Linkzelda's Dream Journal

I don't remember anything, because honestly, I only slept for like 3 hours or so.


And also, in waking life, when you know you're going to face inevitable failure, it's REALLY hard to not think, "Man, I really fucked up didn't I?" and still keep a happy face?

I've noticed last night that I regressed into "Yes you can do this, just follow it through" mode....It made me happy, but I was frankly disturbed in that regression, because that's the type of personality where I actually think straight, calm down, and actually remain optimistic about things.

Worried about failing lab today? "No problem Link! Just learn from your lesson, and hope that you do better!" Forgot to tell your professor to shift your exam to another date because they let you do that if you have two exams tomorrow? "Don't worry Link, it's only one time you'll have two rough exams in one day anyway......"

Sigh, I still have 2 hours and 15 minutes at most to study for the Math Exam, then after the boring History lecture, I still have 8 hours to study for my Organic Chemistry and/or Math class together.....

You know this state of mind where it starts suppressing negative thoughts, because it just cannot tolerate them anymore because it realizes how stupid it is to worry in the first place, and wants to see things through instead, god.....it's like being a naive child again.


Hell, if I become lucid again, I think I just might try to find Hades and play some damn tennis with him....and not making it a happy care bear ending, just sedated happiness......if that makes any sense?