Lichi

Warning: contains violent content.

I went to sleep at about 11:30 pm yesterday. Couldn't sleep until like 1:30... I woke up twice. At 5am this is what i've dreamt:

- I dreamt with my cousin Jess. In the dream at that time we were close but not very confident with each other. So there was a lot of rumouring behind our backs from other family members that would have created discord if i wouldn't have sat down and talked with her. We were in my grand-aunt's house, who has long passed away but i still got a feeling of the morning time when she used to go to church. So my cousin was leaving but i stopped her so we could chat. His brother was there too, whom i'm not really close with. We talked about holidays, we planned going to the beach and having a vegan style. After we finished the talk we were happy, and realized that all the discord the rumouring provoked was just that rumours and nonsense (i knew it beforehand but she didn't).

- I was with some friends in a restaurant. I congratulated two of my friends for getting girlfriends. Then i went a floor up through a ladder. I sat in a table with other friend (whom i used to hate in highschool but we're grown up now) who was talking with some nordic or russian businessmen about business. When one of them started speaking it was just him, and he was saying how he bought all the buildings nearby and that the other businesses (looked like sillicon valley businesses or something) rented his property. All of this was confidential because he was talking about how he actually bought the buildings with credit, with money that wasn't real, and he was charging ever increasing rents and thus building his ever growing empire. All of this was a big scam (like global wide) but it was all legal, just that people didn't realize it was a scam, so that's why he was successful. At some point he doubted why i was listening... like if i was a reporter, to which i kinda felt like a spy while i listened to him, although i really wasn't and wouldn't have done anything anyways. But him reacting to that, taking us in his porsche to the airport driving quite fast but confident, made me think i was a cop.
Next scene is i walk down through the landing track and i see two big houses, in which crimes committed by the joker happened. There was a hanging man, who should have been hanging from his head but he was actually hanging from his testicles, and then in the other house i see the joker walking towards the stairs through the edge (could have fallen to a precipice) and then up. I just looked at him from outside while i was walking, didn't care about what he was plotting. I just knew he was alone.
Then i was in a bathroom, taking a shower. But i was a 9 years old girl, brownish skin with green eyes. I looked like if i was both my sisters combined. I was with my dad, and i wanted to recall when i was a baby. So i focused and... succeeded! I wasn't lucid, but i just wanted to do that in the dream. So.. i recalled when i was 9 months old and it was like i was a siren because my parents layed me in water when i was a baby, water came in through my ears and ever since i had like clariaudience. I looked at my dad at the bathtub, he was old but i wanted to recall how he looked like when i was a baby, so i told him to be quiet and just looked at his face. His skin was much brighter and smoother and he didnt have a few spots? in his cheecks (the kind old people have in their heads XD).
Then there was my mother inside the bathroom too. It was like we were having a picnic while i was taking a bath... By then i just wanted to take a shower alone.

Then i did a short WBTB and woke up at 7:30.

I dreamt i was a cop. This dream was more vivid. I entered the airport. Went upstairs. Talked to a cashier. I was actually making time, so i flirted with her. She got angry because she thought i was harassing her and was about to call security or the police. But i was there because i wanted to catch a couple of killers that were supposed to be there soon. So i began talking about harassment laws (doing kind of reverse psychology like i was being harassed) and trials, and she went friendly again like if she realized that it was just flirting gone wrong and there was no need to overreact. Anyways i walked away because i was bored of the conversation and i saw downstairs that the police were taking a couple of people into custody. I saw the man, he looked like a bad guy, but i realized they had the wrong guy. So immediately i ran back towards the cashier and i realized that the 2 men had infiltrated. I got down. Besides me there was Paul Rudd as my partner, with blonde hair. So the two killers were at the other side of the counter in what would be the kitchen. Paul decided to go all in, like crazy, and take one down gutting him with a knife while the other was looking somewhere else. I realized that we were against the clock so i had to move in and take the other guy down. The other guy was like twice this guys size (he was really big and looked like he wasn't going to go down so easy). Even though subconsciouslly i didnt want to go through this course of action, i stabbed him in the guts and he turned around, grabbed the knife and threw it to Paul. The knife just bounced back, so he was lucky. Then i go on and try to stab him in the neck or something to take him down. Then he grabs a knife and throws it directly to my head. I manage to block it with my hands as if it were a metal shield, so the knife just bounced too (i could have become lucid if i realized what had just happened). Then I grab his head and smash it like 30 times against the kitchen counter and then i give him a final blow... I looked at his cracked skull lying in the floor and knowing it was all over but i was deeply regretful of all of it. [I just didn't them to continue killing people, because i knew they would have, but i didnt want me or us to get to kill in order to stop them. The main problem is that i havent agreed the terms of our partnership with my partner, so when he went in he naturally expected me to have his back, therefore i went in too not to "betray" him, but i betrayed myself. Anyways i could have gone in, defend my partner but without needing to kill. That could have costed my life but i guess i was defending that too, even at the cost of getting to kill (which i'm not okay with). Well now i know for next time that i don't neccesarily need to rush, i can always think what i do]