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    Green Globe, Pool of Toy Balls, Is that a Dragon, Eva and Akashic Records??

    by , 04-22-2012 at 02:27 PM (1150 Views)
    04.22.2012
    Green Globe (Non-lucid)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID



    I don't really care too much to this dream, except for the fact that this possibly was a precursor to the dream I had with Eva and the Akashic records dream...

    I'm walking somewhere at my University, and I'm following a group of people, but the traffic and amount of people here started to irritate me, so I thought of trying to teleport somewhere....

    The opposite of that occurs, and I find myself instantly flying up pretty quickly. I look down, and was a little scared at first, but instead of trying to think about falling down, I looked up, closed my eyes, and imagine myself propelling upwards.

    Then a white light flashes before more, signaling that I teleported out of the dream environment.

    I'm now floating, and I see a Green globe, and I rotate it with my mind, and I decided I should go to Houston, TX.

    I feel a pulling sensation from this green globe, and feel like I'm being warped into the area I wanted to go to...

    I can't remember much from that dream..
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    04.22.2012
    Swimming pool of Toy Balls? (Non-lucid)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID




    I'm inside a play area that's full of what seems to be toy balls, or something like that? It was kind of dark though, and it seems there's always water in this area as well.

    There's this random lady who is fairly huge, and we're just floating around, minding our own business. Then the lady started to say, "Daddy?" out of the blue, so I presumed someone else was with us.

    I think I see a man who is shirtless, and is wearing dark blue shorts underwater, and the daughter I think lands on him. I was kind of concerned that her weight might cause his to open his air path in his throat, and possibly drown him or something.

    Then all of a sudden, when I go back up to the surface, the girl is floating as well, and she's wondering where her father was, and I think she's close to even crying.

    I go underwater again, and I see this white string near a drain that's sucking up the water, so the dad probably was sucked in there.

    I can't remember much after that, didn't really care too much about this dream in the first place....too random...and it was too dark for me to associate anything from it...
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    04.22.2012
    Is that a Dragon? (Non-lucid)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

    I was trying to convince some people to look up at the sky, because I'm seeing a large creature flying, and it looks like a dragon in metal armor, it had that silver color to it with some slight hints of blue.

    I think I saw a redheaded lady as well, not sure if it was Opheliablue, but I was trying to nudge at whoever it was to look up. Even when they did look up, all they did was shrug and have the "I don't know" expression on their face.
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    04.22.2012
    Eva and Akashic Records? (Non-lucid)

    NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

    First of all, I'm glad I finally met Eva for once, she was a little bit more degraded from something...and man, this dream was scary.

    I honestly thought I wouldn't have met Eva AT ALL, but it seems the intention worked by watching a few videos about her and Snake.

    (I watched some short videos on the Akashic Records, and I wonder if this dream itself was the path for me to get there, seeing as you normally need a guide to shift you to the right path.....and clearly, I was following Eva like she was a guide....and there were guards.....so there has to be something precious within this library......)

    Watch this video first before reading the dream if you can, there are some things that the lady said like "Cairo, Egypt" and such that you'll find that my mind did some homologous association with it the people in white robes...you'll find out what I mean...I don't know why, but I was browsing through DV articles, and typed "are the akashic recrods real?" on a youtube search bar, and found this late at night before I slept.










    Things start out where I'm at an area that seems to be a green underground cave. I believe I'm in the lighter side of this area, and I finally see Eva.

    There's something odd about her, there's this type of loneliness within her, she looks degraded, used up, raped, or something...it was kind of sickening, but the fact that I still saw her, she obviously had the intention of actually interacting with me for once for a little longer.

    Her hair, it isn't blonde like it was before when she gave me the grey letter with the letter "M" on it with in a non-lucid I had a long time ago.

    It was light orange, but you see, it looked like it was like the color because someone probably fried her hair up a little, I'm not too sure.

