Linkzelda's Dream Journal

08.08.2012

I Wanted To Talk To You (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting inside of a classroom, and everything feels so small and confined...it must be a High School type of dream again. Everything is so blurry, even the windows emitting morning light are blurry.

I focus on looking at the desk I'm sitting in, just letting my mind wander around with random thoughts. I believe I had my right hand resting on the right side of my jaw. Just letting more thoughts drift by. I noticed that despite the blurred vision (except when I look at the desk I'm sitting on), the overall dream environment consists of shades of brown.

Everything felt so peaceful, but boring....lukewarm...still...tranquility. I felt someone on the left of me...I thought it was just a randomly generated dream character, so I wasn't really concerned about this. But then her presence gets even stronger, and ignoring her at this point would just be plain rude.

I slowly turn my head to the left...

Brown....

A bit more....and she looks exactly like the Autumn (a person) that I know in waking life. Her skin was smooth, and I think she had Hazel eyes, or close to just being light gray.

She has the same light brown hair as her waking life counterpart, and she's wearing the typical brown hoodie jacket, and has some tank top I believe, or maybe a vest, hard to tell since my main focus was just on her eyes because she was blinking them rapidly to try and get my attention from before.


She's resting her left hand on the left side of her jawline like I am with my right, and I couldn't help but quickly glance at her breasts for a while, at least the cleavage. She giggles and says,

"I wanted to to talk to you!"

I'm still being passive, but I am shocked that she would try to talk to me. Her visage still has me locked on her, and she has my full attention. She starts moving her eyes fairly quickly in short intervals, but she is still acting like a human though. (What I mean is that she isn't moving her eyes so rapidly like she's going through a REM phase or something =P )

I'm waiting for her to say something else to me, but then she elevates herself to straighten her spine, and then she takes quick and short left and right turns of her head, as if she's trying to find someone or make sure that no one is around. She does this for a while, and I pay attention to how ends of her hairstyle are individually flowing around the air with each turn.

When she makes a turn at me, I quickly look at her face again before she turns to the left again.

I'm not sure if you're really interesting in me Autumn....and I realized that my only way of communicating with her in waking life is completely gone...COMPLETELY.

The only point of that dream was that Autumn looked very real....but that's it.

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08.08.2012

Fake Smiles (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside some random store, and it takes a while for me to realize that this store is kind of like a supermarket. The flooring consists mostly of blue or turquoise carpet and some shiny white flooring on some sections.

I look at some shoes being displayed on my right. Some of they are contained by a transparent stand stuck on the wall. I look at a white shoes with gold and black lining to it. It looks fairly small, like the size fitting for a child.

For some reason, I feel like someone's watching me, and I look around at the cashier to see if it's them just looking around making sure no one's being suspicious. I think the cashier is close to looking like an Asian man, maybe mid 40s in age.

He's wearing a light blue fine checkered dress shirt, and I believe he's currently occupied with processing transactions with a customer. I get out of the shoe section, and continue walking around until I see a girl and two guys I believe slowly walking together looking down on a book.

Based on their reactions, it seems they must be looking at a school yearbook or something. Then I take a peek to my right, and noticed that the last High School I attended has mugs and slippers being sold in this store. I take another quick glance at these random items, and the school logo was definitely purple in this dream just like in waking life.

Then I looked back at the girl and her two friends. She looks a lot like someone I know in waking life. Let's call her "Thal." Thal has black curly hair, and it seems she put some kind of gel to make the lighter tones shine more than they should.

She's wearing a white t-shirt, and her breasts are still nicely packed together, and she has a bit of a stomach too. It's not pushing out too much, but she is a little chubby.

Then I look down her legs, and the body ratio does not match at all.....the legs look so skinny, and she barely has any ass to support her fairly huge breasts and torso, especially for her body composition. She's wearing really, really, REALLY, tight skinny jeans, and they are some variant of violet.

From a distance, I think there were little streams going horizontally on her pants that were light violet, or even close to being light pink.

The more these three smiled at each other while looking down on whatever book she's holding, the more I feel negative energy coming off my own body. I wasn't sure if it was jealousy, blind rage, or just feeling lonely, but I started to accumulate more negative thoughts towards these people.

I started to get a little egotistical, just a bit, feeling that I would be a match for hanging with Thal. These people she's hanging around with feels like she's just using them, that they're just temporary placeholders as "friends."

The person walking with her to the right is wearing glasses, is fairly skinny, and has oblong facial structure. The shirt he's wearing looks like a sports shirt, with gray lining starting from the sides of the collar all the way down to end of the short sleeves. Then all three them just looked like robots, just putting out fake laughs at each other, pretending that they're enjoying themselves together as friends....

I couldn't bear to look at this drone type of behavior, and I walked closer to the cash register, maybe 10 feet away from it, to look at more random items. I'm behind a small stand composed of cardboard, and it seems Donuts are contained here.

They looked like any default donut, but the sugar glaze was definitely enticing to look at. Somehow, the small donut stand behind me that's only at least 6 feet or more tall and 12 inches or more wide slowly starts falling down, or maybe it was the other cardboard stand in front of me?

Either way, I quickly use my feet to secure the bottom, and waved my arms in the air frantically, waiting to see where the rest of the stand will fall down. I quickly held it, and then slowly raised it back up. It seemed it was a random dream character that made it close to falling down on the ground.

I wanted to turn around to the cashier and apologize for what just happened just now, but then I realize it's not really my fault at all.

I can't even remember who it was that pushed the stand accidentally or intentionally....