remembered a DEILD exercise to be with eyes closed. I tried to remember the dreams, but i could only remember the obvious parts (which i didn't write down and forgot) and then the DEILD failed since i lost awareness right away and fell asleep again. Woke up at 11:51.

I dreamt being in a hotel. We were at bottom floor, in an elevator. We were like 8 people there waiting for the elevator. When the elevator comes, a math teacher from Highschool comes for the birthday of my sister. I didn't want to be there so i got into the elevator. But since we were 8 people in there, and max cappacity was of 5, 3 of us had to get out. So i knew what i was doing wasn't right so i got out. I greeted the math teacher. Since my sister (in the dream) had gone to the same school as i did the teachers i had knew her. She tells me she came to help my with math exercises. I said "yes! i wanted to do exercises, but other plans came up so im involved in this... If in the weeked i find myself free time i'll get into that" (it was like a small push to get back in what i actually wanted to do at that moment and not go astray). We go to the third floor because my sister didn't remember if the bedroom was in the third floor or the second. For me it was clearly the second, but we tried the third just to try. When she enters the key in the hole a woman from inside yells "Nooo, what are you doing!?" Sorry we say and we go away, lol. We all went to the second floor room b.

Then i dream that im involved in the party. It was about 1 or 2 hours to finish. I didn't want to hang on till it finished, i actually don't like parties. I go to the DJ place and grab a CD and greet the DJ (which looked like the singer of Babasonicos). He tells me that time runs, and i reply to him, yes, time runs and nobody can catch up with it. Then i go to the elevator, about 6th floor and enter my room. I was alone and it was a big department. There was a window to my left (if one entered the apartment). The sight of the window was of a tall building in front and a hallway down there. I thought about ghosts and if i were going to be able to sleep. But then i thought, if there are ghosts i should let them be, nothing i could really do. Then i woke up.

Dream sign:

- In the last apartment there was a building in front when i looked at the window. I dreamt before of a building in front, close and taller than where i was. Maybe in those cases i should get to the roof of my building. Because that other building blocks the sight of the sky. In this case it was about 7-9AM.

Side notes:

I had glimpses of awareness (the elevator of the second dream seemed like an elevator i saw of a game of virtual reality).
The apartment seemed like:
- a house i saw of a cardiologist on youtube.
- the department of my friend Fran.
- the department of Agus S.

Interpretation of " He tells me that time runs, and i reply to him, yes, time runs and nobody can catch up with it."

Time (or time-space) actually goes forward. So this is the first thing we were aware about and agree upon. But about nobody being able to catch up with it... well that's not true actually. What one is not able to catch up with is the desires that one has, the plans that one has or had for the future, the activities that one rather be doing in the present. That's what one can't catch up with, and thus we are frustrated or we suffer. We either give them up in frustration; we say, ok we couldn't do them now but that's where we are heading now or we let that desire go and being non-aversive to what is already present, also with no desire and with clear knowledege one settles in the present moment and thus one stops being restless. (If we gave up in frustration, "we couldn't catch up with time" (in dream logic); if we start doing it to be accomplished somewhere in the future, "we won't able to catch up with time"; if we let go and settle in the present moment "we are right in time").