    She looked exactly like Eva, she was quiet, but it was definitely Eva. She wore a very bright green military jacket, and she had it open.

    And I saw her breasts, she left them exposed with her opened jacket, and her nipples were pink, maybe a little darker than that. I think the point of her projection was to portray that she was used up by someone or something.

    As for her pants, it was the same with her regular biker outfit, it's just that the jacket was green instead of the usual Khaki type of color all over, and I believe she had black boots as well.


    Her jacket was way brighter than this, so imagine it being opened completely, and you can see her bare skin and breasts exposed to you, with the edges of the jacket hanging on the sides of her nipples.

    She gets close to me, but there's this type of barrier separating both of us, so she starts pushing as much as she can. I take a step back to let her open it fully, and I get closer to her.

    "Eva...."

    She doesn't look too desperate for small talk right now, seeing as how the look on her visage was a little bit depressed and sad. There were marks on her hair, and some of it wasn't complete. She was bald in a few areas, but she still had her long hair.

    I follow her, and we go up some stairs, we haven't talked at all, I merely pick up her non-verbal cues. There are two characters talking to each other, and I stay behind Eva, completely relying on her to guide me through what seems to be a library.....




    We wait for the two guys to finish talking, and it seems to be that they are wearing white robes like they're from Egypt....

    (Okay something is up...but you'll find out what I mean after)...

    I wait for Eva's cue to move, and she finally does, so I quickly go along with her, and we hide behind some shelves until the two Egyptian robe wearing characters move further to the left. Then Eva goes to a bookshelf perpendicular towards the direction she's going.

    Like, imagine being parallel to the back of a bookshelf, and one being perpendicular to you....so I quickly dash to the bookshelf, slowly moved my head up to see that there are two or so guards on the other side.

    I crouch back down, waiting for Eva to cue something to me already.

    For some reason, I decided to be a little bold, and I start making a little whistle sound to attract the guards. I believe I did that because I thought the guard was too far to hear the whistle, but they pick up the sound a few seconds later.

    I crouch down quickly since I saw the guard turn around immediately. I started to get tensed up for a little, feeling this weird tingling sensation in my head....I definitely made the horrible mistake in making that whistle....

    I have a gun in my hand, and I believe Eva didn't have a weapon at all, so I guess I had to be the support in case things get rough.

    (Normally, when I ignore a DC and get distracted with something else, they usually disappear, but she was still there....it's not my obsession with finding her that kept her there, in fact, my concern over her was temporarily faded because we're in a serious situation with the guards and everything).

    I have my gun ready, and it has a cyan laser sight, and once I realized this, I quickly moved the laser sight to the edge of the bookshelf we're parallel to, because the guard might find the laser dot....but I already knew my feelings of being tensed up and fearful meant the guards were already too suspicious.

    I wait having my gun aimed at the predicted path of where the guard's head should be...I started to get more tensed up, feel the guard coming closer and closer....

    Then I see the side of a face taking a slow peak, and I slowly aim my laser sighted gun to their heads, but they quickly so their whole body to me and try to aim at me, but since he saw that he's not going to win this one, he's shocked, and an Exclamation mark appears on his head....

    Definitely a Metal Gear Solid element there with the exclamation mark....


    (It was like this, but the mark was light blue)

    Anyway, since the guard was moving, I decided I might as well show myself to the others, but I didn't, I just popped my head over to the top of the shelf to see that the same guard told the other one that we're here.

    So I decided to shoot the guard trying to contact Headquarters through this big swamp green radio phone....I believe I managed to shoot him before he did...



    The same man with the radio phone wore glasses, a long brown leather jacket, and it he looked a lot like Ocelot when he was extremely old in MGS4.

    Once he's taken care of, at least, I'm presuming he's dead or knocked out from the gun shot, I try to aim to the other guard that alerted him.

