Lichi

I don't remember very well the dreams i had last night but i have some fragments.

In one dream my uncle comes from picking up his son from school, saying he succeeded. Interpretation: the school is like 15 minutes away walking, and i went there one time but i have kinda forgotten exactly how the path is (although if i go there i'll probably know where to go). My uncle has been away for like 5 days and his son missed 2 days of school. I could have taken him but i didn't know he still had school. The sencence where my uncle says he succeeded i think that it's connected with me, realizing i could have succeeded in taking him/picking him up from school myself. Lol.

In the other dream i was in a house. It was like a party, but also the people lived there. I came in with Brit Marling, we came at night, with a few more friends too (some friends from school). We inhabited this place before, but we came back after months apparently. Still the place was big and it has always been occupied, so it was taken care of. Our things and places were respected and when we went to our part of the house/mansion/castle (it was something very big, but kinda deteriorated, like abandoned. But also since we lived there it was clean and liveable.) As we entered the rooms there was like a creepy feeling. I think i went to the bathroom after that. It was a colective bathroom. The lights weren't that bright, they were like orange and there was sufficient light to see where around but not to illuminate everything with clarity. And again there was this creepy feeling like something bad is going to happen. Interpretation: Last week i've watched the OA. I was very impressed by it. Yesterday i searched for more Brit Marling's content and i watched the East film. I interpret the house and the people as the house of the film. Then about the creepy feeling, it's like a dream sign i have. Even though it's scary, it's been recurrent in many dreams i've been having. I think it means i have to face something. Maybe i should be more inquisitive when i face these situations. Use logic, use intelligence, ask questions, investigate or if not know why not.

This morning i broke the dry spell.
I went to sleep at like 2am last night. Slept until 10-11, i didnt check the time. My uncle came into the room to grab something so i woke up, but as soon as he left the room i got back to sleep.
I started dreaming about a reunion... it was more like a party in my grandparents house, but with people from the university, and other people i didn't know. I remember i went outside barefoot, but there was a lot of mud. Now the house has morphed to the house im currently living in, my uncle's house. I was talking with the mother of my uncle's wife, and when i was done talking i decided it was time to go. Where? Idk i just thought the time there was up and that i should do something different. So i got outside, with a shovel so i could pick up the mud trace i was leaving :joy: , and started walking towards the city center. It's actually a long walk. I've never gone walking before, i've always used bus and it takes like 40 minutes, so i was thinking "i should take the bus, otherwise it will take a really long time" but meanwhile i kept walking and it wasn't towards a bus station. It seems like i didn't care too much about the distance, i just wanted to walk and i was enjoying it. I was able to go through a mildly dangerous zone looking around happily like if i was a tourist. There were people around, old mostly, buying stuff. I just watch them and go past them. Whenever i saw to the front i saw buildings, similar to those in the movie inception where Cobb and his wife built an entire city. Then i look to my right.... and i notice something very very strange (for me).
I see like a path, a street (that i know where it is located, in my home city) and beyond that there was an old building, but still functional, looked like "the house of Black and White". The strange thing about this was that it was a dream sign for me. I analized the structure, from the point i was standing, and i saw outside the building like a walking path, that it lead to some docks. So there i knew i was dreaming. Because the building was the same. I've walked that path before, so i was extremely confident i was in a dream. And i've only been to the sea two times, and we don't have a sea in my city so it all made sense to me that this was a dream. I was 95% confident i was dreaming. So at that point i wanted to make the most out of my lucid dream, do something. Before that i said it out loud "im lucid dreaming" so i did not forget once i start changing stuff.
But i don't do anything. Im so passive that i just stand there and observe. I thought about having sex, but then i thought "meh". I see some people playing in the water, across the streets. There were some rocks in which people were laying, tanning themselves, and other people climbed it so they could jump into the water. The water was quite deep, about 10 meters i believe. I know because it was cristaline water, so you could see the bottom. People playing in the water were big though, they were giants. I could see them as tall as buildings. Then the dream starts to fade and i regret not having a plan on what to do during the lucid dream. As soon as the dream starts to fade away i remain calm, both in mind and body. So far i don't feel a body, but as soon as i'd feel it i'd stay calm. All I saw a black background with a small light. I waited; still didn't feel my body so i was doing good so far (if i wanted to go back into lucid dreaming). And i thought i would either form a new lucid dream or i would meditate in that state. But i didn't feel prepared to form a dream from scratch (now that i think about it it was dumb not having even tried it) and i wasnt sure about meditating either. So i decided to wake myself up. I don't know how i did it, i just did. Then i start feeling my body and my mind like i usually feel it while being awake, a bit more coarse than what i was experiencing. (It was strange lol. I could describe my previous mind state like if my "astral body/mind" that was awake, that way it makes a bit more sense to have noticed my "normal mind" as coarser).
I had only 2 experiences like this in my whole life. One time i was able to WILD in 2016, and now this time i exited a dream and was able to still remain asleep (in body but not in mind). I really liked the experience and i look forward to practicing this stuff a bit more. Before it seemed hard, frustrating, frightening, something only experts could do but now i see it as something very interesting and very possible for me to do, so i want to start practicing it more.