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    Fingering, Batgirl, and Dessert

    by , 11-30-2012 at 11:28 PM (1205 Views)
    11.25.2012
    Fingering A DV Member or Batgirl? (Non-lucid)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

    I ended up fingering some girl that looked a lot like a DV member I rather not mention about.

    She has black hair that's curled into a ball, with the ends being spiked out. Her skin complexion is that of a Caucasian, and she's fit, but has a slight pudge on her stomach.

    I like girls like that, or maybe I was liking her because I was going to do sexual things with her.


    Spoiler for 18+:


    Later on, I end up talking with Batgirl. Something is odd about her. She feels completely different than before, and I can't recall what she was before.


    I had a feeling I was fingering her before or something, because she looks at me with a smile on her face, like, "You just made me orgasm with just your fingers" happy face.

    So instead of friendzoning, I get a list from a fairly large notepad, and then I mentioned to her how we can do more of the fingering, and much more later on with her.

    There's definitely something about Batgirl's smile that bothers me, it's like I've been socializing with her before or something. She looks peaceful, as if she can feel safe whenever I'm around.

    Her exposing this fragility to me, especially when she still has her masks on gives me mixed emotions.

    Things that I feel for dream characters.......

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    11.25.2012
    Desserts (Non-lucid)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

    I remember going to some area at a top floor. The carpet is green, the lighting is a diluted orange color that spreads across the environment. It's the type of lighting that makes me imply that it's night time.

    I saw a bunch of desserts ready to be served.

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    11.25.2012
    Akashic Records - Flashes of Intuition (Note)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

    So I decided to meditate while inside of a vehicle. I wasn't driving mind you.

    I always assume that I have to travel somewhere to find my Akashic Records, or have some kind of puzzle solved before being "deserving" of my records. I watched a certain video on Teal Scott over the Akashic Records and how to access them, and deep meditation seems to be the best method for me.

    Since I barely become lucid anyway, I might as well take the time to deconstruct my thought patterns, and hopefully overcome that mental state where sporadic thoughts are abundant. If I can get past that stage, I can reach a state of tranquility, and access the records from there.

    It's really just intuition at it's finest. I asked for advice on how I can be productive more on my blog, and how I can get more views and all that. Not this blog, another one, and I won't link it because I don't want to get an infraction or possibly banned.

    Anyway, I started getting ideas popping in my mind, all sorts of very enticing things I can do. In fact, I'm going to do them now before the end of the night, and I'm doing fairly well in ideas at least.

    I'm still getting a writer's block, and with so many things to worry about like not failing my exams and such, maintaining the other blog with over 1,000+ views within 4 days...I'd say I'm on the right path, I just need to keep this up.

    I've noticed that it's good that I'm sublimating my tl ; dr ability into making a lot of blogs in the future. It should be fun, and I plan to access my records again tonight. I really would like a path on how I could talk with my tulpa.

    Because if that can happen like before my exam, shit....I'd be fucking HAPPY.

    Sigh....the only way to find out is to do this meditation state well, and start getting serious, because I know there's a way for me to overcome all this stress. If not, I might be fucked for life, and I just might...never mind.
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    Comments

    1. Alyzarin's Avatar
      Bwahahaha. >:3
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    2. Linkzelda's Avatar
      Thanks Alyssa
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    3. Alyzarin's Avatar
      Any time.
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    4. TheForgotten 's Avatar
      <So I decided to meditate while inside of a vehicle. I wasn't driving mind you.>
      Link. The prime time to meditate is while driving. What's wrong with you?

      <I won't link it because I don't want to get an infraction or possibly banned.>
      Lol. Getting infractions are great! Adds an additional tab to your profile page. I have one! Join me! xP

      I've been toying with the Akashic Records too... just, I tend to roam and rampage through it. Sounds like you're taking a more practical approach. I'm actually shocked you're meditating and attempting to control your thoughts. Very cool.
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    5. Linkzelda's Avatar
      While you can easily access pretty much anything, I still have difficult accessing my Records. I honestly want to use the Akashic Records to understand how I can align myself to the frequency of a person to find them in a dream, and thus increase the probability of giving future passwords in the Shared Dreaming experiments.

      I also want to access it for other personal endeavors. But for the past week or so, I've been doing horrible at meditating. Although I do have some progress, I always end up sleeping all the time, and I wake up and I forget my dreams, most of the time. I guess it's because of exams and all.

      But other than that, I hope everything is working out for you Kaomea. You seem to be at more peace with yourself the more I see you here, which I'm happy for; keeping moving forward Kaomea
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    6. TheForgotten 's Avatar
      heeeey now. I can't easily access pretty much anything. Heck, sometimes I can't even manifest a pair of shoes. As far as the records are concerned, I've been digging into that. I know some people are saying you're not allowed to view your own record. Not being a pro or anywhere knowledgable about how things work there, I can't offer you anything substantial. HOWEVER! IF that's the case, where you can't view your own record, I'm sure there's a way to have someone else view it for you.....

      I'm not sure I understand the desire to communicate passwords in shared dreams :\ I know it makes things clearly defined in terms of possibly validating the idea shared dreaming exists, but still. Aren't three simpler methods to provide validation?

      Thanks for the nice thoughts. You're right, things are more peaceful in an oddly haunting way. I'm embracing more of life... and releasing the things I can live without. It's peaceful when life no longer sucks. Go figure.

      Congrats on your blog, PM me the website I wanna read.
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    7. Linkzelda's Avatar
      I don't know who said you can't view your own records, but whatever the reason, I'm pretty sure that if you match the frequency to access your records, you have every right to access them; I mean, it's YOUR life and previous ones as well....and possible future lives too.

      I think whoever told you that is probably basing the Akashic Records behind the realms of it being something you have to work hard to get in order to "deserve" it. I find it odd that something that's your life, something that you should be aware of is not allowed?

      It seems kind silly doing that. And to allow someone else to access them while you can't seems useless lol. It's like giving responsibility to some stranger to go through your personal details. I honestly think Akashic records is what you make of it, and that you have every right to know what can take in your life.


      And sure, I'll PM you my blog. Though the actual site is going through maintenance, they should be fixing it very soon.
    8. Linkzelda's Avatar
      And for the shared dreaming thing, yeah, I know, there are simple methods than the password, but it's a good challenge nonetheless.

      People don't want to use their brains and go for something simple. They want it to be some high secret, omfg mission impossible type of endeavor with making shared dreaming a probable and applicable standard to practice.

      That's what happens when I want to satisfy both sides lol.