    Then this other guard comes out from NOWHERE, and has holds a pump-action shotgun with one hand. I thought he was going to come after me first, but he's aiming at Eva, and she's still crouching down....I realized that she was too injured to react



    He came so quick, that I couldn't even shoot him because my gun didn't even fire any bullets. He shoots Eva, I get fucking pissed, and the gun magically works, I shoot the hell out of the guy.

    But instead of going to Eva immediately, I had to make sure there weren't any more guards around us, so I move forward to scan the area, and things are okay.

    I take a look at some kind of weird base in front of me, and I believe I'm looking outside the library, like the door was wide open. There was this area with grass, but the type of grass you see in video games, where everything on the floor is just mashed up together.

    I see the door to go to another base....and it's overall color is violet with some hues of bright pink....then I realized...

    "Eva!!!"

    I completely forgot about her, and I turned around, but I couldn't do it quickly, everything was going slow, the dream is starting to fade, and this would've been the point where I would've been lucid, since I felt so much emotion in this dream.....

    But the dream fades quickly..

    I wake up, but I still have my eyes close, I'm still thinking in my mind saying

    "Eva....


    Evaaaaa....


    Evaaaaaaaaa"

    I thought I should do a DEILD, but I might've forgetten the dream if I did...

    I find it funny that despite finally meeting Eva, who had a few alterations like having orange hair (redhead), green jacket, and some other qualities.......I didn't remember her saying one word to me. Not ONE little word at all...

    All she did was just guide me somewhere...and I honestly believe it was for the Akashic records, but obviously, because I was being stupid and whistled at the guards, I obviously wasn't prepared for it....

    I can't believe one careless mistake I made would cause so many chain of events.





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    Updated 04-22-2012 at 03:34 PM by 47756

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    Comments

    1. sinoblak's Avatar
      I find it funny that despite finally meeting Eva, who had a few alterations like having orange hair (redhead), green jacket, and some other qualities.......I didn't remember her saying one word to me. Not ONE little word at all...
      Well, my guide is taciturn too and I can't find anything wrong with it. I think that DGs task is not to solve problems for us or explain life in general.
      This dream made me think about The Alchemist.
      Awesome dream.
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    2. Linkzelda's Avatar
      Thanks. Eva seemed to know what to do in this library that could've been how my mind interprets the Akashic Records, so she obviously would've been able to get me to the area faster if she wasn't injured.

      The fact that she looked injured, and her using her intelligence and stealth made me speculate on the possibility she she was at full health....very scary on what she could've done, if she wasn't so weak....and if I wasn't so stupid to make the whistling sound.

      When I said her name, she looked at me for a few seconds, probably to get a good look at me, and then she look at the ground, as if she's trying her best to hold back on her words, to remain silent. It was a depressing experience seeing her like that.
    3. sinoblak's Avatar
      and if I wasn't so stupid to make the whistling sound.
      Hey, don't be sorry about it, Link! You've done the only right thing for you that moment.
      I think you get more dreams with Eva now that the den has been once opened, allegorically speaking.
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    4. Linkzelda's Avatar
      Well, I'm going to take a nap to see if I can hit a REM cycle, feeling kind of tired, and it's likely I can reach the dream state lucidly.
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    5. Alyzarin's Avatar
      Didn't melanieb say the woman she thinks is her DG never says a word, too? The girl in my dreams doesn't, either....

      I have to agree with what Sino said, though. This seems like a very good start to me. And a dream is a dream is a dream, especially when you're non-lucid. Don't worry about what you did, just think about the positive aspects of this, like the progress you've made.
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    6. GoldenLight's Avatar
      That is fantastic dream recall, Link.
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    7. Linkzelda's Avatar
      Thanks. =)
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    8. GoldenLight's Avatar
      I actually commented on this dream in my silver man link but I'll briefly state what I said there... here.

      In my Silver Man dream, you noted that you aren't assertive like Eva...hmmm

      Yet, in this dream where you meet her and to the library, who takes the lead? Who makes the first move? Whistles? That was not Eva, Link.
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    9. TheForgotten 's Avatar
      All she did was just guide me somewhere...and I honestly believe it was for the Akashic records, but obviously, because I was being stupid and whistled at the guards, I obviously wasn't prepared for it....

      I can't believe one careless mistake I made would cause so many chain of events.
      First off, thank you so much for posting that video... and after watching it, it even had Edgar Cayce video suggestions. So awesome and exactly what I needed.

      And Link, no worries. The records are always there. You can make as many attempts as you want. And congrats on finding Eva! You've been putting a lot of energy into finding her and it looks like it paid off. Who cares if she didn't say one word, you understood her anyway.

      You actually gave me a great idea with this... the video and the records.

      Congrats, Link
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    10. TheForgotten 's Avatar
      Didn't melanieb say the woman she thinks is her DG never says a word, too? The girl in my dreams doesn't, either....
      Haha, Aly. You don't think it's the same woman do you? Or maybe the conclusion you were drawing was the idea that none of these women talk? heh, expand on this, sounds like it's interesting-theory-and-brain storming-time
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    11. Linkzelda's Avatar
      I actually commented on this dream in my silver man link but I'll briefly state what I said there... here.

      In my Silver Man dream, you noted that you aren't assertive like Eva...hmmm

      Yet, in this dream where you meet her and to the library, who takes the lead? Who makes the first move? Whistles? That was not Eva, Link.
      Well, I actually didn't make the first move to be honest with you, I just said "Eva" in shock, and she was opening the barrier separating us. She was even struggling trying to push the barrier, and I didn't even do anything to try and help, I was still in shock that it was actually her, or close to her image.

      She was the one being assertive, after she opened the barrier/door, I followed her all the way though, until I screwed up and decided to be hardcore with the guards.

      The lesson from that dream is that maybe I need to hold my own weight before trying to use her as the ideal image of what I'm striving for.

      First off, thank you so much for posting that video... and after watching it, it even had Edgar Cayce video suggestions. So awesome and exactly what I needed.

      And Link, no worries. The records are always there. You can make as many attempts as you want. And congrats on finding Eva! You've been putting a lot of energy into finding her and it looks like it paid off. Who cares if she didn't say one word, you understood her anyway.

      You actually gave me a great idea with this... the video and the records.

      Congrats, Link
      Thanks, though she didn't come out as what I expected from her, I kind of felt sad because she was probably just a projection of how I am in life, feeling degraded and worthless. So if she looks sad, I must be sad, if she was laconic, then I was too.

      Remember the dream Sinoblak had with finding me and me wearing some golden eagle mask along with having a golden eagle pet? Yeah...I was pretty much laconic in my words when she tried to have a conversation with me (Sinoblak I mean).

      But I should be glad I met her, she had this body that went through so much damage, and I still feel horrible getting her shot from a shotgun, and not seeing if she was really hurt or not.

      As for the Akashic records, it was just coincidence that my mind would associate things like that, seeing as I just read some stuff about it on DV just for curiosity, but didn't really set out to find it in my dreams.

      I honestly had the intention of just not thinking too much on objectives when I slept to have this dream.

      And no problem, Kaomea. Hope you accomplish whatever new goal you have related to the records.
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      Updated 04-23-2012 at 06:23 PM by Linkzelda
    12. Alyzarin's Avatar
      Haha, Aly. You don't think it's the same woman do you? Or maybe the conclusion you were drawing was the idea that none of these women talk? heh, expand on this, sounds like it's interesting-theory-and-brain storming-time
      Yeah, I was thinking it's odd that none of them talk. I mean, it seems like an odd coincidence, doesn't it? Maybe that's there way of standing out... or showing that they don't need verbal communication to get a point across to us?

      When I let my mind wander on it I think about it as like entities who try to contact us by taking on human forms that stand out to us but just using them as a way to get our attention and show us things, and once they have us they don't need to worry about our inferior language.
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